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Until You Lose Your Breath	By : theProphet Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1741 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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The recording ended after two more weeks.
-Good work, -was all Kaoru said on the matter. –Now we have to prepare for the upcoming promotion concert and the concert with Miyavi.
-When’s that? –Die asked.
-On the 17th of January. And the other concert’s after a week.
-The concert on your birthday?
-So what?
Die shrugged his shoulders.
-I’m having a little party in my flat after the concert. You’re invited, of course.
-Kyo, -Toshiya suddenly said, -aren’t you going to invite us to your birthday party? Only five days are left.
-I’m not going to do a birthday party, -Kyo said.
-Why not?
-I can go and get drunk even today. Why should I bother to invite a bunch of losers and feed them?
-Kyo, it’s a special day, -Shinya said, -you should enjoy it with your friends and family.
-I don’t have any friends and I can be with my family whenever I want, -Kyo shot back. –Don’t order me what to do.
-You should change your opinion, -Die said. –It should be fun to spend some time together again after the intense work.
-You’re going to spend time together at Kaoru’s. Isn’t that enough? –Kyo glared at Die.
-Aren’t you coming? –Kaoru asked.
-No. Why should I?
Kaoru didn’t say anything. He thought that it was better if Kyo didn’t come.
-Well, I don’t care whether you’re going to do a party or not, -Shinya said. –I’m going to visit you on the 16th nonetheless.
-Die will keep your ass busy on Friday night so I don’t think you’ll manage to come anyway. You came back just yesterday and you can’t sit straight even after one night spent with him. I fear to think what’s going to be with you after five more days.
Shinya’s face immediately got red and Die looked at Kyo angrily.
-What we do when we’re alone is not your business! –he said. –If you’re going to insult him again…
-What will you do? –Kyo interrupted. –You’ll beat the shit out of me? I’d like to see that!
Die stood up but Toshiya grabbed his hand and stopped him.
-Die, don’t… -he pleaded.
Kyo grinned evilly at Die.
-How protective we are today, -he teased. –We all can see that you fucked him sore yesterday. You should be more careful with this fragile porcelain doll. You might break his frail body if you’ll keep fucking him senseless.
Die made an attempt to jump on Kyo again but Toshiya held him in place.
-Enough, Kyo! –Kaoru said.
-Enough what? Can’t I give him an advice?
-Stop acting like a bastard.
-Huh… I am a bastard, didn’t you know? So I’m going to act like one.
-Kyo, please… -Toshiya pleaded with tears in his eyes.
Kyo looked at him for a moment then took cigarettes and went out to smoke. Toshiya released Die from his grip. Die glared angrily after Kyo then turned to look at Shinya. The drummer sat with his head lowered so that they wouldn’t see his face. But they all knew he did that because he felt ashamed. Die kneeled next to him and took his hands into his and kissed them.
-Forget him, -he said but Shinya just kept sitting in silence and not even looking at them.
***
Kyo came back and they went to the concert hall in silence. They had repetitions in order to prepare for the concert on Saturday. It was a short promotional concert consisting of seven new songs from the album. Kyo had to sing all these days without any additional breaks so his mood got even worse. He almost didn’t talk with the others at all.
On Friday evening they finished work earlier and Kyo disappeared so that nobody saw him going out. Kaoru stayed a bit longer and the others went home.
Shinya was silent on the way home and Die still felt angry so they didn’t talk. Die was very surprised when he saw that Shinya was not going to stay at home but he just dropped the bag in the corridor and took the car keys.
-Where are you going? –Die asked.
-To Kyo’s.
-What for?
-I’ll come back in two hours.
-No. You’re not going to him.
When Shinya still was heading to the doors Die got angry.
-He made fun of you and you’re still going to him?!
-I just want to talk. He was in a really bad mood today. I’ll feel calmer if I’ll know that he’s more or less ok.
-Shinya…
-No, Die, I need to go. If you don’t want to wait for me I’ll understand.
-I’ll wait for you, -Die sighted. –But be back in two hours.
Shinya smiled and kissed him before going out. Kyo greeted him with:
-What do you want?
-Can I come in?
Kyo just glared at him and vanished inside the apartment. Shinya came in and closed the door. He found Kyo in the kitchen already smoking a cigarette. Shinya sat at the table and looked at Kyo.
-How are you feeling? –Shinya asked.
-Fucking great, -was the answer. Shinya sighted and looked at his hands.
-Kyo…
-I don’t want to hear what you have to say, Shinya, -Kyo interrupted. –I don’t want to hear anything! And I don’t want to see any of you!
-Kyo…
But Shinya didn’t know what he could say to him. Before he could realize it, he felt that tears were running down the smooth skin of his cheeks.
-What are you crying for? –Kyo asked. –Does your ass still hurt?
-Why are you so cruel to me, Kyo? Don’t you want me to be happy? Don’t you wish happiness for me and Die?
-You want to hear the truth? No, I don’t want to see you two happy.
-Kyo, you had your chance with Kaoru. Now I have mine with Die. Please…
-Please what? You want me to be happy for you? –Kyo hissed. –Did you come here to rub it into my face? I don’t want your company. Get out!
-Kyo, why are you like this? I worry for you. We’re all your friends, we want to help you.
-I don’t need your help! Get out!
Shinya didn’t want to give up so easily but he changed his mind. He was hurt by Kyo’s words and even angry with him. He decided to leave. If Kyo was so stubborn, then so be it.
Shinya stood up and went home were Die was waiting for him.
***
The concert was not exactly what Kaoru expected. The band played well despite some Shinya’s mistakes. But Kyo was not acting the way he usually did while being on the stage. He was in such a bad mood that he didn’t even bother to cover it somehow. He missed the lines, his voice sounded weak at some points, he didn’t do much on the stage but just stood and looked at some point in the crowd with unseeing eyes. The audience was affected by such his behavior and wasn’t as noisy and energetic as it should have been. So nobody was surprised when they heard Kaoru say:
-Kyo, we need to talk.
-Don’t you need to go prepare your birthday party? –Kyo said his back to Kaoru.
-I’m serious, Kyo.
-Me too. I don’t want to talk to you.
-Ok, if you don’t want to talk in private, we’ll talk here. You didn’t even try to sing as good as you can today. Your performance was a sorry sight. You fucked up our promotional concert!
-I’m very sorry for that, -Kyo said not sounding sorry at all. –I’ll try not to fuck up next time.
Kyo took his bag and went to the direction of the doors.
-Kyo, I didn’t let you to go yet!
Kyo turned around quickly and faced Kaoru.
-I don’t care! Just fuck off! I don’t want to see your ugly face again! Just give me a reason and I’ll beat the shit out of you!
Kaoru opened his mouth to say something but Kyo didn’t let him
-SHUT UP! SHUT THE FUCK UP! I HATE YOU! I HOPE YOU’LL HAVE A FUCKING LAME BIRTHDAY AND A FUCKED UP LIFE! I HOPE SOME FREAK WILL KILL YOU A SLOW AND PAINFULL DEATH! I HOPE HE’LL FUCK YOU SENCELESS, BEAT YOU UP, PUT OUT YOUR EYES AND CUT OFF YOUR TONGUE! NO, BETTER YOUR DICK AND FEED IT TO THE DOGS IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES! I’D LIKE TO SEE THAT! I HATE YOU! I…
Kyo suddenly stopped and grabbed his throat with his hands. He looked like he couldn’t breathe. After some more seconds he fell to his knees, a vein pooped out on his forehead. He still couldn’t take a breath.
First one to react was Toshiya. He rushed to Kyo and tried to take away his hands from the throat.
-Call the ambulance! –he shrieked. –Kyo can’t breathe!
Kaoru with trembling hands took his phone and did as Toshiya asked. Kyo was now almost lying on the ground. Tears were in his eyes. He couldn’t take the pain any more, he couldn’t even breath.
-Kyo, calm down, -Toshiya tried to sound as calm as he could. –Calm down and try to take a breath. Calm down.
Toshiya took Kyo’s hand and caressed it looking Kyo in the eyes.
-Everything’s going to be ok, just calm down. Breathe.
Kyo’s body started to tremble from pain, he tried to take a breath but the air didn’t reach his lungs. It stuck somewhere on the way. Kyo closed his eyes.
-No, Kyo, look at me! Look at me!
Kyo managed to open the eyes again.
-Look at me and try to calm down. Calm down, -Toshiya repeated it so much that it started to sound like an incantation. After what looked like hours Kyo finally managed to calm down looking at Toshiya’s eyes, then he finally managed to breathe again but his throat hurt as never before.
-Everything’s going to be ok, -Toshiya said and laid Kyo’s head on his knees, hugging him with one hand. Kyo started crying, his body still trembled from pain and shock. –Everything’s going to be ok.

TBC

Okaaaaaaay…. So Kyo acts like a bastard as well.. But we still love him! ^-^ Right??
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