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“Ok, practice is over. Shinya, can I talk to you for a second?” Kaoru said as he put his guitar in the guitar stand.
Shinya frowned but didn’t say anything. He stood up and walked towards Kaoru from behind him drums.
“The others can go, it’s about a drum-part.” He said as the others looked at their leader weirdly. The rest shrugged as they put their instruments away and left together.
“What drum-part is it you want to talk to me about, Kaoru-kun?” He asked as he put his drumsticks away.
Kaoru looked really nervous and sighed deeply. “Actually…. There is no drum part. I just… Well, here goes nothing.” He said out loud as he faced Shinya.
“I love you.” He said flat-out, holding his breath in wait for the other’s answer.
Shinya blinked. This was certainly something he hadn’t expected.
Kaoru leaned forward and pressed a soft, light kiss on Shinya’s lips, before pulling back. “Please say something.” He whispered.
Shinya only could look at Kaoru with wide eyes and he did the first thing that came to mind. He turned around. He bit his lip and watched the wall there in front of him. He blushed severely, not wanting to turn around. He had wanted the other for so long, and now he got the chance to actually say something and he was too afraid to even face him. “I…” He muttered out.
Kaoru was a bit baffled. He smiled to himself, knowing the other must be really embarrassed. He sighed and his shoulders slumped. The other probably didn’t like him as more than a friend anyway. “Well… I realise I shouldn’t have told you this. I get the message.” He said as he turned around. Here he was, hoping for some weird romantic love-story while he should’ve just thought rational. Too bad love lacked any kind of rationality. He turned around and got his guitar case and walked towards the door of their practice room.
“No!” Shinya suddenly exclaimed as he turned to look at the other. “Kaoru turned around, frowning. “Hmm?” He asked as he looked at a trembling Shinya. The drummer had realised this probably wasn’t some weird joke.
“I…uhh…” He bit his lip and shook his head. What should I do?
He looked Kaoru in the eyes and carefully made his way towards him. He stood in front of him, looking extremely scared. He leaned forward and brushed their lips slowly against each other, barely a kiss. As he pulled back, he turned beet-red and practically ran out of the room, leaving some of his sheet-music behind.
Kaoru stood frozen to his spot for a minute or two. Does that mean he likes me? His eyes suddenly flew wide open and he ran after the other. “Shinya! Wait!!”
He ran after the other with all the strength he could muster. “Damnit, that guy is so fast!” He exclaimed to himself while running. He saw the younger one running around the corner and he realised that chasing him would be useless. He’d probably get lost while doing so. He slowed down his movements and leaned against the wall of the studio-building, letting his back slide down until he sat on the ground. “Damnit.” He cursed to himself, his head resting against his knees.
‘Maybe I should visit him tonight. This is better to do in person.’ He thought, knowing that would be his only hope, calling him would be too impersonal, not after what they just shared. Sighing, he got up and sulked his way back into the studio.
He grabbed his guitar bag and stuffed his guitar in. Normally he was really careful when handling his guitar, but now he couldn’t care less.
***
When he got home he quickly made some dinner. On the ride home he had made a few plans. He’d make sure to look nice and to not scare Shinya off. He just…needed to know what that kiss meant. He’d been in love with their drummer for too long to actually wait until Shinya would come to him about it. Since that probably wouldn’t never going to happen anyway.
He was hurrying the whole time, doing everything at the same time. Eating half of his microwave dinner, brushing his teeth, actually styling his hair somewhat and putting on some decent clothes. That together didn’t take more than 20 minutes and he looked at himself in the mirror with a smile. “All set.” He said to himself as he grabbed his keys and wallet and left his apartment to go towards Shinya’s.
***
Not 10 minutes later he arrived at the drummer’s house. He’d been weaving through traffic like a mad-man, nearly getting himself killed…twice. He walked up to the door of Shinya’s apartment and raised his hand to knock. Something stopped him, though. He bit his lip. ‘Am I rushing him?’ He thought. He shook his head fiercely and looked determined and quickly, before he could change his mind, knocked twice on Shinya’s door.
Only a few seconds later he heard some shuffling near the door. When Shinya opened the door, his eyes widened and he wanted to close the door again. “Before you do that...” Kaoru started immediately, holding the door so it wouldn’t close completely. “Shinya, I need to know how you feel. You can’t run. Not after what happened.” He quickly said.
The drummer stood there helpless, not trying to force the door closed again, but also not opening it any further. He bit his lip and hung his head. “Come in.” He softly murmured, walking towards the living room without actually letting him in.
Kaoru opened the door further and walked into Shinya’s tidy apartment, smiling at the dog that stood in front of him, happily sniffing his feet and swishing her tail back and forth. He looked up again at Shinya, who was sitting on the couch, not sure where to look. Kaoru wasn’t sure what to ask or say, not wanting to upset the drummer, so he kept on standing there, looking at the floor. A huge tension hung heavy in the air and they were both silent for several minutes.
After a while, Kaoru sighed, not being able to take it anymore. “Look...S-“ “I like you too.” Was Shinya’s sudden reaction, softly admitting his feelings to the older man. Kaoru’s heart couldn’t help but make a huge leap. He smiled to himself and walked over to the drummer he cherished so much. He got onto his knees in front of Shinya and grabbed his hands softly. “We feel the same.” He softly whispered, knowing that he had to slowly ease the other into this. “If you would be OK with it…I’d like a relationship. I’d like to be with you, permanently.”
Shinya looked up with eyes wide. “Really!?” Was the only thing he could exclaim.
Kaoru chuckled and nodded. “Yes, of course! I meant every word I said today, you know that, right?”
Shinya couldn’t stop a smile from forming on his lips and he hugged the other tightly, leaving a very surprised guitarist. They stayed like that for quite some time, hugging each other without saying anything.
Finally, after a while, they broke off the hug. Kaoru looked at him lovingly and Shinya shyly blushed. “Can I…kiss you?” The guitarist softly whispered, making Shinya blush some more. He didn’t answer though. Instead he took his first step of bravery and leaned forward, pressing his plump lips against Kaoru’s.
Their lips softly moved into the kiss, making Shinya sigh out in pleasure, his hands wrapping around the other’s back. Kaoru let out a soft sound, his eyes closed, just enjoying the union of lips.
After a while, though, Shinya shyly darted out his tongue, wetting his own and Kaoru’s lips, deepening the kiss. Kaoru eagerly kissed back, letting his own tongue come out to meet Shinya’s, participating in a gentle kiss.
Kaoru’s arms wrapped themselves around Shinya’s small back, hugging him tightly to himself as he deepened the kiss slightly. After a while, though, the kiss began to get more and more heated. Shinya made soft, needy noises from the back of his throat and Kaoru’s breathing was getting more and more frantic. Shinya moved, without breaking the kiss, back onto the couch, making Kaoru move with him to straddle him. They were both more comfortable now and held onto each other for dear life as they continued the passionate kiss.
After a while they both had to break off for lack of air and they looked at each other while panting loudly. It was clear that there was pent up sexual energy that needed to get out, but neither had a chance to continue or say something, as all of a sudden, loud knocking could be heard. Shinya’s eyes widened. “Kuso.” He said softly. “Die said he might drop by.”
Kaoru looked at Shinya and smiled. “It doesn’t matter. I kinda dropped by un-announced anyway. He stood up, holding Shinya to bring with him and hugged him tightly. “And besides, we can continue this tomorrow.” He grinned as he tightly held the other.
Shinya giggled softly. There was no point in denying it. He already couldn’t get enough of kissing their leader. He looked at Kaoru and pressed an urgent kiss to his lips. And before the kiss could grow into something more, again, loud knocking could be heard. “Shiiiin-chaaaaan, I know you’re there! Open up!”
Shinya sighed and rested his head onto Kaoru’s shoulder with a faint smile. Kaoru chuckled. “Open the door. We’ll just make something up.” He said, feeling bad for letting Die wait outside the door for so long.
The drummer nodded and straightened his clothes while walking towards the door, opening it and muttering a ‘hello’ to Die.
Die got inside and then looked puzzled. “Kaoru? What are you doing here?”
“I was just dropping off some sheet music.” ”He found my keys at the studio.”
They both said at the same time, before looking at each other and blushing. “Actually, both.” Kaoru said with a smile. “But I should be getting back. I’ve held you up, ne.” He said quickly, bowing to both and heading out the door, smiling one last time at Shinya from behind Die’s back.
***
The next day at practice, things appeared normal. But they were not. Shinya and Kaoru were passing looks at each other the whole time. And even Kaoru messed up some chords, earning confused glances from the rest. “Kaoru-sama. Are you sick?” Toshiya asked, also finding it weird that their leader didn’t even noticed one of the bassist’s mistakes, seeing that he made a lot today, all having to do with a certain blonde.
Kaoru looked up at Kyo as coming out of a trance. “What did you say, Kyo?” Toshiya blinked and raised a brow. Kyo tilted his head side wards, looking at Kaoru like something was completely wrong. “I didn’t say anything.”
Kyo, Toshiya and Die exchanged weird looks among the three of them and Shinya just pretended to be minding his own business. On the inside, he was smiling though. He’d never been this happy in his life and he couldn’t wait for practice to be over now, wanting to be alone with the guitarist again.
Kaoru scratched his head and looked at all of them. “Hmm. Ok, well, it’s 3pm, and since we’re doing so great, you’re all dismissed. Practice ends early today.” He smiled, giving the rest a peace-sign.
Toshiya happily jumped. “Yatta!” He grinned, quickly putting away his bass. Kyo grinned too and coughed. “Who needs a ride?!” He asked, looking around the room.
Toshiya looked up and smiled. “I think I would like you to ride me, Kyo.” He said in a low purr. “Home…of course.” He added, stupidly grinning and scratching the back of his head. Kyo licked his lips and looked seductively at Toshiya. “I’ll ride you then…” He stretched a bit. “Home…of course.” Imitating Toshiya, but still looking at him in the sexy way he was doing before.
Die paled and quickly shook his head. “I guess I’ll just…walk home.” He muttered as he quickly ran out, not wanting to be in the company of his two horny band mates. Kyo and Toshiya didn’t leave long after Die. It was obviously the two were all over each other.
Only Kaoru and Shinya were still left. Kaoru was putting his guitar away and Shinya was sitting behind his drum-kit, taking a sip to drink. When Shinya suddenly stood up, Kaoru looked at him with hungry eyes. “I think they’re completely gone now.” Shinya said, walking towards the other hurriedly and hugging him tightly.
Kaoru smiled and pressed his body completely against Shinya’s, needing to feel the other as close as possible. “Hmm…I missed you so much today. The thought of you being just meters away, but not being able to do anything, drove me crazy.” Kaoru whispered, making Shinya slowly nod. “Hmm yes, I felt the same way.” He then looked straight at him and pressed their lips together hastily, wrapping his arms around the guitarist.
Kaoru eagerly responded to the kiss, moving their lips together as he held them close to each other. It wasn’t long before both of them opened their mouths slightly, tongues seeking each other in a passionate dance. The kiss grew more and more heated and urgent as their hands moved over each other, stroking and clinging to both their backs. Kaoru was first to break off the kiss, gasping for breath as he started pressing soft kisses to Shinya’s jaw and neck, moving to suck and nip on the spot right below the drummer’s ear. “You taste so good, Shinya…” He murmured while running his tongue over the sensitive skin, making the other shudder and moan out. “K-Kaoru!” He softly moaned, his head slightly tilted to give the other better access, his nails digging into the other’s shirt, holding him tightly pressed against him.
Shinya was panting loudly and he felt more and more turned on by the other’s actions, pressing their bodies tighter together to make his arousal known to the guitarist. Kaoru softly moaned when he felt Shinya press against him like that and moved his head slightly up, beginning to lick and suck on Shinya’s earlobe, making the younger one gasp out loudly. “Hnn…Kaoru…I-I.” He didn’t finish his sentence as he wasn’t sure what to say to the other to make clear what he wanted. He blushed slightly, when he moved his hand down and to the front of Kaoru’s jeans, leaving room to cup the other’s erection through his jeans. He applied some pressure and moaned softly. “That’s what I want.” He whispered. Kaoru moaned out when he felt Shinya’s hand move and press against his need, and panted loudly into the man’s ear. “God, you’re so hot.” The older man half-moaned.
The guitarist moved his head back to Shinya’s face, looking at him intently, his hands moving to fumble with the buttons of the man’s shirt. “Are you sure?” He asked in between the soft kisses he pressed against Shinya’s lips and face, removing the shirt from the slender man’s upper body. All the drummer could do was nod and look at Kaoru intently, moving his hand over the straining bulge in his pants a bit faster, making Kaoru falter in his movements. He started moving Shinya so they were both on the ground, laying Shinya on his back on the floor, his long hair splayed around him. He stalked over the other, hanging right above Shinya, pressing their lips together again as he lowered his body and pressed them tight against each other. They both moaned into the kiss, Shinya’s arms coming up to roam his hands over Kaoru’s back, stopping at the hem, sliding it up to expose and touch the other’s naked back.
Kaoru broke off the kiss for a few seconds to remove his shirt and quickly pressed his lips down on Shinya’s plump ones again. Their lips and tongues moved and played together, both getting very needy and wanting more. Kaoru’s hand moved to one of Shinya’s nipples and teasingly pinched it, making the other hiss out, thrusting up his hips. “Please…” Shinya whispered, not sure how long he’d be able to take the other’s teasing nature. Kaoru started to move down the other’s neck again, kissing and licking on his way, trailing down the man’s chest, swirling his tongue over the rosy nub, the drummer moaning out and move his hands to tangle them into Kaoru’s longish black hair.
Shinya thrust up his hips once again, starting to get very needy, as the other moved his hands down somewhat, starting to fumble with the zipper and button of Shinya’s pants, making sure to teasingly rub past the man’s need a few times while doing so. The blonde-haired drummer let out a throaty moan as the other was pulling his pants down, surprised at the fact that Shinya wasn’t wearing any underwear. He teasingly touched him every time as Kaoru’s tongue continued its travel south. He ran the wet muscle all over the other’s chest and abdomen, licking, biting and sucking every patch of skin on his way, feeling Shinya’s delicious muscles twitch underneath his touch.
Kaoru grinned when he got past Shinya’s bellybutton. “You didn’t strike me as the person that goes commando.” He snickered, his hands roaming over Shinya’s inner-thighs, coming awfully close to his rigid member every time. “Kao… just… continue…” Shinya moaned out, a blush staining his cheeks. Kaoru smiled and moved his head down. He pressed a kiss to the base of Shinya’s needy length, before darting out his tongue and running it from base to tip, wiping up all the pre-cum that had gathered there.
Shinya let out a soft cry, arching up and tightening his grip in Kaoru’s silky locks when he felt that wonderful tongue on the most sensitive part of his body. He writhed underneath Kaoru’s skilled touches and licks and moaned out practically continuously. Kaoru grinned and let his supple tongue run down the throbbing vein on the underside of the man’s member, making Shinya shudder out. “Please…don’t…tease!” He cried out, needing more than just the fleeting licks and touches. Kaoru’s hands moved to hold and caress the twin orbs and he listened to Shinya’s pleas. His mouth enveloped the tip of Shinya’s length and he started sucking gently, tongue moving over the velvety skin. He started bobbing his head up and down, taking in more and more of the other’s need.
Shinya cried out in pleasure, his head rolling from side to side, feeling the knot in his stomach tightening more and more, knowing that if the other would continue like that, he wouldn’t last much longer. He started thrusting his hips up slightly, needing the other to go faster, release so close. But instead, Kaoru slowed down and stopped altogether, leaving a very frustrated Shinya. ”Why?!” He moaned as he looked up at Kaoru with a shocked expression. Kaoru chuckled and moved back up, pressing soft kisses to the other’s cheek. “Be patient, my dear.” He said softly, reaching for his bag and getting out a tube of hand lotion. “This will do.” He murmured, pressing soft kisses to Shinya’s face and mouth as he blindly uncapped the tube and squeezed a generous amount onto his fingers.
Shinya took Kaoru’s lower lip between his teeth and tugged and licked at it, making soft sounds. “Hurry…” He whispered, spreading his legs a bit wider for Kaoru as the other searched out Shinya’s opening with one slicked finger. He pressed it in slowly, making Shinya gasp out at the foreign intrusion, but moving along with the finger. “Kimochi…” He whispered softly against the other’s lips. Kaoru was getting frustrated himself and quickly moved the second finger, pressing them both in slowly, moving them in and out of the other in a slow, but satisfying rhythm. Shinya had his arms wrapped around Kaoru’s back, moving slowly down to start helping on opening up the other’s jeans, fumbling with the buttons, not quite concentrated enough to actually succeed that well.
Kaoru groaned at the feel of the other’s tightness when he pressed in the third finger, scissoring them to stretch Shinya properly, his other hand moved to assist Shinya in successfully undoing his pants, letting his erection spring forth from its confinement.
Shinya suddenly cried out loudly in bliss, seeing stars in front of his eyes and Kaoru grinned, knowing he’d found the right spot. He moved his fingers a few more times against the same spot before withdrawing completely, leaving a flustered Shinya moaning out at the loss of the fingers. Kaoru kissed him hurriedly before removing his pants completely and slicking his own length with the rest of the lotion, hissing at the feeling of his previously untouched length.
They both didn’t want to take it slow anymore and Kaoru guided himself to Shinya’s entrance, looking straight into Shinya’s eyes. The drummer nodded quickly, making Kaoru react immediately by slowly pushing his hips forward, entering the other inch my inch. Shinya moaned out loudly. It did hurt a bit, but the feeling of being connected to his lover like this was overpowering. He held on dearly to Kaoru, the man whispering soft nothings in his ear, making sure Shinya wasn’t in too much pain. When Kaoru was completely buried inside of Shinya, he waited for the other to adjust, placing soft kisses all over Shinya’s jaw and neck. “I love you…” He whispered softly. Shinya softly moaned, getting used to the feeling of the other filling him and started moving his hips slightly, urging the other to go on.
Kaoru smiled softly and kissed the other as he slowly pulled back before moving back in swiftly; building a slow, but steady rhythm, making sure the other wasn’t in any pain. Shinya started moaning out loudly at the exquisite feeling and started moving his hips along with Kaoru’s rhythm. “Please! Kao…F-faster!” He moaned loudly, his nails digging into the guitarist’s back.
Kaoru didn’t think twice about that and sped up, groaning every time he pushed into the other’s tight heat. “Shinya…hnnn.” He moaned, biting and licking the sensitive skin on Shinya’s neck. The drummer was moaning out continuously, his hips moving along with the other’s thrusting, angling them, needing Kaoru deep within him, his nails digging into Kaoru’s back, drawing blood from the crescent marks. When Shinya suddenly cried out loudly, Kaoru knew he had hit that spot deep within the other and he began speeding up more, moving against that spot with every thrust of hips. “Shinya…I…” He groaned, one hand moving towards Shinya’s neglected length, wrapping his hand around it, starting to move his hand in time with his thrusts.
“Kaoru!” Shinya cried out, not able to last much longer, throwing his head back. “Shh…” Kaoru said. “Come with me,” thrusting as hard as he could as he had reached the point of no return. Shinya arched up as he felt the knot in his stomach explode into thousand little stars as his orgasm washed through him. “Kaoru!!!” He yelled out, seeds of white staining his own stomach and the other’s hand.
Kaoru groaned Shinya’s name loudly when he felt the other’s muscles clench around him. He came only seconds after the other, filling him as he bit down on Shinya’s neck before collapsing onto his lover.
They were both panting loudly, trying to get their breathing and heartbeat to return to normal. Shinya hugged the other tightly, burying his face in the crook of Kaoru’s neck. “Hmm…” He softly panted. Kaoru smiled and slipped from Shinya, rolling them onto their sides so he wouldn’t squash him underneath his weight. “I love you, Shinya.” He said softly, looking straight into his lover’s eyes.
Shinya smiled and pressed a kiss to Kaoru’s lips, “I love you too,” He whispered, “and I never want to loose you, ever.” He sighed.
They both lay there for a bit when Kaoru slowly got up and guided Shinya towards the couch in the corner of the room. “It’s more comfortable, ne?” He chuckled, lying down next to the other again. They both closed their eyes and enjoyed each other’s presence. “I’m sleepy.” Shinya whispered. Kaoru smiled and pressed a kiss to his forehead. “We can sleep for a while, if you want.” He softly said, making the couch comfortable for both to sleep on and closed his eyes, feeling kind of tired himself too.
Not minutes after, the lovers were vast asleep in each other’s arms. A faint smile could be seen on both their faces as they dreamed about each other and their new-found love.
END
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