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Guardian Angel	By : akaWind Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Savage Garden Views: 1512 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Savage Garden. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Chapter 14
"Do you want me?" Darren moved his hand over my flat, hard stomach, ridged with wiry muscle. I kept myself in shape, because of my job, and I was proud of the way I looked. His eyes were fueled by desire. I was sure that I had never seen anything so erotic in my life. "Yes," I admitted. It would have been foolish for me to lie - I had grown hard again. Darren leaned over to kiss me. In time our lips crushed together once again. I sucked at Darren's mouth, liking the taste of mint. I bit at his full lip. I pulled him to me, tugged him harshly to sit on my lap. I moved my trembling hands over his chest, watched as he shuddered, heard him moan. I lifted my hand to touch his face, but at that moment Darren caught my fingers with his lips and..... Oh my God! What he started to do with his tongue…. I couldn't take it anymore. I took my fingers from Darren's mouth and began spreading the saliva down between his cheeks and then parted them to find the tight entrance. I began to work the passage with my fingers. I worked in one finger, slowly, in and out in the wet slickness, and when I felt Darren relax in my hands I felt his hips begin to work against my fingers. I added another finger and did the same. Darren continued to moan, his head thrown back. His eyes closed, and his tongue tried unsuccessfully to moisten lips which had dried from his excitement. Finally I placed the head of my engorged cock against Darren's backside. Chest against chest I entered him slowly, letting Darren adjust to my thickness and length. Soft sighs, whimpers, moans, harsh groans and a few mumbled curses from him, but soon I was buried inside. Darren's hands gripped painfully hard on my shoulders as I violently thrust into the hot sheath that held my cock. I let my hands slide over Darren's skin again and worked him that way, pulling him down on my lap harder and harder, loving the way Darren's head was pulled back, his slender throat bared and tightened. I moved my hands over Darren's chest, pinching his nipples and down, to grasp Darren's swollen erection. Darren gasped and I think that maybe I was not gentle. For a moment, I wondered if Darren truly enjoyed this. Was he enjoying it with his body as well as his mind? I knew that Darren was in pain, but all I saw was his mouth open, his body writhing, hips rocking. Yes he was, he was getting pleasure. I worked harder and faster on Darren's cock, loving the little moans and sharply drawn breaths he was taking. Darren's moans were getting louder, turning into almost screams, but he never said "stop" to me. I love that, the sounds he made. I stretched my hand to touch his lips and felt the tip of his hot tongue touching my palm, trying to lick and taste. *** All the pain and annoyance, the insecurity and trickery of life he could forget during this mad ride. It was his drug, his rescue. It was how he made himself feel better. He couldn't fall in love again. Love lead to hurt, betrayal. For him it was easier to give the body than the soul. No, that couldn't happen. He had been hurt too many times to let it happen again. It couldn't happen. Cannot happen, no. But he needed this. He needed it like he always needed an escape from...from everything. Sex made all the pain go away. He needed it to give him control of some small part of his life. It made him feel strong in a strange way. *** I was lost in this. I wasn't sure if it was truly real. It was too pleasurable, the way only dreams can be. So I closed my eyes and let myself fall back into the lucid dream, only this was reality. It was my fantasy mixed with my flesh. I tried to be as careful as I could be with Darren. I didn't want to hurt him, cause this was only my second time with a man. But it was so good and Darren felt so tight, that I was going to lose my mind. And I let myself lose control, rocking my hips against the man that sat on my cock. I knew that Darren was coming, I could see it. Darren let himself go and the world around him didn't seem to exist. I saw his mouth open, his body started shaking violently and I heard the sound rise like a volcanic avalanche from his throat. It was enough. I felt my own climax rise in me. I encircled Darren's body with my arms and held him gently until my tremors slowed down.
Afterwards, I took my hands from his waist and cautiously raised his face by the chin. Silky hair covered his sweaty, boyishly sweet face, and those amazing blue eyes were closed. Lightly I traced my fingers over his lips.
"I love you," I said, hardly audible.
In that moment Darren's eyes snapped open and I saw fright in them. He pulled from my embrace and sharply rose. I hissed at the loss of heat from his body.
"What did I say?" I asked with concern. I removed the used condom and threw it in the waste basket.
"Don't say that. Don't say those fucking words anymore," Darren said in a shaky voice.
"But… All we did…."
"All we do is wrong!" Darren was almost screaming now. "I… I can't take it…"
"Please, let me to help you." I tried to take his hand in mine, but he pulled away forcefully, and like a bruised puppy he huddled in the corner. I saw fear and a silent cry for help in his blue eyes.
"I don't want to hurt you," I said with a calming tone. "I only want to help you. Please trust me…"
I saw Darren's lips tremble and he lowered his eyes. He struggled with the fear, the past.
"I… I'm afraid." I heard his shaky voice. Darren's head was bowed, black locks of hair almost completely hid his face, but I saw the streamlets of tears run down his pale cheeks.
"What you are afraid of? Tell me," I said, not making any attempt to draw nearer to him. My stupid persistence might construct a wall of alienation between us.
"I… F---afraid--d…your," Darren murmured. "I'm afraid of my feelings for you. I… I never felt such pleasure when…"
Tears overwhelmed him. Darren said only that jumbled half-phrase, but I understood what he wanted to say. He was afraid that I would act with him the same as that asshole who betrayed him, that I would make a toy of him, simply enjoy the pleasures of his flesh and throw him away. But if he is afraid of his feelings for me… What feelings? Does this mean that he…?
Silent sobs forced me to forego my chaotic meditations. I looked at Darren's small figure, hunched in the corner, at his shoulders shuddering with each sigh, at his shivering hands that tried to cover his face and I understood that if I did not help him now, he would be broken.
I slowly approached him and put my hand on his shoulder. Darren trembled and lifted tear-filled eyes to me.
"Shhhhhh," I said. "When I said 'I love you' I meant I love you. How can I explain it to you? You know, I haven't loved a lot in my life. I've never had to understand other's feelings and I'm not used to saying such words." I heard my voice shake slightly and tears rose in my eyes. "In my life I've only loved one person. I thought that we would live together our whole lives and die together like they describe in books. But…" I couldn't hold back my tears now. "But destiny decided differently. The day I was going to propose marriage, some drunk fool destroyed my love. I had promised to never speak those words to anybody, but you…you have forced me to feel the force of love again. I… I understand our relationship started strangely… That nobody falls in love after only a few days of acquaintance, but you…"
That's it, bingo. I, Daniel Jones, ruthless killer of people for money, cried like a small child. Something had cracked inside of me. With these tears I set everything free. Everything that was concealed in my soul, that I had never told to anyone.
The soft touch of a hand caused me to shiver involuntarily. I opened my eyes and saw Darren's face. It was wet from tears, but in his eyes there was no fear any more, there was something else, and what I saw could be named with a simple word. "Love".
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