When The lights Go Out | By : yukithevampireprince Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > X Japan Views: 908 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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When the Lights Go Out. -Yoshiki X Toshi Yoshiki X hide-
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When all the lights go out, When all the storms are vanquished. You see within my eyes, My Evil eyes as I live forever and yet you do not. You wish you could be like me A blue angel and yet something holds you back. It fate, the Blonde within your hair makes you look like a fiery demon as you sing. I can not keep my eyes off you. Who are you? You are special and yet a twit within my own eyes.
I’m behind the drums as you sing and I look onwards. Pounding the drum like a heartbeat about to fail. And yet I pound then like there is nothing left bashing the cymbals with all my strength. Letting my hair go within my eyes as I still have something within my neck so it won’t get hurt anymore. I had almost giving up but your delicate features, They made me go on. You sing Voiceless screaming did you ever guess I was also singing it within my mind? Toshi your delicate voice wil fail you one day but I will always be there to help you. I am the drummer that could, I made a delicate melody for us all. It is out Voiceless screaming. hide is over playing his guitar, smiling as ever. The silly man I didn’t know it then but I should have been in love with him but I was not. I was too naïve. I would see star when you placed me in the bed but you didn’t give me any love. Just brutal hurt, always you pounding within me I try to stay silent but when am I ever silent? I scream at you to stop it I hurt Don’t Toshi!
The nightmare won’t leave me alone. When will they ever leave me alone? Sweat comes down within me as ear also another song of X, “Tears.” I know one lyric from it that is true Dry your tears with love. But how will I be able to find love now? I’m always busy no time for love. I’m afraid if I stop I’ll fall within darkness once again. Toshi you bastard you made me break up X because of your selfish reasons. How I hate you.
I made a date with hide and yet when I went to his place it was too late He committed suicide was it because of me? Did I ignore my dear friend even when he drunk he funny but now isn’t a laughing matter. Now is a sad moment. Everyone is shocked but I was the most shocked. Hide my beloved friend and to be lover, I cared so much about you and yet even though the tears fall I can not think about more lyrics dark and melody. Yes I admit it i’m a little bit uneasy of the event that have fallen in place. Fate, That who I blame I don’t blame Toshi nor do I blame hide, Pata or Even Heath. I blame fate it always making me backtrack never letting me see the light of the day. Now I shall face the real test, I point the gun towards my head and close my eyes I made a lot of band work, Dir en Grey, Glay, Luna Sea, TRAX….This is my good bye to everyone Oyasumi….
A gun shot is heard and a dead body is laying there.
A note in blood
“i’m sorry everyone but I can not longer go on yes I’m an legend in one of the legend X. And yet I see no more reason to go on. I know my fan will be upset but do no cry for me. I will always be in your heart and no I do not want a museum after me. This is my goodbye to my fans and hello to hide. I’m home Finally.
Yoshiki.
A long white light as Yoshiki made his way tyo heaven maybe he would go to hell and yet as angelic as he could be he would meet a pink haired guitarist as he smiled. “hide….gomen nasai for not letting me see Ai shieteru” hide smiled back “welcome back Yoshiki. I missed you so much.”
A/N
Alice Nine made me Do this! I didn’t know what made me think I could kill such a magical person. Yoshiki I hope you don’t read this I didn’t mean to write this. I care a lot about you even though you scare me. Yes you all heard right i’m scared of the man. I’m not sure why I just am. He not off dead but I think he going to work himself to death.
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