Endless Rain | By : Kimigurl Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > S.K.I.N. Views: 1690 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of S.K.I.N or Dir en Grey. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
AN: This chapter is basically a starting point for a turn, this is the last real 'straight fluff' chapter I think for awhile. It will take a darker turn next chapter as you will see...but don't worry! you'll like it...I promise >:)
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Chapter 9
Together
Yoshiki made his way to the roof, he had a strange feeling what he was looking for was up there.
And when he opened the door he found he was right as Kaiora right as Kaiora was looking over the city on the other side of the pool.
She turned at the sound of the opening door and when she saw him a shy smile appeared on her face. “Yoshiki” she said.
He walked up and stared at her, she looked beautiful over the city. “How are you?” he asked.
She placed a hand through her hair, “I’m fine, a little tired but that may be because of the pills.”
He nodded, “I...I was hoping to talk to you...about what happened in Vegas” he said.
She blushed at the memory of their piano session “Okay...”
An awkward silence enveloped them before Yoshiki spoke “Did you...I mean. Do you, regret it?”
She turned up to look at him, her face was pink “Well...no.”
He smiled as her ‘no’ sounded more like a squeak than anything, but at the same time he did have something to say. “Kaiora” he said, “I don’t want to put you in a position of...well..I don’t want to cause you problems.”
Confusion entered her eyes, “Problems?” she asked.
“Well, right now I suspect you are still quite vulnerable” he told her “I think what’s happening is you’re looking for comfort, and while I do want to be there for you...”
“You think that I’m dillusional in my feelings for you?”
‘Feelings?’ “Well, I’m much older than you, and you just...”
“Yoshiki...”
She leaned up and pressed her lips to his, and as her lips once again nibbled against his and her hands wrapped around his shoulders he felt that feeling return. He leaned into her wrapping his arms around her waist. He devoured her lips with his, opening his mouth slightly his tongue reached into her mouth to taste her. She moaned against him as her hands travelled to the back of his neck and began to massage it. He groaned, where did she learn to use her hands?
Letting go she then leaned into his ear “Does this feel like a problem?” she rasped as she licked his outer lobe.
He turned his head and took her lips into his once again, not wanting to say anything, he wanted to keep her as close as possible. His arms wrapped around her and while she had to admit she was a little chilly before, she felt nothing but heat now. She took a step back as he took a step forward, and they continued until her back hit the railing, she suddenly squealed as he lifted her and placed her on the railing, her legs wrapped around him as he stepped between them. He let go of her mouth once again and began a slow torturous journey with his lips and tongue down her neck, he moaned again as she pressed into him “Yoshiki” she groaned.
He suddenly felt himself begin to get excited, yet at the same time the moment felt too right to push away, “I don’t want to hurt you” he whispered against her.
Her breath was once again laboured as she rested her head on his shoulder “Then don’t hurt me” she replied as she nibbled against his neck.
He leaned back and kissed her cheek before resting their foreheads together “What do you want from me?”
At that moment she could ask anything of him and he would do it. Her entire being was intoxicating him “Just you.”
She wrapped her arms tighter around him as the two embraced “Yoshiki” she whispered “let me be with you. Don’t push me away, don’t make me lose someone else I care for.”
Yoshiki felt the tears hit his shoulder and he pulled away in shock. He straightened when he saw the tears falling from her eyes, the thought that he caused them brought a sharp pain to his heart. He then reached up and wiped them from her cheek before he leaned down to kiss the lids of her eyes. He then leaned down and once again captured her lips.
Annette was walking down the hall when she was suddenly grabbed gently by the shoulder. She swung around and saw Gackt standing there with a startled look. She relaxed and placed a hand over her hard beating heart. “Jesus man!” she said “Make some noise! You remind me of Minami, and I HATE IT when she does that!”
Gackt looked like was trying not to smile at her anger before she suddenly sobered “Look” he said “I wanted to say I’m sorry about the way I acted earlier. It was...uncalled for, especially since you were only trying to help me.”
She gave him a perplexed look “...okay” she said slowly “Where did this come from?”
“I just...I just wanted to apologize.”
Her eyebrow raised “Really?”
He nodded, she then shrugged “Fine, excepted...or...whatever. I’ll see you around then.”
Gackt stood completely bewildered as he watched her walk away.
“Where’s Kaiora?” Angel asked over her cards.
“She’s on the roof” Minami replied “I think she wanted to get some air, plus she likes the view.”
Angel shuttered “I hate heights.”
Miyavi’s eyebrow raised “Didn’t you say you wanted to go skydiving?”
“The mind cannot comprehend height after 5000 feet” Angel said ‘as-a-matter-of-factly’.
The two beside her smirked.
“By the way...when did you guys remember that night?” she asked with a smirk of her own.
The two stopped “What?” Minami asked.
“No point faking innocents” Angel said “I saw you two making out in the stairwell. You’re just lucky I was able to convince Sugizo to go the other way.”
The two were suddenly beat red “Well?” she asked inching closer.
Miyavi looked like he was calculating the time it would take to escape the room, “Well...um” he said.
“This morning” Minami told her still red.
She nodded “Well that’s good, because I was personally nipping at the bit to tell you.”
The two looked up at her “How did you know?” Miyavi asked “I thought you were back at the club with Sugizo?”
“I was” she replied as she casually began shuffling the cards “Jo, Annette, and Kaiora saw you two making out and feeling each other up in the hallway that night,” she then turned up with a finger towards the two red stones “I told you two not to take those shots. It seems neither rof you take your liquor very well. But hopefully you’ve learned your lesson.”
She then began playing solitaire when she knew it would be useless to play cards with the statues sitting with her.
For the first time in three months she felt a sense of what happiness was. And for the first time she felt as if she wanted time to drag, the minutes were passing too fast, and while they decided to keep their relationship secret from even the others they found it much harder to keep it to themselves. There were moments when Kaiora wanted nothing more than to have Yoshiki hold her, and Yoshiki found it extremely difficult to keep his hands off her. However they found they didn’t have to work very hard to hide since the hot topic of the group was Minami and Miyavi.
But at the same time Yoshiki and Kaiora found themselves envious of the couple as they could be as loving as they wanted in front of everybody and no one cared. However Kaiora and Yoshiki both knew that their ‘coming out’ would be viewed as entirely different. But at the same time since it was well known that Yoshiki was Kaiora’s favourite musician the girls paid not attention when she would go off with him, or meet him somewhere.
The two found themselves more and more enamored by one another each time they met. And while they did talk, and liked to have fun with one another, they would both soon find themselves glued by the lips for fair amounts of time.
Out of the girls it was Jo that noticed how much in two weeks Kaiora had improved. Her strength was climbing slowly, she didn’t need her pills every hour, and she seemed to be gradually getting back to her old self.
However with one solution came another problem.
A few days later...
“What is that?” Angel asked at the sound of muffled screams.
“That would be the heavenly sounds of Gackt and Annette fighting...again” Jo replied irritably.
“Jeeze, you’d think Gackt spit in her face, and she spit back” Minami said “Everytime they see each other their fighting.”
“Well, Annette tried to help Gackt and he threw it in her face,” Jo said “And then Gackt tried to apologize to Annette, and she threw it in his face. So technically they did spit on one another.”
“And neither take rudeness lightly” Angel concluded.
“Those two are going to kill each other eventually” Jo stated.
“Or end up in a closet somewhere” Minami replied absentmindedly.
The two turned slowly, she then looked innocently “What?...it’s true...”
“Why are you acting like this!” Annette demanded.
“I’m not the one acting like anything” Gackt told her “You’re the one who won’t accept my apology!”
“Well now you know how it feels!”
“I said I was sorry!”
“And I said I except!”
“No you don’t!”
“Well what do you want me to do then?”
“Tell the truth!”
“I am! I don’t know what kind of miraculous light you want to accompany my acceptance but that’s not going to happen!”
He threw his hands in the air “God you are so irritating!”
“Yeah! Well it’s like looking in a mirror!”
Since Gackt apologized the two fought constantly. He felt that she wasn’t being serious when she told him she accepted his apology, and she couldn’t figure out why he didn’t believe her. Now she wasn’t mad because of his child-like behaviour, now she was mad because he wouldn’t let it go.
The two stormed away from each other and slammed their doors shut. Annette made a strangling motion with her hands “I don’t know what I have to do!” she squealed “to convince him that I don’t care about the way he acted!”
Jo clicked the ‘post’ button of her blog and turned “Well maybe if you accepted with an emotional level above that of a rock he would actually believe you.”
Annette turned “What did he want me to do?” she asked “Run and jump into his arms ‘Oh Gackt! Thank you! My life is now complete! All I needed was that one apology!’ COME ON!”
“No you come on” Jo rolled her eyes “An please...stop. That’s...pathetic.”
Angel laughed “That was awesome! I could imagine it and everything!”
Annette rolled her eyes as she sat with a huff “Kaiora would understand” she then turned from left to right “Where is Kaiora?”
“Somewhere with Yoshiki” Jo replied as she surfed the internet.
Annette laid down “Does anyone else notice the time they spend together?” she asked.
“It’s about the same time you and Gackt spend fighting” Angel replied as she clicked through channels “But it’s good for Kaiora. I mean, she’s having the time of her life now. Yoshiki’s really helping her out of herself. I think it’s great, we’re really getting our friend back.”
They all remained silent for a few moments before Minami spoke sadly “We’ve only got one more week girls” she said.
The three turned “One more week with the guys, and then the American tour is over. And we leave to Canada...what then? We go back to our lives?” she asked unable to hide her sadness “And what about Kaiora? With all the time she spends with the guys, especially Yoshiki...what will happen when we go back?”
The question was ominous and obvious. When they got back to Canada it would be worse as so much there was a sad reminder of Corrin to Kaiora. “All we can hope” Jo said “Is that she’s stronger, we’ve pulled her up. Now it’s time for her to keep herself up.”
And yet even beyond Kaiora the girls had to wonder, what would happen to them after they went back. Would they keep in touch with the boys? Would they continue to be friends? Years from now would the girls time with S.K.I.N be a fleeting memory or will it be the base for something greater? They could only hope that fate had lined something amazing for them.
Later that night...
“Forget about me Kaiora. Forget about me and live your life in happiness and peace.”
“But I don’t want to forget! I don’t want to forget you! I want you back! Please come back!”
“Forget me. Be happy.”
“Kaiora!”
She awoke with a start and found herself staring into two beautiful hazel eyes “Y-Yoshiki?” she asked.
Yoshiki stared at her frazzled form. He’s awoken when he heard her moaning, and when he tried to wake her she began to moan louder and so he called her name. “Are you okay?” he asked placing a hand on her face where her tears had begun to streak her face.
She breathed “I...I think so” she replied.
He leaned down and kissed her lightly “Was it a nightmare?”
“Nightmare?”
She realized the darkness of the room “What time is it?”
He turned and looked at the clock “It’s about 4 in the morning.”
She stretched. They’d been watching ‘Man in the Iron Mask’ the last she remembered “I should get to my room” she said “I think Jo’s going to have a heart attack.”
“She knows your with me” Yoshiki replied “You should stay and get some rest.”
She turned and smiled at him “You just want me to stay.”
He grinned sexily “Just thinking about your well being.”
She let out a giggle “Yeah sure...my well being.”
She moved to get up but he wouldn’t let her, and when she looked back at him he looked concerned “What was your dream about?” he asked.
The smile faded from her face as the nightmare that plagued her a moment ago had left as suddenly as it came “I...I don’t know” she replied honestly.
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AN: I love Yoshiki. I'm not promiscuas AT ALL but if he gave me a chance...I'd do him...but then again who wouldn't? Who'd be stupid enough to say "No Yoshiki, I don't want to sleep with you" That one would need a good slap around. anyways I now ask for reviews. Tell me what you think, and if you have suggestions I do take CONSTRUCTIVE critisim.
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