My Heart Breaks | By : dieromantic79 Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 2186 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Note: all my other stories are under the penname LondonzBurning, but I kinda forgot the username/password for that account =/ but u should check em out.
Prologue
Even though he was getting headache, Bam continued to stare blankly at his computer screen as though willing something interesting to happen. His life had never felt so uneventful; his friends never came over to hang out anymore and he felt desperate for human interaction. There was always Missy, but she tended to stay on “her side” of the house. Bam sighed. Married life was definitely NOT what he had planned out in his head. It seemed to be constant arguing and misery. For some reason, she was under the impression that the outrageous persona he displayed on tv and around his friends was just an act. Whoa big mistake. At this point in their marriage, a good day was considered no arguments at meals and no other talking/interaction in between. This was rare, however, because in order to end long awkward silences, Bam would sometimes throw plates of food on the floor.
‘Did she really think I was this calm normal guy? What the fuck! She doesn’t even know me! No one does…’ he thought gloomily.
Just as he was brooding, a small annoying-as-hell jingle came from his computer signaling someone on his buddy list had logged on. Bam peered at the screen…Seeyouinhell or something. He jolted up… ‘wasn’t that Ville? No way…he never goes online!’ Bam got a sudden flashback of a drunken Ville having a double rant about how going online made him paranoid as well as his hatred of downloading crap friends send him. However, being fairly sure it was Ville, and feeling pretty lonely Bam decided to say hi.
[Search_and_Destroy69]: yo ville? Whats up dude what are u doing online? The computer might bite ur head off!
[SeeYouinHELL1984]: um im not sure. This is bam right?
[Search_and_Destroy69]: yup. So whats up with you man?
Bam’s insides tingled at being able to talk openly with someone. They chatted for a couple of minutes before talk inevitably went to music and HIM’s upcoming album and tour.
[SeeYouinHELL1984]: uh its like a festival thing over the summer
[Search_and_Destroy69]: cool wats it called
[SeeYouinHELL1984]: uhh something about a project…
[Search_and_Destroy69]: dude u mean projekt revolution!!?!
[SeeYouinHELL1984]: maybe…something like that. God, no one ever clues me in.
[Search_and_Destroy69]: that must be it! Fuck that’s so cool willa!
They kept talking about the upcoming tour and what other bands would be playing until Ville asked something he had not been expecting.
[SeeYouinHELL1984]: haha you sound more excited about it than I do. Well why don’t you come too?
Bam paused. ‘Really?’
[Search_and_Destroy69]: for real?!?! U mean it?
[SeeYouinHELL1984]: of course I mean it darling I haven’t seen you in ages. Wouldn’t it be fun?
[Search_and_Destroy69]: like for the whole tour?!? I could just hang out with you guys? Fuck yes!! This will be so awesome!
[SeeYouinHELL1984]: ok, um will missy be alright with it? It’s a fairly long tour…
[Search_and_Destroy69]: oh sure she wont care!
[SeeYouinHELL1984]: well its a lot to ask, touring isn’t all fun but why don’t you talk to missy and call me by Friday with an answer.
[Search_and_Destroy69]: but I already have an answer! I wanna goooo!!
[SeeYouinHELL1984]: haha well just to be sure! I have to go now though call me Friday cus I’m busy all of tomorrow ok? Bye sweetheart.
They said their goodbyes and Bam made a happy squealing sound as he spun around in his computer chair. This would be so amazing. He would get to spend months around bands and music and his best friend! Maybe he could do some filming too…? Bam whipped out his cell phone and quickly called his other best friend Ryan Dunn, eager to share the news.
“Yo Bam” Ryan answered.
“Guess what I get to do this summer!” he blurted.
“What no hello? No how ya doin Ry?”
“Guess what I get to do this summer!” he repeated.
“What? Jesus!”
“I get to go on the project rev tour!” Bam shouted through the phone.
“No way! Aw man no fair this is gonna be like the summer you got to go to Disneyworld and I had to stay in Westchester!” Ryan pouted.
“Haha yup! But seriously that was like 5th grade get over it.”
“How do you get to go? You get a film gig?” Ryan asked, obviously a little suspicious.
“HIM’s gonna be there. Ville’s setting it all up!” he gloated happily.
There was a long pause on the other end.
“Uh dude do you think that’s really a good idea? Like 3 months on tour…stuck on a bus with Ville…”
“Its not a big deal Ry.” Said Bam, annoyed.
“Psh oh oook” Ryan’s sarcastic voice drifted over the phone, “I just THOUGHT ya know it might be a bad idea to be stuck on a small bus with Ville for so long seein’ as how ya know you used to be in LOVE with him! ”
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Ps. I kinda wanted his story to be more realistic than my others ones which is why im setting it for sortakinda present time…plus seeing HIM at projekt revolution was a major inspiration! Reviews!
Pps. I don’t really like writing “internet chats” so there probably wont be anymore of those, I just needed a way to get the story rolling and it was either chat online or through texting =/
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