I Want to Know Your Plans | By : badstarfalling00 Category: Individual Celebrities > Athlete/Sports Misc Views: 872 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Title: I Want to Know Your Plans
Pairing: John O'Shea and Darren Fletcher
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Songfic to Say Anything's "I Want to Know Your Plans". John reflects the morning after their win against Chelsea after finally having his chance with the man he's loved for so long.
Disclaimer: I do not own or am in any way affiliated with John O'Shea, Darren Fletcher, or the Manchester United Football Club. No money is made from this and no infringement is intended. This is completely fictional and in no way is this applied to have ever happened. The song lyrics to "I Want to Know Your Plans" belong to the band "Say Anything" and I am in no way trying to credit them as my own.
Notes: A) This is my first attempt at slash. B) This is my first attempt at a football fic. So please be kind. Criticism is welcome, as long as it's constructive. Encouragement and nice comments are even more welcome :)
I Want to Know Your Plans
John watched as Darren slept. He was lying on his stomach. Right arm under his body and his left arm nuzzled under his chin. His golden hair was tousled from a night of passionate sex and his lightly freckled back was open to the air. The pale blue bed sheet was barely enough to cover his gangly form and it just lay across his ass, leaving everything else exposed.
I want to know your plans
And how involved in them I am
It was the morning after their match against Chelsea. Darren had scored the winning goal. John was so proud. He smiled merely thinking about it on the chair he was sitting on, studying Darren. He wanted to memorize the look of Darren lying nude on his bed in case he never had the chance to again. He thought maybe Darren only came home with him because of the excitement of the game and him scoring his first goal this season in the Premiere League. John has wanted Darren now for longer than he can count. And he finally had his chance with him. Now he only hoped that it wasn’t a one-night fling. He wanted to be with Darren long term. He was in love with him. He wanted nothing more than to be in Darren’s future. Now only if Darren felt the same way.
When I go to sleep for good
Will I be forgiven?
He knew that being in love with Darren went against everything he was taught and told when he was growing up. What would his ma say? He only hoped that he would be forgiven. But even if he wouldn’t be, he had to follow his heart. His heart that he had been denying for far too long.
And if you want roses
I’ll buy a bouquet
If that just won’t cut it
Well what can I say?
Last night was beautiful. It wasn’t animalistic or rushed. Although it was still needy it was mostly slow and sensual. They made love. He finally made love to Darren. His Darren. He would do anything for him. Anything at all. Last night when they got in after celebrating he was ready to make the first move. But then Darren came to him. When he realized that last night was the night, he ran into his bedroom and set up candles everywhere. He wanted it to be perfect because Darren was perfect.
I want to know your fear
From your feet to the back of your ears
John was worried that Darren was afraid of his own feelings. And of John’s. Did he know how John felt all along? Is that why he agreed to come home with him? Did he really love John in return? Would he be afraid of what the rest of the lads would think if they found out? Would they taunt them or despise them?
When they raise the landing gear
Will your heart stay here?
When Darren awakes would he still want to be here? Would he be happy he woke up in John’s house or would he regret the whole evening. John hoped to God that he would remember and be happy with where he was.
If you could forgive me
For being so brash
Well you, you could hit me or whip me
Oh, oh, I’d savor each lash
Maybe John was being too fragile with his worries and thoughts. He was probably just worrying about nothing. Yeah, of course he was. He had nothing to be so brash about. Everything would be fine. He hoped…
You’re what keeps me believing
The world’s not gone dead
Strength in my bones, put the words in my head
When they pour out to paper, it’s all for you…
’Cause that’s what you do
If it wasn’t for Darren’s smile, John doesn’t know where he’d be right now. His smile, the way his eyes light up, that adorable look on his face while he’s laughing…that’s all the proof John needed to know that there is a heaven. And that Darren is that heaven. Darren groaned and turned over onto his side in his sleep, his back now to John. The sheet was no longer covering him but it was tangled between his legs.
I’ll look out for you ’till I die
’Till I rot
Oh, I’ll remember you ’till I die
’Till I rot
John stood up. He wasn’t naked anymore but just in his boxers. He walked over to the empty side of the bed and crawled in slowly as to not wake up Darren. He gently pulled the sheet out from between Darren’s legs and covered the both of them. He traced a pattern of light freckles on Darren’s arm.
You’re what keeps me believing the world’s not gone dead
Strength in my bones, put the words in my head
When they pour out to paper
It’s all for you
’Cause that’s what you do
Darren slowly opened his eyes and gazed around at the room sleepily, his eyes finally resting on John in the end. John lay there with bated breath, trying to read Darren’s expression, his thoughts. Darren then looked down at John’s hand on his arm and then back up into his eyes. He cracked a smile and John let out the breath he was holding. Darren scooted closer to John and kissed him briefly before he wrapped his arms around him and nuzzled his face into his neck, kissing it lightly, eliciting a quiet moan from John. Yes, this was heaven, John decided. Darren was heaven.
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