Breaking Through | By : gardenrose Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Savage Garden Views: 4056 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Darren arrived the next morning.
He walked in looking rather sheepish. Daniel didn’t want Darren to be tense. He had thought they are past that point. But obviously Darren was deeply distressed and felt uneasy.
Daniel leaned over and kissed Darren’s cheek. Be wae wasn’t smiling. Neither of them was.
“Hi, baby” Daniel greeted him and nodded towards the living room.
Darren walked in, made himself comfortable on a couch and looked at Daniel settling himself opposite him across the room.
He is so damn pretty now, Daniel thought. So pretty.
“Daniel?”
“Yes, Darren”
“For a start you could tell me exactly what made you so upset, I need to know,” he spoke in a pleading and apologising voice.
“Well for a start… I thought the band is you and me. That’s what you said before, isn’t it?” Daniel waited for Darren to nod, “I feel hurt if you make decisions behind my back,” he sighed. He had prepared this speech, but it didn’t seem as easy now as it did when he played this conversation over and over in his head last night night.
“I felt betrayed when you decided to accept their demands because I know it is not what you believe in and I know it is not fair. I think, Darren… I think you could have told me the truth… Cause you just lie…”
“I didn’t lie to you, I just …”
“Yeah didn’t tell the whole truth? The same difference, Darren! It really is!”
“Well … I didn’t want to fight” Darren looked away.
“I never want to fight with you, Darren. I never want to fight with anyone!” Daniel didn’t want to lose his temper, he was breathing deep and trying to focus on how much he loved the man sitting in front of him.
“Well but you did what I was afraid you might do – you took this personally when it’s just work. It’s just business, Danny! Why can’t we leave the private part separate from that?”
“Because it is NOT separate! That’s what I am bloody trying to say! When you do this, it hurts mesonasonally. It doesn’t hurt one half of the Savage Garden. It hurts Daniel, the one who sleeps with you every nigh… Well not any more of course…” he lowered his voice, “I think pretending not to be together to the world is as personal as it gets.”
Darren was silent. So was Daniel now. They just looked at each other. Daniel saw many things in Darren’s face, in his eyes… He saw love, he saw some strange longing, and he even saw begging for forgiveness. But he didn’t see any remorse. Darren still thought he was right.
Had he even been listening?
“Darren? You listening to me?” Daniel asked.
“Yes, I am listening to you. What do you want me to say?” Darren asked. He indeed didn’t sound like he was sorry and certainly didn’t look sheepish any more.
“I want you to tell me … Do you think this band is worth it? Worth hiding behind the closed doors? Worth this argument?”
“Yes, Danny, it is,” Darren seemed awakened now, “is it really that hard for your pride not to grab me in public? Why does it matter if that’s what I want or what record company wants? Didn’t it ever cross your mind that maybe me and them want them same thing?”
“Well that’s quite a change of heart…” Daniel was not taking his eyes away from Darren. He couldn’t believe what he was hearing.
“People change,” Darren snapped back, “And now I think I want to do it. For the sake of getting somewhere with this… This band… not for the sak kil killing time or testing my talents or seeing how much I can get away with… I want to do it for the sake of making it big, really big, Danny…”
“Is it that important to you?” Daniel inquired, raising his eyebrows, “would you do anything for it?”
“It is that important for me,” Darren answered.
Daniel sighed. At least that is out in the open now.
“Can you just tell me one thing…” Daniel asked, “one thing that is really bugging me since I talked to Eleesteesterday…”
Darren nodded, “What?”
“Did you really tell her you’re got gay?”
Darren looked at Daniel with seriously hurt looked.
“But I am not, Danny. I am not gay. I am just in love with you. YOU. I’d never be with a man if it’s not you!”
Daniel was taken by surprise. Did he really feel that way? Was the denial of what he is so strong in him? Daniel breathed in and out few times before he spoke.
“Darren, you love me? You sleep with me. I’m a man. You’re a man. Do you think that doesn’t make you gay? You think it makes you straight who has one gay fling? That’s just not how it works! It doesn’t matter how many relationships you’ve got before, it only matters where you end up being happy!”
“It is not as simple as you make it, Danny!”
Daniel jumped up from his chair and walked over to Darren. He was standing right in front of him, fists clenched, Darren immersing deeper into the sofa, like he is scared of Daniel’s body so close to him, so suddenly.
“I wish YOU would make it that simple, Darren, cause it is. You, my dear,” Daniel stepped even closer, his legs touching the sofa now, “like having a dick up your ass. That’s quite a simple statement, Darren. Very simple one.”
Darren inh a s a sharp loud breath. He had edged into a corner of the sofa now, knees up to his chest. He seemed scared.
Daniel didn’t care how much he frightened him now. He wanted Darren to open up his soul for him. He wanted him to talk to him.
Once in a lifetime, tell me what is going on in that damned head of yours, Dn! n!
“Tell me Darren, doesn’t it tell you anything about your sexuality? Wanting to have your ass fucked till you bleed and faint? ”
“Why are you doing this to me, Danny?” Darren whispered.
“Doing to you WHAT?” Daniel nearly shouted back.
Darren reached his hand to Daniel. His eyes lowered somewhere to Daniel’s chest. As soon as Daniel touched the hand, their fingers entwisted and Darren was pulling him down on the sofa.
Daniel felt a hot flush over his body. It took about 2 seconds for him to give in.
He kneeled on the sofa, letting his hands find Darren waist and pulling him closer.
They both lie down on the sofa, arms around each other, and Daniel felt Darren’s rock hard erection pressing against his stomach.
“Please,” Darren whispered in his ear, “Show me what is it exactly that you think makes me gay…”
Daniel stopped stroking his back and grabbed his buttocks, pulling them apart and thrusting himself against Darren’s crotch.
Darren moaned in pleasure. He threw his head back and squirmed to lie on his back, pulling Daniel on top of him.
“Take your fucking pants off first,” Daniel commanded, helping Darren to unzip his jeans and take them off, together with his knickers and socks, too.
Darren parted his now naked legs.
“Now that shirt looks incredibly silly, I can’t fuck you looking like that,” Daniel probably sounded more serious than he was, but Darren’s shirt quickly fell on the floor next to the rest of his clothes.
Daniel let his whole body cover Darren’s, he was rubbing the material of his clothes against Darren’s naked skin, moving up and down with him, Darren’s legs already around his waist.
Really not the time for fully undressing… Daniel just reached his hand down between them and opened a button on his jeans, then unzipped his fly. Darren's eyes flew open to that sound, and he looked down as Daniel lowered his pants to his knees and then returned his hands to where they where – on Darren’s shoulders.
Daniel felt shivers of anticipation through Darren’s body as he teased him with his cock, rubbing it between his legs, moving over him suggestively, trying to position himself at his opening.
Daniel grabbed Darren’s shoulders rather painfully as he was trying to push himself through. Darren’s moaning was muffled by Daniel’s loud groan as he entered him, with a third try, all the way in. He paused, his face in Darren’s neck, panting heavily, trying to hold still, griping Darren’s shoulders with his hands.
“Is this what you want, Darren?” he whispered, breathing heavily in Darren’s ear, “Do you like me inside of you?”
Darren moaned, thrusting up his hips.
“Yes, Danny, yes …” another thrust, “yes…..”
Daniel lifted his upper body on his hands and madlittlittle move with his hips, looking down at Darren’s face.
“Yes, baby…” Darren moaned, looking straight back at him.
Daniel did another move.
“Tell me,” Daniel whispered again.
“Fuck me…Danny please just fucking…. do it… Ahh….” Darren tried to move under Daniel’s weight.
Daniel grabbed Darren around the waist and lifted him up, so that they were sitting, Darren straddling him, his legs still around Daniel’s waist, Daniel still deep inside of him.
“Ohhhh, Danny…,” the new friction made Darren scream.
“Work it, baby….” Daniel smiled at him, tightening his arms around Darren’s waist. “ Show me how much you like it”
Now free to move on Daniel’s cock, Darren manoeuvred a little and then seemed to have found the right spot and lost control. He, as Daniel had advised, was “working it”, moving his hips up and down, left and right, his legs locking tightly around Daniel’s waist and his arms around Daniel’s neck.
“God …” Darren scream, “Yes, Danny…. Oh yes… Up the ass… Yes … You feel so good…”
He screamed obscenities working Daniel’s cock it seemed like forever, but finally he was convulsing in ecstasy, coming over Daniel’s stomach, and exhausted put his head on Daniel’s chest.
“I love you so much Danny…” he whispered.
Darren felt Daniel still hard inside of him. He raised his head to look at him.
“Danny,” Darren smiled his beautiful tired smile, “Can you do me a favour?”
Daniel didn’t answer. He raised his hand to take Darren’s long hair from his sweaty face and gently caressed his cheek.
“Danny…” Darren turned his face to kiss Daniel’s hand, “put me on all fours… Let me feel you come… Let me feel you come inside of me”
to be continued
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