When You Go | By : poe Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 2385 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
i just thought that i should warn you guys that this chapter is contains suicide. it's mostly implied, but none the less, it is there. so yeah, just letting you know.
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Disclaimer: I don't know em. i don't own em. I just make them do dirty things in stories!
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Luca sat crosse-legged on the cold tile floor, delicately balancing the small razor blade on her on her left index finger. It shone dully in the small light coming in from the hallway through the crack in the door. Her face showed no emotion. She felt no emotion. She felt nothing. Except maybe pain. Her heart felt like it had been ripped out of her chest and squeezed until it burst, all the while still connected to her. She wanted to scream with the agony. She wanted to cry. She wanted him to tell her she was a whore, hit her, tell her he hated her and never wanted to see her again. She wanted to grab him by the legs and force him to forgive her, and not let go of him until he did.
She wanted him to come home and save her.
Who am I kidding?she asked herself scornfully. Frank's never coming home again. She didn't want to believe that.......
But some things were unforgiveable, some sins so vile, so putrid, so loathsome, that even God himself could not redeem the sinner.
Like what she'd done.
She was so cold, so heartless. She couldn't even fucking cry anymore.
She pounded her fist on the floor, causing the blade to fall to the ground. She let out a small cry, scrambling to find it on the dark floor. She couldn't lose it. This is my only redemption.
She found it again, and clutched it to her chest.
She'd never meant for this to happen. She was right before, she really was a fuck-up. She sighed, leaning her head against the white wall, and closing her eyes trying futilely to get the image of him standing there, that look of absolute betrayal, out of her mind. But she couldn't. No matter how tightly she squeezed her eyes shut, she could not erase those memories. That was why.....this really was for the best.
She looked up at the note she left on the counter, the tears finally coming. She inhaled a ragged breath. It really is for the best....
"I love you Frank. I'll always love you...."
She gritted her teeth and cut....
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