Sleeping With Ghosts

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Gerard

There is absolutely nothing like sex with Brian. It's almost like masturbating with someone else, because he's not there in the typical sense and he doesn't get anything out of it. That part disappointed me a bit, because I'd been with other boys my age, and I enjoyed giving pleasure along with receiving. A couple times Brian even watched me with those boys, so he knew that I liked to suck. He also knew other little tricks I liked, tricks that could bring me to my knees if I were standing. I smiled about it as he pulled my pants down around my knees.

He knew my favorite too, and as he kissed his way up my inner thigh I knew he meant to do it. His hand slowly came up and started to stroke me, and I moaned. His fingers were light on my cock, then fell away as his mouth enveloped me. Now you'd think I wouldn't be able to feel anything, but that's where you'd be wrong. It wasn't like a regular mouth either. It was like his mouth was full of honey as he did this to me.

Brian was sucking me gently, making me moan and grit my teeth as I bucked my hips upwards. One of the few perks of Brian's condition, I didn't have to worry about choking him. And when one of his fingers slipped inside of me, I had to bite my lip to keep from screaming. I'd slammed my eyes closed and shivered as I enjoyed what Brian was doing, what he was causing in me. For the first time in a long time I didn't feel ashamed one little bit.

I took hold of the bed sheets, twisting them in my grip as Brian sucked harder, faster, moving his fingers in time with the bobbing of his head. He'd slipped another into me and I couldn't remember when he'd done it. I only figured it out as he forced a third finger into me and I thrashed my head to the side, biting the pillow there so my scream was muffled.

No, not long now... My body was completely hay wiring and Brian knew it, which was why he was sucking hard enough that he might have sucked my dick right off. His fingers were violently thrusting into me, stabbing at my prostate and that did it. I clenched my teeth again, suppressing one last cry as I came hard all over myself.

I was gasping as I felt Brian's cool hand wiping the sweat from my brow. "Shh... You need to calm down Gerard. Don't want you having a heart attack on me." My breathing started to even out and I nodded, opening my eyes and looking at him. "I wish I knew how you do that." I said to him, then gave a contented chuckle. "Lots of practice love, lots of practice." He replied.

I reached out a shaky hand, pulling a towel out from under my bed so I could clean myself off. Brian actually helped me to sit up so I could do this, I was just that beat. "There now... Think you can sleep?" He asked once I was completely clean. "Yeah but..." I struggled and finally managed to pull up my pants. "But what?" I looked at him, feeling almost desperate as I asked, "Would you stay with me? Please? Just hold me until I fall asleep?"

Brian blinked in surprise then gave me the most beautiful grin. "Of course. Come on, we don't need you completely tuckered out." I crawled under the sheets and rolled onto my side, facing the wall. When I felt him spoon against me, laying a kiss on my cheek, I felt a hell of alot better and was able to quickly fall asleep.