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Unwept, Unhonored and Unsung	By : theProphet Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 977 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Comment: I’m back again :) This time with a short installment :P I’ve never done a sci-fi fic before, so I hope I won’t fail at it. The sci-fi level is very low, so I hope I’ll do fine XD The idea for this came unexpectedly and it has to do with my current job (which sucks big hairy balls, I hate it). At first I thought – no way I’m writing this, it’s stupid… >_<” In the end, I hope it’s not stupid XD At least now I really want to get this out :P So anyways, comments would be so much welcome! ^^ Hope you enjoy this ^^

I can‘t tear my eyes off the wonderful view before me: a hot red sun slowly descending into the calm blue ocean, painting the sky in wondrous colors and still warming me with its gentle yellow rays. The sand underneath me feels soft and warm and the lazy singing of the forest behind me sooths me like nothing else.
I’ve only seen sunset as beautiful as this in photos and videos, but never before felt what sitting at the beach and watching sunset really meant. And now, accidentally having experienced this, I feel so disappointed I have to leave.
“Hey, Kaoru!”
I turn back and see Die smiling down at me and offering me a bottle of water in his hand. I take it silently and return my eyes back to the sea. Die sits down next to me and puts his hands on his knees.
“Where’s everybody?” I ask.
“They’re already inside, waiting for you to get back.”
I nod, but make no move to stand up.
“We have to keep to the schedule” Die says carefully.
“Is Kyo inside as well?”
The silence makes me look at Die and I see him squirm uncomfortably, not wanting to answer my question.
I give a last glance at the sea and finally stand up. Die follows me, not getting behind more than a few steps. On my way back to the spaceship I greedily drink the water and toss the bottle over my head. Die catches it.
“Don’t be hard on him, Kao” he says and I snort. “He just voiced out what all of us really want, but don’t dare to say.”
I stop immediately and turn to look at him. My old friend. My most trusted companion through many difficult years.
“I won’t say there wouldn’t be anything else I’d want more than to stay in this planet – green, warm, full of life, like a real paradise from a picture. But that’s all it is – a wild dream. We are obliged to fulfill our mission. The entire human race is in danger of extinction and all Kyo can think of is his own well-being and comfortable life.”
“And you as well” Die says, not even faltering for a second.
“This cannot happen” I say slowly and firmly, as if talking to a stubborn child.
“I know, Kaoru” Die says. “But Kyo is… well, Kyo. You know how stubborn he is.”
“I am stubborn as well” I say and turn away from Die.
We walk through thick grass some more time until our little spaceship emerges in the meadow. It looks so out of place in this fairy-tale like scenery – all rusty, grey, dirty and old.
As soon as we come close to the spaceship, I see Kyo lying in the grass and starring at the already darkening sky. Die silently passes through me and enters the spaceship, leaving me and Kyo alone. I come close to him and look down at his dark eyes and black as night hair.
“Come on, Kyo, we have to go.”
He keeps silent, but his face now looks more sad than anything else. And defeated.
“I know we have to” he says silently. “And I want to find those mother fuckers myself, you know that. But I just… For a moment I imagined what it would be like living here with you for the rest of our lives and…”
He sighs deeply and finally looks at me.
“If we would stay here, you’d be with me forever.”
“Kyo, we’ve been through this already many times.”
Kyo stands up heavily and glares at me, disappointment and pain evident in his eyes.
“Kaoru, I need you. A casual conversation or a fuck once in a while is not enough. I want all of you.”
I turn my eyes from him, the intensity of emotions in his eyes is too much to handle.
“If we would stay here, we could be together without any worries. If we’ll go back to Earth, you’ll ditch me and pretend I don’t exist again. I won’t be able to handle it once more.”
His voice cracks in the end and I look at him, surprised. Kyo’s always been the most vicious of all of us, the strongest. But I’ve always been his weakness. The only vulnerable thing about him was me.
“Kyo, it’s not about what you or me want, it’s about saving the fucking human race. That’s what’s most important for me now and it should be for you.”
“I don’t fucking care about the human race!” he spats back, his every word full of anger. “The fucking human race is what’s keeping us apart!”
“No, Kyo, it’s me who’s keeping us apart.”
We could be together – and God knows I want that so much – with the price attached to it. It’s no honor for a soldier to be with another man. Not when human race is slowly decreasing in numbers, not when every child born counts, not when hundreds of people are being kidnapped and shipped from Earth to an unknown direction for an unknown reason and after years of search there still are no leads.
We could be together, but it would mean we’d be forced to leave the squad and not be a part of the search anymore. It meant giving up the opportunity to stop the kidnappings. Because if they will go on, soon there’s going to be a very small number of humans left. We already suffer a lot living on Earth that has turned into one huge wilderness of ice and snow. I was born into this, but I grew up with pictures, videos and stories about hot summers, rain forests, hundreds of different animals, the festivals of sakura blooming and the privilege of eating varieties of delicious food every day.
This planet that I’m now standing on is like an echo of the Earth that used to be – green, warm and full of life.
Now, if we won’t manage to find out who is kidnapping humans and why, it will be the last nail in the human kind’s coffin. They come silently, without us noticing, they wipe out the small or bigger communities, towns or cities and leave, taking all the people with them.
It’s the biggest wound that’s still bleeding profoundly and we will bleed to death, if we won’t find those bastards and deal with them.
And if I’ll now start being open about my relationship with Kyo, we both will be thrown out of the army. That’s the rule. Whoever is not helping the human kind produce babies is nothing but a pleasure seeking self-absorbed fuck that army doesn’t need. And I don’t want that. I want to stay in the army that has been my home since my childhood and find whoever is doing this. I want this to stop. And I know Kyo wants the same. But I guess being with me is his first priority.
I took him up from street, almost freezing to death and starvation, I enrolled him in the army, I supervised him and guided him through everything, until he managed to stand up for himself and became a widely known soldier, famous for his devotion to my squad and his courage. And a slight hint of craziness.
But I guess for him I always remained the one higher than anything else, even his own planet Earth. Earth was the one who almost killed him. I was the one who saved his life. Nobody gave a damn about some homeless young guy, skinny and weak, uneducated, not knowing how to read or write. World was full of bums like him and nobody cared. Women and children was what counted for many, many years. There would always be a guy ready to impregnate all of them, no need for hundreds of blokes with dicks running around. If they’re not in the army, they don’t count. That’s the rule. And I agree with it. Army has been my life since I was born. But for Kyo, I was the one who pulled him out of misery and presented him with a real, comfortable life, I was his beginning, because before me he merely existed, trying to survive in the frozen and snowed-in streets of Tokyo.
So maybe I shouldn’t be hard on Kyo when he puts me before everything else, even before the survival of human kind and the land of ice that Earth has become to be, because they almost killed him and I was the one who saved him.
But I just can’t give up on the life I have now. And I can’t give up on human kind. It hurts too much to think we will get extinct like tigers, lions, eagles, snakes and thousands of other life forms that ever lived on Earth.
If the kidnappings will proceed, the Japanese will be an extinct human race in less than eighty years.
I can’t place this in a second place, after Kyo. I want to stop this. I want this to stop badly.
But so far we have nothing. Only the approximate direction to where they might have taken humans. Our little squad is one of those few who inspect every planet in a concrete radar, trying to see if it’s the planet that humans have been brought to. It takes three days to determine if there is any life form on a planet similar to human beings. If there’s not, we proceed to another planet.
Our every mission lasts for some months and then we get back home to get new directions, change the spaceship if necessary, get the food supplies and go off again. We inspect a specific area and then after coming back to Earth for supplies, get back to a different direction in the same area, where we suspect the kidnappers might be residing.
Mankind has put all it’s resources into building the powerful spaceships. And we’ve got a deadly weapon for those, kidnapping the humans. But we just seem to be unable to locate them.
Suddenly Kyo closes the distance between us and takes my face in his hands, distracting me from my thoughts.
“Kaoru, I feel like we’ll be roaming the space for the rest of our lives, looking for the missing people, and we will eventually die, having never been happy, having never been together.”
“No, Kyo” I take his hands into mine and force his arms off my face. “We will. I promise you one thing – when we will find those bastards, I will be with you. Officially or in any other way you want me to be.”
Kyo looks at me skeptically, clearly not believing my words.
“If we will ever find them, you will want to be a part of a team destroying them. You won’t let Die, Shinya and Toshiya go alone and risk their lives, you’ll go with them. And God knows anything might happen.”
“It’s one of two things, Kyo: either we split up right now and forget everything that’s happened, either you wait until we catch those fuckers and then you’ll get your happily ever after. There’s no third alternative I can offer, Kyo. I’m sorry.”
He pushes me back, looking so hurt and angry that I falter for a second, my heart piercing with pain and going for him immediately. But Kyo turns and disappears inside the spaceship.
I compose myself and follow him.
Until we get off, Kyo does his usual routines and sits in his seat, arms crossed, face hard and emotionless.
Shinya looks worriedly at him every few minutes, but when Shinya was not worried for Kyo? Toshiya just seems not surprised that we fight again and just ignored the whole tense atmosphere in our little main cabin. And Die offered his sympathetic smiles to me.
But as always, there was work to do. And I was the head of this little team.
Responsibilities and obligations to my soldiers came first.
Even if I loved Kyo with my whole rotten, cold heart.
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As soon as we get off and unbuckle our seatbelts, Kyo stands up and leaves. I stare at the vast black and cold space in front of me for a moment.
“Will you be alright alone for a few hours?” I ask, not looking at anyone in particular. It’s degrading how all we have is the control room of a spaceship, a narrow hallway, small kitchen, equipment room and one small bedroom with a shower and a toilet. Even our beds are just two bunks. And that’s all. No privacy whatsoever. No doors that can be closed. Whatever happens in the bedroom can be perfectly well heard in the control room.
But today I try to forget that as I stand up and follow Kyo into the bedroom. Nobody answers my question, because an answer is not needed. They’ll be fine on their own. My question was a simple request not to go into the bedroom for a few hours and not to embarrass me or Kyo if anything that I plan to do will happen.
I find Kyo lying on his bunk, starring at my one above him.
I come closer and sit down, but he ignores me. For a moment I keep silent, hoping Kyo would say something.
“I hate to hurt you” I finally utter, looking at him.
Kyo blinks, unexpecting to hear what I just said, but still doesn’t look at me.
“You know I’ll never change my position, so why do you keep trying and why do you keep making me hurt you?”
Kyo keeps silent, but his hands clench into fists.
I climb on the bed, straddle him and put my hands on both sides of his head. Now Kyo is forced to look me in the eyes.
I lower my hips and grind them over his crotch area.
“So now you wanna fuck?” Kyo asks angrily.
I lower my head as close as possible and whisper, almost touching his lips with mine.
“Yeah, I do…I wanna fuck those stupid thoughts out of your head.”
He suddenly puts his hands on my chest and tries to push me off himself, but I don’t budge. I get a hold of his hands in my one and with another hand unzip his pants.
“Fuck off, Kaoru!”
Kyo struggles half-heartedly. We rarely have sex in spaceship because of the privacy issue.
I put my leg between his thighs and prop my knee at his crotch, so that Kyo wouldn’t escape. He seems to want the closure as much as I do, but resists because he’s angry with me and wants to get back at me at least in this way. And perhaps because he knows Die, Toshiya and Shinya are just right behind the corner and any louder sound is clearly heard to them.
But I ignore it. I need to make up with Kyo.
I force my hand into his pants and grab his cock in my palm. Kyo shudders and looks me in the eyes. And I see he wants it badly. And as if on some kind of unspoken agreement I release him from my grip and he turns me over, in one harsh movement pulls my pants down and pulls his dick from the slit of his pants. Then he wets his fingers with saliva and clumsily attempts to prepare me for penetration. But Kyo is so impatient, that he just props at my hole with his wet fingers impatiently and then I feel the head of his penis at my entrance.
It goes all the way inside me in one harsh thrust and I moan throatily and uncomfortably.
It’s not like I’m a virgin or very tight, but when Kyo treats me roughly, the first few minutes are always a bummer. I hate the initial uncomfortable stretching feeling, the tightness and dryness of the invasion of Kyo’s cock. He’s not too big for me, but when we have long periods of sex deprivation, the first time after a long time is always hard on whoever is on the receiving end. And this time it’s my ass that gets to absorb Kyo’s angry dick.
“Shit” I grit my teeth and close my eyes for a second. While Kyo is on me, already fucking me at a rather slow pace, I manage to kneel on the ground with one of my legs still on the bunk, this way giving the best access ever for Kyo to comfortably fuck me.
“You asked for it” I hear Kyo mumble in my ear throatily.
I don’t say anything in return, but get myself as comfortable in my position as I can and grip the sheets with my left hand to support myself. Kyo takes my right hand into his and we intertwine our fingers.
I feel completely his in a position like this. Kyo fucks me good and I have to bite my lip to prevent from emitting any louder screams. I want to just let go and enjoy it fully, because we never really can. There always was something that we had to be careful of and never could just let go and fuck like crazy, until the headboard of the bed hit the wall, until I couldn’t take it and screamed in pleasure of my release.
There always were people that might hear us. And we always had to pretend we weren’t in love.
If it was a burden for me, for Kyo it was the most devastating thing ever.
Kyo loved me unconditionally. I fucking owned him. I still do. But now Kyo wants other people to know he’s mine.
“Kao” Kyo lets out a muffled moan and from the way his muscles tighten I know he’s close to release. I tighten my grin on his hand, wanting him to feel how much I need him, how much I love the closeness and the intimacy of everything we did.
I feel Kyo’s other hand go down looking for my cock and as he finds it, he starts pumping me really hard, squeezing the living hell out of me. Desperately wanting to make me feel pleasure as if saying ‘look, I can make you come, I can make you feel good, so don’t leave me, please don’t leave me’.
“Kyo… Kyo…”
I suddenly find it hard to breathe. It comes in short sharp spasms, air leaves my lungs in painful bursts and I can’t hold back anymore. I frantically push back to meet his desperate thrusts, thirsty for that all-consuming pleasure to repeat itself over and over again. I feel Kyo’s lips close to my cheek, his breaths exhaled on my skin, his sweating chest, belly, hips and thighs making slapping noises, his whole hard and strong body over me, convulsing in pleasurable spasms because of me.
“F-fuck” I let out through gritted teeth. I don’t want this to end too soon. I want Kyo to keep fucking me, and fucking me, and fucking me. Until I’m just a mass of soft flesh and bones in his strong arms.
Kyo’s movements quicken, his pace gets hard and fast and I meet his thrusts with an even bigger passion. I feel his body convulse and he comes inside me and those few seconds while he comes does the trick for me as well and I follow him soon after.
Kyo collapses over me and I feel the strength in my body disappear. I slump down together with him on his bunk and we just lie there, breathing hard and not managing to do anything else.
Finally Kyo heavily rolls off me and lies next to me on his back. He looks satisfied and relaxed. I get on the bunk now fully and lie next to him. I can’t resist taking his hand into mine and kissing his shoulder lightly.
“I’m sorry” Kyo mumbles, not looking me in the eyes. “I know you’re not going to change your way of living just because I want you to, I know you’re not going to just stop looking for those fuckers and abandon your work and your three loyal friends. But I just…”
I silence him by kissing him on the lips and Kyo finally turns to look at me, his eyes sad and pleading.
“You know what, Kyo? When we’ll get back, I’m going to use the ten day holiday I have and take you to The Resort.”
“The Resort?” Kyo gapes at me, not believing. And I’m not surprised at that. Only the most rich and influential people can afford and get a place in The Resort. It’s a sunny hot heaven under one big roof with everything you might want. It has a hotel with an artificial beach and seaside, with hot ‘sun’ shinning down on the sand, with a worry free atmosphere and hundreds of ways to relax.
Living on a land of snow and ice The Resort is like the last heaven on Earth. And most of the people die without ever stepping anywhere closer than the fence of the massive building.
“Yes, The Resort, Kyo. An acquaintance of mine owes me big time and he promised me to get a room anytime I want. So I’ll remind him of that favor he owes me when we’ll get back.”
Kyo looks at me amazed and slowly a small smile creeps on his face.
“It would definitely be the best holiday on Earth ever.”
“I knew you’d like it” I smile to him and kiss him on the lips.
I want to say I love him, but I guess he knows. I wouldn’t be risking my whole life’s dream of being in an army because of some casual fuck. But I’d be risking with anything I have for Kyo.
“Kaoru?”
“Yeah?”
Kyo smiles to me so warmly, that my heart goes for him immediately. I lean in and kiss his soft full lips greedily.
“Do you really promise to be with me officially when we find those fuckers and leave army?”
“I do” I assure him. I’d be giving up a lot, but at least I wouldn’t be thrown out in the street after my whole life in an army. I have already assured myself home and stable income whatever happens, so I’m not that afraid of the future alone with Kyo. But I just can’t leave until so much hasn’t been done.
“After we find them, we’ll move in together and you’ll be around me 24/7. If that doesn’t scare you off, you are more than welcome to stick around for the rest of my life.”
Kyo laughs and kisses me on the lips.
“Promise?” he asks.
“I promise.”
And we sealed the deal with one more final kiss.

TBC

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