Coming Home | By : SujiChan Category: Dir en grey > AU - Alternate Universe Views: 1406 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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I woke in the morning before Saika did. Still partially asleep I momentarily forgot that the man I’d been in love with for sixteen years occupied the spare room, and even when I stumbled out of my room and saw him leaning heavily against the bathroom doorframe in only his underwear it still took me a few minutes to clue in. Quick I wasn’t when I hadn’t had my first cup of coffee! So like a dunce I stood there, staring at him blankly.
Toshiya glanced up. Voice deep and husky from just waking up he spoke, “ohayoo.”
It was a better wake-up call than cold water splashed onto my face. I could feel my face and neck growing steadily warmer. “O-ohayoo,” I stammered, turning half away. “Umm… you’re almost naked.”
“My clothes are missing for some reason,” he replied. “Do you know what happened to them?”
Face starting to warm I half turned away and shrugged. “Umm, I’ll look for them,” I mumbled. “You should be in bed. You don’t look so good.”
“Not so handsome anymore?” he teased, and the grin that tugged at his lips made the cut on it open again.
My face warmed even more, and to avoid answering him I neared and drew one of his arms over my shoulders. “If you go back to bed like a good boy I won’t tell Mama you’re here, and I’ll even get you some of your favorite coffees today.”
“If I’m a bad boy will you really tell Mama?” There was a definite teasing note in his voice as he leaned into me and began to slowly make his way to the spare room.
“Definitely.” I helped him sit on the bed. It was difficult to keep my eyes away from him, especially since I kept remembering how it had felt to run that wet cloth over him, or to undress him last night. “I would tell her for your own good.”
He snorted. “I never thought you’d grow up to be a cruel woman. America was not kind to you.”
“You’re just upset because she’s not one of the many females you can charm,” Saika announced as she came in with Toshiya’s clothes in her arms.
I thought to myself that he could charm me if he tried, but since he’d basically thrown me at Die I didn’t see him trying anytime soon. “Not like you ever really took the time to know me,” I couldn’t help myself shooting back in a soft voice, not meeting his gaze. It still hurt that all those years he avoided me on purpose.
“Yeah, you kind of kept leaving when she came around.” Leave it to Saika to get bluntly to the point. Of course, living with five brothers, four of which being who they are, it was no wonder she’d developed that talent for understatement.
“Speaking of which,” Toshiya returned just as bluntly. “Have you decided on either Shinya or Die yet, little Suji-chan?”
My lips pursed, and I felt my jaw tighten. “No.” Twirling abruptly I headed for the door. “I’ll make breakfast.” Was he asking so he wouldn’t have to worry about me loving him anymore? I didn’t think my heart had that kind of on/off switch. If it had I would have saved myself a hell of a lot of pain in the past six years by switching it to off the day my parents forced me to move to America with them.
I could hear Saika’s retort even as I made my way down the stairs. “You know, I have no idea what the hell women see in any of you. You’re all asses.”
“We’re damn good in bed,” he shot back testily.
………………………
“Where’s Totchi?” Die asked as he joined the others. They were all at Takara-san’s. The restaurant itself was closed for the evening, and Takara himself was setting out drinks and sushi.
“He’s on his cell,” Kaoru replied. “He’s laid up outside of town at a friend’s.”
“He’s getting laid?” Kyo arched a brow. “This is important. He can put his dick in back in his…”
“I got the shit kicked out of me by 6 guys,” Toshiya retorted loud enough to be heard. “I’m not even strong enough to fucking masturbate, okay?”
Shinya was blushing at the blunt conversation. “You said this was extra important?” he reminded softly.
“Good ole Shinya,” Toshiya snorted from the speaker-phone. “Trying to keep the peace, as usual, like some girl.”
Shinya scowled at the phone. “Just how bad are you hurt?”
Die laughed. “Why? Wanna go take care of him?”
“No, add to his bruises,” Shinya growled.
Kaoru blinked, startled that Shinya was finding his teeth after so many years of hiding them. “Kyo, you said we had to be here?”
“I was eavesdropping on Suji and Saika, and overheard our dear sister confessing she’s had a boyfriend for a month or so,” Kyo stated.
“She managed to hide him from us?” Toshiya asked. “She’s getting good.”
“He’s indies, and she plans to have sex with him.”
“Oh, fuck no!” Die shouted, jumping to his feet. “Our baby sister is not going to be a groupie to some goddamn two-bit musician who dresses like a girl!”
Kaoru’s eyes were narrowed. “Did you get a name?”
“Toru,” Kyo replied.
Toshiya choked on the phone. “Do you have any idea how many fucking Torus there are in indies? If it’s not a real name it’s a stage name, or vice versa.”
“Might be a good idea to snoop around, Totchi,” Kaoru advised. “You’re the one with the musical connections.”
Die snorted. “He fucked a couple of female music execs, whoopee!”
“They still keep in touch with him,” Kyo shot back. Snidely he added, “What’s your problem, Die? Suji-chan still gargling after you kiss her?”
“Screw off,” Die snarled.
Kaoru now raised his voice. “Enough! This is about Saika. You really want her to end up pregnant by some musician who might have a dozen more girls on the side? You want her to get into that scene where she’s drinking and doing drugs, and going from musician to musician?”
“You want her to become some exec that gets screwed by someone like Toshiya?” Kyo added.
“Fuck you!” Toshiya retorted from the phone.
Kaoru scowled at Kyo and the phone. “Shinya, she’s your twin. Any way you can try to find out more from her?”
Shinya shook his head. “If she hasn’t told me anything by now she doesn’t plan to tell me a thing. She obviously wants none of her brothers to know about this guy.”
“She told Suji,” Die reminded. “Maybe she told her more?”
“Good thinking,” Kyo nodded. “All we need now is for someone to try to charm the information from her.” He eyed Die and Shinya carefully. “Shinya?”
Die snorted, and shook his head. “Why you asking him?”
“She’s never tried to kill him,” Kyo reminded, which prompted laughter from the phone.
“She’s also always loved Toshiya,” Koaru added.
“Toshiya’s not going anywhere near her!” Die snarled.
“Besides, if he started to show interest now she’d get suspicious,” Shinya added with calm conviction.
“What he said,” Die nodded towards the youngest brother.
“Well, mark that one on the calendar! Die agreed with Shinya!” Toshiya quipped.
“Honest to…” Kaoru growled. “Somebody try to get the information out of Suji-chan. And for Kami-sama sake, don’t be too obvious about it!”
“Die,” Kyo added, smirking, and ignoring it when the redhead flipped him the bird.
…………………………
Toshiya set his cell phone aside, and glanced up. I arched a brow, and entered the spare room, setting a tray on the bedside table. “I brought you some tea and a snack.”
“Arigatou,” he smiled. “Not with Saika?”
“She’s helping your mom with something,” I replied. “Well, sounds like you were having some kind of intense phone conversation so…”
“Talking to my brothers,” he sighed. “And as usual someone picks on someone else and someone else gets pissed off, and…” He flashed his most brilliant smile. “The usual you’re so used to. Do you miss it?”
“You guys fighting?” I snorted, rolling my eyes. Actually, I did. It used to scare me when I first met them all those long years ago, but after a while I realized that no matter how much they fought amongst themselves they always treated me like family.
He reached out, took my hand, and when my heart sped up at the touch he tugged gently until I sat on the edge of the bed. “Not just that,” he said, letting my hand go. “Everything. All of it. Japan, us, this place…”
I did. So much! I kept finding excuses to stay longer. “I never wanted to go to America. They say you can never go back.”
Toshiya smiled, and reached for my hand again, just holding it. “You can if it’s here with us.”
What the hell! I stood up and nodded, my heart racing madly. What the hell! “I need to finish downstairs.” I practically ran out of the room. What the hell was that? He’d never before been so… charming with me. He’d never before shown such interest. He’d never before…
Downstairs I halted once on the back porch, and shut my eyes, letting the evening breeze cool my overheated face. I couldn’t hear the distant sounds of the town or neighbours because my heart was still too busy pounding loudly, the sound of it reverberating through every inch of my body. Toshiya’s touch had rocked me worse than a 7.9 on the Richter scale!
“He doesn’t love me,” I whispered. “He doesn’t love me. He doesn’t…” It was a mantra, one I was going to repeat until I believed it again. “He doesn’t love me…” I wished he’d act like he didn’t, it would make believing it so much easier.
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