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Before we get to the story, I would just like to admit I do not typically write things like this. It came about when I was suggested to do so by a friend. It could also be controversial, I suppose you could say; due to mentioning of past events that may or may not be true, but were used because it fit with events taking place.
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I shoved him, smirking as he bent his knees and willingly allowed gravity to pull him down onto the bed, the sheets crinkling against his petite, yet well-muscled form; the very slight age lines crinkling around his mouth as he flashed me that rare yet truly happy smile of his.
I couldn't resist that smile, and he was aware of that I'm quite sure, settling against the edge of our bed on my knees before crawling over him until we were face to face.
"Mmm," the guttural humming escaped somewhere from the back of his throat and - in all of its simplicity - it somehow aroused me further than I had already become. It coaxed me into running my fingers along his side, darting tongue across my lips to wet them as gooseflesh rose in the wake of my touch.
While my eyes were concentrating upon his face and the look that mirrored my own, my fingers had unconsciously worked their way to his neck and gingerly grazed the flesh there, delighting in the sounds that were emitting from him; each an indication of what felt good to him and what didn't, giving me the opportunity to mentally map his body, fixated as his face turned away from mine so that he may reveal flesh for the taking.
My lips were to follow my fingers, brushing the side of his neck just as my touch had, bestowing soft kisses to tattooed flesh with the ocassional dart of my tongue so that I may taste him.
Deeply I would inhale his scent; musky and yet clean with soap while he seemed to revel in the attentions he was receiving. I was quite greedy in exploring his flesh, varying my teasing with nipping or a darting of my tongue to trace his heartbeat. It could not be helped. We had both gone a considerable amount of time without this kind of privacy.
Drifting to his ear and capturing the fleshy lobe to give a little suckle I began to think about the first time our feelings for one another had been exchanged. It had been a time when he had fallen ill to the point that a few dates of the tour we were currently holding had to be post-poned...
``Hey.. Kao..`` his voice was so raspy. My brows furrowed slightly, corners of my mouth creasing in a frown.
``Is there something I can get for you, Kyo? Need a cough drop?``
``Huh? Oh, no.. I'm feeling alright. I just.. well, can I talk to you about something?``
My brow curved with obvious curiosity. He never tended to divulge his really personal thoughts, ``You can talk to me about anything. You know that.``
He hesitated and so I waited, the ever patient Leader. Giving him a push would probably just give him more of a reason to keep to himself anyway.
``I.. well.. You know what? Nevermind. It's kind of silly.``
Ahhh; perhaps I should have given him just a gentle nudge. But eventually he had stuttered his way through a confession of feelings for me. And while I had been completely taken aback part of me had been suspicious.
My own hesitation was starting to make him uncomfortable. I could read it in the way that he sucked a corner of his lower lip into his mouth to chew between teeth, his eyes falling to his hands in his lap as they began to fidget.
``Kyo..``
His gaze would not meet my own, so I took hold of his chin with my hand and gently bought his face up so that I could see it. My heart almost broke at the look which seemed to be asking if he had made a mistake in opening his mouth——
During my flashback I had faltered in my attentions and he had bought me back to reality with a low growl. He was not one who liked to be left hanging. My only response was to blow softly into the pink shell in way of apology, loving how that resulted in a gasping mewl from him, gaining instant forgiveness. Or at least the advantage to distract him from his irritation.
Gradually I descended to the junction of flesh that between his neck and his shoulder. Latching onto that area with teeth and lips I began to suck roughly, ripping a low moan and a shudder from the body beneath me. It was no surprise that I pulled back to find a dark spot tinged with pink. He liked these marks. Regarded them as me being territorial. Trust him to define it in such a way. He was a kinky little bastard. I was more than happy to entertain that side of him, however, returning my hands to explore his torso as my mind drifted again..
How could I ever sit there and just allow him to think that he could ever make such a mistake? He had been through so much in his past where love was concerned. What with Kisaki having taken the only girl that he had cared enough about to even consider marrying and starting a family with.
``Kyo..``
My words were stuck. For a long time my own feelings had been there; bubbling at the very pit of my gut, becoming stronger with each passing day and each passing year. I wanted to be the one who would be there for him always. I wanted to show him that love was something he could believe in again without fear of abandonment. I wanted to be the one that took all of his pain away.
How could you put that into words, though? I suppose it was pretty easy if you really gave it some thought but here before me sat a person I really cared for. A person who had broken down his own wall enough to be open with me. So it really wasn't all that easy.
So I did the only thing I could think of..
I set a slightly calloused palm upon one of his cheeks and I locked eyes with him, hoping with every part of my being that my own feelings were being conveyed with just one look as I slowly leaned in until his bated breath tickled my lips, claiming his with my own.
His first reaction was to stiffen a little, feeling his jaw tighten beneath my hand. I would not take my lips away from his unless he used force to part us.
He did not.
He relaxed and was eventually returning my kiss. It had been our first, and it had meant more than any kiss I had ever exchanged with anyone I had dated before. There would be many more kisses after that and still.
All the while that I had been reminiscing my fingers had been following every curve of the muscles that defined his torso until they had reached his chest and brushed his nipples, eliciting the gasp that had bought me back to reality. I smiled and used my thumbs to rub the tiny pink nubs into full bloom. I would never tell him that he looked so adorable when I would tease his nipples, which were a rather sensitive spot on him.
Closing index fingertips and thumbs around them I tweaked and tugged lightly, once more entranced by his face as his full lips parted slightly to release panting groans and pants, his brow knitting as his eyes closed.
Taking advantage of his being lost in desire, I drew a hand away from his chest and shifted down to flick my tongue over the tip of a nipple, causing his back to curve in a most delicious way as my name was mixed in with a moan. I wanted to hear more of that, most certainly. So I parted my lips to close them around the same nub I had licked and started to suckle gently, giving the tip an ocassional scrape with my front teeth while he tried so hard to push himself further into these attentions.
I was rewarded with a low groan of pleasure and frustration when I stopped, soon assaulting the other nipple with equal stimulations. Having drifted between his legs, my own was soon victim of an assult of its own as the other was pushing his hips down and trying to grind against my thigh. I moved the leg to receive another groan, chuckling from my throat. I knew he was horny and craving release but I wasn't done with my teasing. I wanted full control of him. Wanted him to be begging to be screaming my name to the room we shared.
I finally started to kiss my way down his stomach, tongue snaking out to circle his bellybutton, smirking against his flesh as he stifled a snicker and wiggled in a way that told me he didn't appreciate me doing that at a time like this. I myself was highly amused and always loved exploiting the fact that even someone such as himself was ticklish. That would have to wait for another time, unfortunately, as even I wasn't so cruel as to do such a thing to a person nearing their highest point of desire. So I hesitated from doing anything further with my tongue where his stomach was concerned and hooked my fingers into the waistband of his boxers, giving them a swift tug so that they came down off of his shapely hips.
Once more my tongue darted my lips, this time at the sight of his erection standing freely without the obstruction of clothing. If only the fans were aware of just how correct their assumptions were..
``Are you going to just stare at it..?`` his voice was sharp with impatience and with just a bit of amusement.
``Ocassionally I like to admire you. Is that so bad?``
``... I suppose not, but it's kind of bothersome considering..``
I gave an understanding nod, but I ignored the erection as I clutched into his hips and lifted them to put him at an angle where his knees were nearly touching his shoulders, making sure he wasn't too uncomfortable before I was using elbows to keep him in place, spreading plump cheeks with fingers until his puckered little asshole was revealed, flexing against the cool air. I had the perfect way to warm it up, flicking the tip of my tongue against it.
I had a great view of his face as it tinted dark pink with the blood that rushed to it and his eyes widened, feeling the tugging at the sheets beneath my knees as he must have been clutching them tightly in his grasp. He had also choked out a curse that wasn't so much anger as it was an expression of how that felt to him.
Wanting to really get him worked up I began to use my tongue in earnest, pushing the wet muscle in past the ring of muscle, wiggling it as I could feel him clenching.
His cries and gasps were like music to my ears, his hips trying so hard to rock but having difficulty gaining hold on anything but air at the angle they were placed. When I pushed my tongue deeper his entire body started to shake.
``God, Kaoru..!``
I was getting close to getting what I wanted, which would give him what he wanted in return; his release. And so I continued, my tongue pushed in to the point that my lips were against his ass, wiggling the muscle all the more. That was all it took..
``MORE!! Damnit, Kaoru.. p-please.. Fuck me.``
With that I pulled back and gave a nod, gently laying his hips back to the bed in order for me to get my own boxers tugged down and off. Eagerly he spread his legs, giving me room to crawl between them, bruising fingertips into the flesh as I angled his hips just enough in order to inch my arousal towards his saliva-coated entrance, giving it a kiss with the tip of my cock. This may not have been our first time but I always made sure to do this properly so that I didn't end up hurting him on accident, as this was nothing like what was drawn in the graphic novels or written by the yaoi-addicted fangirls all over the world-wide web. This could be sloppy, and painful as well.. even for the most experienced of gay couples.
A groan escaped us simultaneously while I worked the head in past the tight ring, shuddering myself when it clenched against the penetration. As much as I wanted to allow that heat to coax me into slamming the full length of my cock into my lover I carefully rocked to loosen the flesh. Minute by minute I managed to slip myself further into his anal cavity, head lolling back and eyes closing.
The experience of making love to him was one that could never be topped, not even by being on the stage and turning yourself over to the freedom of the music as it flowed through you.
When I made love to him we became as one being. Our hearts would pound in sync. Our breaths would hitch into a rhythm until it seemed as if we were both inhaling and exhaling from the same set of lungs. Our thoughts would exchange as effortlessly as our kisses, flesh slapping against flesh, slick with a sheen of perspiration but never losing that connection as we seemed to melt until our very souls came together in tight embrace.
It was so easy to get lost in him. I could stay there forever, almost tempting myself to say ``forget this career.`` As long as I had him and he had me everything was more than perfect. It was Heaven on Earth.
Releasing his hip with one hand, I located his in order to lace our fingers together, dipping my head forward to see that he was looking at me. His face with its eyes partially closed and its lips partially open was more than enough to make my heart pound harder and harder until it may possibly burst from my chest; that look said so much in just that instant..
``Mmm,`` I had just become aware that during my exploration of euphoria I had worked the length of my cock into him entirely so that my pelvis fit neatly against his ass.
When I regarded him with a questioning look he gave me a nod of indication that he wanted me to continue, and so I did, pulling back until most of my flesh had exited him. My breath caught as I then thrust forward in one motion so that I was swallowed once more by the heat and the tightness, moaning deeply.
I repeated this motion until I had gotten us into a steady and comfortable rhythm, picking up speed and eventually depth from there. My aim was to locate his prostate and bestow upon him the utmost pleasure. Our bodies seemed to become entangled as his legs had wrapped themselves around my torso tightly. My hands had slipped around his waist to claim his ass and I hoisted him so that we were sitting up.
God Bless him, he did his best to help me by flattening the balls of his feet against the sheets and pushing down as I was thrusting my hips up, grunting out softly.
We were both slick with sweat and panting heavily, a cry finally escaping him to alert me that I had located his sweet spot, using all that I possessed to slam into it. I was touched when it seemed he was doing his best to restrain his release despite all the teasing I had put him through beforehand; wanting us to experience our release together.
I wanted to fulfill his wish. I would do anything to fulfill any of his wishes. So I picked up more speed if it were possible, not minding as he latched onto my back and scrabbled at the flesh there with his nails, both of us arching as his release splashed onto our torsos and my own was spreading throughout him, even leaking out around the base of my cock a little, our cries echoing back to us from the walls and ceiling.
After regaining myself I was sliding from him, collapsing to the bed at his side as he fell back, smiling. The satisfied look upon his face gave me a feeling of warmth, tugging him close and giving his cheek a kiss.
``Kaoru that was... indescribable..``
It made me happy to hear that. Of course I was always happy to know I had made my lover feel good.
``I love you, Kyo. More than life itself.``
``I love you too, Kaoru.``
After exchanging a nuzzle I covered us up with the comforter, watching him as he drifted off to sleep before drifting off to sleep myself.
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