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Ship wrecked	By : KarinVAM Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 3333 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Ville hesitated for a second. Staring into the pleading eyes of the bleeding boy in his arms. The only thing he could really see was that Bam didn’t care anymore. Not about what was right, and what was wrong. Not about what he thought about this, or that they were both men.

He was tired, and scared and all he felt was what he wanted, what he needed right now. And that was Ville. Kissing him again and making him feel like he had made him feel before.

Whatever that meant…he didn’t care. Whatever that made him, whatever that made them….it didn’t matter.

And Ville realized the same. Bam needed him, and yes, he needed Bam just as much. Each other was all they had out here, and seeing Bam in this position, made him care so deeply for this boy.

He needed to hold him and take care of him, and give him anything he needed.

He wanted to…he realized.

When he finally leaned in to kiss Bam’s trembling and cold lips, he felt tears slipping from under his closed eyelids once again, dripping on Bam’s pale cheeks. He was so weak, but still his head shifted, and his arms moved to pull him closer. His lips danced with his as he completely lost himself in Ville’s sweet taste.

For a second Bam had been afraid Ville would run again, but when he finally felt Ville’s warm lips on his, he felt all the tension leaving his body, and the pain in his arms and heart faded to the background.

This time the kiss was longer, deeper and more sensual. Ville moaned when Bam lifted himself a bit off the boat and slid his arm around Ville’s neck, tangling his fingers in the longer, dark hair.

He felt Bam’s blood dripping trough the fabric onto his neck and bare shoulders, but he didn’t care. He didn’t even notice it.

He hated this. Ville truly hated it he enjoyed something as sinful as this. That Bam’s kiss was like no other he had ever had, and that touching him and being close to him made him feel so intensely…well everything was intense.

“Bam, oh god Bammie.” He muffled against his cheek as they broke apart, seeing Bam smile at him a little frightened. Ville’s kisses had taken the pain away, but Ville could so easily bring it all back again with just a look. Of doubt, or disgust. Or maybe he would just run again. He didn’t know how that would make him feel, but he was sure he wouldn’t survive it.

“I’m sorry I asked this of you but…” Was all Bam could say before Ville’s lips ravished his once again. His head grew dizzy with delight, knowing Ville didn’t run, or hated this. He felt something stir deep within him, and blushed when he felt his cock respond to Ville’s touch and taste.

‘No, No, No, No! This could ruin everything.’

He tried shifting, so Ville wouldn’t feel it standing proud against his jeans, but Ville only pressed himself more against him as he moved. Moaning into his mouth and running his hands over his chest as he did.

They were now lying on top of each other on the boat, which had started to rock with their movements, which increased as Ville stared to lightly grind against Bam’s tight, making him feel his own desire for him.

Bam had never expected this, and got yanked back into reality, off the cloud he had been floating on while drowning into Ville. The shock made his body jerk, his eyes pop wide open as he tried to sit up straight. His head was still spinning from the lack of blood in his body, and Ville wanting him like this was just too unreal. He needed to see for himself if this was a dream or not.

Ville first reflex was to push Bam back down unto the boat, before he would get buckled of Bam’s waist he was straddling. He tried to keep his balance on the now widely rocking boat and replace his arms from Bam’s chest, onto Bam’s arms which he was trying to push himself up with.

Huge mistake, he realized when Bam cried out in pain. He had pushed onto the fabric that covered Bam’s wounds, and withdrawn them as if he had been electrocuted. With wide frightened eyes he sat up, instantly loosing his balance and rolling off Bam, landing on his side.

Bam sat up, now really knowing this was real. Ville wanted him, he had felt it. And how confusing that may be, he couldn’t help but feeling like he was on cloud nine about it.

Well that was if the throbbing in his arms would stop. The pain in his arms had come back full force when Ville had pushed on the cuts with so much pressure.

Now, Ville laid on the boat next to him, panting and bright red, hair in his face, parted lips and looking like his beautiful green eyes were ready to pop out of his head.

“Bam, Bam I am so sorry. I didn’t mean…I didn’t…are you ok?”

Bam was a bit confused about what Ville was really referring to, but seeing his concerned eyes resting upon his arms made him sigh.

“Yeah, it’s fine. It’s…it’s fine.” Bam managed to get out, avoiding Ville’s eyes. He felt so vulnerable right now, and one wrong look of Ville, he wouldn’t be able to handle.

None of them said a word for a minute, sitting next to each other in the boat.

Ville glanced at Bam with concerned eyes every once in a while, seeing him worrying his bottom lip while his eyes kept closing and opening. Nodding his head from the sleep his body needed to repair.

“You need anything Bam? Food, water…anything?” He offered sweetly making Bam smile a small smile with all the strength in his body. This alone made Ville’s heart brake, seeing Bam was still here and with him.

“No.” He answered in a husk whisper.

“Then get some sleep.” Ville responded, gently shifting Bam’s body to lay him down next to him so he could sleep, and Bam instantly curled him up against him.

“Will you be here when I wake?” He asked, hoping he would wake up at all, feeling like his body was slowly giving up on him. And he was scared. All of a sudden, for the first time in years, he was truly frightened to die.

No matter how things would turn out, he felt now he had something to live for.

“I’ll always be here Bammie.” Ville answered with a small sob, hugging Bam close to him as he felt the boy slowly drifting off.

Long after Bam’s breathing and heartbeat had slowed to a peaceful rhythm, Ville was still holding on to him like he was holding on to his very life. Petting Bam’s brown mop of curls and crying silently to himself.

He had discovered something that frightened him so much it almost made him sick to his stomach. Something that made him something he had always tried to avoid. Something that made him feel more exposed and vulnerable…and real, then ever before.

He was in love with Bam.

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Hours after that, Bam woke up from a sound coming from next to him. He felt Ville’s strong arms around his waist, and his head leaning against Ville’s steadily rising and falling chest.

The sound was coming from Ville, who had fallen asleep for the first time that night only minutes ago. His mouth had slightly opened and he was now snoring loudly, waking Bam from his light sleep.

Ville shifted a bit when Bam sat up a little more, head grazing Ville’s naked torso as he did. This made him look over his shoulder, knowing Ville was probably cold. Because of him, because he made him rip his t-shirt. Damnit! As if he didn’t feel guilty enough.

Well not guilty enough to be annoyed by Ville’s loud snoring, because falling back to sleep was pretty much impossible.

“Ville?” He whispered softly, but Ville kept snoring like there was no tomorrow, making Bam sit up even more with a groan. Hoping his movement would wake Ville, but it didn’t.

“Ville? Hey Ville…Ville?” He now spoke louder, causing Ville to stir. He grabbed one of his shoulders and shook him a bit while he kept calling his name.

“Ville…VILLE?”

Finally Ville’s eyes popped open and the snoring stopped. “What…what what what??” He asked confused, instantly frightened when he noticed the darkness surrounding them.

“Are you sleeping?” Bam asked softly with a shy smile on his face. Ville was relieved to see his eyes sparkling again, even in the darkness.

He chuckled, petting Bam’s messy hair and sighed while he rested his head back on the side of the boat.

“Not anymore. Why?”

“Ehhh….no reason.”

“I was snoring wasn’t I?”

“……Yeah. Very loud too.”

“I’m sorry.”

Bam looked at Ville, seeing if he was serious. Of course after seeing his grin he realized he really wasn’t sorry it all.

“No you’re not.”

“No, and why would I? I didn’t do it on purpose.”

“Well, in your case I’m not so sure.”
They both shared a look before laughing. Glad some things hadn’t changed between them.

“Aren’t you cold?” Bam asked Ville, looking over his naked, and yes well shaped torso once again.

“Naa, you keep me warm. I’m alright. I’m from Finland so I know cold.” Ville joked, looking into Bam’s eyes, concern back in full force.

“So how are you?”

Bam laid his head back on Ville’s chest since it was growing heavy from the sleep again, before he answered.

“Better actually. I feel less dizzy and less nauseous. Bit hungry.” He answered against Ville’s skin, making him wriggle a bit underneath him.

“Hungry? Oh you want me to get you some food?”

“What now? No of course not. It way too dark. I’ll wait till morning.”

Knowing Ville’s fright for the dark, Bam was stunned by his offer. Why would Ville do that for him? Why would he face his fears to get him some food?

“Why do you take such good care of me?” He asked, straight forward without making the question a joke or sarcastic.

“Because no one else here will.”

“You are avoiding me.” Bam pressed, seeing Ville look away.

“I am not!”

“Ville honestly you make me so confused.”

“What?”

“You kiss me, you run from me, you take care of me, you kiss me again. You practically….”

“I never…I didn’t mean to make you feel like I was going to..”

“I know, but this is too confusing. You kiss me, and then you don’t want me, and then you do….and now you don’t….What is this Ville I…”

“Bam I don’t…”

“Honestly Ville, tell me….how do you really feel about me?”

…..

“Ville?”

“Fine. Fine I’ll tell you!”

Happy New year to all! Hope you all had a wonderful time! I want to thank you all for being so sweet and wining for more chaps cause I really like it and yeah, it really helps!! So just for you guys I wrote another chap before I leave to visit my cousin for a few days. I want to thank Punksbitch again for being such an amazing friend and for doing all the things she does for me! I would be nowhere without you sweetheart! Love you!! All my love,and please review!
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