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Innocent Days	By : soleil Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > SHINee Views: 1135 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of SHINee. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Chapter List
- 1-Innocent Days
- 2-1
- 3-2
- 4-3
- 5-4
- 6-5
- 7-6
- 8-7
- 9-8
- 10-9
- 11-10a.
- 12-Chapter 10b
- 13-Chapter 10c
- 14-Chapter 11
- 15-Chapter 12
- 16-Chapter 13
- 17-Chapter 14
- 18-Chapter 15a
- 19-Chapter 15b
- 11
- 12
- 13
Chapter 10b
Jonghyun had taken the thickest clothes from a rack and laid them out on the floor, arranging a makeshift nest for them to lie on. He had cradled the limp Key into his arms and was gently cleaning him up.
“What are you thinking right now? What is going on in this intoxicating mind of yours?” he whispered anxiously and held Key a little closer when he was done.
“Nothing. It’s blank.” Key said and shifted away from him to lie on his back and watch the ceiling. Jonghyun snorted. “Your mind is never blank.”
“Then what do you think that I am thinking?” Key asked, his face a stony mask.
Jonghyun lied down on his stomach and looked at Key’s profile. “That you can’t trust me, that I don’t deserve you and that we are both sick.”
“You forgot: ‘And that I almost raped you’.” Key supplied mimicking him to hear Jonghyun snort again. “Kibum, we both know that you would never let anyone do anything to you if you didn’t want it. Besides you didn’t seem to have difficulties in turning the tables.”
Key smirked a bit at being caught, but then he said with bitterness lacing his voice: “You think you know me so well… Then enlighten me, what am I feeling right now Jonghyun?”
“Hurt.” he simply stated just to add. “And scared. But before you decide to leave me in fear that I might hurt you again, you have to realize that when I rejected you, I was as scared as you are right now.” Key just kept staring at the ceiling giving nothing away, so Jonghyun had to continue. “And I know that somewhere deep inside you still want me, but you refuse to think about it and you force yourself to move on with him, without even looking back. But I’m here, and I won’t go away.”
“I didn’t lie when I told you that I like him.”
“I never said that you lied. I know you do. But you know as well that he is not like us. That’s why you chose him anyway, because he is nice and honest and caring and pure -convenient, all in all. You and I… we are of the same kind, selfish to the bone. Two manipulative bastards; and he is the victim accidentally caught in between. If you leave me now, he is the one who will suffer the most.”
That had finally caught Key’s interest and not being able to believe what he had just heard, he turned to his side to look directly at Jonghyun. “That’s too warped, even for you. Are you saying that you will take him away from me?”
“No, it’s simpler. He knows what we are to each-other and even if I leave him alone, his guilt won’t let him be with you and you know it. You’ve seen how he was today; he wouldn’t even look at you.” Key searched carefully in Jonghyun’s eyes for any signs of spitefulness. There were none.
“What exactly did you do to him Jonghyun?” he asked.
“No more than you did. Basically I took advantage of him.”
“I never…” Key was already acting insulted again but Jonghyun wasn’t about to let him deny it. “Yes, you did, when you forced yourself on him taking advantage of his feelings for you, just to prove to us both that you have moved on. And don’t tell me that the timing of you rejecting me, and Minho suddenly deciding after all those years to finally make a move on you, was a random coincidence.”
“The next thing you’ll say, will probably be that I was moaning out loud just for you to be able to hear me.” Key said sarcastically.
“The fact that you say it right now is already proof that it crossed your mind. Stop trying to hurt me, can’t you see that you also end up hurt?” Jonghyun said to see Key frustrated run a hand through his hair and effectively disheveling it. “Aish Jonghyun! You have an answer for everything! When did you grow the ability to talk me into a corner?!”
“I’m not as dumb as you’d like to think I am. And I had plenty of time studying you. You are the center of the universe to me. I always wanted to know everything about you: the things that bring you joy, those that make you cry or angry and especially what is going on in your head when you have this stony and slightly annoyed expression on your face. It turns me on to be the only one who can see the real you, behind your dazzling smile and cutesy mannerism and all the loving and caring act. Don’t you see? Right there is the difference between me and Minho: He loves you because you seem so weak and cute, like someone who has to be protected, whereas I know that the real you is neither. You are very calculating, on occasion nasty, usually selfish and always self-opinionated and I love you even more.”
Key laughed out loud at that, but his heart was beating hard. “You should revise your pick-up lines, Jonghyun –they are not very flattering. You describe me, as if I was the fakest person on earth.”
“No, that would be Onewshi and we all know that.” Jonghyun said just to see Key laugh more. It had been at least months since the last time they had spent time alone together talking. It was impossible right now not to realize even more how much they had missed each other. If Onew hadn’t locked them up, they’d probably end up avoiding each other for eternity and Jonghyun was grateful that he got the chance to try to pursue Key. He needed him to understand and believe what he meant to him.
“Kibum.” He said and raised his hand to cup his face. “Every day I want to be able to hear you laugh, talk to you, touch you, make love to you, just be with you. I love you. Don’t stay away from me anymore.”
“Jjongie…” Key drawled with difficulty. As hurt and betrayed he had felt for the last year, he couldn’t help now but feel his heart flutter hearing Jonghyun’s words -but things weren’t easy.
“It’s true that I feel drawn to you; I don’t want to stay away. I want to kiss you and hold you and make love and be able to think ‘that ass is mine’ when we’re standing on stage and all those fans are leering at you, but things are not that simple anymore. You used to own my whole heart, and I’m saying this because it is the truth, but now Minho holds a part of it too. I do have genuine feelings for him and I don’t intend to hurt him or reject him if he still wants me. He was there for me all the time and I cannot and will not forget that. When you described my character you forgot to mention loyal, cause that is what I am the most…” Key stopped speaking because he could see the puppy-eyes filling with liquid. “Baby, please, don’t do this to me.” He breathed just to witness the free-fall of the first tear. He couldn’t stand to see Jonghyun cry. Pulling him into his arms he kissed his head and whispered “Stop, please stop.” But the boy kept crying and soon enough Key’s cheeks had their own streams of tears and he realized that he would never be able to go through with rejecting him. Everything was so fucked up, he loved Jonghyun but he refused to leave Minho. So where did all of this lead?
Cheating behind Minho’s back? Naturally he refused to do that too.
He wringed his brain on what to do. There had to be another way; there just had to be.
And then he had an epiphany.
“Shhh Jongie,” he whispered through his tears and kissed him on the lips “everything will be alright. I think I’ve found us a solution.”
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