It was a warm, bright night | By : theProphet Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1502 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Toshiya paced back and forth in the living room, a cigarette in his hands. Shinya sat at the table, his brows furrowed with worry. Die sat at his side, also smoking and looking equally worried as Shinya. Miyavi was standing in the middle of Toshiya’s path, trying to make his lover sit.
“He’s gone there again” Toshiya said in dramatic voice, waving his hands frantically as he spoke. “He’s gone to see that whore again! We must do something about it!”
“I’ve tried talking to him so many times already that I’m already convinced that he won’t change his version. He’s stubbornly sticking to it.”
“If he does, maybe… maybe that’s really the truth” Miyavi suggested, feeling helpless as Toshiya strolled past him again.
“It’s understandable that he needs somebody to fuck with” Die agreed.
“It’s been too long” Shinya said. “He’s been going to him for too long already. And we barely see him now. He’s never here, with us, but always there, with him. I don’t think Kisaki will tolerate this for much longer…”
“But let’s face it – it must be the deal Kaoru was talking about” Toshiya said making another round to the end of the living room. “So if they made a deal, maybe Kisaki doesn’t care?”
“Toshiya…” Shinya sighted, looking at his friend. “Have you forgotten what happened to the others?”
Toshiya stopped and looked at Shinya.
“I sincerely don’t give a shit what happens to that whore. I’m just afraid that Kaoru might get hurt if he keeps this up. Because it’s almost as if… as if he has deeper feelings for the whore than a passing infatuation…”
Shinya looked grimly at Toshiya as if he had already thought about this possibility.
“Shinya-kun, please, you need to think of something!” Toshiya pleaded, finally sitting down on the sofa, Miyavi immediately sat down next to him and put a hand over his shoulders in case Toshiya wanted to stand up again. “I don’t want Kaoru to get hurt! Kaoru is too good to get hurt because of a filthy slut!”
“Totchi, please, calm down” Miyavi squeezed his lover’s shoulders in an attempt to sooth him.
“I think it’s pointless to try to talk to Kaoru at this point” Die said looking at Shinya and Shinya nodded, agreeing.
“I’ll try something, Totchi. I hope it will help the situation. If not… then we’ll have to think of something else.”
Toshiya sighted and leaned into Miyavi’s embrace. Kaoru was the only one I had when Kisaki took me in and he was my salvation. If not Kaoru, I would have turned out heartless cold-blooded killer. Miyavi would have never looked twice at me if I were like that. Kaoru’s presence was all that helped me to feel still alive. I own so much to Kaoru and I love him so much. Kaoru doesn’t deserve to be hurt. He doesn’t…
***
“What’s this?” Kyo asked puzzled. He eyed a little iPod in Kaoru’s hand suspiciously.
“It’s for you, Kyo” Kaoru said and put the thing next to Kyo on the bed. They both were curled up in blankets as it was very cold, trying to keep in the warm that still lingered after sex. “It’s my songs, Kyo.”
Kyo looked Kaoru in the eyes surprised.
“I love music, Kyo, and I compose songs on my free time. In this way I earn money. I sell my songs mainly to one band that is already quite popular.”
“You earn money?”
“Well of course. What do you think? That I have a huge amount of money in the bank and live comfortably of it?”
Kyo shrugged, but Kaoru saw that Kyo was really surprised at hearing this.
“I was born to a normal family. We were not rich, but we managed quite well. But there never were too much money. So no inheritance either. And after Kisaki took me with himself, I lived only to please him and never needed anything else except blood and roof under my head. But when Kisaki got bored of me, I had to take care of myself. After some time I finally managed to find a way to earn money. And even though the house we live in is Kisaki’s, we still have to pay for the water, heating and so on. Did you think vampires didn’t need money?”
“Kind of…”
“Well, if we want to live forever, we need not to ever attract attention. And having money helps to solve a lot of problems. But somehow I managed to wonder miles from what I wanted originally to say to you” Kaoru smiled apologetically. “Will you listen to these songs?”
“I can” Kyo shrugged, still not sure where this was going.
“I want you not only to listen to them, but write the lyrics for all of them.”
Kyo stared at Kaoru in disbelief.
“You can use your old poems, or you can write new. I don’t care because I trust your talent. And you can be sure that these songs will be used by famous band and you will hear, if we will be lucky, all of the songs with your lyrics on the radio.”
Kyo still stared at Kaoru and Kaoru was already thinking if Kyo would get angry and refuse. But how shocked he was as he saw a tear gather in the corner of Kyo’s eye and roll down his cheek.
“This is the most wonderful thing someone has ever done for me…” Kyo whispered, his voice full of emotion. Kaoru caressed Kyo’s cheek and wiped the tear away from Kyo’s face.
“I’m glad you like it. So you will do it?”
“Yes! I will… thank you…”
Kaoru just smiled back in response and kissed Kyo on the lips. And for the first time in many months Kyo kissed him back.
***
The next night Kaoru felt very excited. He felt that Kyo was letting Kaoru get closer and closer to himself. Kyo barely talked and he didn’t ever want to indulge in a normal conversation with Kaoru, but the last events, especially the last night, was making Kaoru feel very optimistic. Especially the kiss… Kyo had kissed him back. For the first time in the entire time.
Kaoru smiled to himself and silently opened the door to Kyo’s apartment. It was a habit now. Because as Kaoru came almost every night now, Kyo got used to sleeping at day and sometimes when Kaoru came, Kyo was still asleep. So they just felt it easier if Kaoru let himself in whenever he arrived.
Kaoru took off his shoes and headed to the so familiar now bedroom. But before he entered, he heard Kyo’s voice. At first Kaoru got puzzled and thought somebody else was there, but as he entered the room, he saw Kyo sitting on the bed, his back to Kaoru, sheets of paper scattered all around him, headphones in his ears, and singing.
Kaoru stopped there and listened in awe.
Kyo’s singing voice was different to the one when he spoke or moaned in pleasure while having an orgasm. His voice now filled the entire room with the beautiful, steady rhythm. It was strong and powerful, yet gentle and sweet at the same time. Kaoru was amazed as to how different his voice was when he sang. When Kyo spoke, it was always a silent, very gentle and soft flow of words. And now, when he sang, his voice sounded deeper, much more confident and even very strong.
Kaoru just stood there, listening to Kyo’s voice, grasping the wonderful lyrics. The lonely lamp on the bedside table lit the room in semidarkness and Kyo’s whole frail body was covered in darkness from the back. His hair shone from the light and as he crouched a bit lower so that he could see the words on the paper on the bed, the contours of his small nose showed up in the light.
The whole sight was so unearthly that it caught Kaoru’s breath and he felt spellbound. His heart filled with such a strong feeling, that for a moment he could not identify it. But as Kyo’s voice rang in the air once more, Kaoru knew. And he never in his life felt such a strong, heart-ripping feeling for any living being on earth.
Kyo’s voice quivered in the air and faded away. He slowly took the headphones off and started collecting the sheets of paper. And then he noticed Kaoru.
“I didn’t hear you come in” Kyo said and his voice sounded a bit rough and worn out. “Why didn’t you say anything?”
Kaoru managed to make his legs move. He sat on the bed next to Kyo and looked him in the eyes. Now Kyo’s back was turned to the lamp on the table and his face was covered in black shadows. But this only made Kyo’s features intermingle with the soft, yellow light from behind him and made Kyo look even younger and more vulnerable.
“You have an amazing voice, Kyo-kun. I’m just so… so…” Kaoru couldn’t find the words. He still felt like under spell. The silence in the room, the half-darkness and the yellow light, and Kyo’s voice left him speechless.
I want this moment never to end, Kaoru thought and slowly lifted his hand to caress Kyo’s cheek. Kyo smiled shyly and leaned in on Kaoru’s hand.
“Your voice is God-like, Kyo.”
Kyo smiled and shook his head in denial almost timidly.
“Did you ever think of becoming a singer, Kyo?”
“No… Not really. I just always loved to sing” Kyo shrugged. Kaoru smiled and leaned in to kiss Kyo. Kyo smiled in the kiss, but answered shyly. He even closed his eyes, feeling warmth spreading in his chest.
“Have you adapted lyrics to all the songs I left you?” Kaoru whispered, stealing small kisses from Kyo’s lips at the same time. Kyo nodded, already turning and taking the sheets of paper from the bed, apparently eager to show to Kaoru what he did.
They spent half of the night discussing the lyrics and deciding where in the song to put them and where to leave just the music. But Kaoru mostly just had to listen what Kyo had to say, because Kyo had selected the lyrics just perfectly and had chosen the place in the songs for them without any flaws. Kaoru never heard Kyo talk so much and so passionately. Finally all things were set. Kyo handed Kaoru the sheets with the lyrics with the various markings of where they should start and end in the songs.
Kyo almost grinned as he handed them to Kaoru, his face shining with happiness.
“Do you really think all the songs will be used?”
“Yes, Kyo-kun” Kaoru nodded. “I am going with these songs to the band in a few days. Now I have an unexpected addition of the lyrics” Kaoru smiled.
“I hope they will like them and will use them” Kyo blushed a bit, his face getting redder even in the darkness.
“They will Kyo. Basically for one main reason – they can hardly compose lyrics themselves. They usually hire a writer to do that.”
Kyo beamed and bounced on the bed a bit. Kaoru laughed and grabbed Kyo in his arms.
“You’re so impossibly cute right now, Kyo” Kaoru whispered and started kissing Kyo’s neck, being very careful not to bite him even slightly, not even to scrape Kyo’s skin with his teeth. Kaoru has learned that it always made Kyo tense up immediately. So now he just quite forcefully kissed and sucked on Kyo’s skin, leaving red marks on his way.
“I’m not cute!” Kyo protested, but Kaoru didn’t buy his act, as Kyo at the same time almost giggled from the wet kisses Kaoru was giving him at the moment.
Kaoru laid Kyo on the bed and kissed his way down to Kyo’s belly, already undressing him. Kyo felt that he was getting hard and closed his eyes, enjoying the feeling. Anticipation made him feel weird at the bottom of his stomach, as he already couldn’t wait for Kaoru to penetrate him and make him feel wonderful pleasures.
Kyo couldn’t remember when was the last time he felt so wonderful and so happy.
But all his thoughts were wiped clean from his mind as Kaoru’s hot, hard length suddenly was thrust inside and Kyo released a very low, long, throaty moan.
***
Toshiya wailed sadly, his face in his hands, his body trembling from tears. Die sat a bit farther away, looking immensely pissed of and irritated. Shinya sat next to Toshiya, trying to sooth him.
“I’m not being stupid, Shinya!” Toshiya cried. “It’s over!”
“The fuck it is!” Die shot back, not able to stand this nonsense anymore. “Stop driveling already! Me and Shinya have more important things to do than listen to the usual NONSENSE!”
“It’s not nonsense!” Toshiya shot back. “You heard him! He said I look funny! When it was him who made me do this haircut! He did it on purpose so that I would look stupid and he would have an excuse to leave me and fuck with somebody else!”
Die wanted to hit his head on the wall. Or maybe Toshiya’s. It was so stupid that he even didn’t know if he should laugh or cry.
“We have more important things to worry about than your stupid argument with Miyavi!” Die stared angrily at Toshiya. “For example Kaoru!”
That made Toshiya stop crying for a moment.
“Where could Miyavi have gone to?” Die asked.
“Home” Toshiya uttered. “I told him to… to stay away from me…”
“Well, I guess he’s smarter than he looks” Die grumbled. “He gave you time to calm down and understand how stupid your accusation really is. Now,” Die stood up, “I’m going to go and bring him here. I’m going to tell him that you already calmed down and understood that your conclusions about his remark were stupid, and that you just want him back. Got it?”
Toshiya nodded, low sobs still escaping his lips.
“Good” Die said and put on his coat. “We’ll be both here soon.”
When Die closed the doors behind him, Shinya turned to look at Toshiya.
“Die’s right, you know?”
Toshiya nodded. He seemed to be calmer already.
“Shin-chan, do you really think that I shouldn’t have reacted this way?”
“Not so dramatically, Totchi” Shinya smiled. “There was nothing to fight about so much.”
Toshiya cleaned his face with the back of his hand trying to calm down.
“I’m stupid…” he muttered and Shinya laughed.
“Well, maybe just a little bit” he teased Toshiya and got a glare. “Are you feeling better now?”
Toshiya nodded and tried to smile.
“I’m sorry. I know we have more important issues than my stupid fights with Miyavi.”
Shinya just sighted.
“We’ll have to think of how to keep him away from that whore for one whole night” he said. “I have some ideas, but for that we need to keep him away from going there at least one night.”
“Well, that’s easy. I can pretend to be very depressed over a fight with Miyavi and with you and Die gone, Kaoru would be the one trying to comfort me. And after I complain that he doesn’t spend time with me anymore, I think he will stay.”
Shinya nodded thoughtfully.
“I think we can try that.”
Toshiya smiled and stood up.
“I’ll go wash my face. I don’t want to look like I just cried a river when Myvs shows up.”
Shinya nodded and Toshiya left the room leaving Shinya to think about his plans of saving Kaoru from the whore’s grip.
TBC
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