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Freak	By : EmilyRose Category: My Chemical Romance > Slash - Male/Male Views: 3918 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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A/N: Thanks for the reviews!!!

Frank’s POV.

The next morning I woke up to someone breathing. It took me a moment to recall what had happened the night before, and as I remembered our conversation I felt angry tears sting my eyes again. I still couldn’t understand it, how someone could treat another human being like that. Especially someone like Gerard, who had no idea how to react in situations like that.

“Frank, you awake?” Gerard whispered and I smiled when I realised I hadn’t opened my eyes yet. I did so, and the first thing I saw was Gerard, lying on his side and leaning on one of his arms, staring at me. I yawned and turned to my side, so that I was facing him.

“How long have you been up?” I said and blinked my eyes a few times, to get used to the light in his room. I saw him shrug and then I turned around to look at the clock on his nightstand. It told me it was only 8 am, so no wonder I was tired.

“Was it true what you said yesterday?” He asked as I turned my gaze back to him. I shivered a bit in the cold, and pulled his cover further up before answering him.

“About what?” I questioned, as I tried to suppress another yawn.

He fidgeted a bit with the covers before taking a deep breath.

“That friends don’t tell each other to be naked, and-” he hesitated for a moment, “do things with each other.” He finally said, his eyes leaving mine. I put one of my hands under my head to support it, and the other on his cheek.

“Gerard, things like that,” I thought for a bit, trying to find the right words. “Things like that, you should only do with the person you love, and who loves you back. And both people should want to do it, otherwise it’s wrong.” I said, once again telling him what I thought deep in my heart. It was true, I didn’t believe in one-night-stands. I believe in making love to someone that you love unconditionally.

He seemed to think about my words for a bit, and I had to smile at the way he bit his lip when he thought.

“But two boys,” he paused for a second, “shouldn’t it be a girl and a boy?” He asked, and I cleared my throat. Normally, someone his age should know all these things, without having to ask them, but Gerard wasn’t like everyone else, something I knew well by now.

“Sometimes, two boys can love each other just as much. And sometimes it’s two girls who falls in love. It doesn’t matter who you love, real love can’t be wrong Gerard.” I said and my hand caressed his cheek slowly as I spoke. It still felt weird, being so brutally honest, and having him asking such honest questions. Questions that anyone else would think were embarrassing to ask/answer.

But maybe neither of us are like everyone else?

“I’m never going to do anything like that, with anyone.” He said, and I could hear the disappointment in his voice. “No one is ever going to fall in love with me.”

I shook my head and gave him a cheeky smile.

“Gerard, you don’t have to worry, alright? I promise that you’ll fall in love when the time is right. And someone is going to fall in love with you, you just have to be patient.”

My words made him think, and again he was biting his lip thoughtfully. I giggled and pulled his lip away from his teeth with my hand that had been resting on his cheek.

“You’ll chew it off.” I giggled and he stuck his tongue out at me.

“Well I’ve never!” I said in a mock-insulted tone and put my free hand on my forehead, leaning it back and looking very stuck up. My actions made him laugh, and I had to join him. His laugh was so, unique. Just like him.

Narrator’s POV.

For Gerard, lying like that and having a serious conversation was completely new. Sure he and Mikey talked sometimes, lying on the same bed. But it was never like this. Not the same intimate feeling. Gerard and Mikey were bound to each other by the same blood, and they shared a very special bond. But with Frank, it was the bond of friendship, and that was special.

It was different. Especially for Gerard, who had since he was 14 years old believed that friendship was something completely different. He had thought a friendship was about doing whatever your friend wanted, no matter how it made you feel. Frank telling Gerard what Cameron had done was wrong, still was a bit hard for Gerard to understand. But he knew now, that Frank wouldn’t do anything like that.

Gerard was safe, and he was happy. He was happy, because finally he had a real friend, someone who wouldn’t force him to get naked, or force him to do things that scared him. He had a friend, that would always make him happy.

When Frank smiled, Gerard felt something warm in his stomach, something he had never felt before, and he didn’t know what it was. It scared him in one way, because new things always scared him. But it felt good, so it couldn’t be something bad.

For the first time in his life, though Gerard didn’t know it, he was feeling something for someone, something stronger then just friendly feelings. Gerard was falling head over heels with the laughing boy in front of him, but he didn’t know it yet.

Frank’s POV.

I left Gerard’s room when he wanted to get dressed, and walked into my own room to put some clean clothes on. I frowned when I realised I knew something about Gerard, something big - no something huge - something that no one else knew. I didn’t know if I should tell Mikey, or if I should keep it a secret. I decided to leave it up to Gerard, it was his story to tell, not mine.

After pulling on clean clothes, I walked over to my window and pulled the curtains aside. There, in the garden next to the Way’s I could see him. The blonde boy, who now had grown into a young man, the man, who had broken Gerard down. I had noticed Cameron before, because he was outside a lot. I had asked Mikey about him, he had told me Cameron lived at home still because his mum had had a heart attack and she needed someone to look after her.

When I saw him sitting there, on their patio with his breakfast in front of him, I just wanted to hurt him. I wanted him to pay, to feel pain, but I did nothing. I just stood there for a minute, studying him. I knew people like him always got what they deserved, and I would be happy when he got what was coming to him.

“Hey, didn’t you sleep in your room last night?” Mikey asked when I joined him at the breakfast table. Gerard had decided to take a shower, so I told him I’d be waiting downstairs. I shrugged to Mikey as I grabbed a bowl and the carton of coco pops.

“No, but seriously, I went to wake you up this morning and your bed was empty.” He said again and I sighed as I sat down across from him at the table.

“Gerard was upset, so I slept in his bed.” I said quietly, hoping it wouldn’t upset him.

To my surprise he just nodded thoughtfully, but left it at that. I really didn’t feel like answering 20 questions about why I had slept in Gerard’s bed. I didn’t want to spill Gerard’s secret, he had kept mine, so I was determined to keep his.

After ten minutes, filled with me and Mikey having a heated discussion about music, Gerard finally joined us at the table. Mikey had already taken out a bowl and a spoon for him, so he just sat down next to me at the table.

“Their lyrics makes no sense.” Mikey said for the 100th time and I rolled my eyes at him for the 100th time.

“Yes they do!” I said through my teeth. We were always like this, discussing a subject to the point where we were almost arguing, but we both knew we weren’t really angry anyway.

“You’re both nerds.” Gerard suddenly piped up, and both Mikey and I stared at him in disbelief.

“I can’t believe you just said that, I’m ever so sad.” Mikey said dramatically and I let out a snort of laughter at the look on his face.

“It’s not funny, he called you a nerd too you know.” Mikey pointed out and I shrugged, my mouth too full with coco pops to be able to speak properly.

Suddenly Gerard gave out an annoyed grunt next to me and I swallowed what was in my mouth and turned towards him.

“I put the spoon in before the milk.” He said sadly and motioned towards the bowl. I knew I shouldn’t, but at his words I burst out laughing again. Mikey gave me a glare, since he knew how Gerard was when it came to his breakfast. And I really didn’t mean to laugh, I just couldn’t keep it in.

Narrator’s POV.

Mikey was beyond angry, Frank had just laughed as his brother’s habits, when he knew he wasn’t allowed to, because it hurt Gerard’s feelings.

However Gerard took them by surprise once more when he simply picked his bowl up and poured it out all over Frank’s head.

“Now who’s laughing?” He said before laughing violently at the shocked look on Frank’s face. This time, not even Mikey could keep from laughing, and as they both laughed it infected Frank who joined in the laughter as well.

A month ago, Gerard would’ve thrown his bowl to the side if he did it in the wrong order.
A month ago, Gerard would’ve cried/screamed at Frank for laughing at him.

But it wasn’t a month ago, and Gerard had changed, more then anyone could understand.

It bothered him that he had put the spoon in before the milk, but not to the point where he couldn’t eat it. And when Frank laughed at him, he didn’t get angry, he just did the first thing he could think of to get Frank to stop laughing. Which was pouring his milk all over him.

At that moment Donna Way stepped into the kitchen, still dressed in her nightgown. She threw one look at the three boys who were laughing so much they had tears in their eyes, and one of them was soaked in milk and cereal, rolled her eyes and went back to bed.

Breakfast could wait, she thought.
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