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The One I Love
By : TenshiNoReyire
Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM
Views: 2367 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. -
Chapter List
- 1-...it was a fleeting remembrance of my dream...
- 2-...i heard the voice of whispers...
- 3-...within my fading memories...
- 4-i kept on shouting your name...
- 5-and all I wanted was to embrace you...
- 6-...my precious, loved one
- 7-...the stirring of the past is not fading...
- 8-...even those tender memories
- 9-...everything leaves me behind
- 10-...stay by my side forever
- 11-Perfect Little Moments
- 12-Falling down deeper inside of my Dream
- 13-Guilty
A/N: Hello my pretties. Yes, yes. Another chapter! What you all've been waiting for. I promise to work harder on this story. (It's been practically a year since it was started.) Enjoy!
Whore.... Ville finished his earlier thoughts. I can never love anyone....I'm nothing but a whore. But there was something about Bam that made him wonder. Was it possible? Did he still have some humanity left inside of him somewhere? Or was that part of his soul really lost forever? It didn't seem possible for it to still be there, really, as long as all of this had been going on, but he couldn't deny it. Not when Bam was around. There was just....something....about him. Ville wasn't sure, but whatever it was, it made him feel like there might still be a single strand of humanity buried deep inside him somewhere. And, even if just for a moment, it made him feel completely elated; as if nothing could go wrong. Of course, reality always came crashing back to him, but....those tiny moments were a nice little escape from the real world. They were.....They were perfect.
There hadn't been a lot of those moments lately. There never really were a lot of those moments, Ville realized. Only with Bammy. And they were still rare at that. And that's exactly what makes them so perfect. He thought, looking over at the American skater. He smiled softly. What twisted webs fate did weave.
"Vil?" Bam's voice broke through his thoughts for the second time in a matter of minutes.
He looked up at him, "Hm?"
Bam shook his head, "Nothing, you were just quiet....that's all."
"Oh, sorry."
"It's all right," He smiled softly.
Ville forced a small smile back. He wondered if he'd been acting out while he was sleeping. With the dreams he'd been having lately..... He leaned up, chin in his hand and watched him. He smiled slightly--not forced, honest--even though it was a sad smile. He felt the tears stinging at his eyes and quickly reached up to brush the tears away. But he didn't do it quick enough.
"Ville?"
"Yeah, Bammy?"
"What's wrong?" He asked softly.
Ville shook his head, "Nothing, Bam. Nothing at all."
"I'm pretty sure you wouldn't have tears in your eyes for nothing, Vil...." Bam said very seriously.
Ville bit the inside of his cheek. Godfuckingdammit! "Really, Bammy. It's nothing. Don't worry about it."
"Are you sure?" Bam asked doubtfully, walking over towards his friend to place a hand on his shoulder, "You can talk to me about anything, you know?"
He nodded a little. "I know, Bammy....but there's really nothing to talk about." Ville knew there were just some things he couldn't tell Bam. He just....couldn't.
"Well.....All right...." He still didn't believe Ville, but he decided that he shouldn't press the matter too hard. Bam walked back over to the couch, laying down on his side, curling up slightly.
Ville reached up and brushed a piece of hair away from his eyes, watching Bam. He soundlessly drummed his fingers over the countertop, thinking things through. He couldn't stand this anymore. He had to say something. .....But he couldn't. Bam was all he had left. He didn't need to loose that. He couldn't loose that. It would make him loose himself completely..... and that, of course, could not be good, no matter how it happened. He just couldn't let Bam know. He couldn't let him find out. That's all there was to it. Oh, but it was getting hard. So much harder to come up with reasons for being out so late; he couldn't say he was out getting high or fucking some random asshole. No....that's what he had to keep to himself. But....Ville's excuses were running thin. He had to think of something. But what? He couldn't kick Bam out. That was just rude. But what else was even left? Was there anything left at all? Would there ever be again?- You need to be logged in to leave a review for this story.You need to be logged in to leave a review for this story.
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