Lust In Love | By : Majer Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Linkin Park Views: 1390 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Mike made his way up the stairs towards Rob’s apartment. Deep inside he felt like running away. He didn’t feel like facing his friend after what had happened. He knew that he was running a little late, and that Rob would be expecting him – which only made it all so very much worse.
Mike stood in front of Rob’s door and felt himself tense up. What was he going to say? ‘I’m sorry I kissed the love of your life. ‘Or should he start out by saying, ‘I’m sorry that I feel the strongest urge to fuck her brains out’. Mike frowned to himself and shook his head. ‘That might not be the way to handle things’. He knocked on the door and hoped to get a minute before having to face Rob, but the door opened right away and there he was. The images, Mike had been having, of a devastated Rob wasn’t what appeared in front of him. He saw a confused person, yet satisfied.
“Hey…” Mike shot his look down and the first thought that entered his mind was that he wanted to do anything in his power to sure that they were okay with each other.
“Hey…” Rob opened the door a bit more, letting Mike enter.
“How are you feeling?” Mike looked back up at Rob and his lips curled into a light smile in order to ease the situation somewhat.
“I guess I’m doing okay.” Rob was leading the way into the kitchen where he resumed his seat from before. Mike sat down in the seat that had been occupied by Sheena not long before.
“Th goo good.” Mike nodded and started shifting his weight slightly in his seat.
“Yeah.” Rob looked up at Mike and saw how uncomfortable he was looking. “Dude, you don’t have to be this nervous. It’s not like I’m about to explode. I understand that the night between the two of you must have been pretty extraordinary… I mean… if it wasn’t, you wouldn’t be having such a hard time dealing with it now.” Mike just nodded feeling the huge knot in the pit of his stomach grow smaller. eah.eah. It’s really weird though. Cause it’s not like I can sit here telling you that I was in love with her at that time – or even had feelings for her. Cause I didn’t. And I don’t. It’s purely…” Mike stopped before even thinking the rest of the sentence and looked straight into Rob’s attentive eyes.
“Go on, Mike… just get it out.” Rob sat back in his chair, relaxing a bit more.
“…well, I just don’t want to sound idiotic. But it is really pure animal attraction. Nothing more, nothing less.” Mike shot his look down on the table. “And I think that I got it worse than she does.”
“Really?” Rob looked surprised. “I really thought that it was the other way around.”
“Oh... no! Not at all.” Mike looked straight at Rob and shook his head. “Gemma’s totally into you, man. There is no doubt about it.”
“Well… “ Rob didn’t know what to say. But he could tell from looking at Mike that what Sheena had told him was far from the truth. “I’m really into her too – I , th, this is actually really serious, I think. For once, I might have found the girl that I want to spend my life with. You know?” Mike nodded knowing exactly what Rob meant.
“I feel the same way about Anna – and that’s why I’m so annoyed with this… thing… I have with Gemma. It’s really getting to me.”
“I’ve actually been wondering about something.” Rob looked at Mike intensely. “I know for a fact that you felt this way about Anna from the very beginning and I’m just wondering… the fact that you cheated on her. That must have done something to you, man. Why didn’t you talk about it back then?”
“What do you mean, Rob?” Mike squinted his eyes and was obviously thinking hard.
“I mean, why didn’t you ever tell me about you being with someone else?”
“Oh…” Mike nodded realising exactly what Rob meant. “I did, remember?”
“Not really…” Rob shook his head.
“Come on. It’s not like I cheat on Anna, as you said. But I remember telling you about it.”
“Damn! Really?” Rob looked around the room trying to remember. “I just don’t…”
“Yeah, Rob... think. She was the girl who…” Mike smiled not really wanting to go into details. “I remember ringing you the next day telling you about a girl who did that thing… with …”
“What?” Rob couldn’t help himself and chuckled noticing how much difficulty Mike was having getting it out.
“The thing with…Argh, Rob. I don’t want to say this.” Mike shook his head. “I mean… this is your girl we are tng ang about.” When seeing the look on Mike’s face it suddenly dawned on Rob what he was talking about and his eyes widened.
”Oh my god… that’s right” Rob’s mouth dropped. ”That was my Gemma?”
“Yeah man” Mike nodded and laughed when seeing Rob’s facial expression.
“Wow” Rob threw him a surprised look.
“Yup” Mike smiled with a hint of nervousness. “But look … we need to work this out. Cause I haven’t told Anna yet – and if I can get around it… “
“Yeah I know…” Rob nodded, understanding that their relationship probably wouldn’t be able to survive this revelation. “I’m not really mad. I mean… I am. But not in a furious way – as long as you got it out of your systems, then I’m cool with it. Better have you get it out, than to always worry about it.”
“Yeah.” Mike nodded. “It’s out of our systems.” He lied, knowing that it would be best not to make it worse by telling Rob that the thought of Gemma’s touch still drove him slightly mad. It wouldn’t do any good in any way. Mike silently thought to himself, ‘I just need to get the whole thing out of my mind.’ In the meantime Rob couldn’t help but to think that Mike probably never knew that Gemma really had wanted them to hook up more than once back then. They both sat across the table from each other and looked around the room, trying not to let the other one know what was going through their minds.
Finally Mike looked at Rob and smiled.
“But we are okay?”
“Yeah” Rob nodded and smiled. ‘Maybe you don’t always have to tell the whole truth…’
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Gemma was sitting at Emily’s talking to her and Brad. She wasn’t really in the mood to talk about last night. And Emily sensed it, and didn’t ask. Brad wasn’t really paying attention to it; he was half way asleep from his hangover.
“I wont ask you anything. But… one thing, okay?” Emily looked over at Gemma who was taking a sip of her coffee.
“Sure.” She nodded and waiting anticipating for what Emily had ty. y.
“You are okay, right? I can tell that something must have happened. Plus, you don’t usually just leave a party without saying bye.” Emily was smiling while saying the words trying hard not to make Gemma uncomfortable, seeing as Brad was in the room too.
“Yes. Thank you for asking. I’m okay. I’m actually feeling really good.” She smiled back, and for the first time in a while, she was actually being honest about it. She was feeling good. She had been able to resist Mike, which she hadn’t been sure she could. And Rob… things had never been better. She smiled to herself and saw Emily notice. “I don’t know why. But I’m just happy all of a sudden.” Gemma’s smile widened and she felt her posture relax and her mind go mellow without the tension from the past couple of days. Weeks.
“Happy is good.” Brad suddenly said out of the blue, startling both girls making them crack up.
“Geez, Brad! I thought you were sleeping.” Gemma reached over and gave him a nudge in the side.
“So did I.” Brad said with a light grunt and smiled. “But when a guy finally gets a chance to listen in on a girl-talk … well, he just has to take it.” He closed his eyes and grinned like mad.
“Aw, you are being a meanie.” Emily smiled at him and sighed. “Men.” She looked at Gemma and chuckled.
“I know. And I also happen to know that you love it.” Brad opened his eyes and looked back and forth between the two frienHis His eyes resting on Emily and pulled her in for a quick kiss before getting up from the couch.
“I think that I’m going to leave you girls alone now. I need some serious sleep.”
The two girls looked at each other with a content smile on their lips and watched him disappear out of the living room.
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Rob was sitting with the phone trying to get in touch with Gemma – but no one would answer. He kept trying her home number and then her mobile. Nothing. He placed the receiver back and sighed. ‘Where the hell can she be?’ For a second he thought about calling Mike. ‘Not that I don’t trust her. Just have to check’ – before he could pick the receiver up again – he heard the front door open. He went out to see who it was and saw her standing there with a big smile on her face and eyes that were glowing with sexual desire. He just shook his head and laughed.
“You know that this is insane, right?” He grinned at her as she made her way over to him, pulling him close to her.
“Yes. I know. But I can’t help myself. I simply cannot get enough of you.” She laughed and kissed him quickly on the lips. “How did it go with you and Mike?” Her eyes suddenly showed great concern.
“It went good. No problem there.” Rob nodded and closed his eyes when feeling her fingers smooth their way through his hair and down over his back.
“I’m happy to hear that.” She smiled when seeing his face express such great feeling. She kissed him again and this time she was greeted with much acceptance. They were stood there for a few minutes, and Rob finally pushed the door close with his foot, leading them to the bedroom – never once missing the touch of her lips or exploring fingertips.
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