Not such a bad idea! | By : KarinVAM Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 4759 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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“Goddamnit Ryan.” Bam cursed under his breath, hearing Ville chuckle against his skin. He so did not want to get up and open the door right now. Not when he was finally laying here with the man he truly loved, naked, and in the wonderful afterglow of their lovemaking. It was all so perfect and Dunn was ruining it. Fucking idiot.
“Bam, Bam answer me!”
“I thought he went to Europe?” Ville groaned, not really liking the bagging on the door, since he was now starting to feel he did indeed drink too much last night.
“I guess he came home early. Fucking wonderful timing.” Bam responded, signing and cuddling up to Ville even more. If they would just ignore him, he would probably go away.
“Bam, Bam I’m going to slam in the door if you don’t open it!”
Or maybe not.
“FUCK RYAN, WHAT DO YOU WANT?” Bam shouted, lifting his head so he wasn’t screaming in Ville’s ear.
“Dude, why did you scream? Are you hurt?”
Was he hurt? He shifted and winched a little when he felt a burning pain in his ass. Oh yeah, that’s right. So he was in a bit of pain …But hurt?
“NO! GO AWAY. Why are you here anyway?”
“I came back early.” Ryan answered, still standing in the hallway and not going anywhere.
“I told you.” Bam whispered, turning to face Ville and hissing when that move gave him another jolt of the same pain. He wouldn’t be able to sit for days. In a strange and twisted way, that though actually turned him on.
“Bammie, are you alright? Oh my god, I hurt you.” Ville whimpered, stroking Bam’s face and looking at him with big, concerned eyes.
“Bam….. Who is in there with you?”
Oh shit. They exchanged a look.
Busted.
Bam just groaned softly, and place a feather light kiss on Ville’s pouting lips, smiling. “You didn’t hurt me baby; I’m just a little sore is all. I am totally fine.” He whispered sweetly before nuzzling his neck, ignoring Ryan completely.
“Bam, I asked you something!”
Ville chuckled again, rubbing Bam’s back in slow, lazy circles and playing with the curls in his brown hair.
“He’s starting to sound like you mum now Bammie. Are you just gonna ignore him?”
Bam giggled, rubbing his cheek against Ville’s chest. Not really caring what Ryan was thinking or saying at all. He was here, on the better side of the door. It was all good.
“Ville? Is that Ville in there with you?”
Oh, guess he figured it out.
“Yo Dunn, what did I just tell you. Get lost you stupid fuck.” Bam groaned loudly towards the door, still resting his head on top of Ville’s warm torso.
“It’s Ville isn’t it?”
Then there was a silence. A little gasp and a; “Oh my god.” From the other side of the door. Ryan was probably catching on. The moans and the screaming had given it away. Bam signed, not caring that much. Ryan could be such a bitch sometimes, but he wouldn’t betray them, tell anyone or judge them in the end. He was a true friend.
“Yes dude, it’s Ville in here with me. Now go away.”
“Oh my god dude, you guys are….together aren’t ya?”
Bam was about to say something like; Yes, Ville is my boyfriend. Get used to it!
But one very important though stopped him. Were they together? Did Ville want to be with him, or was this a one time deal? He had told him he loved him and that this wasn’t some fling but…..was he his boyfriend?
Bam lifted his head to look at Ville, and stared right into his green eyes, seeing the same doubt and fears he was struggling with in them. But then the corners of Ville’s lips curled into a warm smile. Letting Bam know how he felt about them without saying a word.
Bam’s whole face lit up and his eyes sparkled with happiness, knowing that the one he loved more then anything felt the same way.
“Yes, Ryan.” He answered his friend, this time without the shouting, but still loud enough for Ryan to hear it. His eyes never left Ville’s, trapped in a loving gaze and trying to realize what this meant. They were together, as a couple, yes. He was….his boyfriend. Ville was his boyfriend. It would change everything, but he didn’t care. This was the first time he every felt like he was doing something that was truly the right thing. And he knew Ville shared this thought with him.
“For real? Oh my god, so when I heard you scream it was because you guys…Oh my god, I feel sick.”
But Bam didn’t even hear him. Ville didn’t even hear him. They just smiled and reached out to each other, Wrapping up in a warm, loving and very naked embrace and sweetly kissing each others lips.
Ryan went on shouting how grossed out he was, but when he heard nothing but kissing noises and soft moans he stopped and signed in defeat.
“Ok, well….I is happy for you guys. But I am so out of here.”
“Thanks Ryan.” Ville and Bam yelled, giggling and making out like a couple of teenagers.
“Yeah well…But you better tell Ape and Phil about this soon.”
His voice faded as he walked away, and Ville started to lay them both back down on the bed so he could continue to kiss the boy in his arms. Or better said; His new boyfriend.
But Bam untangled himself from the sheets and Ville’s limps, sitting up like lightning had struck him and crawling to the side of the bed, holding his head with his hands.
“Oh god.” He moaned, and heard Ville calling his name from the other side of the bed, reaching out for him and hugging his back to his chest.
“Bammie was it wrong darling?” he whispered, his voice shaking a bit in fear. Had this made Bam realize what they had just done, and that it was a mistake? Ville knew he wouldn’t be able to take that if it happened.
“Ryan is right.” Bam groaned, still holding his head. Ville felt his bottom lip starting to tremble. No, this wasn’t happening. He finally got what he wanted, and now Bam agreed with Ryan on this being sick. His stomach almost turned at the idea of being rejected.
“I have to tell Ape and Phil. How the fuck am I going to do that? Oh my god.”
Bam was seriously concerned that his parents would freak out over him being….with a man. He didn’t care about anyone else, but his parents…. He loved them, and secretly searched for their approval. What if they would hate him?
“Oh Bammie, thank god.” Ville signed, letting out giggle that sounded a lot like a sob. His arms hugged Bam even tighter to his chest, but he let go when Bam spun in his arms, facing Ville with an angry frown on his angelic face.
“What the fuck do you mean? This is seriously freaking me out here, and all you say is ‘thank god’? He sneered, instantly regretting his little outburst, but frustrated Ville didn’t seem to care about his problem with his parents.
“No Bam, sweetheart.” Ville susses him gently; still just happy Bam wasn’t leaving him. “I though you were talking about…all the other stuff Ryan said.”
Bam froze for a second before his eyes widened and the angry frown disappeared. Being replaced by a shocked and sad look this time.
“What? Ville no, I would never say something like that. Never. I love you. I’ll be with you until you get tired of me.” He assured him, stroking the bridge of Ville’s nose and nodding his head to underline his words.
“I’ll never get tired of you, darling.” Ville smiled, before taking Bam’s fingers of his nose and kissing the fingertips. Bam looked at him like he was in some sort of trance, lost in Ville’s green, loving gaze and the lips that caressed his skin, but was rudely awakened from it when Ville dropped his hand and got off the bed, searching for clothes.
“You don’t have to……”
“Just needing a smoke love, I’ll be right back. Ville found his pants and shirt on the floor and pulled them on before kneeling next to the bed where Bam was sitting, taking his hands and looking into his eyes.
“Don’t worry Bam, listen. Your parents love you more then anything. April is always worried about you and so is Phil. It’s because they love you very much and don’t want anything to happen to you. You’ve pulled them trough so much crap, but they’re still here, with you. Don’t you see Bam; they only want to see you happy. And if you tell them this is what you want, I’m sure they will be totally fine with it.”
“Really?” Bam asked him, looking a bit like a little boy, besides the fact he was very naked and in the body of a not so little boy.
“Really, baby.” Ville smiled, kissing his lips before standing up and grabbing his cigarettes. He turned around in the doorway, seeing Bam now curled up in the purple sheets on his bed.
“And Bam, you don’t have to tell them yet, if you don’t want to. Do it when you’re ready. A lot of people will be shocked: Friends, family, colleges, fans. We’ll probably lose some of these people, but that is when you find out who truly cares about you. It will hurt but it will be fine. We have each other.”
He assured the sheet covered Bam, only showing the mop of brown curls and Bam’s bright blue eyes.
“It will be more then fine.” Bam responded, smiling and pulling on the sheets so he could blow a kiss to Ville.
“Hurry back, I’m already missing you.” He signed, rolling onto his stomach, and waving his feet in the air.”
“You are such a girl.” Ville giggled, catching the kiss and blowing it back to Bam.
“Ville!”
“Miss you too baby.”
Hello my babies *uses a low sexy voice* LOL, so yeah, new chapter! I'm not extremely happy with this one, cause yeah, not a lot of action and all, but hey it is one of those chapter you have to write to get somewhere with the next chapter. I hope you understand! Had to keep writing though, cause I'm getting death treats now LOL Thanks darlings for the wonderful reviews! I squeal like a retard when I read them, so when there is no update, I'm in a mental institution =P (no worries, I won't let the men in white coats get me!) 2 chapter and one Epilogue are still on the way. My school has started again, and things are going a little slow, but I'll update soon! Anyway, I also made some wallpapers, and remember I'm just starting with it so I still suck ;-), but if you want check them out here: http://s104.photobucket.com/albums/m183/KarinVAM/
Ok now, Here is some VAM lemon cheesecake for you, enjoy! But since I am baking my ass off for you sweethearts, please leave a review for me! *wink* If you do you can join me and Ville and Bam jumping on Bam's bed like crazy people (I would love to see that btw, just without me....wait, maybe not...I don't know=P) I'm sorry I just feel a little jumpy =P Ok, gotta read some stupid schoolbook. Love you all!
Greetings and Love,
Karin
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