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Sugar, We're Going Down	By : EmilyRose Category: My Chemical Romance > Slash - Male/Male Views: 2889 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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A/N: This part is mostly for GothBeauty because I accedentally made her cry with the last part.
But also for lolo313, cutegirl12356 and LilyRose.

It's short, because I don't know what to do next.
Should there be a few more parts and then be over with, or should I continue the story?
Tell me, there will be no more until I know what to do haha!

Disclaimer: I don't own Gerard, but I know damn well he likes sucking my cock! (Yeah, I'm a girl... but for Gerard I can be anything!)

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Frank had no idea how long he had been sitting in that chair next to Gerard's lifeless body. It may have been hours, or days, or even months. He didn't care, he didn't move an inch. Frank still clutched the two items to his chest, and he wouldn't let anyone take them away from him. It felt like if he let them go he was somehow letting Gerard go as well. And that was something he couldn't do. Something he wouldn't do. He loved Gerard with all his heart and he couldn't bare to let him go.

They were his, his and no one else's. Mikey had begged to read Gerard's note when they were in the waiting room. But Frank hadn't let him; he had cried and batted Mikey's hands away. He had cried in such an anguish way that Mikey had taken a few steps back in shock. Frank had knelt and he had thrown his head back, and almost howling with sorrow.

Both Ray and Bob had tried to approach him but he had cried even louder and just screamed at them to leave him alone. After a few minutes they did so, and Frank had cried until he could barely breathe. It took three nurses to get him to calm down, and some sedative. When he was calm enough they allowed him into Gerard's room where he sat down on a chair next to Gerard's bed. Since then he hadn't moved, not even flinched when the others had tried to beg him to eat.

They were all so worried, both about Gerard and about Frank. The doctors said that it was a miracle Gerard was still alive, but if he didn't wake up soon… well… you get the picture.

The thoughts in Frank's head were terrible. He was thinking about death, he was thinking about life, but mostly he was thinking about Gerard. He had read his suicide note what seemed to be a million times. He had read it out loud when he was alone with Gerard, and he read it quietly when there was someone in the room with them.

Mikey sat on the opposite side of the hospital bed looking sad. Ray and Bob were out getting something to eat for them. Frank should perhaps know that Mikey was just as sad as him, since it was his brother lying there with his eyes closed. But Frank didn't care about anything except Gerard.

He kept saying in his head 'if he dies I'm going to follow' over and over. And that was something he really meant. If Gerard died, there wasn't a doubt in his mind that he wouldn't follow.

"Don't say that." Mikey whispered sadly and that made Frank realize he had accidentally spoken his thoughts out loud. "It's true." Was all he said before letting the room fall into a deep silence again.

Mikey sat there feeling horrible; the smell of hospital was getting to him already. He looked around the small and white room while trying to suppress the hunger his body felt.

So many people had visited Gerard in the past few days. Frank's parents and Gerard's parents, and all their closest friends and family. They had tried to get Frank to eat something, all of them, but no one succeeded. He scared his mother half to death when he stood up suddenly and pushed her hard away from himself. "I DON'T FUCKING CARE ABOUT FOOD YOU WHORE!" he screamed on top of his lungs before sitting down again.

His mothers' bottom lip had started to tremble as she walked out to the waiting room. Gerard's mother Donna had followed her and tried to calm her down. She told her he didn't really mean it, that he was just upset.

Frank wasn't upset. Frank was dying. For every second that passed in which Gerard didn't open his eyes Frank died a little bit more.

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"Frank?" Came a hoarse voice suddenly from Gerard's lips. At the moment Frank was alone in Gerard's room, and at first he thought he had imagined it. He lifted his gaze to Gerard's pale face and gasped when he saw that the older man was indeed awake.

"Oh God." Was all he could let out before he broke down. Gerard held his weak and thin arms out for Frank who took the invite and crawled into the hospital bed next to Gerard.

They cried together, no words needed to be said at the moment. They both knew how sorry the other was, for everything, and that was all that meant something. They clutched to each other as if there was no tomorrow and they both choked on their tears.

If someone had walked into the room at that moment, what they would have seen were two heartbroken men, clinging to each other for dear life while trying to show the other how they felt. There is a saying that beauty is skin deep, but in that room beauty was everywhere. No man or woman could possible find the scene in that room anything other then beautiful and so right. Not even a homophobic could've stopped tears of happiness from forming in their eyes.

What they didn't notice was that four people walked in to the room to see them. A doctor, Mikey, Donna and Linda. However when they saw the two boys sharing that emotional moment they all backed out quietly.

"Please forgive me." Gerard choked out when all their tears had been spilt. Frank didn't reply, he just shifted his body a little so he could look the older man in his eyes. "I love you." He said before closing the distance between them and kissing him softly on his lips. The kiss was slow and gentle, but still it had so much emotion in it.

Frank felt his whole body tingling with sensation as they kissed. He had longed so much to kiss those sweet, soft lips again. And he had feared so much that he would never be able to do so. Just thinking about never kissing Gerard again caused a few stray tears find their way down his cheek.

Frank finally pulled away and sat up, looking down on the weak Gerard.
"Please never leave me." Frank whispered as he wiped his tears away. Gerard shook his head and closed his eyes for a few moments before opening them again.

"Marry me?" He said quietly when he saw the two items Frank was still holding to his chest. Frank moved his hands down from his chest and looked at his hands. At first he looked at the black book, but after a few seconds he slowly put it away. Then he stared at the ring for a few seconds before gently placing it on his finger. "We need to find you a ring too." He whispered to Gerard as he lay down with his head on the older mans chest.

That's how he wanted to spend forever. Lying with the man he loved, his head on his chest, and listening to his heartbeats.

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A/N: So tell me damnit what to do xD
haha!

(I'm also in the middle of moving right now, so... yeah...)
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