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Die Wunde bleibt fÃ¼r immer	By : BabyElle Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Tokio Hotel Views: 745 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the celebrity I am writing about. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Chapter List
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ONE : this is partially personal experience...and writing it down get's it off me if you get my point
TWO : Jorg doesn't do this!!! okay...it's a FIC...
THREE : no twincest it's just a deep brotherly love between twins...so no slash whatsoever

and lastly..they're not mine...i'm trying to get over that...

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He was home.

They looked at each other and felt a foreboding feeling. One that tried to warn them not to go down. To not make a sound or even let him know they were home. They could feel he wasn’t happy. Something must have gone wrong at work since they could here him rant from downstairs. They were hoping he wouldn’t come up cause if he would…then it was over.

Tom looked at his brother. Locking eyes they knew it wouldn’t go well today. Last time they were lucky. Last time their mother had entered the scene in time. And just like all the times before she was ignorant about what had occurred.
They bloody well knew how much luck they had when he went crazy again. The wounds had been less, since it had been a school week. They were able to walk away with just some bruises and cuts. But now…. the feeling told them it would be worse.

They didn’t know why it happened. When their father started to take their anger out on them and perhaps they didn’t want to know. But unconsciously both Tom and Bill knew it was because he was egocentric and aggressive in nature.
Their mother might have cooled it off a bit, but it always came back. Every time something didn’t go as he wanted, when people didn’t talk about him or just when he had a bad day this would happen.

But their father was smart. He didn’t do anything to them on places where he knew people would see and when he found out they didn’t have any physical education anymore, his playground extended. And if he couldn’t physically hurt them … well there was always the mental and emotional way.
A way that hurt Bill more then Tom. Tom was able to stay strong in his mind but Bill not and unfortunately their father knew. He exploited their weaknesses, knowing where to hurt them the most.

Bill crawled to his brother trying to seek refuge, hoping that in that way their father wouldn’t find them. Tom wrapped his arms around his little brother immediately as Bill clung to him. Their bodies fitting together perfectly just like when their were still in the womb. A thing that most didn’t understand. How could two boys, teens, be so different and yet alike? How could they know what the other meant without saying a thing?
But this was one of the things that kept them going. When together they could be themselves without having to worry about judgement. Sadly enough their father couldn’t stand it. He wanted tough sons, sons who weren’t afraid and didn’t do their own thing but things that he wanted. With them being like they were was just one of the countless reasons why he did what he did.

“Tomi..” Bill whispered.
“yeah ?”
“Do…d-do you think that…perhaps…he’s gone?” There was no sound downstairs. It was quiet …to quiet. It didn’t mean anything good and they knew it but still Tom hoped that Bill was right. Maybe their father left and if he did, it gave them the chance to run.
“Bill….let’s try to get away. Maybe when we come back later he might be cooled down.” Tom whispered back. Both afraid that if they talked normal their father would hear them. Bill nodded silently against his older brother. Tom swiftly but quietly stood up and went to his bedroom door. Leaning his head against it he tried to hear if their father was nearby and when he couldn’t hear anything he beckoned his brother to come over to him.

Both were breathing heavily. If their father caught them while they were trying to sneak out…their punishment would be worse then what he would have done normally. The door creaked when Tom opened it and both immediately held their breath. Stopping the door in it’s movement. The twins had the similar thought going through their minds.

“Please don’t let him have heard this.”

But no sound was heard. They were beginning to feel safe, beginning to start to believe their father wasn’t home anymore. Together stepped out of the room onto the hallway and towards the stairs. As they reached it they heard the toilet flush and it’s door opening. They looked at each other and down the stairs, hoping it was their mother. But it seems that fate wasn’t on their side today as they looked with horror when their father appeared down the stairs.

“WHAT ARE YOU TWO DOING THERE!!! Come down here at once you stupid cunts!!”

They froze up…their body didn’t comply with their father’s demands. And he didn’t like that. Not a bit.

“You two can’t do anything right can you! Here I am just asking to come down and you don’t even do that!! I’m your fucking father… since when don’t you listen to me!!! Well…come down you ugly disgusting things!! God, I’m ashamed to even call you two my sons…what did I do wrong to deserve you two I will never know…!!”
Their father looked at them in disgust as if they were some dirt in his eyesight. And after while he noticed that they weren’t moving like he ordered them to.

They couldn’t move. If they went to him he…he would hurt them. Tom hugged his brother in reflex as his twin began to tremble in his arms. This wasn’t good. Not good at all…but nothing could be done about it. And before either two of them realised their father was coming up the stairs towards them. Things were going to get worse…

“I..thought I told you two weaklings NOT to do …THIS again!!” their father yelled making motions with his hands towards their stance. “Release each other…NOW!! No wonder people don’t like you two…I’m surprised they didn’t kill you yet since you’re a waste of time, money and breath…you two should never had been born!!!”

By the time his rant was done he had reached the top of the stairs and went to grab them. Out of reflex they both simultaneously took a step back and knew they shouldn’t have done that. Their father was even more angry now.
“Don’t you two ever dare to step away…do you hear me!! NEVER!!”

He was furious as he snagged Bill out of Tom’s arms. Tom tried to keep Bill with him but he didn’t stand a chance and could only watch in fear at what his father did to his younger twin. Bill tried to hold Tom’s hand but his father was too strong and his eyes widened in fear.

What followed was unreal. Tom wanted to interfere but he couldn’t. He bloody couldn’t…gods how much he wanted to but his body refused. So he could only watch in terror as he saw what happened. His father beated Bill in the shoulder and he could he hear it crack from where he was standing. Bill’s cry of agony went through his heart. But what happened then made his heart stop.

“This should teach to not listen you fucking bitch!!” and with those words their father shoved Bill of the stairs. And as if he was watching a slow motion film his twin fell…reaching his arms up trying to grasp at something to keep him from falling. Bill’s cries of pain could be heard through the whole house and Tom had seen enough…he couldn’t stand it and ran to the stairs forgetting that his father was still there.

“Where do you think you’re going hm?!!” his father punched him in the face and slammed him into the wall, punching him once again. Tom held his hand to his face trying to crawl to the stairs.

Their father looked in disgust at them but stopped as he saw that it was near time for their mother to come home from the store. He sneered at them “you’re lucky your mother is going to be home anytime. Get out of my sight!” he stepped down the stairs and casually walked over Bill into the living room.

“Bill…” Tom whispered as he looked down at his little brother lying down beneath the staircase. He tried to go to him as fast as he could. “Bill…”

“Tomi..” Bill groaned. He felt pain all over his body. His back and legs felt as if they were on fire. And his head pounded enormously like someone was slamming a hammer on it again and again. Tom took Bill into his arms and carried him to his bedroom. Laying them both down on the bed he comforted his twin. Having his brother in his arms soothed his nerves. “shh…I’m here Bill…I’m h-here…we’re s-safe now…w-w-we’re safe…” He held him tightly and stroked Bill’s back gently with his hand while his other hand stroked his hair softly.

Bill’s breathing slowed and he wrapped his arms around his elder brother. Laying his head on his shoulder. And slowly…very slowly…he fell asleep. Tom looked down at Bill, glad that he was sleeping. In their dreams they were safe and together. He slowly started to fall asleep…trying to hold it up but the exhaust was greater. The last thing he saw was Bill’s face and then everything darkened as he slipped into his dreams to join Bill.

Tomorrow they would have to play pretend once again. Putting up the facades of the happy twins, the twins who were untouchable and had friends. Friends who were unaware of what happened. And it was going to stay that way.

Unconsciously Tom’s body formed a shield around his twin as Bill wrapped his arms around him. Both forming a shield.
A shield to protect him and their dreams.

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Slowly walking
On thin ice
I backed away
Fearing it was breaking
But I was too late
It already happened
The storm raged
The crumbs fell
And I cried in despair
Nobody helped
Scared of you
Never anything
Else of emotion
But fear

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the poem is again my own!!! don't even think of ripping it off without even asking! cuz only cowards do that!!!

BabyElle -xxx-
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