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Slow Motion	By : clandestinecassie Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Panic! At The Disco Views: 2102 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Panic! At the Disco. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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brendon was woken up a few hours later by a hot mouth on his neck and the heavy weight of a body on top of him. for a moment brendon thought it was ryan. "ryan-ryan, no." brendon said as he attempted to push the body off of him but he found that his wrists were being held down by strong hands.
"not ryan, baby." brendon heard the hushed voice of pete whisper hot into his ear.
"pete?" brendon asked as he stared into the semi-darkness of his bedroom, trying to see the figure on top of him.
"mmmhmm." he heard pete mumble as he trailed kisses down his neck. normally brendon would wonder how pete got in the house or if he had interacted with ryan but right now pete's warmth and the weight of his body on top of brendon felt too good to care.
pete kissed brendon and he shifted and pressed his hips down to meet brendon's own, he could feel the brush of pete's erection against his thigh. pete let go of brendon's wrist's and broke their kiss.
he flashed a grin at brendon before he slid down brendon's thin body, stopping when his head was level with brendon's crotch. pete's one hand was hastily pushing up brendon's shirt while the other was undoing his jeans as pete placed a kiss on brendon's stomach.
"lift up baby." pete requested and brendon did as he was told. pete pulled brendon's jeans down to his knees and despite the two of them fucking a few hours ago brendon was more then ready for round two.
pete moved a little further down brendon's body, his tongue and teeth biting and nipping at the soft pale flesh of brendon's thighs. brendon responded by arching up off the bed, he desperately wanted pete to touch his now aching cock.
"pete, please." brendon was begging to be touched by him and he saw pete grin and brendon knew that that's what he had been waiting for.
"alright, brendon." pete whispered, his hot breath surrounding brendon's cock and making him twitch. pete moved up and licked the head of brendon's cock. brendon let out a groan and his hand slid up to brush the side of pete's gorgeous face.
pete wrapped his mouth around brendon's member and held the base of his cock. pete worked fast, moving his mouth and hand in a way that had brendon arching off the bed and his hands fisting into pete's dark inky black hair. brendon groaned and remembered his last blowjob and he thought that pete could suck dick better then matt ever could.
brendon pushed himself up on his elbows and watched pete, who was looking back up at him. brendon's body tingled and he pushed further into pete's mouth and pete took it, his hands holding down brendon's hips.
it was then that brendon noticed that his bedroom door was open. he tried his best to ignore it but he couldn't. "pe-pete." he began "my bedroom door, ah-ah-we-we gotta-uhn close it." brendon said as pete sucked him off. pete pulled off of him for a moment.
"why brenny?" he asked, his voice deep and pleasure filled. brendon was breathing harshly and he licked his lips.
"i-i don't want ryan to see." brendon said and pete kinda gave a shrug before he lowered himself back near brendon's dick, his hot breath making brendon squirm.
"maybe i want him to see." pete cooed and wrapped his mouth back on brendon's dick. it didn't take long between pete's skilled mouth and hands for brendon to come. brendon let the waves of pleasure wash over him and he ran his hands softly through pete's hair. pete came up and laid beside brendon, he kissed him on the cheek before attacking his full lips.
"do you want me to return the favor?" brendon asked as he palmed pete's cock through his jeans. pete kissed him on the cheek again and shook his head.
"nah, that was a freebie. consider it an apology for making you jealous earlier." pete told him. "but you owe me." he added. brendon reached down and pulled his jeans back up.
"oh? would this favor have anything to do with the stash of drugs that i am hiding in my shed?" brendon asked and pete grinned.
"possibly." he said, his fingers brushing brendon's hair out of his face.
brendon and pete climbed out of brendon's bed and brendon did up his jeans before they headed out into the living room. ryan was in the living room watching tv and he paid little to no mind of brendon and pete. brendon toed on his shoes and led pete through the kitchen and out the side door.
the duo walked to the backyard, back to the blue and white chipped shed. brendon undid the lock and pulled open the heavy door, he stepped back allowing pete to step inside and he followed.
it was cramped inside the shed and smelled of old clothes and dust. brendon felt the sudden warmth of pete's hand being pressed into his own. his heart quivered a bit. it was no secret that brendon was in love with pete. he had been madly in love with him for two years. that's why he allowed pete to get away with so much around him, brendon was just plain in love with pete.
brendon reached up and found the dangling string of a lightswitch and gave it a tug. instantly the dim lightbulb popped on sending a warm golden light into the darkness of the shed.
brendon spotted the box of drugs that was sitting on top of other boxes of miscellianious things from brendon's past, things he couldn't even remember anymore.
"so what's your poison pete?" brendon asked. he opened the box before looking at pete. pete's usual drug of choice was cocaine as was brendon's but after doing it twice today brendon was jonesing for something different.
"heroine?" pete asked and brendon rifled through the box before nodding. little was said between the two men, they had gone through this scenrio thousands of times. by now they knew each other enough to not need a dialouge.
brendon fished out the clean needles and the liquid drug itself. he also pulled out the two cords of thick rubber that they would need to wrap around their arms in order to make their veins more visible. brendon handed pete his items and pete set to work on himself quickly.
brendon didn't bother with his materials, not yet. he was too busy watching pete. watching as sharp silver pierced tan flesh and pete gave a sastisfied groan as he pushed the plunger down, sending heroine coursing through his veins. pete's dark hair hung down in his eyes but brendon could see a smile on his gorgeous face.
as brendon injected himself pete threw his materials into a beat up trash can that sat dusty in the corner.
"you said the cops have been sniffing around?" pete asked. he pulled the sleeve of his hoodie down before looking up at brendon.
"ah, yeah, they were here a few days ago." brendon said, his eyes flickering between what he was doing to himself and pete's handsome face. brendon finished his injection and he too threw his materials into the old trash can. he could feel the warm sort of fuzziness that he got from the heroine spreading through his body already.
"then you probably shouldn't keep your drugs in the shed." pete told brendon as he looked around the shed, his eyes catching the various boxes. brendon heard his suggestion but he pushed it to the back of his mind. there was something else he wanted to talk to pete about, something that had been bugging him ever since he left pete's house earlier that day.
"pete?" brendon began. pete raised his head to look at brendon in a sign that he had heard the younger boy. "why do you do drugs when you know patrick doesn't want you to?" brendon asked, he knew the question was blunt and unexpected seeing as he rarely asked questions regarding patrick.
pete looked surprised, it was obvious that he wasn't expecting this kind of question to come from brendon, but regardless if he expected it or not pete didn't miss a beat with his anwser.
"because i need it. just like i need you." pete grinned as he answered brendon. brendon was tempted to roll his eyes as pete dolled out some more of his patentent charm. normally brendon would probably just allow pete to be his cheesy self but something about today, about what had happened early made him press the issue.
"do you love me?" brendon asked. his dark brown eyes surveying pete's face. again pete looked surprised but again he had an answer ready.
"of course i love you brendon." pete said, his voice taking on a loving tone. he moved forward and for the second time that day pete pinned brendon against a wall. he brought their faces close together, just inches from touching. pete was still trying to use his body to avoid anymore questions and brendon was tempted to allow this, except that he had more questions.
"but not as much as you love patrick right?" brendon half whispered. pete's face went blank for a split second but he recovered quickly. he gave a half laugh and pulled away from brendon a bit.
"i love patrick. i love him more then i love anything else in this world." pete admitted and even though brendon always knew it was true, hearing pete say it didn't hurt any less. brendon was hearing things that were hurting him but he still didn't stop. he felt like these things needed to be said.
"but i still love you too." pete added and he had the gull to slip in close and give brendon a chaste kiss. brendon didn't respond to the kiss and pete broke apart with a small frown.
"if i didn't have drugs would you still love me?" brendon asked. he was nervous, he didn't really want to know the anwser but at the same time he did.
pete didn't say anything. brendon thought that maybe he was avoiding the question. he moved back away from brendon to lean against the shed wall so that now he and brendon were opposite each other. pete probably realized that he wasn't going to be able to use his body to get out of having this conversation.
"why are you asking me all this stuff anyway?" pete asked and brendon detected a twinge of annoyance in his voice.
"because i want to know." brendon said. because brendon really did want to know. "just tell me pete. just tell me the truth." brendon asked, he looked up nervously at pete.
"fine brendon. it is true, i do love patrick more then i love you and if you didn't have drugs and i couldn't get my fix then i probably wouldn't be here as much as i am. is that what you wanted to hear brendon?" pete asked. his voice had gone soft and intense.
brendon felt a pain in his chest and tears threatend to prick his eyes but at least brendon knew the truth. as he watched pete he seemed to have a relevation, there in the shed. brendon knew what he had to do.
"pete, i-i don't think we should see each other anymore." brendon said suddenly. pete's face took on a blank look and his eyes narrowed a bit.
"what? brendon, why?" pete asked and brendon knew that pete was geniuinly surprised even though he really shouldn't be.
"because pete, you basically just admitted that you love patrick more then me and that if i weren't getting high with you, if i didn't do drugs you wouldn't even be with me!" brendon half shouted. his frustrations were getting the best of him but he couldn't help it.
pete remained silent, his face locked in that same blank stare. so brendon continued.
"and i deserve better then that. i need someone that can be with me whenever i need them. whenever i want them to be. someone that i don't have to hide in bathrooms and sheds with, someone who doesn't get off on cheating on their lover and someone who will love me whether i'm sober or on drugs. pete, that's what i want." brendon said, his voice quivered a bit as he listed all the things he wanted, all the things pete wasn't.
pete seemed lost in thought, like he was trying to take in everything that brendon had just said.
"but brendon...we have such a good thing going." pete began, his voice was small and weak, almost like a child. brendon raised his hand and stopped pete before he could go on any further.
"it's over pete." brendon said. he took a step forward, a step closer to pete. "i'm putting my foot down, this ends now." he finished and it pained him to say it, it really did but he knew deep down that it was right.
pete's handsome face now held a mixture of hurt and anger. brendon couldn't tell if he was getting upset that he was getting dumped or that he was losing a source of drugs.
"fine, brendon. break up with me but what happens then?" pete asked and he mimiced brendon and took a step forward and suddenly the two were close up again.
"who in the fuck is going to want you?" pete began again, his voice low and harsh. "i don't exactly see anyone clamoring to get their hands on you. break up with me and after i'm gone you'll be all alone and all you'll have is that fucking retard to keep you company!" pete shouted. he was angry and frowning deep and brendon could see the intensity in his eyes.
"don't fucking call him that!" brendon said through gritted teeth. he was angry now too, now pete was out to hurt him on purpose and that fact itself hurt more then the words being spoken.
"whatever, i'm fucking out of here." pete said hotly and he knocked into brendon roughly as he passed. pete pushed the shed door open and took a few steps outside.
brendon was furious, his insides buring with anger. he was the one ending things so why did it feel like pete had all the power? his fists clenched in anger. he couldn't, he just couldn't let pete get away with thinking he'd won.
"i'll tell patrick!" brendon yelled, the words had left his mouth so fast that he barely believed that he had been the one to say them. pete froze in his tracks and he slowly turned around to face brendon.
"what?" pete asked, his voice deadly serious.
"i'll tell patrick." brendon repeated. his own voice had gone lower but also more intense. "i'll tell him that you come here and get high and that you fuck me. i'll tell him everything and then he'll leave you! he'll leave you because he'll know that you're a liar and he'll know that your unfaithful. he'll leave you, and then you'll be alone just like me." brendon said, his voice strong and sure.
pete just stared at him disbelieving. "you wouldn't." he said, he was testing brendon or maybe just wanting to believe that brendon wouldn't.
"i would and i am." brendon said defensivly. brendon could see pete's face was a deep frown but regardless he stood his ground.
"why do you want to hurt patrick?" pete asked and brendon could plainly see the hate in pete's eyes.
"i don't." brendon began. he took a few steps so that he was standing just inside the shed. "i want to hurt you." pete's face fell and brendon could see pete's fists tighten. he thought for a moment that pete would come up and punch him but he didn't.
instead pete turned adbruptly and stalked through the backyard and around the side to the front of the house. brendon stood motionless as he watched pete go. he heard the slam of a car door and the loud sound of an engine revving and the squeal of tires buring against the street.
he caught a glimpse of andy's car as it made a sharp turn around the corner and brendon stepped out of the shed. he was breathing heavy and his heart was beating fast. he felt drained and a sadness took over his body. bendon walked back to the house desperate to not think about the man who had left him, the man he still loved.
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