Annoying | By : Shadows08 Category: Dir en grey > Het - Male/Female Views: 2147 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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A/N: Here's the 11th chapter...it took me a little while to write it...I still don't like how it turned out...it seems like a filler chapter to me.
Big thanks to:
Fayden: Thanks for reviewing! In all honesty, I didn't mean for that line to be that funny, but I'm glad you enjoyed it :D
xDizzyx: Thanks for your review! I know it took a while for the kiss, but I wanted it to happen gradually...I didn't want instant smut. I'm glad you like it ;)
Mary: I appreciate the review! I'm glad you like my fic :)
Chapter 11:
Yep. The next day way definitely painful.
I seriously think I set a new record for painful hangovers.
What an accomplishment.
I cringed as I remembered what I did while I was drunk.
Actually, it was more like what I had said while I was drunk.
Now, as far as I could tell, everyone knew about me and Kyo.
Great.
On the plus side, at least I remember what I do when I’m drunk.
Then again, sometimes I wish I didn’t.
“Time to look alive,” Kaoru told me, pulling a shirt over his head.
“It’s hard too look alive when you don’t really feel alive,” I told him as I slowly pulled myself out from under the covers and off the bed.
I yanked some clothes out of a bag, carefully made it to the bathroom, and turned the shower on borderline freezing, hoping it would clear my head.
It kinda did.
I could function a little bit now.
I attempted to make myself look somewhat presentable, but gave up on my hair.
I swear, one day, I’ll just take a pair of scissors to it.
I practically snail-crawled out the hotel room door with a couple bags in my hands.
We were traveling to new city today.
I really needed to break the habit of getting hangovers on traveling days.
But on the plus side, I didn’t really have to do anything on those days…so maybe it actually was better if I got hangovers on those days.
Kyo was still acting as if I didn’t exist.
It made me want to hit him…or at least yell.
Either one would’ve made me feel better…when you put aside the fact that I didn’t really have the energy to do either at the moment, anyway.
But seriously, what was his problem?!?!?
Was he just going to keep acting like absolutely nothing happened or what?
This was excruciating torture.
I was the last one on the bus and all the other guys had made sure that I’d be sitting next to Kyo.
Bastards.
I dropped onto the seat with a slight grunt.
Kyo glanced at me for barely a second and turned to stare out the window.
See what I mean?!?!
You’d be pissed if it were you.
I clenched my jaw shut tightly, leaned back in my seat, and closed my eyes.
If nothing interesting was going to happen, I might as well sleep.
I didn’t’ sleep very long though. A half hour at the most.
I looked over at Kyo. He was reading a book and happily not paying any attention to the world around him.
Whatever.
I give up on him…for now, anyway.
Maybe I should be the one to bring it all up. Maybe that would just make it all a lot easier.
Or maybe (well, more like probably) I was just too much of a wimp to actually bring it up.
Ughhhhh.
Like I said before; whatever. I give up.
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We didn’t say a goddamn word to each other the whole fucking ride.
This was starting (well, actually, it was way, way past starting) to drive me up the damn wall.
After we had all settled in our rooms, I decided to go for a little walk.
I cam across Kyo who was doing God knows what.
He didn’t acknowledge my existence at all.
That’s it.
I grabbed onto his arm a pulled/dragged him into a corner.
He could have easily broken my hold on him and ran away like a bat out of heel, but he let me pull him into the secluded corner.
That was surprising, but I guess he just didn’t want to appear to be a wimp.
“We need to talk,” I told him.
He didn’t say anything. He just blinked at me.
Of course he couldn’t make this any easier for me.
“We kissed.”
Well, there was a fantastic way to begin; stating the embarrassingly obvious.
Kyo raised his eyebrows at me, but still didn’t say anything.
Goddamn him.
Would it seriously kill him to make this even slightly easier for me?
Exhaling air from my teeth, I went on. “So…what did that kiss mean?”
“What do you want it to mean,” he asked me, staring intensely at me. His stares could make nearly anyone feel very uncomfortable.
Nice; answering my question with another question (well, technically he didn’t really answer my question).
Son of a bitch.
“That’s just it, dammit. I have no fucking clue,” I said. There was slight growl in my voice. I was also swearing a lot…I noticed that that was something I did in frustrating situations.
Kyo was going to say something else, but Toshiya had suddenly materialized from his room.
I swear he had the worst fucking timing ever.
“I’m not interrupting anything, am I?” he asked us with slightly raised eyebrows and a curious expression.
Of course he was interrupting something. There was just no chance in hell I’d ever let him know that.
“No.” me and Kyo said simultaneously.
We quickly peeked at each other before returning our eyes to Toshiya.
Yep. We definitely made it all seem believable…not.
It was obvious that Toshiya didn’t believe us. Then again, it would take a total moron to actually believe us.
“Uh…well…night,” I said, quickly retreating to my room.
I already told you I’m a wimp. This only proves it.
Kaoru looked at me as I entered the room and shut the door behind me, but his attention soon returned to the TV in front of him. He was watching some anime show.
He probably knew that I’d been talking to Kyo.
My face was usually and open book that was absurdly easy to read.
Let me tell you, that sucked way more then you’ll ever know.
At least my purple-haired older step-brother was nice enough to not interrogate me, though.
I was already frustrated enough at the moment.
A/N: I seriously hate how this chapter turned out...but I couldn't figure out any other way to portray it...my muse has suddenly decided to hate me :( I promise to have a new chapter up this week! If not, I give you all permission to beat me bloody!
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