Pretty | By : cresc Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1458 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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The song is Vast's pretty when you cry.
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You're made of my rib or baby
you're made of my sin
And I can't tell where your lust ends
and where your love begins
~*~
“I love you, Kyo.” The guitarist tilted his head back, exposing the white flesh of his throat. The blond vocalist bit and sucked the soft skin, marking it his with red bruises.
It had been like this for few months now, he would come to Kyo’s apartment after practise, they would have dinner together, they would fuck, he would sleep in the couch and when the sun rose, he would go back to his own apartment and get ready for the day’s rehearsal.
Kyo loved him.
It was just the public pressure that kept them from each other.
“I want you…” He sat on the younger man’s lap, legs wrapped around his waist. “I want you now.” He trembled as the vocalist started opening his shirt, button after button, so slowly it felt like hours.
“Fuck me.”
~*~
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you
I didn't want to hurt you
But you're pretty when you cry
~*~
“Fuck…” He hissed as he came inside the pink haired guitarist. He collapsed on top of the older man, breathing heavily.
As he gained his strength again he moved himself from his lover and rolled to the side of bed, pulling the blanket on top of his naked body. He heard the other man’s breath slowly getting steady.
The first time they had fucked the older man had wanted to sleep in his bed, but he had shoved him away, telling him to go to sleep on the couch, he didn’t want that love crap, it had been only a bet after all.
He heard the guitarist rise from his bed, silent footsteps slowly disappearing as the man left the room. He waited few minutes before rising from his bed and walking silently to the living room’s door, watching the pink haired man cry in the corner of the room, his legs pulled against his chest, his head resting on his knees, hidden by his arms.
Every sob the other man let made his chest ache, hard twist turning his heart up side down, but it felt good. Somehow he graved for that feeling.
He always loved to watch the guitarist cry.
Slowly the sobs stopped and he walked back to his room.
~*~
And the moon gives me permission
and I enter through her eyes
She's losing her virginity
and all her will to compromise
~*~
“I love you.” It had been six months now. He stood inside an elevator, watching his face from the large mirror that covered the back wall. “I know you love me too.” He pulled the tie off his hair, letting the pink and black strands land on his face and shoulders. He wore only little make-up today, black eyeliner and foundation. He was such a lady sometimes, but this was a special day, he wanted to look good.
The bell rang and the doors opened, he walked to the end of the corridor, opening the lock of the wooden door. He stepped into the vocalist’s apartment, leaving his shoes by the door.
He heard noise from the bathroom, a low groan of his lover, the shower was on. The image of what his lover was probably doing sent chills through his spine, right to his groin. He opened the door as quietly as he could and stepped inside the room.
He saw two forms behind the glass that surrounded the shower. The girl’s, who was probably no older than 14, back was pressed against the glass and the blond man was thrusting himself inside her, his other hand next to the girl’s head, the other on her hip.
He watched them shocked. His lover raised his head and saw him, stopping the movement. He heard the girl whimper in frustration and the vocalist continued his act, eyes locked in the guitarist’s.
“Kyo…” His voice came as a quiet whisper. He stepped out of the bathroom, closing the door behind him. Tears burned his eyes as he collapsed against the wall.
~*~
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you
I didn't want to hurt you
But you're pretty when you cry
~*~
He turned the shower off and glanced the girl before him.
“Was this what you wanted?” The girl nodded with a sad smile. “Then get your clothes on and leave my apartment, I don’t have anything to you anymore.” The girl opened the glass door and stepped to the cold air of the bathroom, pulling her panties and skirt on.
He watched the girl as she pulled her t-shirt on and smiled to him once more sweetly, before leaving the room. He wrapped white towel around his waist and looked at himself from the mirror. His cheeks held a shade of pink and his lips were slightly swollen.
He heard the front door open and close. He took another towel and started drying his hair as he walked to the door, looking down to the guitarist.
“The fans surely are crazy sometimes…” He watched the pink-haired man, who started crying silently, crystal tears running down his cheeks. He took the guitarist’s hand in his and pulled him up against his body.
“You look gorgeous…” He kissed the guitarist lightly on the lips, before he pulled the other man to his bedroom and slowly stripped him. He pushed the pink-haired man on the bed gently, getting on top of him.
He licked the salty tears that still ran down the guitarist’s cheek.
~*~
I didn't want to fuck you baby
I didn't want to fuck you
I didn't want to fuck you
But you're pretty when you're mine
~*~
His thighs were stained by the blonde’s sperm and his stomach by his own. He felt cheap for letting the vocalist fuck him. He sighed and tried to rise from the bed, but the other man’s hands wrapped around his waist, pulling him back to the bed. He stared at the other’s eyes with disbelief.
“Kyo..?” He was pulled against the blonde’s warm body. The man’s hands ran up and down his back and he felt soft lips pressing against his own. With a low moan he parted his lips, letting the other’s tongue inside his mouth. The blonde explored his mouth with his tongue and he felt himself being pulled even closer to the vocalist’s body. His hand grabbed a fistful of blonde hair as he kissed the other man deeper.
Finally they parted, breathing heavily. He snuggled close to the vocalist.
“I’m yours, Kyo…”
~*~
I didn't really love you baby
I didn't really love you
I didn't really love you
But I'm pretty when I lie
~*~
He opened his eyes and saw the guitarist looking at him with a small smile on his lips. He sighed and rolled to his other side. He felt the other man’s hands touching his back softly.
“I hope I’m still asleep and you are actually in your own apartment, since today is Saturday and I can’t see any reason why you should be here.” The touches stopped and he heard the guitarist stand up from the bed and getting his clothes on. He rolled back to his other side and watched the pink-haired man.
“What were you thinking…?” He grinned to his band mate, who refused to look at him. “Oh no…Did you expect me to say that I love you?” He led out a laugh and rolled to his back. “You really thought I loved you, didn’t you?”
He heard the door open. “But wasn’t it good when you thought I did? Weren’t I beautiful in your eyes then?” The door slammed close.
“You’re so beautiful when you cry… I guess I fell for that…”
~*~
You hurt me baby
I hurt you baby
~*~
“Fuck you, Kyo! Fuck you!” He pushed the blonde against the wall. “Don’t start pissing me off.” His band mates gave him a scared look and came a little closer, trying to calm him down.
“Get out, you three! Now! This is between me and Kyo.” He looked at the three men next to him who looked at him and then each other. “Out!” The bassist jumped back a little and tears started running down his cheeks. His two band mates took the blue-haired man out of the room and closed the door behind them.
“Fuck! What’s wrong with you today?” He hit the wall right next to the vocalist’s head. “Your singing sounds horrible! You don’t even try!” He growled at the vocalist, who just stared at him blankly. “You have to do better, Kyo. You owe it to the band.” He sighed.
“Are you doing this because of me?” He looked at the blonde who smirked and leant forward, pressing their lips against each other.
He melted against the vocalist, parting his lips and letting the other man deepen the kiss. He wrapped his arms around the vocalist’s neck and let the other switch their places and push him against wall.
He whimpered as his lover let go of his lips and pressed their groins together. “God… Kyo…” He wrapped his legs around the other man’s waist, pulling the blonde closer to him. His mind was spinning and his heart was bounding hard in his chest.
“I want you…”
~*~
If you knew how much I love you
you would run away
But when I treat you bad
it always makes you want to stay
~*~
He left the other man sobbing in the practice room as he pushed the door closed.
He collapsed against the wall and started crying. “Kaoru…” He wiped his tears from his cheeks, but soon more tears were running on them again. “I love you…”
It had been a stupid bet he had made with the red-haired guitarist. The other man had been mocking him, because he hadn’t had sex in months and apparently looked like it. He had told him that he could fuck anyone and the guitarist would just have to name the person. The read-head had chosen their “great leader-sama.”
The bandleader had begged him to fuck him harder, the bandleader had writhed under him in passion, his bandleader had come for him.
He loved the pink-haired guitarist. But he would lose the other man if he told him that. The pink-haired man wanted it to be like this, he was a masochist. He would have his bandleader always with him if he kept hurting him, even though his own heart hurt when he made the man he loved cry.
~*~
I didn't want to hurt you baby
~*~
Kaoru stepped out of the practice room and saw his lover sitting on the floor, sobbing silently. “Kyo?”
~*~
I didn't want to hurt you baby
~*~
Kyo stared at the guitarist that stood in front of him, he didn’t have the energy to hide his tears anymore.
~*~
I didn't want to hurt you baby
~*~
The vocalist’s sobs calmed as the pink-haired guitarist dropped to his knees next to him and wrapped his arms around him. The blonde’s voice came out as a broken whisper.
“I didn’t want to hurt you.”
~*~
I didn’t want to hurt you baby
~***~
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