Dunkle Musiker | By : IRNotAmused Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Rammstein Views: 2668 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: edit 3: i do not own mrs feehans universes, including but not limted to the carpathan series, I do not own or know Rammstein personaly , i make no money. full complete in depth disclamer in chapter one, thank you. |
Everyone was gathered on the bus, each of them had taken seats and they were sitting around relaxing for a few moments, getting drinks and settling in despite the lack of open space. Lilly looked around at them all, she had no idea why those men outside had wanted her or what they were going to do with or to her, she didn't think it would have been pleasant though. She had followed her instincts and stuck with the band, and with Oliver in particular who had been nothing but nice to her and he smelled wonderful which was definitely in his favor.
She looked across the bus at the woman sitting there next to Richard, the woman with her face, and even her hair when she didn't dye it. It was amazing to her that she suddenly was faced with the idea that she could be a twin. She knew she had been adopted so the possibility that she had siblings was there, but she hadn't imagined in a million years she had a twin.
"Are you adopted?" Till asked her, getting the ball rolling and starting the conversation with a simple question. It seemed obvious at this point but she answered anyway.
"yes" she answered quietly still nervous about the whole messy affair. The evening had held such a note of promise and now it was one big disaster, at least as far as she was concerned. She had really been looking forward to speaking with Oliver more only now there was an attempted kidnapping hanging over her head and a new sister to deal with instead.
"Do you know anything about your parents, siblings?" He asked her, he probably already knew the answer to that as well but she suspected he just needed to hear it out loud to make sure.
"no" she answered simply, Lilly looked around at the others, remembering how they had all reacted and how Till in particular had growled like a wild animal at those men. He had moved so fast she hadn't seen him until he was standing there in front of them, no one could move that fast.
The whole thing had turned into one big confusing mess and she really wanted to just go home, hide in her bed and eat a gallon of death by chocolate ice cream. She had a feeling though that those men would be after her again if she was so stupid as to leave the protection of the band and decided that she would be safest it seemed here with them for now.
"What is going on here, why were those men after me, and how did you get outside so fast." Lilly asked at last in one big breathless rush, the last she knew Till had been inside finishing up, it was simply mind-blowing how fast he had appeared outside, and that bloodcurdling roar had literally raised Goosebumps, it had been absolutely terrifying.
"one thing at a time," Till said patiently "first of all before I explain anything I have to have your promise that anything said here stays here, any word of this gets leaked and we could loose our very lives." he explained, emphasizing the seriousness of the situation she now found herself in.
"Ok, I guess so; i don't want anyone hurt because of me." Lilly replied, if that’s what it took to get answers then that’s what she would do, and she didn't want to get anyone hurt, especially if one of those people was her sister.
"You really don't know anything about your heritage, nothing at all?" Till asked her one more time, she was getting annoyed now at the repeated questions. As if she was suddenly going to pull her entire life history out of her ass spontaneously.
She sighed "No, nothing." she shook her head wondering what her real parents or family could have to do with anything anyway. "The records were sealed and the judge wouldn't unseal them for me."
Till nodded and looked to Oliver, she looked up at him as he nodded then back to Till. "those men, and all of us here, we're lycans." he said to her. She looked at him for a second like he had three heads her eyes wide and her eyebrows must have looked like they wanted to disappear into her hairline; she whispered an almost silent breathless no.
"yes" Marie said "really, all of us are, and if you're my twin then you are too."
Lilly shook her head again and drew her knees up in front of her burying her head for a minute, her hair falling like a curtain to cover her. "this is too crazy" she said her head still down. The thought that these people were all high or slightly demented crossed her mind for a moment but dismissed it as a very rude thought, Oliver didn't seem crazy.
~~~
"You are all about as subtle as a blow to the head" Oliver suddenly reprimanded them, putting his arm around her in an awkward attempt at making her feel better. She must have appreciated that he was there for her because she leaned into him a little more. Till noticed the gesture and nodded subtly giving his silent approval to Oliver.
Ollie knew what Till was thinking just then and he wasn't sure he wanted a mate just yet but she was fascinating and he really enjoyed talking to her tonight, beside, his wolf said in the back of his mind, she smelled fantastic and he could just make out her own wild unique wolf scent, it was very mild and almost buried but still there.
"I can't be, I’ve never changed." Lilly said looking up now shaking her head no at everyone.
"Just because you haven't changed doesn't mean you aren't." Till said. "There's no set age for a first change, it’s sometimes brought on by extreme danger and distress, and sometimes it’s completely random and out of the blue." He explained to her.
{let’s hope she doesn't do what your mate did} Richard said in German to Till giving him a weary smile. Till didn't answer him but did blush slightly and look away for a moment. The others laughed at his reaction while the ladies looked confused.
{you’re sure she’s lycan?} Paul asked
{i can smell it on her it's subtle and small, almost hidden, but its there} Oliver said, he had been sitting there smelling her unique subtle scent for several minutes now. As much as he hated to admit it she was starting to have an effect on him.
"when did you try to have the records unsealed?" Marie asked her from across the bus.
~~~
"Just a few weeks ago, they notified me by mail that it would be imposable to unseal it. I got the letter just a few days ago." The letter had been a disappointment to her, she had hoped to get them unsealed and perhaps find her birth parents or siblings, it seemed a moot point though now and definitely not worth the hassle it had caused, except for meeting Oliver.
"I hadn't even bothered yet, I looked up the information but it seemed too much trouble and paperwork so i waited." Marie said, "what part of America are you from?"
"the north west, my adopted parents lived near Seattle."Lilly had good parents; they supported her and even helped her get on her feet early in her career.
"I was adopted in northern California but they died when I was young, then I was bounced around from home to home until i was eighteen." Marie explained.
"Hey" Lynn said suddenly "Your that music photographer I see everywhere aren’t you?"
"Yea, I've been published a lot lately." Lilly answered, "I've taken photos of lots of famous bands live now."
"i know why they were after you; the young man was very easy to read." Till said. "They were Lycans, the way that couple, MaryAnn and manilito, are. I also know from his memories that they have been systematically trying to wipe out Lycans like us for a couple years now, I think our fame may have saved us from them until now."
"I've seen others before," Marie said looking confused, "they never hurt me before, why now?"
"Not sure, he was following orders and I couldn't read the others clearly." Till said. "they can't touch us now without going to great lengths to cover it up. I think we should be safe for now if we stick together, and they won't touch us once you all convert."
"well, it’s a good thing we are on tour now then isn't it" Richard said
~~~
There was a knock then at the door to the bus, Till's senses faired out and he sensed two people on the other side of the door, a male and a female. The males energy was immense but unfamiliar to Till, he tensed, growling low in his throat.
There was a voice then in his head, on an unfamiliar mental path.
[My name is Jacques, my lifemate and I come as] he paused as if picking over the right words to use, [emissaries from prince Mikhail.]
Lynn's head swung up to Till, "Jacques is the princes brother, his lifemate Shea is a doctor and a healer." she smiled. Lynn knew that fact alone would gain them entry rather quickly.
[you know me too well] he sent to her on their private path and added "You may enter" aloud.
Jacques was tall and broad shouldered, powerfully built like most Carpathian men, his midnight dark hair hung long. There was a thin white scar running around his throat and up on his jaw and cheek, evidence of the past tortures he had endured and survived.
Shea followed him in, small delicate frame with a wealth of dark vibrant red hair that hung to her waist. Jacques hovered over her protectively, his large frame nearly dwarfing here’s, she smiled up at him, a sweet loving almost indulgent smile.
"I am Jacques Dubrinsky, this is my lifemate Shea." he nodded his head slightly. "We come on behalf of Mikhail; he wanted to come himself but is tied up with the birth of his new child."
"How is Raven doing?" Lynn asked
"The pregnancy is difficult but we are confident that they will both pull through." Shea answered "for all our sakes she must."
Lynn nodded in understanding, some of the others looked puzzled and concerned in turn. Till frowned and glowered for a moment before pulling Lynn closer to him, almost pulling her into his lap. Jacques and Shea exchanged a knowing look and Shea smiled at the new couple.
"I am Till," he said but didn't move to stand and kept Lynn close to him, "These are my brothers." he waved his hand at the rest of the group but didn't elaborate any further.
Richard sighed dramatically and rolled his eyes, standing up approaching the couple "Hi, I'm Richard Z.K." he held out his hand and shook Jacques hand then Shea's "these are my brothers, Paul, Oliver, Flake, and Doom." he gestured to each member in turn.
"i think we need to take this conversation to a bigger room, its getting quite crowded in here" Richard said and headed up front to speak with the driver.
~~~
It was much later when they all gathered again in a large hotel suite they were temporarily borrowing. Being famous had some benefits and money talked, there were plenty of chairs and lots of room to spread out here unlike the cramped bus? Till had taken a large wingback chair and had Lynn held protectively on his lap for now, he didn't want to let her out if his sight even for a moment since getting the news about the baby.
Richard was filling Jaques in on the recent events and what they knew about what was going on while shea was doing her best to examine Lynn and the baby. Shea had sent herself outsider her body as pure energy and examined them both, Till could sense the other woman making her exam.
She came back to herself and sat down on a chair nearby to rest. "you're both fine, the baby is a hybrid like you both and she seems to be very strong so far." shea said.
"That’s all well and good but what do we tell the fans?" Richard piped up from across the room, voicing what he knew Till would not want to face, bringing it out in the open so he would have to discuss it and not leave it to Richard like he always did.
Till frowned at him, "why tell them anything, it’s not any of their business anyway." he glowered at him, giving him a dirty look. He wasn't sure he wanted to share anything with the public at this point; it wasn't like it was any of their business anyway.
"so we just leave them to speculate," Richard insisted pushing the point home "let them make up rumors about her, that's a better option?" Richard knew he was pushing buttons but kept going anyway, he was tired of always handling the fans and the rumors and then having Till, or one of the others, complain about what he had said or done afterwards.
~~~
'So what are you going to tell the fans about your new mate," Till practically spat the words back at Richard. Till was getting upset that Richard was insisting that they tell the fans anything, he liked keeping as much private as possible, and disliked Richards habit of over sharing private details that he felt were better left unshared, in his mind the less they knew the better.
"The truth, I met her in a bar, it was love at first sight." Richard answered with a bold confident smile. "I'm sure the videos are all over the internet by now.' Richard sat there smugly holding onto Marie’s hand grinning, he liked the attention most of the time, unlike some of the others. He was sometimes reckless and it upset Till that he was sometimes so open and careless.
'"What videos?" Till spat out the words getting angry then, his emotions were intense and stronger than he remembered them being before and still somewhat new to him and he was having trouble controlling himself at times. Before Lynn came he would have lectured Richard calmly, now he wanted to growl and snarl at him in anger. He could feel Lynn becoming upset and worried through their connection and tried to rein in his emotions the best he could, but was not having much luck.
Paul spoke up then "Lover boy here was up on stage playing to her, i swear i thought at one point they would just hump each other there on the stage." he laughed in his typical happy go lucky paul fashion as Marie blushed bright red. That only added fuel to the fire already burning in Tills veins and he could feel his fangs lengthen pushing against his lips.
Till growled deep in his throat loudly then, his chest almost vibrating with it, Paul clammed up and looked at Till sharply frowning at him then. Till stood up suddenly then his fangs quite visible, almost dumping poor Lynn on the floor in the process, she moved away from him moving toward Paul and Shea moved behind Jacques in the blink of an eye.
Richard stood then facing Till baring his teeth at him slightly, {you better control yourself brother} Richard spat out his own temper rising to meet the challenge. The others instantly moving away from the two of them. Richard wasn’t going to back down and if Till couldn't pull himself together it wouldn't be pretty. Paul put himself between Lynn and Till just in case, the two males hadn't had a physical confrontation in a very long time, since long before Till had lost his color and emotions.
Their last physical confrontation had left an entire house completely in shambles and destroyed the van they had been using to get around in. They had then had to go out afterwards and purchase not only new musical equipment but a new van as well draining their collective savings down to almost nothing.
{Like you did?} Till spat back at him, {you are always so reckless}. His anger was moving through him like a living thing, burning in his veins, through the red haze in his mind he could feel Lynn in the back of his mind. She was trying her hardest to make him listen; her voice was a low buzzing in his mind. He concentrated on her voice trying to block everything else out, closing his eyes tightly, and breathing heavily through his clenched teeth.
Till, stop, please your scaring me he heard her voice clearly finally, she sounded frightened and it kept him concentrating on her. It was several long tense moments before he finally let out a long breath, dropping back into the chair and holding his head in his hands. "Scheiße" he muttered under his breath.
~~~
Lynn watched him from her spot by paul; he sat there for a moment before answering back
Thank you wenig Liebe. She sighed to herself and Paul looked at her a moment, she just nodded at him and went to stand before Till.
He reached out and pulled her to him holding her and putting his head against her sighing again. I am sorry i frightened you Liebe, i did not mean to. She ran her hand through his hair slowly he leaned further into her touch. Lynn watched Marie pull Richard back onto the couch next to her; he still looked upset but said nothing for now.
"I've got a question" Flake spoke up then attempting a change in the subject. "How did that young man in the parking lot know she was expecting?" It seemed a logical question to her too and she wondered if he could smell it on her already or of if he had simply guessed.
Till looked up at him "He didn't, he just knew we were having sex and assumed the next logical outcome. I knew it was more when i felt her panic and she wouldn't answer me." He said with a small smile still holding onto Lynn, she looked down at him then and narrowed her eyes.
just because you do not take advantage of our connection does not mean i won't. He sent to her and she frowned at him but said nothing. She knew he was right but refused to say so to him, she was still shy at reading him, just a bit star struck still. He simply smiled up at her a patient and gentile smile and winked letting her know he was still listening, and understood.
Till looked over to Richard then, "we will talk later, when we're both more calm." he said "We aren't young pups any more, we don't need to be solving our problems with violence the way we use to." Richard nodded at him in agreement.
"Good," Flake said "now that everything is mostly settled I'm going to bed, I for one am very tired now." He got up and several of the others followed him out. Oliver pulling a reluctant Lilly behind him despite her low voiced protests that they should not be sharing a bunk, making Lynn frown at their retreating backs.
"Oliver is very patient and persistent, he will win her over." Till said in a low voice, reassuring her that all would be well.
"if you say so." Lynn said, still frowning slightly.
Shea and Jacques took their leave a little bit later and the rest of the group made their way eventually down to the bus to their bunks to settle in and get some much needed sleep, they had decided to travel together for safety for the time being rather than split up the way they had been before, there was safety in numbers and the other lycans didn't seem to want to tangle with Till at all.
~~~
It was sometime later that Till and Lynn were laying in the back of the bus, the others having given them the largest space to themselves, It was also the furthest away from the other bunks.
"you should have told me as soon as you suspected" Till said to her in the dark of the room, He was laying down next to her, his hand resting low on her stomach.
"Carpathian pregnancy's are so fragile, i didn't want to get your hope's up for nothing." she said softly her worry and a bit of sorrow clearly felt on their link. He gathered her closer then, hugging her silently in the dark, he didn't answer her for a few moments.
"whatever happens we are in this together, forever." He reassured her and pulled her into a long hot kiss, his hands wandering over her, igniting small fires of desire wherever they touched. She was withering and moaning under him in no time, her hands traveling over his bare chest. He was just about to remove her nightclothes when a voice yelled from the front of the bus.
"Oh mein gott." it sort of sounded like Paul "Go the fuck to sleep already."
Till laughed softly and kissed her once more softly, "we will continue this later when we have more privacy"he sent. he decided then and there that perhaps they needed a bigger bus, or more soundproofing at the very least.
Thank you all for being so patient and waiting so long between chapters, i get a little anal retentive about details in my stories and wording, changing things several times before i am happy. Chapter 13 is about half way done at the moment, but i have another story that is in the final stages of being complete and i may pop that up for you all to read as well, its short, sappy and sweet, with just a little smut.
Jacques and Shea's story is a very good read, she is such a strong woman to have saved him the way she did, i recommend reading their book it is very good.
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