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Hidden - chapter 27 up!	By : Hayley666 Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 3024 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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I need to make sure shes safe, need to make sure nothings happened to her. But I'm failing. Its been hours since I've awoken, Jules ring now on my little finger. I truly believe she came to me...it was something she would have done in life, and so something she would do in death. She had said Tomorrow...tomorrow things will get better...

"Ville?" Its Jonne, I'd only just told him Lily has cancer, and he'd rushed out from America, where he was visiting his boyfriend, just to see her.

"Jonne!" I cry, hugging him tight, noticing as I do so, another blond behind him. Pulling away from my friend, I extend a hand. "You must be Ryan, I'm Ville...Lily's father," He nods in response, his grip firm.

"Hows she doing, Jonne almost had a heart attack on our way here worrying about her," He says, looking at Jonne who is watching Lily through the window that looks over her private ward. She's sleeping, and I know, despite the fact that he wants to wake her, he won't, just watches, willing her better with his eyes.

"The cancers early, but aggressive...shes ok now, its affecting her like the flu...but without a donor, she'll get worse. I'm not a match, none of the band are..." I sigh, just going over the details again out loud, only shattered my hope for my daughter more.

"Has Jonne been tested? He might be a match...and hey, I might be too...I'll happily do it," He says.

"Jonne?, no he hasn't been tested...Kulta, you don't have to be tested just because your boyfriends god daughter is ill....things can go wrong...I don't want to put you in a situation here..."

"Ville. Stop. I'd do anything to keep Jonne happy, I love him...more than anything or anyone, and your daughter...god you should hear him go on about her....he loves her so much...its like she's his own...without her, he'd be heartbroken...and I couldn't bare to see him like that." I beamed, this man, almost a stranger, was willing to put his life on the line for Jonne, the man he loved, and for my daughter.

"You really love him...if your sure you want to be tested, then go ahead...but please think carefully about this...." Again I'm interrupted, a reassuring hand upon my shoulder.

"Ville, Ry wants to help. I do to...I love Lily, she's my tähti, and I'm her Tinkerbell...I need her, and Ryan needs me..." Jonne tells me, pulling me into his arms as his words flow to my ears, registering in my brain. I nod.

"I'll get a doctor...have you both tested...." I say.

I can't believe it, after a month of no success, both Jonne and Ryan are positive matches for Lily's transplant, and both are willing donors.

"Ryan. I have to do this, Lily is My tähti, my little star...I've watched her grow up...." Jonne says firmly, gripping the Americans shoulders, looking deep into his eyes. Ryan sighed and bit his lip, pulled Jonne close, his arms wrapped around his waist,

"I'd rather I was on that operating table Tink...what if something happens to you...I couldn't live with myself knowing that I could have been in your position..." He whispers, his voice thick with emotion, tears working their way to his eyes, making them shine. Jonne shook his head and planted a simple kiss on his boyfriends lips.

"No. I'm doing this...I have to Ry, I love her. I promise you, nothing will happen to me on that table." Jonne whispered. He placed a hand on Ryan's cheek, which Ryan grasped with his own, their fingers entwining instantly. He nodded.

"Ok...but if anything happens...I'll be right there with you, I promise. Don't you dare say I can't Jonne, I'll be with you, even if you die out there, because the guilt will eat away at me, drive me insane if I don't, no matter what you say." Tears poured down both men's cheeks, it was heartbreaking to see, yet I found myself longing to be one of them, to be so in love, not since Jules had I felt such a love...Lauri, well, I loved him, but nothing like this...

"Ok Kulta, Ok I understand why, and why I can't stop you...but I promise you I'll make it out alive..." Jonne whispers. Ryan nods, kisses Jonnes fingers.

"If you do..I mean you will...when...then maybe...we can look into adoption..." Ryan whispered. Jonnes face lit up, he'd always wanted children, part of the reason he cared for Lily so much. He nodded frantically, jumped on Ryan, embracing him with a warm and loving hug.

"I'd love that, so, so much..." He cried, and Ryan simply nodded, hugged him back. And that's where I left them, letting them express their love for each other, before Jonne had to go...

"Darling...your gonna have to go for a little sleep, and when your sleeping, the doctors are gonna start to make you better, you'll hurt a little when you wake up though...." I whisper to Lily, a hour before the Operation. She nods.

"So I don't have to do anything?" She asks. I shake my head, tell her all she needs to do, it sleep. As I talk, Jonne enters, they beam at each other and Jonne hugs her tightly. "Tinkerbell!" Lily cries.

"Tähti," He replies, kissing her cheek. "Did daddy tell you about your operation?" She nods.

"The doctors are gonna make me better," She says, a smile curved delicatly on her face.

"I'll be with you tähti, the whole way, promise" Jonne whispers, holding her tiny hand. Lily gives him confused look.

"Tinkerbell, you can't come, your not a doctor...are you?" She asks, causing both Jonne and I to laugh.

"No darling, Tinkerbell is giving part of himself too you. It will make you better, so the doctors need him too," I explain. She beams at me.

"So...I'll have a little bit of Tinkerbell, like with Mommy?" She asks, I simply laugh and nod.

"Tähti, it means I'll always be there for you, no matter what," Jonne whispers, kissing her cheek once again. Not long after, the doctors arrive, and take the pair away for their operation.

The hours past, slowly, painfully, as I waited with Ryan for the operation to finish. We didn't talk much, didn't see the need, besides, both of us were caught up in our own worries, I for Lily, he for Jonne. But both wished for the other to make it...something we knew, without words.

"So...adoption, how long have you and Jonne been thinking about that?" I ask, finally. Dunn grins at me.

"Tink has brought it up a few times....not probably...but he'll mention something, like 'oh I've always wanted a girl so I can spoil her rotten' when we watch the TV...it was obvious, and I know Jonne is who I want to spend the rest of my life with, so, why not?" He tells me, his face glowing. I laugh.

"Fatherhood is beautiful..." But I don't get to finish, alarms start to ring and doctors run frantically towards the ward that Lily and Jonne are in....

"Whats going on?" Ryan asks, grabbing a doctor with such force, he whimpers and explains.

"The man...Jonne...he just crashed...heart just stopped..." He whimpered, before breaking free and running into the theatre. Ryan's face pales, but remains free of emotion. He begins to tremble, so I go to take his hand.

"Ryan, stay calm...." My words mean nothing as tears begin to flow freely down his white cheeks. He breaks free of my grip and runs, runs so fast I struggle to keep up....He runs to the stairs, climbs a flight, and another, another..... "Ryan wait....it doesn't mean he's dead...RYAN!" I cry, desperately trying to stop him doing anything stupid. But before I know it, we're on the roof, and Ryan is near the edge...

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