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Ma Cherie	By : LawrenceHill Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Malice Mizer Views: 1950 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Malice Mizer. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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I wrote this fic for a friend of mine. But It's not half bad methinks.
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Ma Cherie

Mana stood by the window looking out at the full moon that lit up a emotionless dark sky, with no stars to compete with it’s pale and lonely beauty. The summer was coming to an end, and the leaves on the trees in front of Mana’s mansion was slowly turning yellow.

The night came flowing inn from the window, and stealing away what little light there was in the few candles left burning, shadows dancing on the fragile windowpane.

It’s was the way Mana wanted it. He loved the night, he felt at home in the shadows that murmured softly to him. It was his kingdom and he was still a princess. ‘His’ princess.

It was hopeless not to think about it. He had tried for so long, and failed. It was much better like this. At the night, in the comforting darkness, he could still imagine Gackt to be there. Imagine things that had never happened, and would never happen.

He could imagine he heard that soft voice whispering in his ears, that it was just seconds before he felt those strong arms closed around him, pulling him into the embrace that he so longed for.

He imagined that it was the second before soft lips melted with his one, mere seconds from pure bliss. Mere seconds from complete fulfillment and contentment.

In the darkness of the night he could imagine such things which he never dared to think about in the light of day.

It was his kingdom, and he was the princess waiting for his prince to rescue him. He almost believed in his dreams, if but for a second. But for those few seconds of hope, he paid a heavy price.

The night could not last forever, and with the dark night sky softly lightening up and turning into morning, all his dreams disappeared, leaving him an empty shell with no hopes or dreams left.

With the night slowly turning in to day, Mana went to bed to cry himself to sleep.

But on this particular night he stood by his window, looking at the pale moon floating in the dark sky, and he felt so empty. No fantasies would come to him tonight, slowly they faded away like sand to the wind, until there was nothing left. No hopes, no dreams, nothing but emptiness.

And then he decided that maybe it would help to get some food. He hadn’t managed to eat all day, and if he should be honest, he was in the mood for some curry.

Mana smiled bitterly.

He remembered how Gackt would make it for him sometimes, how it would take tree whole days just to make Mana his favorite food. Normally he wasn’t such a perfectionist, but when it came to Mana, details seemed to matter so much. Mana was sure that it was because he was such a perfectionist himself, and Gackt was surly afraid that Mana wouldn’t think it good enough. ‘If he only had known…’

Nothing Gackt did could be less than perfect in Mana’s eyes. Even when he did things wrong, there was something charming about it. Of course he never told him that. He might think Mana liked him in a more unprofessional way. ‘But you do.’ A tiny voice whispered in his head. And in the nights’ darkness, he allowed himself to admit that. It became somehow less real what he felt at night, it became more like a sweet dream. Something he could smile softly at in the morning, a sad smile grazing his lips. Like a melancholic dream.

He knew he didn’t have much in the refrigerator, and certainly not enough to make curry out of it. So he decided that he would go into the town and to his favorite curry-restaurant.

Mana went to put on his shoes, he though about taking his coat, but then decided that it wasn’t all that cold.

A mild late-summer breeze stroked past him when he went outside.

* * *

A few hours later he went on his way home after a wonderful curry dinner at his favorite restaurant. And he felt the tiniest bit better, like you always do when you’ve just had
food.

He strolled trough the back-alley he always took to get home, when he hear someone calling out to him.

“Hey missie, looking for a good time?” A slightly drunk guy blocked his road. He was tall, with short black hair, and a very ordinary appearance.

“Please move” He said, trying to get around the other guy.

“I don’t think so.” The guy laughed, shaking his head. Suddenly he grabbed Mana’s wrists and pinned him to the wall.

“Let go of me. You are gravely mistaken.” Mana said, starting to feel scared.

“Now now missie, you wouldn’t deny me a little fun now would you?” He grinned, starting to grope Mana.

“No! I assure you, I am not a woman.” Mana tried.

“Oh really now.” The guy said, moving his hands down as if to check the truth of it.

“Yamede!” Mana didn’t want the guy to touch him at all, and most certainly not ‘there’. Witch didn’t stop him.

“Well whatcha’ know. I don’t really care, you look girly enough to me.” And he pushed Mana down on the ground.

Mana tried his best to fight him off, but he was too weak, and he was in a state of shock.

“Stop it! NO!” Mana cried.

“Nobody’s gonna her you at this time of night sugar.” The awful guy said. He pushed up Mana’s dress, and ripped of his underwear, tearing it to pieces.

“NO! YAMEDE!!!” Mana screamed, tears falling from his face. The guy held his arms down with one hand, he was much stronger than Mana.

With the other arm he managed to pull down his own pants, and the next thing Mana felt was immense pain as the guy forcefully slammed into him without any preparation at all.

The where blood everywhere, and screams that nobody heard. Mana screamed so hard he barely had any breath left, but it was hopeless.

What happened next Mana could only remember in a blur. The pain that tore trough his body. The disgusting smell of alcohol. The dirty feeling of being used. The ground he was pushed so violently against. But most of all shame, pain and shame. He felt so dirty.

The guy slammed hard into Mana, the pain almost left him unconscious. But he was denied the sweet bliss of unconsciousness. The pain was too much, he felt sick, and he just wished this nightmare would end. He even prayed for death, to stop this horrible feeling.

The guy came, filling Mana with his seed, making him feel dirtier still.

Even when the guy seemed finished, and got up and left, Mana would just lie there sobbing. His body shook so badly. He weakly stood up on legs that was too weak, just to puke in a trash-can, before he fell down again, curling himself together and cried for what seemed like hours.

* * *

Suddenly he felt a hand touching his shoulder gently, he cried out and tried to move away from it. The he had to cry out again, because it hurt so badly to move.

“Mana-chan? What’s happened to you?” The melodic voice of the former singer of Malice Mizer rang in his ears. No. Gackt couldn’t see him like this. Not him. Oh please.

He started to sob again, hiding his face behind his hair.

“Mana-chan? Please, you can’t stay here. You’ll freeze. Please, what happened to you?” He sounded concerned.

“I…I ca…I can’t stand. Hurts.” Mana whispered.

“I’ll carry you then, we need to get you out of here.” He became more concerned when Mana jerked at his touch.

He carefully picked up the smaller man, and continued to carry him over to his car, where he carefully placed him in the seat where Mana promptly passed out. It had been too much for him.

Just a few minutes later they arrived at the hotel he stayed at. Gackt was glad it was so late, so there was only one person in the lobby. Nobody would ask questions.

He carried Mana back to his suite, and laid him carefully down on the couch.

Mana slowly stirred, and looked frightened at the surroundings, before he remembered that Gackt was there.

“So dirty” He whispered. Tears fell down his cheeks.

“Oh, Mana, I’m sorry.” Gackt said as he took in the pretty shabby look of the guitarist. His dress was torn, and it was covered with dirt, his hair a mess.

“Look, I’ll fill the tub for you if you want?” Gackt said.

“Yes, please.” Mana said, and he even allowed Gackt to help him undress and put him down in the tub. There was so much blood everywhere. Gackt wondered what had happened to him.

“I’ll leave you to bath, and I’ll get you some clean clothes, okay? Just yell when you want to get out. Is that okay?” Gackt asked, much nicer than he normally was.

“Yes” Was Mana’s whispered answer. Gackt went out and closed the door. Trying to figure out how he could get Mana some clothes in the middle of the night.

Well, he did have that birthday-present for his latest girlfriend. She wouldn’t need it as they had broken up earlier that day. He threw away the bra, and put the underwear on the bed. One problem less. He got one of his shirts out of the closet, Mana would have to wear that until the morning. He would buy him a new dress when the shops opened tomorrow.

* * *

Mana slowly relaxed in the hot water, and began to scrub himself. He washed his hair, and he scrubbed every inch of his body until his skin was flushing red. He tried if he could move enough to shower. A bath wasn’t good enough to cleaning himself.

It did hurt like hell, but he was able to slowly stand up, and let the water out of the bathtub. Then he started to shower, washing away the dirty feeling. At least some of it.

He slowly dried himself, and with the towel around him, he slowly went out to the suite.
It was large and luxurious, with a king size bed dominating the room.

“Mana, you shouldn’t be walking when you’re hurt.” Gackt said as soon as he saw him, and rushed over to pick him up, then carrying him to the bed.

“I’m fine” He said, not sounding convincing at all.

“Here, I found some clothes for you, I’ll just…yeah…” He said, blushing, and walked over to the stereo to put on some music, looking trough the records over and over until he was sure Mana had gotten his clothes on, with a modesty unknown to him, before he turned around.

Soft music flowed into the room, Gackt wasn’t sure what it was himself, just some sort of classical music, he knew Mana liked that.

When he turned around, he almost lost his breath. Mana was lying on the bed, wearing only cute light blue panties, and a white shirt that was too big for him. He could not manage to sit up. (For obvious reasons)

It was a sight to behold, and Gackt though that he had never seen anything so beautiful in his life.

“Why are you looking at me like that?” Mana asked, sounding a bit scared.

“Nothing, I didn’t realize I looked at you weird. I’m sorry” He said

“Oh, okay.” Mana said silently. And he wondered why he felt disappointed. He got scared when Gackt looked at him with that look, it was the same lustful look that the guy who raped him was. And he became scared. He did not want to go trough anything that horrible ever again.

He wished he could just forget everything.

“So… It seems like we have to share bed…” Gackt started, but then he saw Mana looked very scared.

“It’s a big bed you know, so… You don’t… I mean… I could… I could surly sleep on the sofa if it bothers you…” Gackt wondered why Mana seemed to be so scared of such a little thing.

“It’s… It’s okay… The bed is big enough for two…” It sounded like he was trying to convince himself. Mana didn’t want to be afraid of Gackt. Gackt would never… But it was just that his reputation… But he wouldn’t… Not without permission… Right? Mana just didn’t know.

Gackt sighted, this was going to be a long night…

* * *

Gackt woke up the next morning to the sound of Mana’s soft sobs.

“No… Please no…” He sobbed in his sleep. He was obviously having a nightmare, so Gackt shook him gently.

“Mana-chan, wake up.”

“Aaaaah” Mana cried out, moving fast away from his touch. He looked so frightened, and the he slowly relaxed as he remembered where he was.

“Oh, I’m sorry.” He said, and looked down, shameful that he was scared of the one man he truly loved. He really should explain himself, before Gackt though that he didn’t like him.

“Mana, would you please tell me what’s wrong? You’ve been acting strange ever since I found you.” Gackt said concerned. It was obvious something had happened, and it looked like Mana had been beaten up pretty badly, but the weird thing was, that except for a few bruises, he didn’t have any wounds that explained all the blood.

“I….” Mana started, but he lost his courage.

“I… I…” He tried again, tears falling down his cheeks.

“It’s okay. Whatever happened, it’s over. You’re safe now.” Gackt said, pulling Mana into a comforting embrace. Mana stiffened at the touch, but the he slowly relaxed. It was the comfort he so longed for.

“But you don’t understand. It’s not over, I can never be like it was.” Mana sobbed in Gackt’s arms.

“Shhh… Don’t worry, I’ll protect you. Mana-chan…” Gackt said, stroking his hair.

“GacktIwasraped.” He said so quickly that Gackt almost misses it. Almost. And Mana started to cry even harder.

Finally Gackt understood. Why Mana seemed so afraid of him, so afraid every time he touched him.

“Oh, Mana-chan. My lovely Mana-chan.” Tears stung in Gackt’s eyes. He held him close, gently rocking him. Stroking his hair comfortingly.

“But don’t you see. I’m tainted, dirty.” Mana cried, giving up all hope he had left. He cried harder with the though. Now Gackt would never want to touch him, and he would surly push him away. But instead Gackt held him closer.

“You’re not dirty. It wasn’t you fault. My sweet doll. NOTHING can make you less sweet and innocent.” Gackt tried to comfort him.

“No. Nobody would want me like this. I’m worthless.” Mana cried.

“I would want you, whatever way you are.” Gackt said, before he realized what he was saying. ‘Shit!’ He though. I didn’t mean to say that… He’ll hate me for sure.

Mana stopped crying. He couldn’t believe what he heard.

“You would…” Mana said, a surprised look on his face. Gackt mistook it for shock.

“Er… I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to…” Gackt said nervously. The suddenly, Mana smiled, a tiny little smile.

“You would really have me?” It was surprise and wonder and hope in his voice. Gackt relaxed. Mana didn’t hate him.

“Of course I would.” Gackt smiled at him. Mana looked up at him in awe.

“But I though…” Mana said, and suddenly Gackt realized that maybe, just maybe, Mana actually LIKED him, as in not just friends way.

“Are you saying what I think you’re saying?” Gackt said, looking surprised. Mana thought it wouldn’t really matter whether he denied his love now, or confirmed it.

“Yes.” He whispered with a blush, and looked down. Waiting for Gackt to shove him away. Abandon him yet again, like he did when he left Malice Mizer.

Instead Gackt put a finger under his chin, tilting Mana’s head upwards and looked into his eyes. And he smiled. Gackt smiled at him. Mana’s heart started to beat faster, was there hope after all? And then Gackt did the one thing that erased all doubt. He kissed him. Gackt’s lips touched his gently, and Mana felt butterflies in his stomach. It was heaven. It was all he had dreamt of and more. Mana sighted into the kiss.

Gackt licked at Mana’s lips, begging an entrance that Mana so willingly granted, he felt so alive. He felt more pleasure that he had ever know, and then…

Suddenly, Mana came to touch Gackt’s harder parts, and a terrible flashback sat it, and Mana yanked away from Gackt, suddenly. Leaving him confused.

“I’m sorry.” Mana whispered, and covered his face with his hands. And Gackt understood. Mana was just scared. And it was not surprising after what he had been trough.

“Hey, it’s okay. I understand.” Gackt said, and pulled him into a more innocent hug.

Mana cried at the thought that he could be so scared of Gackt, when he knew, he KNEW there was nothing to be scared of. Gackt tried to comfort him as best he could.

“Look, I need to shower. And then I’ll buy you some new clothes.” Gackt said after a while. He would have stayed like this the whole day, but he REALLY needed a COLD shower…

“Okay.” Mana said softly, a new light shining in his eyes. He was so scared of hoping, but he couldn’t help it.

Gackt went to the shower and turned the water on cold. He felt like he was freezing to death, but it cleared up his mind, and took care of his little ‘problem’.

As he went out into the suite again, he found that Mana hadn’t moved from the bed.

“Mana-chan… Does it still hurt?” He said softly, stroking his finger down Mana’s cheek. Mana shivered, but not because he was scared.

“A bit.” Mana said, blushing. ‘He’s so cute’ Gackt thought and smiled.

“I got some magazines at the bed-table, so you can just stay here until I get back, okay?” He said, and Mana nodded.

Gackt went out the door to find a new dress for Mana.

* * *

Mana waited for what seemed forever, as he read magazine trough magazine. Several hours went by, before Gackt finally came back, his hands full of shopping bags.

He put the down and started to go trough them until he found what he was looking for.

He pulled out what seemed to be one of the cutest dresses Mana had ever seen, and he’d seen many.

“Here, I wasn’t sure if you would like it, but it’s better than nothing.” Gackt said as he walked over to Mana with the dress.

“Thank you.” Mana smiled softly at him. And Gackt couldn’t help but smiling back.

“You don’t know how much I’ve missed your gentle smile.” He said, and Mana blushed, and looked down.

Gackt slowly started to unbutton the shirt Mana was wearing.

“Gackt, what are you…?” Mana started, sounding the tiniest bit scared.

“Mana-chan, please allow me to dress up my doll, like we used to do before.” He smiled gently, and slipped the shirt of Mana’s shoulders, so he was left in only the pale blue panties.

Mana blushed again, he felt so exposed, and vulnerable. And yet he knew he was safe with Gackt.

Gackt slowly pulled the dress over Mana’s head, and zipping it up in the back. Then he tied the pretty ribbon in the back, and stood back to admire his handiwork.

The sky blue, and white hues of the dress where soft as it clung to the man’s frame gently…

The bodice laden with an insert bib, surrounded by a flurry of lace embellishment. The skirt floated out in a gentle bell, the lace and ribbon edging seeming to set everything off just perfectly.

Feminine charm seemed to exude from the side panels, witch contained tree large ruffles, just giving the final touch of innocence.

Something was still missing though.

“Oh yeah.” Gackt said, and went back into the shopping bags and pulled out a pair of white knee socks, the kind that went slightly over the knee. On each side there was a tiny ribbon, making the impression even cuter and more innocent. And Gackt had the feeling that it was just that Mana needed to feel right now.

While Mana put them on, Gackt went to the bathroom to get the hair-curling machine. And by the time he was finished dressing Mana up, and curling his long black hair into neat curls that fell softly around his face, it was time for lunch.

Mana was a sight to behold there he sat on the bed in the cute blue and white dress and knee socks. He really looked like a sweet doll, like the picture of innocents itself.

Gackt was at awe of Mana’s beauty, like he always was. Even without make-up, Mana managed to look wonderful.

He gently took Mana’s head in his hands, and planted a soft kiss on those rosy lips. Mana sighted with contentment. When Gackt went over to the phone to order some food for them, Mana went to look at himself in the mirror. And he wondered how Gackt always seemed to know what he needed.

There was no trace of the horrible misdeed that had been done to him only yesterday. It was only the pain that reminded him of it. Gackt build up Mana’s world for him all over again, the world where he was a sweet and innocent princess, the dreamland he had only dared to imagine at night. It seemed so unreal, and it was perfect, because reality was the last thing he wanted to see.

And he looked over at his prince. And the description fit him quite well, he was dressed in the prince-like fashion from their old Au Revoir PV.

Mana smiled softly, it was like… For the first time in what seemed like forever, everything was as it should be. The world had turned into the magical dreamland that he had created within Malice Mizer.

Mana went over to the stereo to put on some music, and to his surprise, he found all the Malice Mizer cd’s there, and even his own Moi Dix Mois cd’s.

Had Gackt truly missed him as well? Tears welled up in his eyes, and he placed a Malice Mizer cd in the player and the beautiful music of Au Revoir floated out of the stereo, making everything so much more like a wonderful fairytale.

* * *

The days flew by like hours in the pretty fairytale world Gackt created for them. Mana felt like he was dreaming, Gackt treated him like a princess, and even though he still was a bit anxious when ever things became too intimate, it was all so perfect.

Two weeks passed, and Mana started to feel safe around Gackt, even holding him close as they slept, as if he was afraid of loosing him.

It was a warm autumn Saturday when Gackt decided to move things a bit further. He knew he had to be careful, so that he didn’t scare Mana.

“Mana-chan, I need to do some shopping today. Do you think you could stay here for a few hours alone?” Gackt said, stroking his beloved’s hair gently.

“Yes” Mana said and smiled at him, wondering what he had to do.

Gackt went out the door, locking it carefully after himself. The first thing he did was going looking for another dress for Mana. ‘You’re spoiling him.’ He said to himself. But he loved spoiling Mana, giving him everything his heart desired. Gackt would do anything to make Mana smile, he loved that soft smile of his.

When he had found the perfect dress, he went on to order them a table at a fancy and romantic restaurant. This would be a night to remember.

* * *

When Gackt finally came back to the hotel, the sweetest scene he could ever remember seeing greeted him.

Mana was lying on the bed, clad in the first dress Gackt had given him, and he was fast asleep with a tiny smile gracing his lips.

Gackt couldn’t help himself, but smiled, and planted a small kiss upon his beloved’s lips, and like Sleeping Beauty it was all that took to wake him up, and he smiled when he saw that Gackt had come home.

“Okaeri.” He said softly, still smiling.

“Hope you slept well, ma Cherie.” Gackt said, sitting down beside him.

“I did.” He said, ‘I was dreaming of us.’ He added to himself, and put his arm around Gackt’s neck and stole a sweet kiss.

“Mana-chan, let me take you out for dinner tonight. What do you say?” Gackt said to him.

“I…It would be nice, but… I don’t even have anything to wear.” This was not strictly true, but a nice excuse when you where still slightly afraid of meeting people.

“But of course you do.” Gackt said, and pulled out the dress he had just bought.

“Here, try it on.” He said, and helped Mana to put it on.

The bell of the skirt swayed slightly with the man’s movements…

It was obvious the dress had been hand made, and meticulously at that. Every stitch was in it’s place…

Bows where strewn along the bottom hem ever so often, punctuating the smooth white surface with an extra bit of fuss. The ends of the sleeves seemed to mimic the skirt, hanging in a gentle bell over the occupants hands…

The faux corset was laced up the front, and finished off with yet another bow.

He added a pair of cute white knee socks that went slightly over his knee, allowing a small strip of skin to show between them and the dress. There where tiny ribbons at the side.

It was so white, and contrasted nicely to Mana’s black hair, witch he still wore curled up, a white hair-band completing the look.

Gackt could barley breath at the sight before him. Mana looked like an angel, and with the shy look he wore, he seemed so innocent.

Mana heard Gackt gasping for air, and turned his gaze towards him.

“What is wrong?” Mana asked worriedly.

“Nothing’s wrong. You’re just so beautiful that you take my breath away.” Gackt said, and he wasn’t lying one bit. Mana did really take his breath away, and he wanted him so much it hurt. He had to remind himself that he had to go slow, so he wouldn’t scare Mana away.

“Shall we?” Gackt said smiling at Mana, and offered him his arm. And Mana took it gracefully.

“Why not.” Mana said quietly. He would rather remain in their little dream world forever, but it would be so rude of him when Gackt had gone trough all this trouble just for a dinner at a restaurant. Just for him.

* * *

Mana looked perhaps even more fantastic without any make-up, he looked so sweet and innocent, and when they finally arrived at the restaurant, all eyes where at them. Gackt was so handsome in his Au Revoir like outfit, and Mana really looked as a snow princess, much more that his usual ice queen.

They were showed to the table, and Gackt started by ordering some fine red wine to them. Then they started too look at the menu.

It was a pleasant evening, and it was just as magical and romantic that Mana could ever hope for. In a while he manage to relax and enjoy the evening, of course, the two or tree glasses of wine he had, could have helped on that.

The meal was delicious, the wine was splendid. The soft music was sweet and romantic, and the service was just perfect.

Mana couldn’t remember ever having such a perfect evening in his life. And he smiled at Gackt, a secret, shy smile. Flirting in his own gentle way.

Gackt was so romantic, and he flirted with Mana until he was blushing furiously, with a tiny happy smile on his lips, a new happy light shining in his eyes.

After the restaurant Gackt had another surprise in store for Mana.

“Come on. Let’s walk. It’s such a lovely afternoon.” Gackt said, and took Mana’s hand in his.

Mana felt so happy at that little gesture. Gackt wasn’t afraid of being seen in public with him. He accepted Mana for what he was, and wasn’t scared of showing it to the whole world. ‘Is this what they call True Love?’ Mana wondered.

Gackt stopped at an ice-cream parlor and bought them both some ice. Then he led Mana over to a bench in the park under an old sakura-tree.

They talked, and laughed. Mana, bold because of the wine, decided to sit on Gackt’s lap, his arm around Gackt’s neck.

And after a while Gackt noticed that Mana had gotten some Ice on his nose, so he leaned over and kisses it away.

“What?” Mana said blushing.

“You had ice-cream on you nose.” He stated, smiling at him. Then mischievously he smeared some ice-cram on Mana’s cheek.

“And now you have some on your cheek.” He grinned, and continued to lick it away, while Mana blushed a deep red. But he couldn’t help himself, and began to giggle.

“Oh, Gackt. How am I supposed to live without you?” He said with a mixture of sadness and fondness in his voice.

“Then don’t. Come and live with me.” Gackt said, gently pushing a loose stray of hair behind Mana’s hair.

“It would be nice.” Mana agreed. And even though they would both be working most of the time, and most likely wouldn’t get to see each other all that much… He loved the idea.

Just then, a gentle breeze rustled the leaves, making it fall in strange patterns around them.

“Look, Mana-chan. The sun is about to set.” Gackt said, and pointed at the sun. The park was located at a higher level than most of the town, so they had a perfect view of the setting sun, and Mana was sure Gackt had planned this too. He smiled fondly at his beloved.

They watched the setting sun, slowly fading into darkness. And Gackt pulled Mana into a deep kiss as the sun disappeared behind a mountain in front of them.

It started to become a bit colder, and they decided it was time to go back to the hotel.

* * *

Gackt called for strawberries and Champaign the moment the where back, before he proceeded to move over to the bed, where Mana had sat down.

He started to kiss him tenderly, then deepening the kiss until he heard Mana making small soft noises and gasps.

He was irritated when they where interrupted by the knock on the door, but happy when he could pour Champaign to both of them.

“Open you mouth.” Gackt said, and started feeding Mana the strawberries, allowing him to take a sip of the Champaign ever so often.

Mana began to feel the tiniest bit dizzy, Gackt kissing him didn’t make it any better, he felt so hot, and he wanted Gackt so badly…

Gackt slowly moved his hand up Mana’s leg, he wanted Mana. He needed him. But he would not do anything without Mana’s permission.

His hand stroke over the soft thigh, arousing Mana to no end.

Mana gasped as Gackt began to kiss his was down Mana’s neck, slowly undoing his dress.

Mana forgot where he was, what he was doing, it was intoxicating. Gackt carefully pushed Mana down on the bed.

Mana’s dress was almost all off now, and Mana fought with Gackt’s shirt. The next kiss was deeper, more passionate. Gackt could no longer hide what he wanted, what he needed. And Mana didn’t seem to be scared at all. It was brilliant to use that alcohol, Gackt smiled to himself.

He pushed Mana’s dress completely off, along with his underwear, leaving Mana naked and panting beneath him. He managed to loose his own clothes pretty fast to, and he was kissing his way down Mana’s stomach, making Mana moan like a whore.

“Ah, please.” Mana moaned, even though he didn’t know what he was begging for.

“Patient, ma cherie.” Gackt said. And then he slowly licked the tip of Mana’s manhood. Mana gasped.

“Ahh…” Could there really be anything so pleasurable in the world? And the Gackt took him into his mouth, and erased all conscious thoughts Mana had left. He licked, and sucked until Mana felt so near heaven, and he moaned with disappointment when Gackt stopped.

“Ah, please. Gackt, more.” He begged. Gackt kissed him on the lips while his hand grabbed a box of lube from the table-drawer.

“This might hurt a bit in the beginning, but I’ll make you feel better than you have ever felt before.” Gackt said, looking down at his lover.

Mana knew what he was talking about, and he was scared, but he wanted this so much too.

Gackt smeared some lube at Mana’s tight hole, and pushed one finger carefully inside Mana’s hot, tight cave.

“Aaah” This was surly heaven, it was so… so… Mana had no words. And when Gackt added a second finger, and the a third, stretching him, he felt like he might die from pure pleasure. Gackt nipped at his neck while he moved his fingers in and out, in and out…

“Ohh… Please… More…” Was all Mana was capable of saying. And Gackt obeyed. Smearing more lube on Mana’s tight hole, and covering his member completely. Slowly he started to push himself inside his lover. Carefully so he would not hurt him.

And for Mana it was pain and pleasure, and he moaned and squirmed under Gackt. He was panting, sweat starting to form on his brow.

Gackt slowly buried himself to the hilt in that smooth, tight place, and allowed Mana a minute to adjust to the intrusion, before he pulled back, and started to slam into the smaller man.

Mana gasped again as Gackt hit his pleasure-spot, over and over. Mana moaned, and clawed at Gackt’s back. His nails left small red stripes, trailing with blood.

Gackt was too far gone to notice, he moaned, and moved harder and faster, as he could feel his orgasm building up.

It was Mana who came first, like a white-glowing explosion, making him scream out Gackt’s name.

“Iku wa! Ah… GACKT”

“Ah, Mana-chan… Iku yo! AH, MANA!” Gackt came with a force he had never before experience. Never before had it been so intense, and he suddenly felt tired and drained.

“Mana-chan… Did I ever say I love you? Aishiteru Mana-chan.” Gackt said before he drifted into sleep with Mana in his arms.

“Aishiteru Gackt.” Mana said happily, stroking trough Gackt’s hair lovingly, before he too, fell into sleep. Dreaming of a wonderful future that lay ahead of them.
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