Four Things to Do Before I Leave | By : FollowingTheWolvesSteps Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Avenged Sevenfold Views: 1126 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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No one thought things would turn out this way. When the band was formed no one expected it to happen. Brian wasn’t supposed to get drafted and go to war.
Michelle had greeted Brian as soon as he walked through the door. Nothing around the house had changed accept maybe a picture or two and it had been cleaned. The couple spent the next week together in a tangle of limbs. Brian, trying to ignore the fact that he found a positive pregnancy test in bathroom drawer, wrapped in a piece of cloth.
The day he got the paper saying the day he was to be shipped out and realization hit him, Brian wrote a list of things to do before he was to go to war. Out of all the things that he wanted in the world Brian only wrote four things down on paper.
And that list is how Brian wound up staying at Matt’s for the next few days. He confronted Michelle, packed his bags and called his friend. Matt willingly took him in even through Val was a bit angry that Brian left her sister. After talking to Michelle the first night Brian was staying with them Val went off on Brian; with all the guys around.
“Seriously Brian, I understand that you are scared to go to war but dumping your fiancé is not the way to end things before you leave.” Val tried to stay calm as she looked down at Brian as he sat on the couch. Matt was to his left, Zack to his right; both of them had a controller in their hands. Jimmy and Johnny were sitting on the armchairs; Jimmy’s eyes wide. Brian hadn’t told him yet, for a reason.
“I had my reasons for leaving your sister Val.” Brian looked directly at her as if challenging Val to keep pushing.
“You left her because she’s pregnant!” All the other males in the room had a look of disbelief on their faces, they looked over at Brian as if to confirm.
“You don’t know shit Val so back off.” Brian nearly growled grabbing his cup from the coffee table Brian walked over to the back door; lighting a cigarette once it was cracked open.
“No I won’t back off! You left my sister because she is pregnant Brian, do you want your kid to grow up without a dad?” Val’s voice became higher pitched by the second; Matt stood from the couch and placed a hand on Val’s shoulder to calm her. She shrugged him off.
“It’s not my fucking kid!” Very rarely does Brian yell, especially at Val. “When you were talking to your sister she failed to mention the fact that she’s only four months pregnant didn’t she? Incase you hadn’t noticed Val we were on tour for a half of a fucking year!”
“Don’t raise your voice to me Brian. I don’t care if the kid’s not yours, you still didn’t have to leave her.” Val’s words made every male in the room cringe.
“You know what; leaving her was the first thing on my list of things to do after I found out I’m being drafted. Sitting here and being yelled at by you is not on that list.” Brian took a step out the back door and turned around to face her. “You know I never thought you would be the kind to support cheating but I guess I was wrong.”
Brian sat outside for the next ten minutes alone, fiddling with his folded piece of paper. Jimmy was the first to try to confront him in any sort of way. The drummer quietly made his way out of the house and took a seat across the table from Brian.
“Why didn’t you tell me you were being shipped off?” Jimmy spoke quietly. “I was the only one who didn’t know.”
“I was going to tell you tonight I swear James.” Brian looked up from the table; Jimmy immediately noticed the tears welled up in his friends eyes.
“Why was I the last to know?” Biting his tongue Jimmy held in the reply he really wanted to speak. “Were you even going to tell me, or were you planning on packing up and going.”
“No, I was going to tell you when the time was right.” A quiet sniffle filled the silence as the guitarist held back his sadness.
“When is the right time to tell one of your best fucking friends that you are being shipped off to go to war!” Jimmy nearly screamed, tears welling in his own eyes. “Why did they all know before me?”
“I wanted to tell you the right way.” Brian nearly whispered. “I wanted to somehow soften the blow some. Fuck James you and I have known each other since high school, out of all of us we were always the closest.”
Silence filled the area. A single tear leaked down Brian’s face. “I guess I didn’t want to tell you because if you knew it would be real. I’m scared shitless Jim. My right hand man isn’t going to be there to watch my back and that terrifies me. What if I get out there and fuck up somehow and wind up dead. There is no guarantee that I will be coming back and I can’t stand that this is one of the last times I will ever be able to see you guys again. Please don’t be mad at me right now Jim that’s the one thing I can’t handle at a time like this.”
A sob slipped out. More tears fell. The drummer stood and rounded the table, wrapping his arms around his best friend. Never to be the one to fall apart Brian felt strange, being comforted by his best friend; being held by a man. Jimmy pulled Brian up into a standing position and clutched onto the guitarist as if his life depended on it.
“You know I love you right?” Jimmy whispered as he rocked their massive forms in a comforting manor.
“Yeah I know. You know the same right?” Brian asked not being able to say the words without sobbing. He pulled away and their gazes locked. In that moment Jimmy saw something he never thought he would, fear. Brian was honestly scared. “I think I’m going to head to bed.”
“We should meet up tomorrow. Do something for old time’s sake.” Jimmy stated with a smile on his face.
“Yeah, we should head to the beach.” Brian suggested.
“I’ll call you in the morning.” Jimmy gave his friend one last hug before Brian headed into the house.
Jimmy let out a big sigh, flopping down in the chair, rubbing his temples. He sat there for a few minutes until something caught his attention. A folded up piece of paper lay on the table right were Brian had been sitting. Jimmy looked around him to make sure no one was watching as he snatched the paper off the table. He opened it slowly to see if anything was even on it. Familiar writing covered part of the page.
Things to do before I die:
1. Break up with Michelle.
2. Come out to my friends and family.
3. Somehow express my feelings for Jimmy.
4. Have sex at least once before leaving.
“I can make two of four happen before you leave Brian; don’t you worry about that.” Jimmy whispered to himself with a smirk on his face, he had always had a suspicion about Brian’s sexuality. Pocketing the paper Jimmy decided it was time for him to depart for the night.
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At the beach Jimmy decided to test the waters. Slowly he stood from his large beach towel. Slowly stripping his shirt away Jimmy watched Brian from the corner of his eye. He had to know what Brian had meant about expressing his feelings for him. If he had a thing for Jimmy then that’s okay but he didn’t just want to assume that’s what those words meant.
The band had found a secluded spot surrounded by large rocks many years ago, since then any time they meet on the beach that’s where they go. Since the area was so private Jimmy had no qualms as he took his swimming shorts off as well. A small gasp was heard as he bent over, his rear facing Brian, while taking the shorts off of his feet.
Jimmy lied back down on his towel, stomach down. “Hey man can you lotion me?” He asked Brian with a strait face.
“Uh, yeah I guess.” Brian stood and grabbed the sun tan lotion from Jimmy’s hand. He tried to ignore the fact that his best friend was naked in front of him but it was kind of hard to once he was touching Jimmy’s warm skin. The lotion was cold and it sent a little shiver down Jimmy’s spine.
Brian slowly worked the lotion into his friends back and eventually moved to his feet and worked his way up. When he got to Jimmy’s rear the drummer never expected his friend to put lotion on that too but Brian was full of surprises lately. He was quick about it, not lingering too long but Jimmy could tell that Brian enjoyed it when his friend sat back down; trying to hide the tent in his shorts.
Jimmy smirked into his arm, an idea popped into his head and he rolled over. Instead of asking Brian to do his front and look suspicious, Jimmy took his time massaging the lotion into his legs and chest before lying back. He squirted some lotion into his palm, looking at the creamy liquid for a second before slowly moving his hand down and coating his dick.
Jimmy caught Brian watching as he massaged his balls. Slowly he got hard; making it seam like it was just from the rub down but Jimmy knew the truth. It was because Brian was watching him pleasure his most intimate parts.
Slowly Jimmy stood from his towel and walked to the water edge. He could feel Brian’s gaze follow him. He flexed his muscles as his toes touched the cold water. Jimmy didn’t want to wait so he walked out as quickly as he could and dove into the water. When he popped back to the surface he saw Brian watching where he had just dived. “Are you coming in or not?”
“Yeah give me a minute.” Brian slowly stood from his spot and made his way to the water. Like Jimmy he immersed himself quickly and came up spitting water from his mouth. Chuckling Jimmy decided now might be a good time to mess with his best friend; he slowly made his way over to Brian with a big smirk. “What?”
Without any warning Jimmy jumped him, dunking them both under water. He came up laughing at the astonished look Brian had on his face. It was as if he had never been dunked before. “Alright that’s it.” Brian stated before pouncing knocking them both back, no doubt starting a wrestling match between the two.
At one point Brian picked Jimmy up to dunk him but instead of being let go Jimmy wrapped his legs around Brian’s middle. “If I go down so do you.” Brian gulped, feeling the hard rod against his stomach. Shouldn’t that have gone down by now? I mean it was only a few strokes to get his jollies off for a second right? In that moment Brian realized that his hands were holding Jimmy up by his rear. Eyes wide he let go, shocked at the same time Jimmy had purposely rubbed himself up Brian’s stomach.
“Let go.” Brian stated in a panicked voice. What if Jimmy could feel his boner or something? He hadn’t been the one jerking off earlier; he had gotten hard watching and wrestling with a very sexy, naked man.
Jimmy let go immediately thinking that his assumptions were incorrect. Brian didn’t really feel that way for him, how Jimmy hoped he did. He watched as Brian stumbled his way out of the water and onto the beach. When he flopped down onto his towel he used part of it to cover his groin.
Jimmy joined him moments later; deciding to slip his shorts back on. When he lay back down he looked over at Brian who had slipped on his sunglasses. “Look, I’m sorry I freaked you out okay.”
“What?” Brian asked, being pulled out of his thoughts by the last few words Jimmy had said.
“I said I’m sorry for freaking you out, I shouldn’t have jumped you like that.” Jimmy couldn’t look at Brian anymore and gazed out at sea.
“No, don’t be its fine.” Brian sighed leaning back on his elbows. “It’s not what you did that freaked me out. It’s what I was doing.”
“What were you doing?” Jimmy looked over at him with curiosity.
“Nothing Jim, don’t worry about it.” Brian closed his eyes and let his head fall back between his shoulders. He didn’t register his best friend moving until he felt gentle hands on his abdomen. Slowly his lids flickered open to see Jimmy with his palms on his stomach, slightly leaning over him.
“Honestly Brian, what were you doing that you shouldn’t?” Jimmy was curious; did Brian want to do things with him, to him?
“Just drop it okay.” Brian nearly demanded sending a slight glare to Jimmy. No way was he going to get him to admit the reason he got scared. Fuck he had barely admitted to himself that he wanted to touch Jimmy in those ways. His eyes went wide when he felt the blanket being ripped form his middle and a hand rested on his bulge.
“Does it have something to do with this?” Jimmy just barely caught the blush on Brian’s cheeks.
“Jim-” His words were cut off by a moan escaping his throat when Jimmy added pressure and gently rubbed. Jimmy took that as incentive and dipped his hand into Brian’s trunks, grabbing a hold of the hot flesh. A startled gasp left the guitarists lips. His eyes widened with realization when Jimmy started to lower his trunks. The man of his fucking dreams was touching him in ways he could only ever imagine. “What are-, ooh, why?”
“I want to make you feel good.” Jimmy whispered, he couldn’t see Brian’s eyes through the glasses but he imagined those brown pools clouded over with lust.
“Fuck,” Brian’s head fell back once more allowing Jimmy to nibble at his neck. Slowly he kissed his way down Brian’s neck. Taking a nipple into his mouth he teased it gently with his teeth and tongue. The moan he earned was more than enough to encourage him to continue downward.
With his tongue Jimmy traced Brian’s abs, nipping the skin at his belly button. Brian let out a breathy moan when those luscious lips touched the tip of his erection. The tip of Jimmy’s tongue pressed into Brian’s slit; licking out a bead of pre-come. When Jimmy took a bit more of his length in Brian let out a loud moan. Swirling his tongue Jimmy bobbed his head, taking more of the large erection into his mouth each time.
Jimmy eventually got to a point where he could take all of Brian in, swallowing around his arousal. “Oh, Jim,” Brian groaned tangling his right hand in his best friends hair. Shallow pants left his lips each time Jimmy bobbed his head. Brian quickly learned that each time he gently pulled his friends hair it earned him a moan; and moans felt good.
Jimmy slipped his hand into his shorts and began playing with himself.
Brian could feel the heat rising through his lower body. His muscles slowly tensed, his toes pointed. “Close.” Was all he got out; Jimmy started sucking harder in that instant. Brian took that as a hint to let go. Each spurt hit the back of Jimmy’s throat, making him slightly gag before swallowing.
After Brian had come Jimmy used his free hand to hold himself up over his friend as he pumped his own dick. Brian took initiative and started stroking Jimmy with his own hand. The drummer straddled Brian and threw his head back. Brian’s strokes became faster matching Jimmy’s pants. A loud moan left Jimmy’s lips as he tensed and came. The first shot flew over Brian’s head; the second was purposely aimed to land on his slightly hairy chest.
Jimmy fell back onto his towel panting. No one said anything as they calmed down. Jimmy grabbed the piece of paper out of his near by bag and handed it to Brian, who cautiously opened it, to realize it was his list. “How did you get this?”
“You dropped it last night.” Jimmy pulled his shorts up to cover his privates. “I want to know what you meant by that list.”
“Those are things I wanted to do before I left.” Brian blushed not meeting Jimmy’s gaze as he too got dressed.
“I know but what did you mean about telling me?” Jimmy let his pointer finger trace his abs as he lay back.
“Jim- I- I’ve had these feelings for a long time.” Brian stuttered out his cheeks reddening even more. “I didn’t understand them but I think I’m starting too.”
“What do you think you are starting to understand?” Jimmy scooted over more towards his friend, placing his hand on Brian’s arm for comfort.
“I’m starting to feel things for you James; as more than a friend.” Brian admitted slipping off his glasses and rubbing at his eyes.
“Good.”
“Good? How is that good?”
“Because maybe I feel the same way.” Jimmy crawled over to Brian placing his lips to the younger mans. A quiet moan of surprise sounded from Brian’s throat.
“Really?” Brian asked, dazed as they broke apart.
“Yes really.” Jimmy pecked his lips once more. Raising his brow with a slight smirk he spoke. “Now how about we knock the other two things off that list?”
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