Lust In Love | By : Majer Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Linkin Park Views: 1369 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Gemma opened the door and saw Sheena sit with a smirk on her face. She shrugged not really caring about what she was up to. She hadn’t really talked to her since the party, and to be honest she didn’t feel like it. She felt Sheena’s eyes following her all the way to her seat at the office. When she sat down, still feeling Sheena sending her looks, she suddenly looked up and caught her eyes.
“What?” She mouthed to her, not being able to reach her with words anyway. Sheena slowly raised her hand holding a newspaper in the air. She waved it back and forth, the smirk remaining on her face. ‘What is she up to now?’ Gemma hissed within herself getting annoyed with Sheena’s way of acting. She looked back at her and saw that she was signalling for Gemma to pick up her own copy. After a few seconds of searching on her desk, Gemma located the newspaper in between the many letters and bills that were spread out.
The picture on the cover was like a brick being thrown at her face. Rob and her? She started to shiver all over as she turned the pages, trying to find the matching article. ‘This is not happening…’ she couldn’t deny the small excitement that was laying in her being able to show the world how she felt about Rob. She searched and searched, but couldn’t seem to find the right article. Suddenly a newspaper was dropped on her desk right in front of her. She looked up and saw Sheena hovering over her with the same righteous smirk on her face.
The headline was yet another brick in her face, and this time a lot less joyful: “Linkin Park Drummer Enjoying Groupies, Groupies, Groupies”. She looked up and met Sheena’s eyes again – this time they were searching for a reaction in Gemma’s face. ‘I’m not letting her get that satisfaction’ Gemma thought to herself and stood up making her way to the bathroom where she locked herself in to get peace and quiet around her while taking in the words from the article “late night rendezvous”… “obviously can’t get enough”. She looked over the pictures and noticed herself in most of them. The tears started to burn in her eyes as she saw Sheena kissing Rob. She felt an amazing confusion rush over her.
The minute she saw the last picture, the tears made their way down her cheeks. She suddenly felt sick to her stomach, throwing down the newspaper to floor and got up from the toilet where she was seated. She emptied herself into it and felt more tears running out of her. She felt empty. Completely empty. Julia? Him and Julia? Next question in her mind was…. When?
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Rob rushed out of the apartment, hoping to get to Gemma before she saw the article. He was very reluctant about going to her work place knowing that Sheena was there too. But he had to take that chance. Pulling up to the big grey building, Rob started feeling sick to his stomach. ‘What if I’m too late…’. He ran from his car and inside where he located the front desk at which there was a blonde woman sitting who recognized Rob the second he came walking over to her. He stumbled over his words as he asked for directions to her office as it dawned on him that he had never been there before. The woman was giggling like mad as she told him which floor to go to. He smiled his ‘thanks’ to her and made his way into the elevator. He felt like an eternity pasted by as he watched the numbers of the floors crawl up, ‘4, and 5, 6…’ Finally! The small sound from the doors opening made him feel more nervous. He was afraid of what would be on the other side. The door slid open and he walked in, stopping for a minute to calm himself down. He looked around and couldn’t seem to find Gemma anywhere. He tried to search for any sign as to where Gemma’s desk was. He quickly gave up and started making his way over to the nearest desk with the intention of asking for directions again.
Before he reached the desk, he saw Gemma come running towards him with puffy eyes and tears running down her cheeks. She was obviously unaware of him being in the same room, making her way through it without glancing around her. She made it straight to the door that read “Stairs”. Rob felt paralysed. He knew that she knew. And he couldn’t move. He turned around in confusion hoping to see some other reason for her running out like that. What caught his eyes, confirmed his worst fears; Sheena sitting by a desk behind him with a smirk on her face, she was sitting with the newspaper. Rob felt even sicker to his stomach as it all became more and more clear to him. He seredered and stumbled over his words as he came with an outburst.
“Oh no… Gemma! what…” his thoughts were running wild and he no longer knew what to think. Something in him kept him freezed to the spot on the floor, even though every bit of him told him to run after her.
He shivered when he felt a hand on his shoulder, squeezing it gently. “Rob…” Sheena’s voice reached his ear canals and he quickly turned around, sending her a look of disgust. Without saying a word, he made a turn towards the stairs in one swift movement and headed after Gemma. Standing on the top of the staircase, he heard the door slam at the bottom. ‘Damn’ Rob couldn’t stop the tears as he ran down the many stairs in hope to catch her: He didn’t know what he would say to her, and he didn’t know what could ever make this better. How could he make it up to her? He never cheated on her, but Gemma didn’t know that. She didn’t know that Julia came before she did. Rob shook the thought of Julia as he reached the door at the bottom and ran out into the parking lot. He saw the end of Gemma’s car sped out and disappear.
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Gemma could hardly see from having puffy eyes and she didn’t really know where she was headed. She was just driving partly wanting to see Rob and clear things up, but a part of her screamed for revenge. She never handled situations like this very well, and right now the best feeling in the world would be revenge.
The newspaper was spread out still showing the article on the passenger seat next to her. Red lights. She slowed down and took a quick glance at the article; scanning over it her eyes quickly found the picture of Julia and Rob. Tears were filling up the corners of her eyes again, and she blinked to remove them, feeling them burn their way down her cheeks. Why hadn’t he told her about Julia if it happened before their relationship? Convinced that it was a sign of trying to hide an affair, Gemma took a sharp turn to the right and found herself pulling up to Mike’s house.
Her legs almost giving away under her, she made her way up to his door. The logical and sane part of her didn’t know what she was doing there. But the hurt and frustrated part in her told her that she had to be there. And she had to act on the feeling that was burning inside of her. Reaching his door, she paused and stood for a while with her thoughts buzzing in her mind. She knocked on his door two times and waited. After what seemed like not even a second, Mike opened the door and even though she should be, she wasn’t prepared to see his face and felt a startle run through her body.
He was slightly taken aback by seeing her there, but before he could greet her with a simple ‘hey’, he felt her lips all over his. Pushing him inside, she closed the door behind her. Confused and shocked by her actions, Mike just accepted it and felt himself get all warm inside. Slowly coming to his senses, he stopped her when feeling her hands moving under his t-shirt feeling them smooth across his bare skin. He pulled away from her and started tugging in his own hair, trying to figure out what kind of game she’s playing.
“But…” He started forming a sentence, but was instantly interrupted by her quick reply.
“Shut up, Mike!” She moved her head in towards his and whispered. “Just shut up!” She crashed her lips against his, and felt his tongue greet hers. Roughly Gemma started to pull off his t-shirt and their lips broke apart for a single second allowing it to move over his head. Mike felt himself surrender completely to her actions and willingly let her remove more of his clothes. Every time Mike’s hands found their way to her shirt or pants, she moved them away and placed them around her back where after her own hands continued doiheirheir job touching him all over. Mike felt himself get more and more frustrated not being able to feel her skin against his own. Finally standing in the bedroom Mike found himself to be completely naked, while Gemma was still fully clothed, only having had removed her sandals at the door.
Pushing him down on the bed so that he was sitting on the edge, she placed herself in between his legs. She took his hands and placed them at the top button of her shirt. He felt his entire being shutter from the thought of being allowed to finally remove it. He slowly started the unbuttoning and Gemma felt the intensity of his fingers strolling down between the opening of her shirt, barely touching her skin, but still driving her completely crazy.
After having removed her shirt, he placed his hands at her collarbone smoothing his hands down over her breasts and further down to her pants. She opened her eyes and took a good look at Mike who was flushing and rubbing her hips. The thought of what she was accepting from Mike hit her. This wasn’t Rob, but him. Mike. It was no longer Rob who knew her body so well. Gemma felt the touch of Mike’s hands and sighed out loud. Then why did this feel so tempting and good?
His hands moved their way down to her zipper, but was softly stopped by her hands as she placed them on top of his stopping them from zipping down. Mike felt himself on the verge of tears, since he felt so vulnerable and obviously affected by the situation. If she was about to stop it… he wouldn’t be able to take it. Gemma looked him into his eyes and saw the frustration building by the second. She pulled his hands away and placed them back on her hips as she slowly removed her pants herself, still keeping an intense eye contact. He let out a desperate moan and felt himself get nervous. She noticed the way his hands were shaking as he cupped her butt cheeks.
He looked straight ahead and was faced with her navel; he kissed it softly and looked back up staring her into her eyes. He searched for a sign of accept, her lips curled into a small smile and he pulled her down on top of him by yanking at the top of her panties. Feeling his body up close to hers like that made small explosions set off inside of her. All the feelings from the night they shared in the past were rushing back, overwhelming her with such warmth and power. Mike gently pulled her hips closer to his and just as he was about to remove her panties, their lips met again for the first time since the removal of her clothing objects.
They both heard a noise in the background, but it didn’t stop them from kissing despite looking around the room to see where it came from. Gemma’s mind suddenly told her that it was her cell phone going off in her pants that had been dropped on the floor. Gemma broke away from the kiss shortly only to be pulled back by Mike who was at his 'breaking-point'. He turned her over which left him on top of her. Placing himself between her thighs he removed the panties in one gentle, slow, yet swift movement. With the cell phone still ringing, and no words yet exchanged between Mike and Gemma - they emerged as one. Just as the cell phone stopped ringing, they both reached their climax.
Still shivering from the amazing heat that they had shared, Gemma pulled away from him as soon as she could, but he reached for her, pulling her back into his arms by putting an arm around her waist.
“You are not going anywhere that fast, girl!” Mike firmly stated holding on to her tight around her waist. Mike's words broke the silence that had dominated between the two ever since Gemma had greeted him at the door. Gemma looked at Mike's neck refusing to give him what he wanted badly; eye contact. Finally Mike took her head in his hands and forced her to look at him.
“Mike! Just leave me! This didn’t happen!” Gemma pulled away again and this time succeeded in doing so. She stumbled out of bed and started dressing quicker than ever, slightly shaking on her hands from both guilt, lust and ‘after-quakes’. Mike was left confused on the bed watching her.
”Okay....” He slowly nodded. “I get it... “
”I don’t think you get it at all...” Gemma hissed at Mike as she was buttoning up her shirt.
“No?” Mike felt hurt but was slowly getting angry, refusing to let her see his confusion. “Then why don’t you explain it to me... cause I wasn’t the one doing this on my own. That’s for sure.”
Gemma felt herself become speechless. She didn’t know what to say to him, cause there was no way she could run away from what she had done. No matter how much she wanted to, or how much she didn’t. Everything was making her confused and she didn’t know how to make sense of anything.
”Come on, Gemma... tell me why! Why did you look me up?” Mike got up from bed putting on his boxers. “You are not leaving this house before I get some answers.”
Gemma felt her cell phone in the pocket as she put on her pants, she took it out, still trying to ignore Mike's words that were hitting her hard. She looked down at the display and saw the name flashing. Rob. Rob. Rob. Rob. She looked up at Mike who was now fully clothed except for his t-shirt which wasn’t in the room.
”The only thing you need to know is this; I love Rob” Gemma was trying to hold back her tears as she saw the anger in Mike's eyes.
”That sure as hell doesn’t explain what you were doing here.” Mike refused to let her go that easily.
”No?” Gemma didn’t know what to say at this point and headed out of the bedroom door.
”Don’t you dare leave!” Mike was now shouting at her, desperate for some answers.
”You just try and stop me!” Gemma shouted back trying to sound as harsh as possible in order to protect herself from the truth.
Heading straight for the front door, she suddenly felt a hand take a hold on her shoulder and she heard his angry voice. ”You don’t just come here.... have sex with me... making me do the one thing that will hurt my best friend the most. But also the one thing that you know I won’t be able to resist... “ Mike was now furious which was almost scaring Gemma. “And then leave me? You are being the biggest coward of all time. And let me guess... that was Rob on the phone, wasn’t it?”.
Gemma was left with a blank mind, not having a single comeback for him. His eyes showed so much pain and confusion, but his voice showed such an incredible anger.
They stood there in the hall at the front door looking at each other in silence. Suddenly Mike’s phone started to ring, and they both looked down at it on the little table with a startled look on their faces. Mike just stood there looking at it while it was ringing.
“Go ahead… pick up the damn phone.” Gemma signalled for him to pick it up. Mike moved his arm in between Gemma and the front door and gave her a firm look.
“Just remember. You are not going anywhere.” She just shook her head showing him that she gave up, but she didn’t say anything which surprised Mike who was counting on a come-back.
“I didn’t know where to turn, man.” Rob’s voiced boomed in the other end of the receiver as Mike picked it up. Mike tried to calm down and ignore his heart that was beating like crazy in his throat.
“What’s up?” His voice was shaking, but Rob didn’t seem to notice.
“Have you seen today’s newspaper?” Rob’s voice sounded full of fear.
“No…” Mike felt himself go dizzy from the feeling he got in the pit of his stomach.
“It’s all very… confusing” Rob continued. “Have you seen … Gemma?” Mike didn’t know what to say, but looked at Gemma who was looking at him with questioning eyes, mouthing the question, ‘Who is it?’.
“I think this one is for you” Mike handed the receiver to Gemma who took it with a shaking hand and sighed keeping a serious eye-contact with Mike. Still not knowing who was on the other end, she spoke with a frightened voice, feeling like her heart was about to jump out of her chest.
“Hello?” Gemma looked at Mike with a frown as she heard the person on the other end hang up. “They hung up on me… who was it?” Mike shook his head and slid down the wall, putting his head in his hands, as he stumbled over the single word.
“Rob.”
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