Your Secret | By : Angelcakes Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > N'sync Views: 2743 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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12:45 a.m. Damn, He is running late again. I move away from the clock and back to the mirror, glaring back at the reflection. I lift my arms, swiping long reddish brown braids up into a ponytail so it sweeps my bare shoulders. Once finished, I run my hands over the tender flesh of my face, flushed with exhilaration then move then down the epitome of everything femininity and sensuality, a scarlet satin and lace negligee covering my voluptuous figure.
I smile, knowing he will be pleased with my appearance. I slip my feet into my high heels that compliment everything else so perfectly. Perfect. That is what we try to make every encounter we have together. These times are becoming far and few between but when they do happen, they are wonderful. No they are more than that. They are, we are, magnificent.
I walk around the room, lighting his favorite candles, vanilla scented. As the last candle is lit, the doorbell rings. My stomach begins to flip the way a fish out of water would do. I can feel my face beaming like the lights of the candles, filling the room, and echoing the fire burning within me for him.
This rush of anticipation and butterflies always emerge when he isn ren remotely near me. I try to wipe the smile from my face but as I open the door, it is impossible to conceal. I stare at him for a moment. He is breathtaking.
Dressed in an open white button-up shirt with a red wife beater beneath and a pair of loose fitting dirty denim jeans. His hair, not the usually blonde curls or even the short buzz cut, but brown and wild.
His strong and sculpted jaw line covered with hair. I stare at his supple lips as they part, "Sorry that I am late baby girl." I shrug carelessly, "You’re here now and that is what really matters Justin."
I bit my lip coyly as he steps inside, picking me up in one swoop of his arm and slamming the door shut with his foot, "I have been thinking about you all day long girl. I have missed you so much."
Justin cradles me in his arms and lowers his mouth to mine. His mouth is soft and sweet.
When his tongue ventures between mine lips, deepening the kiss. Emboldened, I explore his mouth and eagerly partner his tongue in a love dance. This kiss went on and on until we both are gasping for air.
Justin whispers huskily, "I’ve been wanting you to kiss me all night. What have you done to me?" He places me down, nibbling softly at my lower lip. One of his hands slips to the soft nape of my neck. I moan softly, quivering in response to his sensual massage.
I open my eyes, "What did you tell her?" His eyes open, "Huh?" I move his hands from me and step away a little, "What did you tell Cameron this time? How long can you stay? Can you even spend the night this time?"
Justin sighs, running his hands in his hair, "I told her that I had some work to do and she has her own so we are good. I have some things in the car. I was going to stay for a night or two."
I touch his face, "Justin, I’m not trying to pressure you but this is getting harder to do. I want you more and more but it is getting to where I see you less and less." Justin touches my face, "I know. I love you so much. I have tried to end it but Cam is not one to let go that easy and..."
I place my hand on his lips, "Let’s not talk about her. You can talk to me about anything but not her." He smiles, "You brought her up." I frown in a joking way, "I know but I care about you. No you and her."
He kisses me and pulls back away, "You are about the only person who does. Everyday, every minute, is about she and I. I just want some peace. That is why I come here. You are the one thing that I have that makes me normal."
I once again bit my lip, letting his know that I want him and throw my arms around his neck, "What’s so great about normal?" He pulls me closer with one arm, laughing and grabs the remote to the stereo with the free arm, "I will tell you what is great about normal. Normal is looking all kinds of good in this negligee I bought her."
I giggle like a schoolgirl as he clicks the stereo on, "I love you Justin." He nods, "I want you baby girl. I need you. I love you more and more every minute that passes." He grabs me close and I whisper in his ear, "Why do you have on so many clothes on?" He kisses my neck, "Take then off for me then."
Lay your
head on my pillow
Here you
can be yourself
No one has to know what you are feeling
No one but me and you
I am so full and about to burst with wanting Justin. Though we have been kissing passionately, Justin has hasn’t touched me intimately enough yet. Justin lifts me up and begins walking toward the bedroom.
Through my closed eyes, I can still sense the light from the candle. The smell of them is immense. Justin places me down in front of the bed, "You are so beautiful. I don’t know how I live without you everyday. I wait a long for these moments that we share. They are everything to me. Do you know that?"
I won't tell
your secrets
Your secrets
are safe with me
I will keep
your secrets
Just think of me
as the pages in your diary
I nod, "They are everything to me too. I just wish that..." I stopped myself, "Nothing." Justin leans down and kisses me, "Just like you say to me, you can tell me anything as long as the it has nothing to do with C. D. then nothing is off limits."
I decide to be open and blunt, "Then I wish you were mine. I wish you were here all the time. Here with me. My life is just empty days except for days when we’re together. I don’t know how to get through the in-between anymore."
I feel
such a connection
Even when
you’re far away
Ooh baby if there's anything that you fear
Call 4894608
And I'll be here
here
Justin kisses me, silencing my pleas of loneliness for him. He looks intensely into my eyes, "This is one of those days. Let’s enjoy it and we’ll figure everything later. Just let this be..."
Again he kisses me, I stare into the abyss of his indigo colored eyes and lose myself in him. I pull away and lay back on the bed, gazing up at him. I lift my arms to him, tell him to come to me.
He releases a feral growl of desire and lowers himself onto the bed. His mouth takes mine in a branding kiss that makes me burn to blend my body and soul with his. As Justin made love to me with his mouth, his hands work feverishly to free me of my clothing as I work to free him of his.
I won't tell
your secrets
Your secrets
are safe with me
I will keep
your secrets
Just think of me
as the pages in your diary
Justin whispers, "I have been waiting so long to sink myself into your sweet body." I groan with anticipation as Justin takes deep breaths to calm his animal lust that is building. I take his mouth again with mine and tear off his red wife beater over his head.
He then roars with frustration and tears the negligee off me. He smiles at my complete nudity and we laugh about our behavior. I sigh, "Justin, let’s calm down and slow down. This is not a rushed event."
He smiles, rubbing between my bare breast, "Not like in Miami. Sneaking off in the middle of a charity event is not really romantic or fulfilling." I nod, "I was full but it was not really want I want from you."
Justin leans in, "I want more too. You know the moment I saw you for the very first time, your beauty stood out but I knew that you were so much more than that. You have far surpassed my dreams."
Only we know what talked about baby boy
I don't know how you can be driven me so crazy boy
Baby when you're in town
Why don't you come around boy
Be the loyalty you need
You can trust me boy
Justin rolls one of my nipples between his thumb and forefinger. I gasp as I surrender once again to wanton abandon when he sucks a nipple into his mouth and cups the heat between my thighs.
He gently inserts one finger, then two, preparing me for his intrusion, waves of pleasure ripples through me, "Justin please..." "Easy baby girl...," Justin sooths. "Is this what you want?"
He massages the sensitive kernel hidden within the slick folds. "Oh yes." I urge, pressing myself against his fingers. Suddenly his fingers are gone and only air touches my hot center.
I won't tell
your secrets
Your secrets
are safe with me
I will keep
your secrets
Just think of me
as the pages in your diary
I look at Justin who is now completely naked next to me and wrap my fingers around his erection. I marvel at the feel of him. He is steel in-cased in the softest satin and when I moved my fingers over his staff, it rears like a stallion.
Justin moves on top of me and then down the length of my body placing kisses all the way down. I shut my eyes in anticipation but then crack them open just as his mouth presses against my heated core, his thumbs holding my swollen flesh open to his attentions.
I gasp, caught between needing to push him away so he can enter me and wanting him to do exactly what he is doing. My back arches violently, shamelessly pushing myself against him as he laves me with his tongue.
He sucks my most sensitive piece of flesh and I begin to shudder. Up and up, I am soaring higher and higher with each stroke of his tongue. I feel my body ready to explode when he removes his mouth, "NO!" I cry out, trying to force him back down.
I feel his mouth again, covering my burning center. He tastes me with flicks of his sweet, hot tongue, making me want to scream at the top of my lungs. He plunges his tongue deep inside me, trying to taste every bit of what I had inside me.
I completely come undone and fly apart in a shattering orgasm. Justin jumps up, catching my scream with his mouth. He kisses me. It is a kiss that steals my breath and builds pleasure in me all over n. n.
He nudges my legs further apart and leans into the cradle of my hips. My legs automatically wrap around the back of his thighs. Justin reaches down between out bodies and massages the taut but at my threshold, re-igniting my desire for him.
The sensual tension heightened until I thought I would burst, "Justin please, now." Sweat breaks on his brow as he forces himself to go slow. He eased his shaft into my wet heat, "You are so tight for me."
I wrap my arms around his neck as he smothers my cries with a smoldering kiss. My little tight canal clutched at Justin’s member and he fought to hold back, wanting more than anything for me to climb to the pinnacles of satisfaction with him.
His every move is deliberate. He strokes me slowly, drawing his body almost completely out of mine and sliding back while I whimper in delight. Then pulling out again only to plunge, hard, fast, unexpected, making me release silent screams.
Finally after what seems to be like hours of sensual torment, he seems to lose control. He holds tightly to my hips, driving into me again and again until I feel weak. I drop my head back, trying to arch myself up, wanting him even closer in some way.
The pleasure is intense. Mind-numbing. Scream-inducing. As he drives even deeper into me, I have to clutch tighter to the him, trying to hold on as he takes me higher and higher. I watch his body tense, his face tighten. I feel him moan deeply and shuddering pleasure.
I let myself experience the feeling with him, wanting to climax with him. We both open our eyes wide, staring deeply at each other as we both reach the edge and jump together. Justin shifts as if he were going to move off me but I wrap my arms tighter around him, "Don’t let go. Not yet."
He kisses my neck and then my lips. We glare lovingly at each other until he speaks, "I love you." I smile at him, "You have said that already." His face turns serious, "I just want to be with you. I want a normal relationship for once. Where I don’t have to share myself with the public. I just want to share myself with you."
I move from under him, pushing him off and sit up, coving myself with the sheet, "Are you saying you want to be together? You are going to leave her to be with..." I am cut off by his cell phone ringing.
He reaches in his pants on side the bed and answers it, "Hey Cammi. No, I am at the studio. I am trying to...I don’t know when I am coming home...Tomorrow... Or you can come out by me?....I will see what I can do."
I sigh and lay back down in the bed, pulling the sheets up further and staring at the opposite wall as he talks to his girlfriend. I whispers to myself, "What’s so great about normal?"
TBC........
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