To The Hearts You Break | By : TenshiNoReyire Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 1296 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
A/N: Somedays something in my head tries to tell me everything I believe isn't true, and at the very least, I must believe something like this. This is one of the stories I'd love to show Ville and Bam if I ever had the chance. This is the way I feel about people who try to tell me everything I write is a fantasy and why don't I write something real about them for once ... well this IS reality. Usual disclaimer, I don't own anyone and this is -fiction-.
Bam looked at Ville and rolled his eyes again. His friend was always so beautiful, so romantic, such a gentleman, as opposed to himself. He was always an asshole. Never did anything nice for anyone. Sometimes he was jealous of all the attention Ville got. Sure, he had his own fangirls. But ... it was different ... and he knew it ... Ville smiled at him, his green eyes lighting up. Yes, his friend was gorgeous and always would be.
Ville walked over and wrapped an arm around Bam.
"What are you up to, sweetheart?"
"Nothing ..." Bam couldn't supress the goofy smile that spred across his face. Even though sometimes he felt envious, he knew that Ville could still cheer him up no matter what. Ville pulled him over so the two of them could sit on a big overstuffed couch. Laughing happily, he took another swig of his beer. It was just a typical night. All the guys out drinking and laughing. Telling bad jokes and singing horribly off key. Ville was actually more drunk then he usually ever got. So his inhibitions were completly lost. He yanked Bam into his lap.
Bam glared at Ville for a moment.
"What the fuck?"
Ville just laughed in his ear. "What? You know you're enjoying it."
Bam rolled his eyes. "Just because you can get all the girls doesn't mean you can get all the guys too."
"Oh shut up."
"What? You're the one who's molesting me."
"And your point?"
"Oh shut the fuck up." Bam pushed Ville away and went back to the other side of the couch.
"Dude, I didn't think you'd take it that seriously ... sorry."
"Whatever." Bam looked away. They were all drunk and everything Ville did meant nothing. It would mean nothing tommorow, just like usual. He didn't feel like admitting alot of things to himself. Especially not now.
Ville sighed and looked away. He used to hug Bam and cuddle with him all the time. They were good friends after all. What the hell had changed? He hoped Bam didn't think he was serious or anything. It would really suck to creep out your best friend ... And Ville knew he could tell Bam ALOT of things about his past that would make him freak. That's the last thing he needed. Then again ... he couldn't always lie about his feelings. But he was in a secure relationship already and ... nah. It's just easier to pretend ... easier to pretend he didn't feel anything at all.
Bam leaned back on Ville as he got more drunk. "Dude ... I am so sorry about earlier. I totally didn't mean to get all psycho serious on you."
Ville smiled and wrapped an arm around Bam's shoulders. "It's cool. You know I don't mean anything."
"Yup." Bam smiled and closed his eyes. Maybe Ville and him would only ever flirt forever. Maybe he would never answer the questions that lie hidden in his mind. But as long as he could be with his best friend ... everything would remain perfect.
Ville pulled Bam back into his lap and clung to him and laughed insanely as Bam squirmed around, trying to get away. They would probably always be this way. Just two spazzy friends. Probably always avoid anything relatively serious. Ville grinned. If life stayed this way ... it would just be alright with him.
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