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Week Top 6
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As soon as I woke up, I wished I hadn’t. Despite the painkillers I had taken before bed, my head was killing me. I groaned.
“A little hung over there, sexy?”
I opened my eyes at both the sound of Chris’ voice and the feel of a wet cloth over my head.
“Slightly. My head is killing me,” I muttered.
“Well it serves you right for staying out past curfew last night and leaving me worried sick.”
“Please spare me the lecture, all right? I already know what you think of me, and you have every right to hate me after the way I acted. I just hate to be reminded of it,” I said. I felt sick, and it wasn’t because of all I had drunken last night. It was because I had hurt Chris. It had been over a day since I had done what I had done, and with that time, it made me realize how much of a world-class jerk I had actually been.
“Look, Blake. I’m sorry I said what I did. You’re not an ass hole. True, you acted like one when you hurt Jordin, but I was one too. I should have listened to you at dinner instead of getting all upset. I also shouldn’t have let you leave with things so bad between us,” Chris said.
“I think it’s safe to say we both made some mistakes. I’m sorry I ruined our night, Chris. I’ve always been a jealous person, and I let that get in the way. I don’t know what it is. I just went crazy when I thought you were with someone other than me,” I confessed.
Chris smiled. He lay down next to me, and pulled me in his arms. “And I go crazy thinking of you with someone else too. We have to learn to trust each other though, or this relationship will never work out.”
I took the wet cloth off my forehead, and let it fall to the floor. I then pulled Chris is for a deep and loving kiss. “I trust you,” I whispered.
“And I trust you,” he said. His eyes lowered in such a sexy way, and when he kissed me, I couldn’t help but move us so he was lying on his back, and I was lying over top of him.
I suddenly felt dizzy at the move. “Whoa.”
Chris smiled. “I think you better rest up a little bit more before we get started today. I’m going to go take a shower, and then I’ll come in and wake you.”
“But I want to join you,” I said with a pout.
Chris grinned. “There will be plenty of time for that when you’re feeling better.”
He got up, grabbed some clean clothes and his bathroom supplies, and then headed out to the bathroom, shaking his butt in a way that I knew he had to know drove me wild.
I lay down on my side, and turned to face the bed stand. It was then that I saw a letter. “What’s that?” I asked, picking it up. I saw that it was addressed to me, so I began to read it to myself.
When I finished reading the letter, I had tears in my eyes. Chris had apologized in the letter and everything he had said made sense. I guess the letter triggered what had happened with that blonde girl, whatever her name was, from last night and me. I felt sick as I remembered our kiss. I had to tell Chris as soon as he got out of the shower. I couldn’t keep a secret like this from him. I just hoped that he would be able to forgive me, and that it wouldn’t cause another fight between us. I had a feeling that if it did start another fight between us, this one might not be so easy to get out of.
B*********C
I was so happy that Blake and I were finally talking things out. I couldn’t help but smile to myself as I shaved. I was glad that Blake and I had talked things out because it actually felt like being in a real relationship with him. That was what we were in though. We were in a real relationship.
I finished shaving, and then took my shower. I thought of what Blake had said about wanting to join me. I really wanted him to join me too. Our day would come though. I knew it. Now that we had decided to talk things through instead of fighting, I had a feeling that he and I would have a lot of opportunities to further our relationship. Hopefully they would come very, very soon.
I finished my shower, and got ready for the day. Then, once I was presentable, I headed back to Blake’s and my room. I found Blake sitting on his bed with the letter I had written him. I had forgotten about that. It appeared that he had been crying.
“Blake, what’s wrong? Was it something I said in the letter?” I asked. I went to sit down next to him. I nervously rubbed his back. I hoped he wasn’t angry with me. I racked my brain for something I could have said in the letter that would have offended him, but I honestly couldn’t remember much about what I had written. It had been late, I had been upset about our fight, and I had been tired last night when I wrote it.
“What you wrote was beautiful, Chris. But it made me realize that I have to tell you something. We’re talking things through now, and I have to be honest with you,” he said. His tone was quiet, and I suddenly felt as if I was going to hurl.
“What?” I asked, my voice almost cracking I was so nervous.
“Well, last night I was hurt that you had called me an ass hole, and I was hurt that I thought we weren’t going to be boyfriends anymore. I got a little drunk. This blonde girl came up to be and hit on me. We danced provocatively together, and then we kissed,” Blake began.
I covered my mouth. I definitely felt as if I were going to puke. “Did you sleep with her? Is that why you were so late?” I managed to choke out.
Blake immediately shook his head. “No! No, Chris. I would never do that to you. I told her that I was dating someone, and that I couldn’t cheat on you. I didn’t tell her whom I was dating. She thought I meant another girl. So don’t worry, our secret’s still safe. She was very sweet about it actually. Anyway, I know I shouldn’t have even kissed her, but I thought you and I were going to break up. I was upset.”
I sighed. I felt a little less like I was going to throw up, but I still felt sick nonetheless. I couldn’t believe he had kissed someone else! I guessed another woman was better than another man, but still. And he hadn’t slept with her, so I guess it wasn’t the end of the world. Still. I had to know something. I looked him straight in the eyes. “Did you enjoy the kiss?”
Blake looked me in the eyes the whole time he spoke. “She’s a good kisser. I’d be lying if I said I hadn’t noticed that. But I would also be lying if I told you I didn’t think of you. I couldn’t stop thinking how you’re a much better kisser.”
I wanted to smile, but I held it in. I was still worried. “So you only want me back because I’m a good kisser?”
Blake shook his head. “No. I want you back because I realized that no other boy or girl could ever compare to you, and my feelings could never be as strong with someone else as they are for you.”
Now who couldn’t forgive that? I finally let my smile free, and pulled Blake in for a deep and passionate kiss, knocking him backwards onto the bed.
B*********C
I moaned, and hungrily kissed Chris back. I ran my hands up under his shirt, loving the softness of his skin.
Chris moaned as well, and began kissing down the side of my neck.
I closed my eyes, and savored the feel of his kisses against my neck. “So you’re not mad?”
Chris ceased his kissing. “Oh I’m not exactly thrilled that you kissed that skank, don’t get me wrong. But I find it sweet that you didn’t cheat on me even though things had been left between us the way they had been and you were drunk.”
I grinned. “And I promise to apologize to Jordin as soon as I see her.”
“Well good because she already thought you didn‘t like her. Now she is convinced you hate her,” Chris said.
I felt my heart sink. “She told you she thinks I don’t like her?”
Chris nodded. “You never really acted overly friendly to her. When you did what you did, you really made her believe she was right.”
“Well, I’m definitely going to apologize to her,“ I said.
Chris smiled. “Well good. I’m glad to hear that.”
I mischievously moved my eyebrows up and down and grinned. “So is all forgiven?”
Chris smiled. “Maybe.”
“I really am sorry,” I said.
Chris licked his lips. “Well then….” he started kissing down my chest to my briefs. “I suppose so.”
I sucked in a breath as I watched him. I moaned as he kissed over my briefs. I was quickly becoming very aroused. He slipped them off of me, and began kissing all around my groin. In fact, he was kissing everywhere down there except for my groin.
“Chris,” I said, my voice choked. “Please!”
Chris smiled up at me. “Please what?”
“Please…suck me,” I whispered.
Chris licked his lips.
“Mm, all right.”
I sucked in a breath as I saw him lower his mouth again. I was so eager too feel his mouth on me!
However, just when Chris’ lips were about to hit touch down, he sat back up, and got off the bed.
“What the?” I asked. “Where are you going?”
Chris grinned, and leaned down to whisper in my ear. That’s for kissing that skank last night. You better take a shower. We still have to have breakfast before rehearsals.”
I groaned, and Chris laughed as he headed over to his bed and flipped the TV on.
B*********C
When Blake and I headed down to breakfast, most everyone had already finished, and was at rehearsals already.
Ken, the house monitor for the boys, was there though, and he was eager to inform Blake of his punishment for missing curfew. “Blake, I hear you not only missed curfew last night, but you came back drunk as well.”
Blake sighed. “What is my punishment? Please spare me the lecture. I’ve already been lectured. I just want to hear what my punishment is so that I can eat breakfast and rehearse without it being a weight over my shoulders.”
“I talked to the producers about it, and we all agreed that you will be last to go on tonight,” Ken stated. “You will also be the last to rehearse today.”
Blake nodded. “All right. Done.”
“And regardless of your theory that you don’t need a curfew or a babysitter, you do so as long as you’re on this show. You agreed to our terms when coming on this show, so I don’t expect for you to miss curfew again, do I make myself clear?” Ken pressed on.
Blake nodded. “Crystal.”
Ken nodded as well. “Good. Now hurry up and eat so you’re not late for rehearsals. Then again, you’re going last, so it really won’t matter.” He walked away, laughing at his own joke.
Blake was going to say something, but I covered his mouth with my hand. “Don’t make things worse. You’re lucky all you got was going last. That can help you, actually,” I said to him.
Blake nodded. “You’re right.”
So we got our breakfast and had a nice breakfast together.
“You know, you made me horny when you had your hand over my mouth,” Blake commented.
I rolled my eyes. “Everything makes you horny.”
Blake grinned. “Only when it comes to you.”
I grinned too. I couldn’t stay angry with him.
B*********C
Jordin had rehearsed first, and then Chris went on to rehearse.
Once Chris was onstage, I pulled Jordin aside to talk.
“What do you want?” she asked.
“I want to apologize. I was just jealous that you were spending time with Chris. You didn’t say much to me—
just Chris—
so I thought that you had a thing for him. I always had a jealousy problem, and it kicked in then. I acted like a total prick, and I should never have taken it out on you. What I did was immature and stupid, and I apologize for ever hurting you.” I meant every word of it.
“Blake, I wasn’t trying to take Chris away from you. I’m a girl. I think it’s cute that you two are in a relationship together. I love seeing two boys in love with each other. I would never try to take either one of you away from the other,” she said. “And I’m sorry if I seemed to be ignoring you. I just figured you didn’t like me. You never seemed too cordial to me.”
“That was just my jealousy kicking in. I agree I could have been nicer to you too. I’m sorry. I think we both had the wrong idea about the other, and it made us both uncomfortable. What do you say we start over, hm?” I asked. “I promise to never act like a jealous idiot around you again if you can forgive me and be my friend.”
Jordin nodded. “And I’ll give you and Chris some space, but when we do hang together, I’ll include you just as much as Chris.”
I grinned. “Deal!”
She grinned too, and hugged me.
I smiled, and hugged her back. It could be the beginning of a beautiful friendship I thought to myself.
B*********C
I was glad that Blake had apologized to Jordin, but now I was starting to feel how Blake must have felt with the jealousy issue. For the rest of the day, Blake was laughing it up with Jordin, and hanging out with her.
We all had dinner together that night, and Blake was still talking and laughing with Jordin. He sat next to her instead of me, and even though they included me the best they could on the conversation, I felt left out.
“I know you’re going to do great tonight, Jordin,” Blake said to her.
Jordin blushed. “Aw! I know you’re going to do great too. It would be cool if the two of us got to duke it out for the title,” she said.
Blake grinned. “Yeah! The last two standing.”
“Gee, thanks,” I said sarcastically.
Jordin and Blake both turned to me and blushed.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it like that. I’d be just as happy with you in the top two with me. Heck, maybe it will even be you and Blake,” Jordin said.
Blake nodded. “Or you and Jordin,” he said to me. “You never know.” He winked at me.
I looked away from them. Why didn’t Blake sound as confident as he usually sounded when saying I could make the top two? Had he lost faith in me? Had he lost faith in us? Gosh I hoped not.
B*********C
“Well, it had to happen sooner or later. Sanjaya Malakar was voted off. I was glad. Don’t get me wrong, he was a nice kid, but I think we had all had enough of Sanjaya being the center of everyone’s attention. Plus I felt bad that he had to go through all that media backlash every fricking day. Besides, it meant that I would have Chris for at least one more week. I hated myself for losing faith that Chris could win, but I had been checking dial idol, and his results weren’t good. I was pretty confident that Phil would leave before he did though, or even LaKisha. At least, I hoped they’d leave before him.
I was also glad that Jordin was still there. She deserved to win even more so than I did, really. She was such a sweet girl with an amazing voice. I had no doubt that she had everything the producers could ever want. I also still felt badly for the way I had treated her. Therefore, I spent the day before and elimination night hanging with her, laughing with her, and joking with her. Despite how badly I had treated her not long ago, we were definitely becoming close fast. She was like a kid sister to me. She would never be anything more, because I was a one-person man. The only person I could ever love was Chris Richardson, and I highly doubted that that was going to change anytime soon, if ever. I had fallen hard and fast for him, and I didn’t know how to stop myself. And the thing is, I didn’t even want to try.
B*********C
I would miss Sanjaya. It was kind of sad to see him go. As he sang in his last song, he definitely did give people something to talk about. Even though I had never really hung out with him, he was fun to be around. He was still a kid at heart, and I think we all need to be around someone like that once in a while. Even so, I was glad it wasn’t me. I didn’t even worry about Blake going home. I was positive he would outlast me. He could beat box, he could sing, and he was very popular with the ladies. I can’t say I blamed the ladies. He is hot!
Anyway, though Blake and I were both still there, it didn’t see to make much of a difference. Blake was still all chummy, chummy with Jordin through the week, and it was driving me insane! Blake and I didn’t even get to go out just the two of us. Jordin went with us everywhere she went, and she also hung out with us back at the house. Those two were clicking, and I was getting left out. I felt as if both of them had replaced me with each other. Of course, Blake and I were left alone at bedtime, and we pulled out beds together every night still. And of course, there was a lot of kissing and stroking, and even a little sucking. I had sucked Blake once more, and he had, at risk of sounding crude, given me a hand job, but that was about as far as it had gone between Blake and I. The timing just hadn’t seemed right to sleep with him even though we now had the materials to do so. I needed us both to be in the right headspace, and right now, I wasn’t.
When it came to the night before performance night, I knew that I had to talk to Blake about my jealousy of him and Jordin. I couldn’t let it turn into another fight. I could be eliminated in two nights, I knew, and I didn’t want to leave the house unsettled about Blake and me.
So, I pulled Blake aside. “Can we order a pizza in instead of going out tonight? I want it to be just the two of us. I want to talk to you about something.”
Blake nodded. “Sure. Let’s go.”
So, we headed into our room, and locked the door behind us.
“If Jordin asks to join us, can we politely turn her down?” I asked.
Blake grinned. “Well I’m not going to rudely turn her down.”
“I’m serious,” I said, biting my bottom lip.
Blake nodded. “All right, I’m sorry. It will be just the two of us tonight.”
“Thank you,” I said.
We agreed on a sausage pizza and bread sticks, and then Blake called and ordered from Dominos for us.
After he was done, he hung up the phone, and turned back to me. We were both sitting on our beds. “What’s up?”
I sighed. “I want to apologize again for ignoring you to hang with Jordin those two weeks that I did,” I said.
Blake stroked my hair. “Ritchie, we’ve already been through this. We both did some things we shouldn’t have, and it’s forgotten about. All is forgiven on both parts, right?”
I nodded. “But now that you’re hanging out with Jordin and ignoring me, I know how you must have felt. I feel jealous, and I just want to rip her hair out.”
Blake laughed. “Jordin’s? Yes, you definitely know how I felt. Only I wanted to poke her eyes out.”
We both laughed.
“Seriously though, I’m sorry. Here I was angry with you for ignoring me for her, and now I’m doing the same thing to you. From now on, let’s make this about just us two. I won’t invite her to do every little thing with us anymore,” Blake said. “I guess it was just my way of wanting to be her friend and make it up to her.”
“I don’t want to be mean to her, it’s just…” I trailed off.
“Shh… It’s fine. We’ll make a couple days to hang with her, and the rest is just you and I, Ritchie,” I promised.
I snuggled my head in the crook of Blake’s neck. “Thank you, Blakey”
Blake grinned. “I didn’t even realize I was leaving you out. Thank you for talking to me about it instead of acting like an ass like I did.”
I smiled. “Well, you did try to talk to me, but I wouldn’t listen. I can see why you acted like one. I hadn’t meant to leave you out either. And I was hanging with her because she is my friend, and because I was worried she‘d tell someone that she had caught us together.”
“I believe you.” Blake kissed the top of my head.
“I hope I don’t go home Wednesday. I don’t want to leave you,” I said.
“You won’t. I’m pretty sure it will be Phil or LaKisha. At this stage, it’s not about consistency, but rather fan favorites,” Blake said.
“And I’m not a favorite,” I stated.
Blake kissed down the side of my neck. “You’re my favorite.”
I closed my eyes, and leaned into his kisses. “That’s’ all that really matters.” And it was. It truly, truly was.
B*********C
I wanted to have sex with Chris, but the pizza guy would be coming in twenty minutes or so, and I didn’t want to feel rushed. Besides, Chris hadn’t mentioned sleeping together since that night I ruined our night by inviting Jordin over. I felt that he should be the one to bring it up again. I wanted him to be ready. I know I was more than ready, but he had to be too, or it wouldn’t work.
However, even if it wasn’t sex, sex, Chris seemed to be on the same wavelength as me.
“You know, I feel badly about what I did to you last week. Remember? When I was doing this?” Chris asked. He undid my belt, button, and zipper, and began kissing down the crotch of my jeans.
“Y-yes?” I asked. “A-and?” I swallowed hard. I hoped this wasn’t a tease.
Chris smiled, and slipped my socks off. He then pulled down my jeans and let them drop to the floor with my socks. “Well, I’ve always been a man who finishes what he starts, so I was thinking that I’ll finish what I started with you.”
“Oh?” I asked, swallowing hard, and watching as he began kissing me over my briefs. “Th-Th-That sounds like a g-g-g-good idea.” It never took long for me to get aroused when it came to Chris. Never. Now was no exception.
Chris responded by pulling off my briefs, and almost instantly engulfing my erection in his mouth.
“Oooh, Chris!” I hadn’t meant for that to come out so loud, but it had.
Chris smiled with me still in his mouth, and gently reached up and placed a hand over my mouth to muffle my cries.
I moaned again as he continued to suck me, and then I kissed his hand.
He moved his hand from my mouth, and then began to trail his fingers down over my nipples, rubbing first one, and then the other in a slow and circular motion.
“Gosh, Chris, you’re driving me insane!” I gasped. This time, I managed to be a little quieter, though I don’t know how.
Chris moaned in response.
I jumped from the pleasure of the vibration, but Chris held me down with one hand as he gently held my erection with his other. He continued to suck me, a little more forcefully this time.
I grabbed a pillow and pressed it to my mouth so that no one could hear my cries of pleasure.
When I lost it, he took it all down, drinking and licking every last drop. It nearly got me hard again, but then there was a knock on our door.
“Pizza man!”
I groaned. We had security outside our house. So, whenever a pizza guy arrived, the pizza guy would say who ordered it. Then, after making sure that the pizza guy was legit and not some psycho trying to sneak in and kill us, security would let the pizza guy in and tell him which room to find the person who ordered it. I wished we could just given the security guard money, and then have him leave the pizza outside our door. That way we wouldn’t have to be interrupted. But oh well.
Chris licked the length of my groin one last time, making sure he got everything, and then he stood up and headed for the door.
“Chris, I‘m naked!” I scolded with a laugh as I quickly hid underneath the covers. “You’re so bad.”
Chris paused by the door. He turned to me and grinned. “And don’t you ever forget it!”
“How could I?” I asked quietly as he opened the door. Not that I was complaining. I grinned.
B*********C
I paid and tipped the pizza guy, and then I shut and locked the door behind us. Next, I brought the pizza and breadsticks into the room, and set them on our bedroom table. “So, I hope you’re hungry. There is a lot of food here!” I said.
Blake stepped out of bed and grabbed a slice of pizza, while still naked.
“You’re going to eat like that?” I asked, surprised. I went to our fridge and grabbed us each a Coke.
“Blake shrugged. “Why not?” He sat down in his chair at the table.
I grinned. “You expect me to eat with you dressed like that? I’m going to want to eat you instead.”
Blake smiled. “Ah, but that’s the idea.” He winked at me.
“Again? Man are you insatiable!” I sat down as well, and took a breadstick out of the box. As I ate it, I chewed slowly, and I knew that Blake was watching my every move.
“You’re really making it hard for me not to sexually attack you right now,” Blake stated. He finished his slice of pizza, and then grabbed a breadstick. Instead of chewing it, however, he put it in his mouth and began moving it in and out. He left no misunderstanding in what he was pretending that breadstick was.
I moaned, feeling myself getting extremely aroused. I had finished my breadstick, so I took a slice of pizza out.
As I ate it, I watched Blake continue to sexually molest his breadstick.
When I finished with my since, and he finished his breadstick, we both took long swigs of our Cokes. And then it happened. We set our Coke cans down and practically threw each other down onto the bed in a frenzy of kissing and touching.
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