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Lass mich nicht im Stich	By : BabyElle Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Tokio Hotel Views: 1369 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Tokio Hotel. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Tokio Hotel still isn't mine!

Nordanvinden : sorry for the typos xD i know i'm not perfect but i'll try to pay attention! *crosses fingers* And the reason why Bill runs away is because he can't stand the pretense anymore of Tom being a playboy and him not caring... he couldn't handle it any longer that he couldn't tell Tom how he feels. AND yes i wrote up til chap 14, the reason why it's so silent around this fic is because i'm doing tons of things in the same time! Like writing on new fics and my private life has been hectic, like hell. One word, loveproblems. And i've been travelling alot, it hasn't been my intent to disregard this fic though!!! It's my first fic ever and kinda my baby in a way. To bad i kinda have a wb on this one now but i'm trying to write on it and the ending is in sight. But i really am glad that you like this story so much!!! thank you for that!!

Bill reflects while Tom hears some potential bad news!
Now on with the story!

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While Bill was outside sheltering for the storm he thought about the strange girl. Could she be right? Did Tom avoid him because he loved him? Because he was afraid of rejection? But … then …. Why did Tom call him names? Names he knew that he didn’t like being called in public like ‘Glamour Diva’. Thinking back he suddenly remembered the small grin on his brothers face, the way his tongue played with his lip ring and the way his eyes glittered.

Hmmm…. maybe… he didn’t mean it, he said it for fun! He felt so dumb now. He was so angry on Tom then. If he had known then that he didn’t meant it like that then he wouldn’t have been so angry. Gott, he is an idiot. He should’ve thanked the girl. He grinned. To think that it took a strangers point of view to see that his older brother loves him. He shook his head he was so silly. “Please find me Tomi, I don’t know the way back!” And from afar he could hear police sirens….

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Tom was getting impatient. They were already waiting for two and a half hours, couldn’t they work faster. Tom huffed, crossing his arms and eyed the door. The inspector had said that it would only take a few minutes. Yeah right, then why does it take so long?! He could already have Bill in his arms by now if it would’ve only taken a few minutes. But nooo,………..

“Uhm.” Tom looked up. “Mr.Kaulitz. Sorry that it took longer then expected but with the storm your brother’s signal was difficult to find. Now, according to the signal your brother is downtown –“ Tom jumped up.
“Well… why are we still here then?! We should go there and look for Bill.” Seems like Gustav and Georg agreed with him because they were already standing up and getting ready to leave. The officer sighed deeply stopping every movement and causing all of them to look worried at him. Especially Tom. When an officer does something like that it didn’t mean anything good.

“unfortunately your brother ‘might’ have left the building were the suspect talked of. A patrol that was nearby went to take a look. And … well… “ the inspector hesitated not sure how to said the rest. “the whole street is a mess. Buildings have crumbled like they were a card house. There was fire on the places the water couldn’t reach.”

Tom listened, his gut feeling told him that the worst had yet to come. And he was right.

“The building your brother was in was one of those who didn’t stand through the storm. If your brother was still in it….well… we …. uhm…then we’re afraid it might be to late…”

Tom couldn’t believe what he was hearing. His Bill…. His lovable, sweet, naive, cute, younger little brother that he loved with whole his being…could be…was…. presumed dead. To his left he unconsciously saw Georg who was looking lost also not believing what just had been said and Gustav holding his hand in front of his mouth looking shocked.
Tears slowly made way over his face. He just couldn’t believe it. Bill couldn’t be…dead. He couldn’t. He was his twin, he should’ve felt it if he was gone. With a tearstained face he looked at the inspector, who at the moment was talking to David.

Tom was waiting on the moment when someone would jump up with a camera saying it was a joke, that it wasn’t true and that Bill was safe. But nothing happened. He saw David looking at some photo’s and when he looked at Tom he knew what they were of.

Photo’s showing a completely destroyed area. The vision that the inspector described wasn’t far from it. It looked worse.
“Oh, Gott…” Tom whimpered and fell down on his knees with his hands over his face. Photo’s lying around him.

He would never see those Bambi-eyes surrounded by glittery black eye-shadow, the strawberry-glossed lips, the black bouncy hair, the teasing tongue stud, that attractive star on thin hipbones and those soft, soothing pale thin hands…. ever … again….

He felt Gustav and Georg wrap their arms around him both crying as well. They just lost their brother, friend, soulmate, singer,…. They failed their youngest member and they would forever blame themselves.

Tom shook his head. Hoping that Bill would walk into the room in his usual diva-like way, asking them what was wrong. But it didn’t happen. His baby brother didn’t walk into the room. Tom had always thought he would be the first to go. He was the eldest, the first-born so it seemed normal to him that he would go as first. He always defended his precious twin so he assumed that one of those times he would die first.

Not Bill… never Bill!!! He was crying so hard that he was having difficulties breathing but he didn’t care. He just had been told that his twin was practically dead. He bloody well had the right to cry.

“Boys…”David wanted to comfort them, comfort Tom but no words were right. He as well had tears silently on his face. He considered all four of them as his own. His unofficial ‘adopted’ sons and he lost his youngest. “… let’s… go back to the hotel.” There was nothing more he could say.

Sitting back in the backseat it all felt surreal. Last time they were in this seat they knew Bill was alright, hoping that perhaps he was at the police station when arriving there, but now …. The whole ride back was done in silence, there was nothing to say. Arriving at the hotel they walked in with their heads bowed. None of the press tried to come closer. They just stood silent, some with tears watching the three boys go into the hotel.

Back in the hotel room Tom sank down in the couch, looking forlorn. He wanted his brother! Someone talked to him but the words were lost to him, the words not coming through. The t.v. was turned on. And the news caught their attention.

“We just received news. As you know Bill Kaulitz, the vocalist of Tokio Hotel, went missing yesterday at noon. The police was able to find a suspect who had seen the 18- year old. According to his explanations and the tracking of Bill’s cell phone signal they were able to know his location.”
A photo showed up from the destroyed street.
“Unfortunately according to the police the young singer was located in one of these buildings. The chances that he could’ve gotten out are very slim to none. They know presume, as they are still searching underneath the crumbled building, that Bill was indeed in the building and didn’t survive the collapse.”
The woman was silent, a tear dropped down her face.
“Hereby we want to say our condolences to Tom Kaulitz, family and friends.”

Tom threw the remote that laid next to him at the screen, effectively shutting it up. “Tom…..”
“I don’t want to hear it. Bill isn’t dead. He can’t be ‘cause I would’ve felt it. He’s still alive I know he is!”
“Please Tom, ….. calm down please…we’ll…. we’ll find a way….” Gustav pleaded to him.
“No, that takes to long…” Jumping up he took a jacket and his cell.”…I should’ve done this from the beginning. I’m gonna search for him, myself!”

Before anyone could say a word Tom was out of the room heading toward the exit of the hotel. Determined to find his brother. “I’ll show them. A Kaulitz doesn’t give up, doesn’t go down without a fight. I’ll find my baby and prove them all wrong!” Stepping out of the hotel he ran into the city. Not once slowing down he headed to the downtown side of the city. Not caring at all about the storm, his baby brother was more important.

“Wait for me Bill…. I’ll find you!”

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i'm aware that it's short, don't shoot me!!! But i wrote these chaps ages ago that might be why. ^-^
I wanna thank my reviewers, although short (very short) in number, THANK YOU!!!!
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