Ilumunati | By : LawrenceHill Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Malice Mizer Views: 1714 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Malice Mizer. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Might not be completely right, but certain things looked that way on that live video, and my imagination started to run wild, so I had to write an fanfic starting with that scene… He he.
The “ “ Is talking. The ‘ ‘ Is thinking. And (if I’m going to use it) the * * is soundtrack. Got it? Good.
One note; Kami-sama is the Japanese word for God. (ok, it’s a bit more complicated, but that’s close enough) Whenever anyone say’s this, I’m NOT referring to Kami in the band
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Chapter 1
Leave me Breathless
Mana looked up from the dressing mirror, it was nearly time to go on stage. This time they where playing on Utban. He hoped they would all remember what to do, and how to move.
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The last song they where to perform on this concert was Illumunati.
‘Oh, Kami-sama!’ Mana thought as he felt Gackt’s leg moving between his, the song had just started. ‘Not the time to get excited.’ Gackt moved his hands over Mana’s ass before he swirled him off and Mana had to concentrate on his steps again. He was fortunately very good at hiding his feelings.
Mana was glad that he had rehearsed so much that he could do this in his sleep, because it was all he could do to keep himself from staring at the sex good in front of him. Of course his face never betrayed his feelings, it was after all his trademark (along with the dresses he always wore.)
Mana was glad he managed to calm down by the time he had to drop the white lab coat, ‘cause his dress was so tight.
He was glad this was the last song, because one more touch from Gackt today, and his mask would surly break.
At the end they all went back to the dressing room to remove the costumes and heavy make-up they always used.
Mana secretly enjoyed these moments with Gackt’s little strip-show. Mana seemed to just be removing his make-up, but in the mirror he could clearly see him taking off his costume.
He had been in love with him for what seemed like forever. He didn’t dare to say anything to him of course. Gackt was looking at the band as merely an job. Just another step on his caries ladder. No strings attached. He sighted.
“What’s wrong?” Yuuki asked, he had finished changing already.
“It’s nothing.” Mana said.
“Hey, you guys want to go grab a beer or something?” Kozi asked them.
“Sure why not.” Yuuki said.
“I’m inn.” Kami said.
”No, I have to check the costumes for tomorrow, and maybe do some more writing on the new songs. They still doesn’t seem right.” Mana said.
“Always the perfectionist, eh? You Gackt?” Yuuki said.
“No, I think I’ll pass. To tired. I think I’ll just go to sleep right here.” Gackt said dramatically and fell backwards onto a huge pile of cloths. They all laughed, and went off.
Mana smiled slightly at the sight of a shirtless Gackt lying with his eyes closed, and his hair falling across his face. ‘I wish…’ He didn’t dare to finish that thought, so instead, he went to change into a dress that wasn’t so tight.
“Hmmm, nice…” It came from the pile of clothes where Gackt lied.
“What?” Mana turned around blushing. He stood in just his underwear, just a cute girly panty.
“Should have known. You never do anything half.” Gackt was lying on his side, leaning his head in his hand, while he was obviously checking out Mana’s body. Mana blushed even harder, and quickly pulled a simple blue dress over his head.
“What are you talking about?” He said, still blushing.
“Your underwear. It’s cute. But then again…” He stood up and walked over to him, whispering in his ear.
“…So are you.” Gackt said seductively. Mana felt a shiver running down his spine. He could feel how much he wanted Gackt. Never in his life had he wanted something this bad. He swallowed heavily, trying to control his breath.
“Wha’ ?” He couldn’t think of an decent reply. Why was Gackt saying that? What did he want?
“All those touches, and you never understood did you?” It was true that it was Gackt who designed their stage shows, their moves on stage at least, and the dancing. (I know it’s not true, let’s all play the pretend game, shall we?) And it was also true that many of them involved more touching between him and Mana than it could possibly be use for, but Mana had never though anything of it, maybe because he was to busy enjoying it.
“You mean…?” Mana’s brain was slowly catching up with him. On his face was the look of the most unbelievable wonder. He couldn’t believe it. Gackt wanted him, HIM. The sex good who could have anyone he wanted actually wanted HIM. It was too much to take inn. And what about love? Gackt never said anything about love. He probably didn’t love him. Was it still okay?
As Mana didn’t back away from his touch, Gackt decided to take it one step further and kissed him. A gentle, seductive kiss. Mana felt like there were butterflies fluttering about in his stomach. He gasped and kissed him back.
Gackt took the opportunity to deepen the kiss, and all rational thoughts disappeared from Mana’s head. He slid his hands around Gackt’s neck for support because he found it hard to stand on his own as his legs suddenly turned to jelly. He felt Gackt’s hands sliding around his slim waist, drawing him closer. He was so turned on that he couldn’t think straight. It was only the need for air that made them break the kiss. Mana was breathless, and at a loss for words.
“My, I think you liked that my dear Mana.” Gackt smiled teasingly, raising an eyebrow. He looked at Mana’s delicious lips, slightly parted as if asking for more. Gackt traced his jaw, and Mana’s eyes fell shut. He shivered slightly.
“I… I…” Mana had opened his eyes again, but he didn’t know what to say.
“Shush.” Gackt placed a finger over his lips and Mana gave up trying to talk.
“I know you want this. I could feel you wanting me when we where playing Illumunati.” Mana blushed. It was true that he had been more than just a bit excited, and with Gackt’s knee being where it was, it was no surprise he had felt it.
“I do want you...” ‘You’ll never know how much. I need you Gackt. I need you like I need air to breath. My beautiful Gackt. But can you ever love me, like I do you?’ Mana though silently, touching Gackt’s face gently. Gackt smiled, and then he bent down to meet those red lips in a passionate kiss.
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And now I’ll leave you readers to your fantasies, and I’ll let you decide whether I’ll make this fic into an M-rated one… R&R.
Oh, and if you wonder about anything, I’ll write all the important stuff on the top. But I know you won’t read there if I don’t tell you this. And I doubt most of you read this too, but hey…
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