Memories Are Precious | By : VioletxTwilight Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 898 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Author's Notes: First Vam I've attempted in a while, please review it's only a oneshot.
Jareth: "Why only a oneshot?!"
Me: "How the hell did you get in here!?
Jareth: " You left the door open..."
Me: "...get back in your own story!"
Jareth: " I wish I had my own story, I'm only helping you with the openings."
Me: " Because your sooo helpful..."
Jareth: "Let's just start this thing, please."
"…Bam I swear to god I'm going to fucking castrate you if you don't shut the fuck up!" Dunn growled, swiping sweat off his face as he glared at the skater from under the car. Bam not hearing him or not caring as it was his way, went on blabbing about how great and perfect Ville was. Dunn loved Bam like a brother and thought Ville was pretty cool too, but if he had to listen to one more word about how beautiful his ass looked in leather he was going to kill himself by drowning sticking his head in the oil pan.
"And the way his hair lays on his shoulders…" Bam sighed girlishly not seeing Dunn wincing and trying to pug his ear with two dirty rags. Frowning that sound was still coming though Dunn looked over at the oil pan longingly.
"Dunn! Are you even listening to me!?" Bam pouted down at his friend, who else was going to listen to him? Raabb had drank himself (hehe) into a coma, Novak was back in rehab, and Dico and Rake had ran full speed to the woods when he said he needed to talk. He couldn't talk to Ape about any of it, and he didn't trust any of his other friends enough to admit his over powering feelings for the sexy Fin. But here Dunn was moaning and looking as if his words were putting him though torture.
"Fine, Dunn I'll shut up now…" Dunn sighed in bliss and felt his body relax. "But, what do you think I should do? I mean Ville will be here in like a few hours?" Dunn shivered hearing his voice again, but quickly thought over what he said.
"If I tell you what I think, will you please shut the fuck up? For good?"
"Yeah," Dunn sighed and closed his eyes resting his head.
"You should just be honest, tell Ville how you feel. Tell him you still want to be friends and that you just need to know how he feels." Dunn went back to work and Bam said thanks and walked off to think everything over, hoping he wouldn't lose the person he cared about the most.
"…Oh hey Ville! It's great to see you man." Dunn hugged the Fin who was now standing in the doorway holding two bags.
"Good to see you too, Ryan. Where's my Bammie?" Ville looked around as Dunn took his bags for him.
"Thanks, is he in his room?" Dunn paused and thought for a moment,
"Um, no he went into town for a drink, he'll be back in a bit. Here I'll bring these up stairs for you and than I need to talk to you about something." Ville seemed surprised.
"Oh, ok."
Dunn grinned as he walked up the steps to where Ville usually stayed. He had a plan, a good one that couldn't fail.
Meanwhile Bam sat at bar feeling lonely. He glanced at his clock, Ville would have been there by now. He wasn't ready. He sighed deeply before talking another drink, thinking back to when he and Ville first met….
"Hey! I'm-" Bam's voice froze when his blue eyes met piecing green. He had seen pictures of the singer but had they did him little justice. Quite simply he was the most gorgeous person he'd ever seen in his life.
"Ville Valo," his voice was just as sensual and it took all Bam had not to grab the poor Fin and kiss him breathless. They shook hands and that was it. Bam's heart belonged to Ville, like selling his soul to the devil he knew there was no going back.
Bam smiled to himself, looking at the picture of only the second time they'd met. It was in London in some shabby bar, there arms were around each other and a very drunk HIM and CKY crew were sitting in the back. He frowned remembering why he regretted that night to this day…
Ville had been shamelessly flirting with Bam all night. Hugging him at random, kissing his cheek repeatedly and was now sitting on his lap. Of course Bam knew he was drunker than Raabb on New Year's eve but he couldn't help himself in groping Ville back and kissing his neck which he arched so perfectly to his lips mumbling things softly in Finnish. Bam thought there was nothing hotter than when he spoke Finnish-even though he didn't understand a lick-it was still sexy.
At first it was only a few kisses but the softness of his skin and the sweet taste was too much a temptation and the next thing he new he was giving the singer a full blown hickie! And it didn't help that he was moaning softly the whole time and grinding his perfect round ass into his hardening cock. Suddenly Ville turned around his lap, wrapping his arms around his neck and kissing his passionately. Bam's heart stopped, he couldn't believe his luck! And was that his tongue? Oh god!
"Hmm…Bammie," Ville's eyes were dark and his lids were heavy. " Come back to the hotel with me." All the while his fingers playing with his hair. Bam's eyes widened, did he really say that? He should have picked him up and ran back to the hotel as fast as he could and made love to him all night, but this stupid little voice inside his head keep saying, 'he's drunk, he doesn't know what he's saying. He would never want you! He'll just break your heart the next day and you'd never see him again!' Bam panicked and quickly moved Ville from his lap and all but ran back to the hotel. Leaving a very sad looking Ville behind…
He closed his eyes against tears. What if he really meant it? Where would they be now? Bam took another shot and sank lower into his chair. He was a coward than and he's still one now. He would never be more than a friend to him.
"…so that's the deal." Dunn finished telling Ville everything. Ville couldn't say he was shocked. He'd always known Bam liked him a little more than a friend but he just didn't see anything happening there. If Bam only wanted a fuck buddy he'd be loosing too much for something so temporally. He didn't care what the press said but it would affect the band and he had to consider that, along with the fact he was still in a relationship until a few months ago and the all around idea that Bam just wasn't ready for a serous relationship with a man. Had ever been with a guy before? There was way more cons than pros but now, with Ryan's confession it was starting to seem possible.
"Thank you for telling me, this has given me a lot to think about." Ryan raised an eyebrow.
"What do you mean?"
"Well, I love Bam. But I have to talk to him and decide if he's ready for it."
"A relationship?" He nodded. Dunn was quiet for a few moments before he got an idea…
"I've got a idea!"
Bam's head shot up feeling someone touch his shoulder, he turned his head to see the most beautiful woman he'd ever seen. She had long black hair and bright red lips, but her eyes were really something else. Bright green they reminded him of Ville and another wave of depression settled though him. He looked the woman over, for such a thin thing she had a hell of a body. A tight black skirt and a bright green tank top compete with and a light jacket and matching black boots were all she was wearing, which was strange since it was so chilly outside.
"Are you here alone?" Her voice was a bit deeper than most girls but it still sounded fucking hot. Bam nodded, starting to become more interested. She sat next to him, her hair flaring out a bit.
"I'm Bam," The woman smiled,
"I know who you are," aw, a groupie. They talked for a bit and flirted. Bam started to actually consider taking her home when his cell rang,
"Dunn," he mumbled, knowing he should take it.
"Oh I'll just go over there while you talk, I don't mind." Bam smiled and she walked quickly to the ladies room. He answered his phone.
"Hello?"
"Bammie?"
"Ville?" Bam's eyes got wide.
"Yeah, I was just wondering where you were. I got here a few hours ago and I really need to talk to you about something."
"Why are you calling from Ryan's phone?" Ville looked over to Ryan who shrugged, Leaning against the stall.
"I've ran out of minutes."
"Ok, so what do you need to talk to me about again?" He was desperate to get back to the girl. He didn't want someone else picking up on her.
"About us." Bam froze before slowly asking,
"What about us?"
"-sigh- I just really-sigh- I wanted to talk about maybe being more than friends."
"O-K-A-Y."
"So you'll be home soon?"
"Yea."
"Ok, good, see you later sweetheart." Click and Bam was left staring at nothing with his mouth open. Ville wanted to more than friends?
"Are you ok?" Bam shook himself before looking back at the girl, he had forgotten about her.
"Um, yeah. Look, I really like you and all but I just got a call from a friend and I gotta go." Her face fell,
"Oh, well I was kind of hopping of taking you home?" Bam blinked.
"I have a car, but thanks." She giggled.
"No, I mean I was trying to pick you up."
"I know, and it was working but I have to go now." He started to get up when she grabbed him and kissed him deeply, Bam melted and thought he had kissed her before. When she let go of him he had no will.
"So your coming?" She asked, smiling. Bam nodded. "Great, just let me get my coat." She left again and Bam sighed watching her walk towards the back, he noticed the tattoos on her legs for the first time. Than he realized why kissing her seemed so familiar! But how? And more so WHY? He kept quiet as 'she' walked up to him.
"So what's your name?" He asked, smiling. 'she' looked shocked than quickly hid it with a smile.
"Venus," Yep it was Ville. As they walked outside of the bar Bam racked his brain on why he would be doing this, than it hit him! He had to know if he really cared!
"I'm sorry, I can’t." was all Bam said before walking over to the hummer and dialing Ryan's phone as he got in and started on his way home.
"Hello?"
"Dude, hand the phone to Ville."
"Bam?"
"I'm on my way and I love you."
"I love you too, bam."
The End
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