It was a warm, bright night | By : theProphet Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1502 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Kisaki was still going about his usual business barely caring about any of three of them or their lovers. Shinya and Die clung to each other as much as they used to if not harder and made Kaoru be sick of how lovey-dovey they seemed to be. Toshiya in a fit of total insanity shaved half of his head and called it fashion. Miyavi was tailing after him as always. Seemed like after all nothing has changed.
For them, at least. Kaoru had no peace of mind since the day he fucked Kyo.
It’s been five long nights already and he couldn’t find the whore anymore. He was looking for him around the park, but even he, being a bit over 300 years old, didn’t really know how to make his abilities be useful when he needed to track somebody. He never needed that before.
And now the whore was gone. And Kaoru couldn’t find him. I didn’t let Kisaki fuck me just so I could get one fucking night with Kyo! I will get what belongs to me now. At any price!
The others noticed that Kaoru was still bothered by something, but Kaoru managed to cover most of his anxieties well. And as Shinya and Toshiya had lovers, they gave their full attention to them most of the time. So it was easy for Kaoru not to show that he was so worked up about something.
I need to check bigger territories around the park. He might live anywhere. But I will find him.
***
Kyo’s head hung freely over the edge of the bed and he was starring at the opposite wall upside-down. A cigarette was lying freely between his fingers and he would lift his hand from time to time and take a drag from it.
It was already a week after he met Kaoru. He didn’t work and he didn’t even go out after the sun started setting down. But as much as he wanted to admit to himself, he knew he couldn’t go on like that. He had savings, but these were for his dream. These were his ticket out of the gutter he lived in. He had to do something to earn more money and finally get the hell out of here without touching the money he already had.
Kyo sighted and put out a cigarette in the can on the floor. I’d think about it tomorrow. It’s already late. Maybe a good night’s sleep will clear my mind and things seem brighter in the morning.
Kyo stood up and looked around. He should tidy his room a bit, but he didn’t want to lift a finger. Nobody ever came here except him. So there was no point in keeping this place insanely clean.
As if to contradict the last thought, somebody suddenly knocked on the door. Kyo flinched from unexpectedness and looked at the direction of the sound. Oh, it’s almost the end of the month. I guess the owner wants to remind me about the rent.
Kyo grunted in displeasure and walked to the doors. A thought crossed his mind that the owner wouldn’t come this late in the evening. But the second knock was heard and Kyo warily opened the door.
He stared at the person in front of him with shock clearly written all over his face. The man pushed Kyo aside and stepped in the narrow hallway. Then he looked Kyo in the eyes and smiled a bit.
“Close the door, Kyo.”
Kyo desperately wanted to believe that this was not him. He wanted to believe that he already went to bed and this is one of the nightmares he usually has. But seconds went by and Kaoru didn’t disappear. He was still standing in front of him with the damn little smirk ghosting on his lips.
Kaoru closed the door himself and looked at Kyo again.
“Aren’t you pleased to see me?” he asked.
“What are you doing here?” Kyo finally found the will to utter the words out of his mouth. “Please, go away.”
“I will as soon as I will get my service.”
Kyo started at him in disbelieve.
“How did you find where I live?”
“For me it is very easy. I just follow your scent.”
Kyo took a few steps back feeling so scared and helpless as never in his life.
“Please, I don’t want to do anything with you. Please, just go away and let me live my life. Please…”
“You stopped showing up in the park, so I came for you myself. And now you’re telling me you won’t do your job? Well, it’s not going to happen, Kyo.”
Kaoru went past Kyo into his bedroom without even taking off his shoes. Kyo reluctantly followed. He knew at least that much that running away was not an option. He found Kaoru standing near his bed and looking around.
“You live like a pig in a barn, Kyo” Kaoru stated and turned to look at the shorter human. “Well?”
Kyo hesitated a moment, but it was clear what Kaoru wanted. And he had to do it. So Kyo went closer to his bed and started to undress. His cheeks burned with shame as he stepped out of his boxers and turned to face Kaoru. Kaoru eyed him from head to toes and smirked.
“Come here” he said and Kyo stepped closer to Kaoru and the bed. Kaoru laid Kyo on his back on the bed and started to undress himself. Kyo watched as Kaoru’s clothes dropped one by one to the floor and when Kaoru finally was naked, he climbed onto the bed on top of Kyo, straddling him.
“I am paying for this, Kyo, so I expect you to do your job. If you do that, I give you my word that I will not harm you in any way. Do you understand?”
Kyo nodded feeling a bit relieved. He still didn’t like this at all, but he trusted Kaoru to keep his word, because Kaoru let him go then. And he could deal with Kaoru fucking him. It was just the thought of who Kaoru really was that made his heart beat in his chest a million times per second.
***
Never again Kaoru was so rough and cruel with him as that first time in the park. Kyo could easily endure Kaoru fucking him most of the times. There were moments when Kaoru would let himself forget and would grip his hips so hard that Kyo could not help but moan in pain. But all else he could easily bare. The sex was never too painful. Kaoru seemed to have an extraordinary stamina when it came to holding in his orgasm. He could go on and on and on until it drove Kyo insane and would leave him with a painful hard on. Only then Kaoru would let go and let himself finally come, fisting Kyo at the same time and enjoying an additional feeling of Kyo’s muscles contracting around him.
Kyo got used to the routine. Kaoru usually came to him around one o’clock at night, obviously after his meal. They would fuck about two hours and then Kaoru would go. Kyo stopped going to the park. Kaoru paid well enough for him to stop going and finding another clients. And, to tell the truth, Kyo didn’t want to do that anymore. He got used to Kaoru. He could no longer imagine how he could let many other disgusting old farts fuck him. The thought made him sick. He almost always enjoyed sex with Kaoru as Kaoru didn’t seem to want to torture Kyo. On the contrary, Kaoru always tried to help Kyo get hard and found pleasure in Kyo’s orgasm as well.
Still, as time went by, as much as he wanted, Kyo couldn’t feel completely relaxed with Kaoru. Because he knew what Kaoru was, he could not forget it even in the moments of pure pleasure, when orgasm would clean his mind from all the other thoughts. The one thought never left him. Kaoru was a vampire. And Kaoru was linked closely to Kisaki. And that Die. And Kyo would give everything he had for all of them to disappear from his life. Kaoru as well, even though he was treating Kyo good for the past two months or so.
Kyo sighted tiredly and tried to relax. Kaoru’s hand was on his waist and the grip was so tight that Kyo could never in his life escape from it. He felt Kaoru’s breath on his neck and closed his eyes. They were lying like this for some time already and Kyo got worried. Kaoru never stayed in bed with him so long after sex.
Kaoru’s breath was calm and steady and while listening to it Kyo felt sleepy. He tried to will himself to stay put, but the next time he opened his eyes the clock on the bedside table showed 4:17. Kyo stirred and turned in his bed. He didn’t expect to see Kaoru still lying next to him.
“Did you sleep well?” Kaoru asked and Kyo nodded. Kaoru reached out and caressed Kyo’s cheek with his palm. “I will be going already. I can’t wait for the autumn to start. We’ll have much more time when the evenings will get darker and darker.”
Kyo tensed hearing this. He could endure Kaoru’s company for a few hours, but for more time? He didn’t think he was ready for that.
But Kaoru never in this time did any harm to me… Maybe it won’t be that bad if he stayed longer… I just hope he won’t take his words back. If all he wants is sex… Well, I think can deal with that.
Kaoru looked Kyo in the eyes and smiled.
“What are you thinking about?”
“Can I ask you something?”
“Yes, of course you can.” Kaoru felt a bit excited. Kyo barely ever talked with him. It was a good change of events.
“Why do you keep coming to me? You could get anyone you wanted. Why me?”
“But it’s very simple, Kyo. Because I want you.”
Kyo stared back at him as if Kaoru was making fun of him.
“Why is it so hard to believe that, Kyo-kun?” Kaoru caressed Kyo’s hair gently. “You’re special. You’re so small, boyish-looking. I love your slim, elegant fingers,” Kaoru’s hand now grasped Kyo’s hand in his and stroked Kyo’s fingers instead. “You have the most beautiful eyes I’ve ever seen and the most cute nose and cheeks. You’re so adorable and cute, Kyo-kun. Why wouldn’t I want you?”
“Then you have a strange sense of what is beautiful” Kyo uttered.
“Don’t you think of yourself as beautiful?”
Kyo shook his head and Kaoru laughed.
“Well, it doesn’t change my opinion about you, Kyo. I think you’re beautiful and I want you. So see you tomorrow night!” Kaoru kissed Kyo on the lips and got out of bed. Kyo watched as Kaoru dressed up and left money in the same place as always. Then Kaoru turned to look for the last time at Kyo and smiled gently.
“Goodnight, Kyo-kun.”
Kyo heard how the door opened and closed and lowered his head on the pillow.
***
Kaoru lit a cigarette and leaned on the chair. He looked at Kyo’s sleeping form on the bed and smiled to himself. Kyo was partly covered with a blanket, his skin still glistened from sweat. His hair was messy and Kyo looked so innocent, even if his left hand that was lying in front of his face was covered with tattoos.
Kaoru looked out the window between the curtains. The street was covered in colorful leaves and it was raining heavy. It was a lazy night for Kaoru. The rain always made him feel melancholy over this or that. This time though, he felt at peace.
Kaoru looked around the room where he now spent most of his nights. Even Shinya and Toshiya started questioning him. Kaoru did try to keep it a secret, but when Die asked one day why he stink like that boy-whore from the cave all the time recently, the cat was let out of the bag, so to say. Kaoru refused to discuss it simply saying that the ones having a constant source for bodily pleasures would never understand how hard it is to be sex-deprived. But Shinya refused to believe him. And honestly, Kaoru didn’t care.
Shinya had Die and was madly in love with him. And they both had Kisaki’s blessing. In Kaoru’s opinion, they were really lucky, because Kisaki seemed to really dislike Die. Toshiya also had a lover – Miyavi. And knowing how egotistic Toshiya can be, he never even thought of how hard it should be for Kaoru to constantly be alone with his music. Because lovers wanted privacy. And Kaoru often found himself in his room composing music by himself.
But now as he finally had a partner, even if not a very willing one, they were angry. Did they expect Kaoru to always be lonely? So what if he paid Kyo? So what if Kyo barely talked to him? He still had Kyo’s company and could do whatever he wanted with him. And the time spent with Kyo was wonderful. So why should he give it up?
Kyo grunted something in his sleep breaking Kaoru’s thoughts and shivered. Kaoru stood up and covered whole Kyo’s body with the blanket. But as he was sitting back, something caught his attention. The drawer was not fully closed and from the gap some sheets of paper and a thick notebook was sticking out. Kaoru opened the drawer and took out the notebook. He listed through it and saw that it was full of handwritten poems. It was Kyo’s poetry.
Kaoru sat a bit surprised and started reading. He gently turned page after page and couldn’t believe how beautiful and emotional these poems were. There were many of them. Some had titles, some not. But Kaoru liked all of them. He was so into reading that he didn’t even hear how Kyo woke up.
“What are you doing?”
Kaoru lifted his eyes from the notebook and saw Kyo’s angry face.
“These are beautiful, Kyo. I had no idea you could write.”
Kyo stared at him angrily and sat in the bed. His hair stood up in all direction and Kyo really looked like he just woke up.
“Please, put it back. I don’t want people to read my poems.”
“So I don’t fall into ‘people’ category, Kyo” Kaoru chuckled. “I’m not exactly human.”
Kyo glared at him offended.
“You know what I mean. Please, put it back.”
Kaoru sighted and did as he was told, but the smile never left his face.
“These poems are beautiful, Kyo. You should publish them.”
“Who would ever want to publish them?” Kyo asked bitterly. “And to your information, I have already tried, but they declined my poems saying they were too dark and obscene.”
“What a pity.”
Kaoru rose from the chair and came to sit next to Kyo. Kyo laid back on the bed obviously still too sleepy to have the strength to sit. Kaoru looked down on him and smiled. Kyo looked impossibly adorable at that moment.
“But you want to see them published?”
Kyo nodded.
“I’d love to see them in a real book in store. Or… or just used somehow, I don’t care how. I just don’t want them to lie in the drawer forgotten and unused. It makes me sad. It’s as if… as if the same happens to my life.”
“What do you mean?” Kaoru asked, now caressing Kyo’s tattoos on his naked shoulders.
“I have nothing except these poems. Not even a close friend. There was once somebody I was really found of, but…” Kyo sighted and continued. “But he disappeared… And I do this ‘job’ so that I could live better some day. So at the moment, what I have now, is not the life I want. I’m using my body to achieve bigger, better goals in life. And that’s why it’s as if I’m put on hold. Like I’m in the drawer waiting for somebody to take me out and put me in a book on the bookstore shelf, so that I would finally have a purpose, a reason of existing in this life. Because books certainly have one.”
Kaoru looked intensely at Kyo and Kyo looked back at him, already used to Kaoru’s intense stares. He was getting less and less intimidated by Kaoru’s presence. Though some things that Kaoru did always reminded him of the true Kaoru’s nature. But Kyo, after constantly being in Kaoru’s company for more than 4 months now, was already convinced that he could trust Kaoru. Kaoru was not brutal or cruel with him. And what was the most important was that Kaoru always was as good as his words.
“I might be able to do something about it” Kaoru said and received a confused look from Kyo.
“Huh?”
“You’ll see. I don’t want to make promises before I know I’ll be able to keep them.”
Kyo didn’t want to argue and decided to just forget this strange comment. Kaoru leaned over him and kissed Kyo’s nose lightly.
“I would like to indulge myself in some more pleasures, if you’re not too tired.”
Kyo shrugged and threw the blanket aside.
“Whatever…” Kyo yawned lazily and spread his legs so that it would be more comfortable for Kaoru to sit between them.
“You never tell me how you like it, Kyo. I’m so touched by your wonderful poems, that I’m willing to compromise tonight.”
“I don’t care” Kyo shrugged. “I like all you do to me.”
Kaoru felt a heat rush to his crotch after hearing these words. He wetted his lips to make them softer and kissed Kyo’s neck slowly going down to Kyo’s nipples.
“I think I want you to ride me this time, Kyo-kun” Kaoru smiled before lightly biting Kyo’s nipple. Kyo put his hands on Kaoru’s back and slowly started massaging it.
Kaoru slowly kissed his way down to Kyo’s navel and then belly, and then lower. He still paid for sex. Kyo still got tense when he saw Kaoru’s fangs. But now Kyo always welcomed whatever pleasure Kaoru tried to give him and that, in Kaoru’s opinion, was already a good start.
Kaoru never let himself to think what really he was doing here, in a shabby flat, with a whore from a street almost every night. He did not want to find an answer. So this was partly a reason why he always avoided any Kyo-related questions from Shinya or Toshiya or Die.
He didn’t have answers and he didn’t think he really wanted those answers himself.
TBC
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