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Freak	By : EmilyRose Category: My Chemical Romance > Slash - Male/Male Views: 3918 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Narrator’s POV.

The two remaining boys outside ran around for another five minutes, before Frank had to stop and pull his shorts up again.

“Alright, time out while I pull them up.” Frank shouted in the general direction where Gerard was. Gerard stopped dead in his tracks and waited patiently for Frank to finish.

Frank grabbed the shorts and pulled them up, which was rather difficult since they were wet. Out of the two boys, it was easy to see Frank was the one who had been hit the most with water. Mainly because the two brother’s had teamed up on him.

As Frank fiddled with his shorts, trying to get them to stay up on his hips, Gerard felt another wave of the emotion wash over him. It was the butterfly in his stomach, and the light-headed feeling. Gerard closed his eyes and tried to wish them away, but nothing happened.

“GO AWAY!” Gerard suddenly shouted, too angry to keep it in anymore. Gerard didn’t like things he couldn’t understand, and this was definitely something he couldn’t understand, or handle.

It’s been said before, that Gerard likes control, which is why he always needs things to be sorted by colour, size, or genre. It’s also why he doesn’t like surprises, or why he wants his breakfast to be put in the bowl in a special order. Gerard doesn’t have control over much, he sometimes can’t control how he speaks, or his actions, his mood… so Gerard controls what he can control in his life.

But emotions can’t be controlled, and that makes Gerard angry, because it makes him feel lost and helpless when he can’t control what he’s feeling.

Frank’s POV.

Suddenly Gerard shouted at me to go away, and I was so surprised I dropped the water gun on my foot.

“Fuck!” I hissed in pain as I took a step back from Gerard, unsure of what had made him angry with me. Then I noticed he was holding his head with both his hands and that his eyes were closed.

“Leave me alone.” Gerard whined this time, pleading with something invisible. I thought for a short moment about going inside to get Mikey, who had been gone for no more then 10 minutes, but when I saw the pained expression on Gerard’s face I decided against it.

“Gerard, what’s wrong?” I asked as I slowly moved closer to him. At my words he began hitting the sides of his head, hard. I ran up to him and grabbed his hands, to stop him from hurting himself anymore. When I grabbed his wrists he started fighting against me, trying to pry himself lose, but I wouldn’t let him.

“Gerard calm down, please.” I said as we fought. I was surprised at how strong he was, maybe because I wasn’t used to this side of him. He wasn’t crying anymore, he was on the verge of screaming, and it tore my heart in two.

Finally it seemed his strength abandoned him, and he stopped fighting me, instead he sank to his knees on the grass, sobbing violently. I sat down next to him and just hugged him close, I didn’t know what else to do. I wished Mikey would be finished on the phone, or I wished Mrs. Way would come out to check on us.

After 5 minutes of Gerard crying in my arms Mikey did come out, a look of surprise on his face when he saw us sitting on the ground. I couldn’t blame him, when he left we were fine.

“What happened?” He asked me as he kneeled next to us, and I shrugged, showing him I had no real clue what had gone down.

“I want to talk to Mikey alone.” Gerard whispered as he let go of me, and I nodded. I really wanted to know what had caused Gerard to snap, but I knew that if he didn’t want to tell me, I would have to wait.

Slowly I got up and told Mikey I’d be in the house, and then I left them alone. I couldn’t help but feeling a little hurt, that Gerard didn’t want me to know. That he didn’t want me to be there.

I reached my room and anger tears burned behind my eyes. I let my fist connect with the wall in anger as the first tears ran down my cheeks. Had I not kept Gerard’s secrets? Had I not always listened to him in the past? Was I not a good friend?

Thoughts zoomed through my head as I grabbed a towel and some clothes before heading towards the shower. I didn’t really understand why I was so angry with Gerard, it shouldn’t matter this much.

‘It’s because you have feelings for him.’ A small voice at the back of my head said to me. ‘It’s because you care too much for him.’ It added after a few moments of silence, and I realised that it was right. I did care too much for Gerard, way too much.

In the shower I couldn’t help but curl into a ball on the shower floor and cry as the warm water his me from above. I cried because I was a fuck up, I cried because I didn’t have a real home, but mostly I cried because I was selfish. I had feelings for someone who would never return them, a boy who had been abused, and a boy who had offered himself to me just to keep me as a friend. I tried being as quiet as possible when I wept, but I knew that Mrs. Way could probably hear me. It didn’t matter though, I couldn’t help it. I was a horrible person for falling in love with Gerard, and I didn’t deserve his friendship.

Mikey’s POV.

“Gerard, what happened?” I said carefully, still sitting on the wet ground with my brother. I had no idea why we didn’t move to somewhere more comfortable, and not wet, but it didn’t matter.

“I don’t know what I’m feeling.” Gerard whispered and I just nodded slowly, waiting for him to continue. “I feel weird when I look at Frank, and I don’t want, don’t know, why?” Gerard rambled, now a little too anxious to concentrate on what he was saying. I thought for a moment, trying to understand everything he had said.

“You feel weird when you look at Frank, but you don’t want to, and you don’t know what you’re feeling?” I concluded and he nodded hurriedly, to show me I was right. “Tell me what you feel.” I said as I stroked his back slowly, trying to comfort him.

“Happy, butterflies, warm, nervous, scared.” He said and suddenly it hit me. How could I not have seen it coming? My brother had for the first time in his life, found someone who understood him. Someone who accepted him, someone who treated him just like everyone else. Someone who cared for him. Maybe it was bound to happen, Gerard getting feelings for Frank, because of how nice Frank was to him. Or maybe it didn’t make sense, maybe it just happened. It didn’t matter which, because this was bothering Gerard since he didn’t know what it meant.

I ran a hand through my hair and sighed deeply. I never thought I would have to be the one to have this talk with Gerard.

“Gerard, sometimes when you have a friend that really cares, you can end up liking them as more then just friends. And I think that’s what you feel for Frank, I think you like him more then as a friend.” It was hard for me to explain, because I hadn’t had that many relationships myself. A few yes, but no serious ones. Gerard always came first, which meant I had to cancel many dates to look after Gerard, and girls don’t like that.

“But it can’t be, it’s all ruined now.” He cried and I hugged him.

“It’s not, Gerard, Frank really does care about you, and he would never end his friendship with you.” I told him, and I knew it was true. “You should just tell him, let him know what you feel. Frank is a really nice guy, and he won’t be angry with you Gerard.” I promised.

Narrator’s POV.

Finally the both of them had realised how they felt. They did like each other as more then friends. But where were they supposed to go from there?
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