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Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of S.K.I.N or Dir en Grey. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
AN: It’s been over a year since my last update. I apologize, I didn’t mean to let it get this late before this next chapter but I decided to rewrite a few chapters....the future not the past. I was writing it while I was working a night audit job at a hotel and my mind wasn’t exactly focused. Anyways I’ll try to update more...later!
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Chapter 11
Drama
After the initial shot wore off Jo walked up and grabbed Kaiora, the then turned to walk back to the rooms before turning to Yoshiki. She lifted her finger and sternly told him “Don’t you move” she then brushed passed Sugizo who was still like a stature staring at his older brother.
Yoshiki could do nothing as Kaiora was dragged away by Jo and disappeared from sight and he was left with Sugizo who hadn’t moved.
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Jo dragged Kaiora to a small room that had several couches and a flat screen TV in it.
She then sat Kaiora down harshly and stood in front of her with her arms folded. Kaiora suddenly got the feeling she was being interrogated by her mother. “What was that?” came Jo’s voice.
Kaiora didn’t move “A kiss.”
“You were kissing Yoshiki!”
“I kiss him allot.”
“A lot?...how long has this been going on?”
“About a week.”
“Is that why you’re spending so much time with him?”
“Yes”
Jo began to pace as she ran her hands through her hair and down her face “All this time I thought he was helping you.”
“He was helping me.”
“How!?” Jo demanded “By sucking on your tongue?”
A jolt of anger ran through her body and she tried as hard as she could to suppress it; however along with anger came pain that brought a fire down her veins and into her heart. She took a deep breath.
“Considering the time we’ve been spending together, and the fact that I even spent a night in his room, it’s quite surprising that you didn’t figure this out sooner.”
“Like I would’ve thought YOSHIKI of all people would try anything with you. He’s 20 years older than you!”
“Sugizo is 17 years older than you...you don’t seem to mind that.”
Jo seemed to be caught off guard “Th-That’s different” she sputtered.
“Because it’s you” it was a statement. Not a question.
“Kaiora you just literally woke up after 3 months of mourning and suddenly I find you making out with Yoshiki Hayashi! Exactly how am I supposed to take this?”
Kaiora turned up to her with dangerous eyes. “You could try being happy for me.”
Jo turned “How can I do that when I think he may have used your vulnerability to...”
SLAP! A crack sounded against walls of the room and silence followed.
Jo stood completely shocked not even registering the pain of Kaiora’s palm against her cheek. Kaiora’s eyes stung with tears and hate, her breathing was getting harder and she took several breathed to ease her pounding heart...she was still quite weak after all.
“How dare you” she whispered through her laboured breaths “How dare you instigate that I would be so easy to manipulate, and how dare you imply Yoshiki would sink so low as to use my broken soul against me. Had it not been for Yoshiki I would still be in that coma! He pulled me from the brink of madness and continued to help me rise to my knees.”
A sharp pain shot through her chest and her lungs suddenly felt constricted, but she forced herself to get the words out. “It was me who instigated this. He didn’t even want to, he thought the same thing, he thought it was my emotional vulnerability that drove me into his arms. He won’t even hold me sometimes and I feel the fear he has of hurting me.”
Jo’s head shot up as she stared to wheeze “I was the one who con...convinced him” she breathed heavily “Not the other...way...around.”
The world was spinning, she was only vaguely aware of the arms that grabbed onto her, they would leave bruises and that scream that followed “SUGIZO! YOSHIKI!”
The world went black.
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Gackt, Annette, Minami, Miyavi, Jo, Angel, Sugizo, and Yoshiki all sat, stirred and paced impatiently in the waiting area of the emergency room. Ronin was buzzing over the phone attempting to do some damage control.
It had been spread already that the group was now in the emergency room and the web was already full of rumours about which member had been hurt.
Jo slapped her phone shut and slammed it on the table before leaning down to place her head in her hands. “I updated” she whispered “I told them it was Kaiora not any of you.”
Gackt sighed before he leaned over and rubbed her back lightly “It’s going to be okay Jo” he said “Kaiora just had an overload.”
He felt her shutter and knew she didn’t believe him. She blamed herself, he shook his head, and if she was this back he knew Yoshiki was much worse. The man had a pessimistic personality when it came to other people in his life. He would think over every single scenario in his head trying to will back time thinking he would or could do anything different.
He wondered how he could help his friends?
He turned to Annette, who was currently biting off her long beautiful fingernails. He reached over and took them from her mouth before leading them to his and kissing the ends. She smiled at him before winding her hands in his. “It may not be okay now” he whispered to her “But it will be.”
She nodded.
Yoshiki was going crazy.
He’d sworn that this carpet was dark green, but now that he looked closer he saw that it was blue. Blue was a strange color, it was almost purple. Purple...purple...weird word. How did people come up with Purple? Pu-rrr-pllllleee. Purple. Purple...in that thought. Where did they come up with words? And why did each race and each end of the world have to have a completely different set of words that people on the other side of the world couldn’t understand.
Why didn’t they all just speak the same language? Why did they have to have their own? He guessed they just made due with what they had, but wasn’t there some theory that all humans derived from the same place? That they all lived in Africa then spread to different continents before the continents split.
Man...he felt sorry for the group that broke into Atlantis...and if they were such a civilized and ingenious people WHY didn’t they know that it was going to sink? He’d heard there were strong psychics on that island...maybe they were shown one future and then given another. God could be tricky.
God...God....God...where did they come up with THAT word for him? Her...him...herm..
Sugizo watched his friend pace and pace and pace and knew that he was trying as hard as possible NOT to think of the problem at hand. If he allowed it Yoshiki would think of everything under the sun just so he didn’t have to live in the moment. He learned the last time something like this happened that sitting and worrying was not the best solution. Of course in the middle of it when Pata had suggested to Yoshiki to do something to take his mind off of it, they walked into Yoshiki’s house the next day and saw the living room floor was littered with origami and a couple hundred solved rubix cubes.
He then turned to Jo who was still hunched over.
“Excuse me” He turned up and smirked as he saw Minami once again bothering the first nurse to come through the door “That last woman who came out here called me a mosquito but that doesn’t mean I’m not going to stop buzzing around your ear until you tell me what is going on with Kaiora!”
“The doctor will be right out miss” the nurse said as she hurried to the door “Your friend has regained consciousness.”
She then ran out the door before anyone else could berate her with questions.
The doctor suddenly walked into the room “Family of Kaiora...”
“We’re her family” the girls said in union before he could finish his sentence.
He looked surprised for a moment before he nodded and smiled “You don’t need to worry. Your friend is fine.”
“What happened?” Jo asked.
He flipped through the file in his hands “It’s a basic fainting spell. Whatever she was doing at the time was a little much for her” Yoshiki and Jo’s eyes flickered to one another “I’ve reviewed her medical history and I see that she just recently was released into your care.”
They all nodded “She’s still quite weak after her recent problems. You could compare her to a child...a baby even. Still not strong enough to take care of herself. She needs more vitamins and more sleep. As I said she’s still very week and any kind of provocation or anything that may upset her will cause her brain to shut down and leave her in her recent state.”
He saw the expressions on their faces and quickly recovered his words “It’s nothing to worry about,” he assured them “it’s her brains way of protecting itself. If anything if she didn’t faint she would be in worse shape. You simply need to be more careful with her.”
“What can we do doctor?” Miyavi spoke up.
He pulled out a paper from his clip board “I’ve written down sever suggestions. Make sure she gets at least 10 hours of sleep a day. 8 at night and 2 during the day. As I said she needs more vitamins, there’s a list of them there, also a list of foods and drinks she needs to take so she could become stronger. And try not to upset her. It says here the reason behind her recent problems was due to the death of a loved one. If you don’t mind me saying, her heart is very fragile right now. It’s trying to mend itself, but at the same time it cannot take confrontation. Fighting with her will not help.”
“What do you suggest?” Sugizo asked “Kaiora despite her fragile state is very strong minded and she would think we were being bothersome if we tried to comfort her too much.”
“I’d say anything before whatever caused her fainting spell would be good,” he said “Her progress within the last few weeks has been amazing. “
They all nodded.
“It was my fault.”
Everyone turned to Jo, and a question mark appeared on the doctors face “I’m sorry?” he asked.
“I was the one who did this to her” Jo told him “I saw her with a man and automatically assumed the worst. I yelled at her. I told her that he was using her...I...I accused her of being foolish and stupid...”
Tears were streaming down her face “I’ve tried so hard to take care of her...but in the end I caused her to end up right back where she started.”
The doctor smiled “You were trying to protect her...and you didn’t understand the consequences of yours, or her actions. It’s a simple mistake...”
The doors swung open and a nurse appeared “I’m sorry to disturb you” she said “But...is one of you Jo?”
Everyone turned to Jo who was staring at the nurse. “She’s been asking for you.”
Jo’s face went pale, she then shook her head. “I...I can’t..I can’t face her...”
The nurse nodded “I understand your fear...however...she’s been threatening to pull the needles from her arm and she won’t let me take any measurements from her unless she sees you.”
Jo shook her head before she started walking towards the door muttering to herself.
The doctor smiled turning to the group “As I was saying, despite her physical and emotional problems, she is quite determined to get better. So if you follow those suggestions and continue to give her support, she will be fine.”
They all nodded “Thank-you doctor” Yoshiki, Miyavi, Gackt, and Sugizo bowed.
The girls, the doctor, and the nurse all stared at the four in wonder.
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She didn’t look as bad as Jo expected. However after watching her wither for the past three months this was not be considered ‘bad’ in Kaiora’s case. She looked...fine.
Her color was there, she looked fuller, and only one needle was stuck in her arm. She was fiddling with a wire trying to figure out where it came from when Jo spoke “You might shock yourself if you do that.”
She jumped slightly and turned up, when she saw Jo standing there a smile spread across her face.
“Jo” she said.
Jo was thunderstruck.
A simple word could do so much. It wasn’t in the word itself, but in the tone. In the eyes of the speaker, the face. It brought Jo back to when they were younger, both never really were much for apologies. They were too stubborn to admit they were wrong. And so they would speak each others names, and it was in their voices that they truly said what needed to be said. I’m sorry and I forgive you at the same time.
This was the first time Jo ever felt the need to truly apologize to Kaiora...and she wasn’t going to let her! “Wipe your face” Kaiora told her “You’re ruining your make up.”
Jo smiled as she raised her sleeve to her face walking forward to the bed. She sat down and turned to Kaiora “We’ll call it even...”
Kaiora smirked “Now get me out of here.”
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An hour later...
“I’m so glad we’re back!” Minami flopped onto the bed.
Annette nodded “That was allot faster than I expected. I was surprised at Yoshiki’s reaction to her.”
Minami nodded “I expected more than a kiss on the cheek and ‘I’m glad you’re okay’ from him...”
Angel smiled “Yoshiki’s more private than public when it comes to his affections. I think he’s perfect for Kaiora in that aspect. Both are most likely holding onto themselves until they ‘re alone” she then turned to Minami “And hold your boyfriend back next time! I though he was going to tackle her!”
Minami laughed getting up to grab her laptop “Miyavi was a little excited I’ll admit but unlike Gackt, Sugizo and Yoshiki he’s NOT too cool to show his relief.”
It took the three other members of S.K.I.N to hold Miyavi back when he saw Kaiora. It wasn’t until he promised only a kiss on the cheek that Gackt and Yoshiki let go of him. However Sugizo held onto the hyperactive guitarist until he fore filled his promise.
“Well I’m glad we’re finished with that...and what’s up with you and Gackt?” Minami turned to Annette as she waited for her laptop to boot so she could check her email.
Annette blushed and turned away “I don’t’ know what you’re talking about” she replied.
Angel smirked “Bull...shit” she said “We all saw the way you two would look at each other and then quickly turn away...”
“And our bedroom is right beside Gackt’s” Minami told her “We heard you two...”
Annette felt her face turn beat red “W-What!” she exclaimed “I-I-I...
“To tell the truth I’m relieved” Angel told her “I mean...it could’ve been words...I thought it was worse. But now...I’m excited!...I can’t believe you nailed GACKT! It is true? About...the MAGNUM?”
Minami jumped on the bed next to Annette “What about the eight hours? Have you tested him yet?”
Annette shook herself of the shock. “What Gackt and I did, and whether or not everything he says is true is irrelevant to you...”
“Of course it isn’t baka!” Angel replied “We’re sisters! I need to know more about my future brother-in-law.”
“He’s not your future brother-in-law it was one time!”
“One time that left you walking around here like you’re on cloud nine with that dumb smile on your face!”
Annette stood up “Oh shut up!” she said pushing her sister and friend off of the bed.
She then grabbed a few of her things and walked towards the door.
“So...spending the night too? I heard he drives like a mustang! Tell me! Tell me!”
Angel called as Annette slammed the door behind her.
She then turned to Minami “Looks like we’ll be getting our answer soon!”
Minami didn’t seem to be paying attention anymore “What’s wrong?” she asked.
Minami was staring at the web page in front of her “Oh...my...god” she whispered.
Angel walked around her friend then stared at the page, her jaw dropped.
Minami was staring at her MySpace! Page. On it was a bulletin that read.
Dir en Grey to join superband S.K.I.N on tour! Get your tickets HERE!
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AN: I’m sorry it took so long once again. But I hope to continue updating. It’s going to get interesting! Later!
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