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Torn	By : flutterby182 Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > MEST Views: 846 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of MEST. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Title: Torn
Characters: Benji Madden, Joel Madden, Billy Martin, Paul Thomas, and Chris Wilson(all from GC) Tony Lovato, Matt Lovato, Nick Gigler, and Jeremiah Rangel(all from Mest) probably more cameos as the story goes on
Main Pairing: Tony/Benji (more later)
Rating: R - NC-17 just to be safe
Warnings: Angsty, slashy goodness(at least in my mind hehe); talk of drugs, swearing, h/c and probably some NCS acts in the future and probably more to come
Disclaimers: hmmm, the thought of these boys chained up.... Oh, I mean, they are real people and they own themselves. Even though I dream of wonderfully nasty things involving them; I am in no way saying this is true or not. Hello people, FICTON, if you don't know what it means I'd recommend investing some time and/or money finding out what it is.
If anyone would actually want to archive for some strange reason just please ask. I can't imagine saying no, just wanna know where it is.
Thanx to anyone that’s still here after my rant and of course to Spiff for everything. Now on with the prologue.

Benji’s POV

“IF YOU WALK OUT THAT FUCKING DOOR, DON’T BOTHER COMING BACK!!!”

I can feel the tears that I had been trying to hold back trickle down my face; something I swore I’d never do again. I know I should turn and face him, see if the eyes I could always read meant what he was saying but I was so scared that I’d see only the hate and rage still there. Still there like they hardened that way before I even got to our hotel room. “I don’t understand how you could think I’d cheat on you. Hell, you know me, Tony.” ‘Or at least I thought you did.’

“I thought I did but I do know Nick, and I do know how much he hated to tell me the truth; and here you are saying one of my best fucking friends is bloody lying about you not only shooting up but getting fucked like some drugged out whore.”

‘Man that hurt, I don’t think it could’ve been more hateful.’

“Kinda sounds familiar, or are ya gonna deny that too.”

*Wince* ‘I guess I was wrong’ Gotta remember to breath, okay, calm down... “This isn’t getting us anywhere and I know that…. Never mind, I just, I just can’t deal with this right now.” ‘I can’t let you see how much your mistrust is getting to me.’ “And I don’t know why he said that but it isn’t true and I don’t know how else to make you believe me.”

“That’s always your problem, you just can’t deal with stuff, right, Benj? Wasn’t that your excuse before, ‘I can’t deal with this or that’ or better yet ‘It just makes everything not seem as that important’ well this is important. Maybe just to me, well maybe I don’t wanna deal with all your problems anymore, Benj, maybe Nick’s right….”

“I… I gotta get out of here…” I just can’t take it anymore. As much as I love him, I can’t bare to hear him say this. I hurry out of the room and just keep running blind until I can’t but collapse against the side of a building in an alley. Bringing my trees up to my chest, I bury my head on the top of them and I don’t even try to stop the tears.

“Weak so weak… I don’t deserve him…”

End of prologue

PLEASE REVIEW I won't bother posting anymore of this if no one cares
Flames welcome they increase my bloodlust and since no one can ever be harder on me than myself take your best shot. Well, LATER
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