Perfect Farewell | By : AmberKid Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Gackt Views: 1476 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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A/N: The idea for this story struck me when listening to HYDE's newest album, FAITH.
Ah, the sun is born of night, it sets again
Though no one’s here to see - it’s endless
Sad, but everybody knows
A trip to heaven’s not really on the cards, no
Yet my “moment” has come
A crying shame, for now my life is over
So perfect, this moment So perfect, this moment
I’m happy to die in this moment
Ah, the sun is born of night, it sets again
Though no one’s here to see - it’s endless
So perfect, this moment So perfect, this moment
I’m happy to die in this moment
I’ve been to Heaven Heaven on Earth
Ah, the sun is born of night
Ah, the sun is born of night It’s endless
HYDE - Perfect Moment
This night would be something special. It was special because Hyde wanted it to be.
A tiny part of him still called himself crazy for following Gackt, who was currently on tour. But he pushed that aside as he prepared the hotel room for the return of his lover. Scented candles were placed cautiously so they would illuminate the room later with their golden light. He looked around and huffed approvingly. Everything was set.
While waiting for Gackt Hyde allowed himself to let his thoughts wander a bit. They had been a couple for a few years now, secretly at first but more openly later on. And those had been the most joyful years of his existence, at least as far as he remembered.
A shuffling in the hallway in front of the door and the sound of the card key brought Hyde from his musings and he rose to welcome the person he had been waiting for. The door opened and revealed a slightly tired looking Gackt. Hyde stopped him before he could fully enter the room.
“Close you eyes.”
The taller singer lift one of his brows indignantly but complied. He let himself be guided into the room where he was left standing. He heard the other moving around the room, the clicking of a lighter and wondered what the smaller man was up to.
He felt hands sliding the coat from his shoulders.
“Okay…you may open you eyes now.”
Gackt blinked before he opened his eyes, taking in the sight. The entire room was filled with the light from numerous candles, the curtains were drawn back and the last rays of the sun added to the warm light.
He took Hyde into his arms and hugged him tightly.
“Thank you”
The smaller man pulled back after a few moments, looking up into the face of his lover and smiling at him before taking his hand and pulling him over to the bed where he pushed him to sit down. He lightly pressed one of Gackts shoulders, feeling the hard muscles beneath the skin through the fabric of his shirt.
“You’re so tense…let me help you with that, ne?”
The taller vocalist nodded, smiling softly. He loved this gentle and caring side of Hyde, it made him feel secure and always filled him with that warm feeling of appreciation and love. He allowed Hyde to unbutton his shirt, before he got out of his pants and made himself comfortable on the bed, lying on his stomach and resting his head on his folded arms.
Hyde got rid of his own clothes before he grabbed the bottle of massage oil from the nightstand and joined Gackt on the bed. He poured some of the oil into his hand, warming it before he let it dribble onto the back beneath him. While spreading it he started kneading the tight muscles, starting at the neck, then moving on to the shoulders. His movements were slow, he was careful to first get all the tension out of one part before moving on to the next.
Gackt sighed, finally able to relax. His eyes, that had stared out of the window into the setting evening, closed now, leaving him only to the feeling of hands on his skin. His mind wandered back to the early times of their relationship. He remembered how they had been tiptoeing around each other, both feeling the same but afraid to admit it, afraid to scare the other away. And then that one night when he had been drinking more alcohol than had been good for him and he decided to confess his feelings for the other man. How he had appeared on the doorstep of the L’Arc~en~Ciel-vocalist.
He was barely able to stand and it had been a miracle how he ever had gotten to this house in his current state. But he felt only now that he was drunk that he’d gather up the courage to tell Hyde how he felt.
Finally the door opened. And Gackt was glad that he didn’t look like he had been sleeping already.
“Gacchan? What do you…god, you stink of alcohol. How much did you drink?”
Gackt swayed, grabbing the doorframe to steady himself.
“I need to tell you something. Something important.” he paused, debating with himself on how to say it. But his mouth was faster than his thoughts and before he could stop himself, he blurted it out.
“I love you, Haido.”
The smaller man blinked. Then he shook his head, while at the same time a smile crept on his face.
“If you really mean that, Gacchan…come back when you’re sober.”
“Are you asleep already?” Hyde’s voice sounded amused.
“No…just thinking.” He turned his upper body a little so he could look at the other, giving him one of those rare, fullhearted smiles.
“Ah…good. Because I’d hate to wake you up.” Hyde leaned down, giving Gackt a peck on the cheek, before returning to his task. He was rather stroking than massaging now, intent on raising a different kind of tension in his lover. He lift himself from where he had been sitting on the other’s thighs, then leaned forward once more, brushing the shell of Gackt’s ear with his lips.
“Turn around.” he whispered, his breath tickling and making the taller man shudder slightly.
As soon as he was lying flat on his back, Hyde sat back down, straddling Gackt’s hips. He let his hands wander over Gackt’s chest, from the collarbone down to the abdomen, then up his sides and down the length of his arms. Their fingers intertwined and Hyde leaned down once more, ghosting his lips over the other’s mouth. His tongue darted out, licking at those lips, asking for admittance. Which was given gladly and for the first time this evening they shared a kiss.
Gackt tried to embrace Hyde but found his arms trapped, as the smaller man held them down. Breaking away from the kiss Hyde looked at the other, studying his face, memorizing every detail of this face that was so close to perfection.
“Haido? Is…something the matter?” Gackt sounded concerned and it almost broke Hyde’s heart.
“Don’t worry…it’s nothing.” He released his hold on the taller singer’s hands and soon found himself in a tight embrace. They shared another kiss, before Hyde slipped out of the embrace, letting his lips wander down Gackt’s neck, then placing butterfly kisses all over his chest. He loved the small noises that brought from Gackt, those soft sighs that were almost inaudible.
He was so busy that he was caught completely off guard when Gackt grabbed him and flipped them both over. He wanted to protest at first but all thought fled his mind when he felt those soft lips on his upper body, nipping and sucking in all those sensitive spots, making him moan.
It continued like that for a long while, both knowing perfectly well how to pleasure the other and at the same time not wanting to let it end too soon. Their lips met in heated kisses while their hands moves over each other’s body finding all the right places to touch and tease. It was only a matter of time until one of them would beg for completion.
“Camui…I need you…inside me…”
The reply was a throaty moan and a nod. Gackt was kneeling on the bed, reaching out and pulling Hyde onto his lap. The smaller man hissed as he was entered, feeling how he was stretched. But this was the way he wanted it, the pleasure mixed with a light sting of pain. He was almost going crazy with lust, still he set a maddeningly slow pace, drawing it out, wishing for it to last a little longer. He closed his eyes, concentrating on the sensation of being so intimately connected with the one he loved, on the feeling of Gackt’s hands on his back and his breath on the skin of his neck.
Feeling the heat pooling inside of him he slammed his hips down, crying out when in return Gackt bit down on the crook of his neck.
“I’m…close…” he managed to say only moments before he climaxed, throwing his head back. He felt how his lover thrust into him a few times more before he too found his release.
Snuggling close to each other they lay under the sheets afterwards, slowly drifting into slumber.
At the first light of dawn Hyde awoke. At first he just remained where he was, enjoying the feeling of lying in the arms of his beloved. His heart was filled with love and in this moment he felt truly happy. Seeing Gackt was still sleeping soundly, he carefully disentangled himself and got up. It was time.
The rays of the morning sun caressed his bare back. The dark lines of his tattoo began to lighten, turning to white, before a pair of majestic wings unfolded behind him.
One last time he bent down and lightly kissed Gackt on the lips.
“Your love was the greatest gift ever given to me. I promise I will always watch over you, my beloved Camui.”
As the sun rose higher, the light in the room became more intense and then he was gone, leaving behind a single silvery white feather on the bed.
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