Until You Lose Your Breath | By : theProphet Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1741 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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The ambulance took Kyo to the hospital so the other guys had to go with a car. They were silent on their way there, they didn’t even talk when they waited in the hospital while Kyo was examined by a doctor. Finally Kyo was put in the ward and they could go and see him.
The guys entered the room and saw Kyo lying in bed. They approached him but Kyo didn’t even bother to look at them.
-Can you talk? –finally Toshiya asked. After some seconds of silence Kyo shook his head slightly.
-But it’s temporal, isn’t it? –Toshiya asked. Kyo nodded this time still not looking at them. Then he took the notebook and a pencil that were lying on the table next to his bed and wrote something down. He used the same notebook to talk with the doctor. Kyo lifted the notebook and showed to other band members: I want to be alone, go away.
-Kyo, you don’t need to… -Toshiya started but Kyo got angry and threw a notebook to his face. It hit Toshiya on the head and almost hurt his left eye.
-Kyo! –Toshiya shouted angrily. –Have it your way! If you want to lie here in misery alone, then it’s fine by me! I won’t do the same mistake again and try to be nice with you!
Toshiya stormed out of the room and the others followed him. Kaoru found the doctor and managed to make him tell them how long Kyo will be in the hospital. The doctor didn’t want share information with them at all.
-About a week, -Kaoru repeated to himself after the doctor left.
-What about the concert? –Die asked.
-I’ll think of something. I guess we have only one option: we play and that pop singer sings. We’ll make an announcement that Kyo got sick or something.
And so they did the next day. On Monday they were waiting for Miyavi to show up and start working for the upcoming event.
Toshiya forgot his anger towards Kyo because all he could think of was Miyavi who should enter the room at any moment. When the door opened, Toshiya lifted his eyes expectantly and saw his idol. Miyavi was as gorgeous as ever. He had a short haircut, simple jeans but some strange t-shirt without sleeves so that all his tattoos were visible and a cap.
-Hey everyone! –Miyavi greeted.
-Hello, -Kaoru said. He introduced everyone. When Toshiya’s turn came, the poor guy just nodded not daring to look straight in the eyes of the other.
-Did they inform me right? Your vocalist’s sick?
-Yes, we’ll have to manage without him, -Kaoru replied.
-Ok, -Miyavi smiled.
They started working because there were lots of things to do and not much time. Toshiya got several angry looks from Kaoru because the bassist was acting strange and making mistakes. Kaoru understood why, but didn’t want to comment and embarrass Toshiya in front of Miyavi.
Toshiya was distracted because he was constantly stealing glances at Miyavi when he was looking in other direction. He couldn’t concentrate on work but he didn’t care. He was thinking hard what to do. He had to ask Miyavi to go out with him. Or have a lunch together. Or maybe have a cup of coffee. Or just talk for a while. At least for some minutes.
When the break time came, Toshiya was so frustrated that he didn’t even notice that Miyavi asked him something.
-Huh? –Toshiya looked at his direction confused.
-I said, can you talk? –Miyavi asked looking at Toshiya.
Toshiya nodded feeling that he blushed slightly.
-Nobody wants to go to eat, they say they aren’t hungry. So maybe at least you are?
Toshiya looked at other band members and got strange looks from them. Then it finally dawned to him – they were giving him a chance to spend some time alone with Miyavi.
-Yes, I’d like to eat something, -Toshiya said and Miyavi looked satisfied. They went to the cafeteria downstairs.
-Totchi… Can I call you Totchi?
-Sure!
-Totchi, are you always so quiet?
-Um… No, I just… I’m worried about Kyo. He’s the vocalist in the band, so he’s as important as all four of us.
-I see, -Miyavi grinned. –Is that true that he likes to drink blood?
-What? –Toshiya looked at him confused.
-I read somewhere that Kyo likes to drink blood. So, is it true? You’ve been living with him, so you should know.
-No, it’s not true.
-Oh… -Miyavi looked disappointed. –But I like his tattoos. Though mine are better, still, his are good. What do you think?
-I like your tattoos too.
-Don’t you have any?
-No.
-You should! I think you’d look hot!
Toshiya blushed hearing that.
-Is Shinya really an anorexic?
-What?
-He looks like he’s been starving for years, -Miyavi looked curiously at Toshiya.
-No, he’s not. He’s always been like this.
-But still, he should eat more.
-You’re skinny as well…
-But I look good! If I’d be any other way, I’d look terrible! Now my body is of perfect form. Don’t you think so?
Toshiya managed to utter something similar to yes.
-Do you really tease him a lot?
Toshiya shrugged.
-I heard that Kaoru is a strict leader.
-Yes, he really is.
-How you manage to skip work then?
-You’ll never skip work if Kaoru is your band leader! –Toshiya laughed. –He gets hysteric even if we’re late!
-It must be horrible, -Miyavi looked at him sympathetically. -Do you have a girlfriend?
-No… -Toshiya answered silently and blushed.
-Really? I thought you’d be even married because you’ve got the sexiest lips I’ve ever seen. Well, nobody is more beautiful than me, but you are not far from me with your looks.
Toshiya smiled shyly and looked at the piercing in Miyavi’s lip.
-I was at your concert recently, -Toshiya finally said. He didn’t know what to talk about with Miyavi at this moment.
-So, how was it for you?
-I liked it a lot. Actually, I like your songs really much and I think you’ve got a nice voice.
-Thanks, -Miyavi grinned. –Did you like the fanservice?
Toshiya just looked at him not saying anything.
-I think we should do something similar too. Do you think I should try kissing Die?
-No!
-Why not?
-I.. well… Die is in love and his partner wouldn’t like that. We don’t do fanservice anymore, so it’s better not to do it with Die.
-I see.. So, then Kaoru?
-What? –Toshiya barely managed not to start laughing hysterically. –No, really! How should I put it… Kaoru doesn’t really like pop singers and especially kissing with them. He definitely wouldn’t like this idea.
Miyavi pouted.
-Shinya, then?
-He’s stuck at the drum set all the time.
-That’s not the problem!
-And he’s also in love, so…
-Ok, I understand! You all are so boring!
-Me too?
-Would you agree to do fanservice with me?
-Yes, -Toshiya tried so hard not to sound desperate and too excited.
-Great, then! –Miyavi grinned. –But I’ll lead because for that day I’ll be the singer of your band!
-Ok, -Toshiya smiled.
-Don’t worry, I’m good at kissing!
Toshiya blushed a little again.
***
-Aren’t they coming yet? –Die asked swallowing a huge bite of a hamburger. Shinya looked in the corridor and shook his head.
-Hurry, -he said, -they should be back soon.
-This is ridiculous, -Kaoru said sitting at the table and smoking. He’s already finished eating the food they ordered from the cafeteria. –Why should we hide?
-Because we’re not hungry, -Die answered with his mouth fool.
-Am I supposed not to be hungry for the rest of the days before the concert?
-We’ll see, -Die answered. –I’m done!
He drank the cola from the bottle and put it on the table.
-They are coming, -Shinya said suddenly. Die jumped and threw away the empty bottle then hurriedly sat at the table again. Toshiya and Miyavi reentered the room.
-Did you have a good lunch? –Shinya asked.
-Yes, -Miyavi answered before Toshiya could say anything.
-Good, -Kaoru said. –Now let’s get back to work.
***
When the day of the concert came, Kaoru was happy with the results. Though Miyavi seemed to be a little reckless, he took his work seriously. That was all Kaoru needed. He even ignored the fact that Shinya still couldn’t sit straight all the time. It was more than obvious that Die kept him busy all the nights.
Toshiya, on the other hand, didn’t notice anything. He couldn’t wait for the concert and the promised kiss.
When their turn came, Toshiya climbed on stage with trembling legs. He was very nervous all the time and did several mistakes that Kaoru would have definitely noticed. Finally he saw Miyavi heading towards him. Toshiya gulped and waited. But Miyavi just ruffled his hear and passed by. Toshiya was so shocked that he almost forgot to start playing at the needed place. When Miyavi approached him for the second time, Toshiya didn’t notice. He just felt somebody hugging him from behind and kissing his neck. Toshiya felt a pleasant wetness and smell of Miyavi’s kiss and so he leaned into the others embrace.
Then suddenly Miyavi let him go and turned to look at his face. And then he kissed Toshiya. The earring in his lip brushed Toshiya’s lower lip and the guy felt a wave of pleasure struck him. But the kiss ended too quickly because the other guy had to sing. Toshiya could just stare at him in admiration.
After everything was over Kaoru thanked them all for a good performance expect for Toshiya.
-Do you want to go for a drink now? –Kaoru asked. Everyone nodded and followed Kaoru. After sitting for a while at the table Toshiya went into the corridor to smoke and Miyavi followed him.
-Do you smoke too? –Toshiya asked.
Instead of answering Miyavi asked:
-Did you like my kiss?
Toshiya lowered his head but didn’t say anything.
-Because if you did, -Miyavi continued, -I’d like to continue in some private place…
Toshiya lifted his head in surprise and looked at Miyavi. The guy just smiled at him then came closer and leaned forward so that their lips were almost touching.
-Well?
Toshiya felt Miyavi’s hand on his hip. Miyavi looked straight Toshiya in the eyes, then lowered his hand and stroked Toshiya’s member.
-The dressing… room… -Toshiya panted, –is empty… They should be drinking for at least an hour there…
Miyavi smiled and whispered Toshiya in the ear making him shiver from desire:
-Then let’s get going…
***
Feeling very tired and dizzy from the alcohol, Kaoru, Die and Shinya entered the dressing room quietly and closed the door. They didn’t stay there as long as Toshiya had predicted. The guys looked around for Toshiya and Miyavi, but they weren’t there. Shinya and Die sat on the couch and Shinya immediately put his head on Die’s shoulder and closed his eyes. Kaoru started to take off his make up.
Suddenly a strange sound was heard from the other room. It sounded like someone hit the table. The guys looked at each other. The other room was supposed to be empty.
-Dammit –somebody cursed.
It sounded like Toshiya.
-Turn around, babe, -Miyavi’s voice followed.
-No.
-How do you expect me to fuck you if you won’t turn around?
-What? –Toshiya sounded scandalized. –I’m not going to be the uke!
-Do you expect me to be one?
-I’m always on top!
-Me too. So either you turn around and let me fuck you, or you go home. You choose.
There was silence and some movement could be heard.
-Totchi, turn around, -Miyavi sounded slightly irritated. –It’s a privilege to be fucked by such a gorgeous musician as me. You are lucky.
-I’m a musician too.
-But you only play and you don’t sing. I’m a bigger star than you. Don’t you adore me, Totchi? Don’t you want me?
-I want you…
-Then turn around, babe and don’t waste my time.
Movement was heard again. Toshiya moaned, Miyavi giggled, Toshiya moaned again. Then…
-Turn around at last!
-But I want to have you myself, -Toshiya begged. –I want to be on top, please!
-No!
-Oh, stop arguing, damn it! –Kaoru screamed on top of his lungs.
Dead silence followed then a head popped out from the room. Miyavi looked at them all and grinned:
-I thought we were alone.
-You were, but not any more, -Kaoru answered.
-Totchi, your band mates are here, -Miyavi said and dragged Toshiya out from the room. Toshiya was blushing furiously as he understood that his band members have heard him and Miyavi talk. His shirt was all messy and his flier was undone. The hair was all tangled and the bulge in his pants was clearly seen. Miyavi was also aroused but he didn’t seem to care. He only smiled at the other guys.
-We were busy with Totchi here, -he said.
-Stop it, -Toshiya begged and wanted to hide in the other room but Miyavi caught his arm and didn’t let him to go.
-Could you leave us alone? –Miyavi asked.
Even Kaoru was shocked hearing such an impudent request. Toshiya only blushed even more.
-No, we can’t. –Kaoru answered. –We have to change clothes…
But he was interrupted by Shinya. The drummer stood up and cleared his throat.
-I’ll better go home straight away.
Die stood up as well and joined him. He grinned at Toshiya only deepening bassist’s distress.
-Oh, Totchi, -Miyavi laughed. –You’re so cute when you blush! I wonder why you didn’t blush at all when you were stroking me and saying you want to fuck me sore all night long and want me to suck you hard?
Toshiya for a moment looked like he was going to faint from embarrassment. He managed to pull out his hand from Miyavi’s grip and ran back to hide in the room.
-I’m going too, then, -Kaoru stood up.
-Bye, then! –Miyavi waved to them. –It was fun to work with you.
-We have a practice tomorrow, -Die said, -so don’t exhaust our bassist too much!
-I can’t promise that, -Miyavi laughed.
-Oi, that hurt! –Die cried as Shinya lightly hit him on the shoulder.
-Don’t be such a brute, -Shinya said.
-The same applies to you, -Die smiled at his lover. –You might regret the punch when we’ll come home.
-Home?
-You think you’re going home alone today? No way! I’m too excited to sleep. I have other plans in mind.
Now it was Shinya’s turn to blush. Miyavi grinned hearing this and waved one more time. Then turned around and disappeared in the other room.
-Totchi, I’m baaaack!
Then the doors were closed and they didn’t hear anymore what he was saying.
Shinya rushed out and Die followed him. Kaoru slowly went after them.
***
When Toshiya entered the room the next day, all eyes were on him. He pretended not to notice anything and greeted the guys then sat down. But that was a mistake because he immediately winced from pain and it was more than clear who was on top yesterday.
-So, Totchi, did you two had fun? –Die asked grinning.
-In fact we did! –Toshiya answered and lifted up his head.
-I bet being the uke hurt a lot, -Die teased.
-Try with Shinya and you’ll see! –Toshiya shot back.
-Shut up, both of you, -Kaoru said angrily.
-You should have sex more often, Kaoru, -Die said. –The lack of it makes you grumpy. Doesn’t your fiancé give you enough of it?
-She’s not my fiancé.
-Haven’t you proposed to her yet?
-We’re not together any more.
-What? Why not? Did she leave you? –Toshiya was very surprised.
-No, I left her, -Kaoru sighted. –She started to demand to spend more time with her. She actually threatened to make our love sessions shorter because she said that that’s the only thing I want from her. I thought it over and made a conclusion that she’s right. I never really liked her. She wanted me to work less and go with her to visit her grandparents. She got angry if I didn’t bring her flowers or left my socks on the floor. Though the sex was good…
-All in all, she’s not your type, -Toshiya concluded.
-Exactly!
-Hmm… So what will you do now?
-What do you mean?
-How will you solve the sex problem? Or, to be more exact, the lack of it?
-I can live without it. It’s not the most important thing in the world!
-I got the opposite impression, -Shinya suddenly said and looked at Kaoru reprovingly. Kaoru didn’t say anything but took a cigarette and lighted it.
-Well, Totchi, I guess you’re now happy? –Die asked. –When’s your next date with that pop freak?
-I don’t know…
-What do you mean?
-I gave him my telephone number and he said that he’ll call.
-Did he give you his?
-No, I didn’t ask. He’ll call me himself.
-Well, I’m glad for you, -Shinya smiled. –He seems to be a nice guy.
-Are you kidding? –Die asked. –He’s greedy for fame, self-centered and scatterbrained!
-He may be a little cocky, but he seems to be a good guy, -Shinya argued.
-You and your philosophy, -Die muttered shaking his head.
-Kaoru, -Toshiya said, -thanks for giving me the chance. I really appreciate it. If not you, I would have never had a chance to meet him and… and to have such a great time with him.
-It’s nothing. If that makes you happy I’m ok with it. Just…
-I won’t mingle it with my work, -Toshiya interrupted and smiled. He knew Kaoru’s favorite saying by hard. They all did.
-Speaking about work… -Shinya started. –When’s Kyo coming back?
-He should be here today. He wrote me a message, -Kaoru answered.
-Oh, how nice of him, -Toshiya sniffed. –What exactly did he write?
-“I’ll be back to work tomorrow”, -Kaoru immediately answered. –That’s it.
-So should we wait for him now?
Kaoru nodded and stubbed the cigarette. Die sighted and stood up.
-I think I’ll go to cafeteria for breakfast then.
-Didn’t Shinya feed you? –Kaoru asked smiling.
-No. He wants me to be on a diet and become a skeleton like he is, -Die joked but Shinya glared at him angrily and Die added. -If we would have eaten, we would’ve been late to work. Now I see that we shouldn’t have worried so much. So we’ll go now.
-You exhaust our little drummer boy so much, -Toshiya smiled. –He looks so tired all the time. Maybe you should try sleeping at least one night and not screwing poor Shinya.
-That sounds like a good idea, -Die grinned and even Kaoru smiled. Shinya just looked away a bit embarrassed.
-Well, are you coming?
Shinya turned and saw Die standing in the doorway. The drummer got up and followed his lover. But he was surprised to see that they were not heading downstairs.
-Where are we going, Die?
-We did it only once this night and now it’s such a great opportunity. I know a private place where we won’t be disturbed…
-No! –Shinya looked horrified and stopped. –I’m not doing it here!
-But you gladly received a blow job in a toilet where we could have been easily found. That place is really unattended!
-No, Die! I’m not doing it here!
-Don’t waste our time, Shin-chan, -Die said, took Shinya’s hand and started to pull him with himself. –Don’t make this difficult.
-Die, I’m still tired. You really exhaust me, -Shinya pleaded. –I’m in no mood right now…
-But it’s only a quick sex, it won’t exhaust you too much. Please, Shin-chan, I want you…
Shinya didn’t say anything more and let himself being dragged to some unknown place in the building. He liked making love with Die, but sometimes it was just too much for him. He was a virgin for so many years and now suddenly he was being screwed every night. Of course it was too unexpected, too unfamiliar and too tiring for him. Shinya sighted. He was even too tired to object and develop an argument.
Die pushed him into some small and dark room at the top floor of the building. When he put on the light Shinya saw that they were in a very small cleaning woman’s room. There was a big shelf on one side of the room full of various brushes, bottles and things like that. And there was some place between the shelf and the other wall just for the two person’s to fit in. Some buckets on the floor almost didn’t leave room to even make one step ahead. They could only stand close to each other and feel as if they where packed as close as herrings.
-Die, I don’t think it’s a good idea, -Shinya said, but Die didn’t listen. He locked the door and turned to Shinya.
-I think it would be better if you faced the wall, Shin-chan, -he smiled adoringly. Shinya made a face, but turned around and put his hands on the wall.
-No, face me, -Die asked and Shinya turned again so that his back now was to the wall. Die looked pleased. He started to unzip his pants and Shinya with a heavy sight did the same. Die pulled his pants and boxers down to his knees and Shinya wasn’t surprised to see to see that he was already hard.
-You’ll need to take them off completely, -Die whispered Shinya in the ear. –Or at least pull one leg completely out of your pants and boxers.
Shinya did as Die told him. Then Die smiled happily and squatted down. Shinya looked at him. Die kissed Shinya’s dick lightly and started teasing it with the tip of his tongue.
-Shouldn’t it be a quick sex? –Shinya asked
-Yes, it should, but I want you to relax a bit.
Shinya closed his eyes and tried to forget where they were. It didn’t take long for him to get aroused either. Die stood up again and took from his pocket a bottle of lube. Shinya could only smile understanding that Die prepared for this in advance.
Die covered his manhood with the lube and then wetted his fingers. When Shinya felt one of them being inserted into him, he could only release a suppressed moan. Shinya closed his eyes and enjoyed the sensation. Die didn’t take long. He was soon inserting other two fingers into Shinya and the drummer bit his lip.
Suddenly fingers were withdrawn and Die took one Shinya’s leg, lifted it and positioned himself right in front of Shinya’s hole. The next second he thrust inside him hard, lifting Shinya up a little. Die banged into his lover roughly and quickly, enjoying the feeling that was caused by constantly tightening Shinya’s muscles around his cock. Shinya was enjoying it as much as Die. Shinya could only move with the rhythm that Die developed and meet frantic thrust with his own hips. His back hit the wall constantly and he from time to time glanced down to look how Die’s cock disappeared into him and then was pulled out again. This obscene view only made him get more aroused.
When they finally finished, they were all sweaty and exhausted. Shinya looked Die in the eyes and kissed him on the lips lazily.
-Will we… manage to go to that cafeteria now? –Shinya panted.
-I think we can… I hope that we still have some time…
So they went downstairs and ate as quickly as they could. When they came back, Kyo was still not there. Shinya sat down with a cup of coffee that he brought with himself and Die sat next to him taking out a cigarette.
-Where were you? –Kaoru asked.
-To eat, -Die answered. –We told you, remember?
-So why’s Shinya looking like he’s been just fucked?
Shinya looked at Kaoru in disbelieve. He thought that he didn’t show them that it hurt him a little to sit. Did Kaoru notice?
-Don’t be stupid, Kaoru, -Die answered. –Where would we do that? Or maybe you know some secret place and can tell us?
Kaoru just shook his head angrily and got back to whatever he was doing with the pile of papers on his desk.
After an hour or so Kyo finally showed up. He was looking quite normal. At least it didn’t look like he was suffering from insomnia any more. But it was obvious that his mood hasn’t changed. He came to the table and dropped his bag on it. There was an uncomfortable silence for some time. Then Kaoru, understanding that somebody had to say something, spoke up:
-How’s your throat?
-Fine.
-How long will you not be able to sing?
-I can sing.
-Just after a week?
Kyo nodded.
-What happened anyway? The doctor refused to tell us anything.
-The overwork during the recording session caused it.
-I see…
-Did they send you to the anger management courses? –Toshiya suddenly asked. –Because I think they would be of some use to you.
-No. They didn’t. If you’ll ask one more stupid question like this, I’ll throw at you something much more heavier and bigger.
Toshiya narrowed his eyes in anger but Die interrupted whatever the bassist had to say in return.
-Don’t be a dickhead, Kyo!
-Don’t screw Shinya so often. Even now he looks like he’s just been fucked!
-Enough! –Kaoru shouted. –All of you!
Die glared at Kyo, Toshiya also was sending angry looks towards the vocalist and Shinya only sat looking down in silence. Kaoru cleared his throat.
-Kyo, we’re here to work. You can hate us as much as you want, but, please, be so nice and forget everything while you’re here because our personal lives shouldn’t be mixed with the work. That applies to all of us.
Nobody said a word so Kaoru understood that this was the end of the conversation.
-Now let’s talk about the upcoming promotional tour in Japan. It’s eight days long, so we have lots of work to do.
Hearing this all other guys sighted and concentrated on papers in front of them.
TBC
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