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Not such a bad idea!	By : KarinVAM Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 4787 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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The airport was cold. Colder then it had ever been. And even though is was a good 80 degrees outside with a burning sun shining down on the cheery people walking by them, it didn’t warm the hearts of the two man walking into the grey building that would soon separate them for a very long time.

Bam clutched to Ville’s hand desperately as they walked into the big hall, as if letting him go would already make him disappear. They had bought a ticket for Ville and the luggage had been checked. There was only one thing to do now; getting on the plane and leave.

“Vill-uh.” Bam whined, for the twentieth time that day, and even though he didn’t say anything else, Ville knew why he was so upset. Of course he did, it wasn’t that hard to figure out.

“Bam, baby, I hate this just as much as you do, but you knew this day would come.”

“But not today!”
Ville signed when Bam pulled his sleeve and forced him to come to a halt. His suitcase was already heavy enough and walking was difficult from the weight. He hated that he was forced to be the bigger man here. To tell Bam this was for the best. He had to go back to his band since their tour was coming up, and Bam had some big demos this very week. He had to leave and Bam had to stay, and that was the way it was. But he hated it. He hated it so bad that he was telling Bam this was the right thing to do, when deep inside nothing had ever felt more wrong.

“Today sweetie. I’m sorry.”

They still were in the big hall, standing in the middle of it where they had embraced each other two weeks ago. Ville dropped his suitcase and wrapped his arms around Bam when he saw his boy’s eyes starting to water. He had been very quiet this morning at breakfast and in the car, except for the wines and moans he was making from time to time, showing Ville how much he didn’t want this to happen.

The last two days they had spent together had been an absolute bliss. Now all the people in the house knew they were a couple it was so much easier to be with each other without being scared of getting caught. Even Bam’s uncle Vito had figured it out the other day when they were making out against the pirate bar when he came in. He had yelled for half an hour about boys and kissing, and a lot of things that made no sense at all, but then decided he was more hungry then shocked, and left to get some food. He hadn’t mentions it since and they figured he was cool with it.

Now they wouldn’t have to sneak around anymore and could hold hands, sit in each others laps and exchange kisses in public. Yes, his mother would still blush and his friends would still make lame jokes about it, but they didn’t care.

Their foreheads touched when Ville pulled Bam close and wiped away a tear that escaped from the comer of his eye with his slightly shaking thumb. “I love you Bammie, please don’t cry.” Bam heard him whisper and a second tear rolled down his cheek when he heard the desperation in his voice.

“Please don’t leave.” He knew he was whining, and he was making this harder then is should be, but he didn’t care. He wanted Ville to stay with him. He wouldn’t be able to sleep without Ville’s arm around him or without his soothing voice singing him to sleep.

Hell, he wouldn’t be able to take care of his morning hard-on himself anymore now he was spoiled with Ville beautiful mouth, wonderful hands and incredible heat. His rough, manly hands wouldn’t make him come like Ville could get him off.

And honestly, saying goodbye to Ville had always been hard. He had never showed it like this, but he knew he always had a hard time seeing him go. But now, after all they had been trough; their new love that was like a dream coming true to him, the beautiful love they had made numerous times a day, the secrets, the excitement. It was all he lived for now. Ville was all he lived for now.

And now he would leave goddamnit. He felt like he was going to puke at the idea of being left alone in Philly while Ville was flying back to Helsinki. It was cruel and wrong, that’s what it was.

Ville pulled from him with a sign. “Bam, Please don’t do this now, ok? You think I want this? You and I both now I have to go and you have to stay and that’s the way it is. Don’t pretend that this is easier for me then it is for you because it’s not.”

And again his was the mature one here. The one that explained the situation over and over to Bam like he was a little kid. Because he knew that was what Bam needed.

“I know, I’m sorry. I love you.” Bam whimpered, clinging to Ville’s coat and pulling him closer. People were staring but they didn’t even saw it. They didn’t even care.

“I’ll call you as soon as possible baby, and every hour after that, ok? And you could fly in after your demo’s are over, if you want.” He assured him, hands on Bam’s shoulders and eyes piercing into his.

“That will take more then a month.”

“We’ll just have to be strong then.”

“I don’t want to be strong.”

“Bam!” Bam pouted when Ville rolled his eyes at him which had Ville groaning. He was tearing up inside and Bam was toying with his feeling. It was getting him worked up in a lot of different ways.

“Stop it you little shit, this isn’t helping.” He growled, squeezing Bam shoulders a little harder and causing Bam to spill more tears over his flushed cheeks.

“Ville, don’t be mean.” He cried, wanting nothing more then just hold onto him and never let go. He knew Ville wasn’t really angry with him, and that he was just upset he was leaving, but still….it wasn’t the way he wanted to say goodbye to him.

“If you stop behaving like a little spoiled child.” Ville answered, biting his lip so it wouldn’t be too obvious it had started to tremble.

“Vill—uuhhh.”

Bam knew he was pushing the envelope, and waiting for Ville to either shout at him or cry. Secretly he was pushing him the way he did because he wanted to see him cry. He wanted to see Ville hated this just as much as he did. He knew Ville was upset, but Bam was secretly scared that he would miss Ville more then Ville would miss him. He was holding up so well, while Bam was a sobbing little wreck. And it selfishly not what Bam wanted to see.

Ville just stared at him with anger, pain and deep love in his eyes, but he didn’t scream. He didn’t cry.
“Ville, don’t go.” He whimpered one last time, fat tears now running non-stop over his face.
Please give me something to show me you don’t want this. Don’t tell me, show me. You don’t have to be the bigger man all the time.

And Ville did. He showed him. He didn’t scream, nor did he cry. He just grabbed Bam’s shoulders with a firm grip and smashed his mouth roughly into his. Angrily and desperately kissing him while his hands tangled in his hair and pulled so Bam’s head would tilt back a little and open up his mouth to him.

Ville heard the gasps around them from the people that walked by and witnessed their passionate and furious kiss, but it seemed all very far away. He needed to show Bam one more time how much he loved him. Confirm that he was his, and only his. So that Bam would never look at him with that fearful look he had just given him again.

Or he at least needed to try to swallow his lover whole so they could become one and they would never be separated again.

Bam just whimpered some more when Ville kissed him rough but lovingly, and soaked Ville’s cheeks with his tears. He wrapped his arms around Ville’s neck to bring him closer and moaned when the singer plundered his mouth with his tongue. He needed more contact then this…..so much more.

He pulled away with a gasp and looked up into Ville’s eyes, which had softened a bit but still looked full of raw love and angry sadness.

“I love you Bam Bam. Please know that.” He hissed, almost pleading and holding Bam’s shoulders possessively. Like Bam wanted him to hold him. To make sure he wouldn’t let him go just yet.

“You have to show me.” Bam responded, not asking, but demanding Ville to give him what he wanted. And he wouldn’t take no for an answer.

“Bam I….”

“How long do we have?”

“20 minutes.”

Ville squeezes Bam’s hand tight and lovingly when his boyfriend grabbed a hold of it and pulled him with him towards the men’s room.

Luckily it was nearby. As they walked in the room lighted by neon tubes, there was still a man in there taking a piss in one of the urinals. They really didn’t care. They only had 20 minutes left, and not one of them should be wasted.

So without any hesitation, Ville slammed Bam against the wall next to the mirror, and attacked his mouth with his own. Just to taste and feel him one more time before he would leave…….it gave him so much pleasure and so much pain at the same time.

The man, who yelped and quickly zipped himself up, left while staring at them with huge eyes and his jar hanging on the floor. Not that they noticed.
Ville just pushed Bam in one of the green cabins and slammed the door shut so Bam could lean against it. There was no time to take it slow, and he just wanted to feel Bam again. Make love to him for the last time. Well, the last time this month that was.

“Ville I need you so goddamn much.” Bam moaned and grinded his hips against Ville’s which were pressing against him. Tears were still trickling down his face, as he felt the same desperation as Ville did. Being with Ville right now gave him so much pleasure and so much pain at the same time. This was goodbye.

Bam moaned when Ville responded by leaving open-mouth kisses down his face and neck, and wrapped his hand in Ville hair to pull him close. Their t-shirt disappeared on the floor when they pealed them off, and they let their hands run free over each other bodies. Bam cried out when Ville bit gentle on his nipple and he slammed his head back against the green door.

“Bammie, I love you. I love you Bam.” Ville groaned against the skin of his abdomen, and kissed away the tear that were now falling down his chest and slid down his stomach.

“Please Ville, I need you now. We have no time.” Bam sobbed, feeling very uncomfortable in his jeans. He wanted to feel Ville’s mouth around him so bad, sucking him off and touching him just right, like he always did. But Ville’s plane was leaving, and there was no time for foreplay. And he wanted Ville inside even more then anything else. They had to hurry.

Ville nodded, knowing what he lover was getting at, and starting undoing Bam’s jeans as Bam reached for Ville’s zipper to free his obvious erection.

“Bammie, I have no lube. It will hurt.” Ville whispered while nibbling on Bam earlobe. They were completely naked now and grinding their erections against each other gently, making the door squeak.

“It already hurts Ville.”

Bam’s voice sounded so small and fragile, like he was made of class and about to shatter into a million pieces. It caused tears to fall from Ville’s green eyes, finally allowing himself to be weak. Finally allowing himself to feel the same pain Bam was feeling.

Bam’s heart jumped when he saw Ville crying and cupped his face, kissing him hard while Ville’s hand slipped in between them to carefully prepare Bam for him. It was so beautiful and so painful to see his boyfriend cry for him like this. He didn’t what to feel anymore.

Ville was already slick from his pre-come and he hoped it was enough to make it easier for Bam. He had no more time to take care of his boy and get him ready. He had to have him now, or he wouldn’t have him at all.

Bam knew Ville was about to enter him, and pulled back, looking in Ville’s beautiful and wet eyes. “I love you Ville. I’m yours. Take me.” He whispered, eyes red from his tears that still slid down his face and chin.

“Oh Bammie. I love you.” Ville sobbed, tears mingling with Bam’s, and finally entered his tight opening with a loud cry. Bam seemed even tighter and hotter then usual, and he felt completely overwhelmed when he squeezed the living hell out of him.

Bam moaned and wriggled against Ville when he slipped himself in even deeper. The burning pain wasn’t even hurting him. It was actually a feeling he welcomed, since it made him forget about the acing pain in his heart for a moment. And the feeling of Ville filling him up completely made him shiver and buckle against the weak door. It was just….it was completion.

Ville pulled out a little before pushing back in, leaning his head in the crook of Bam’s neck. Bam’s arms were wrapped around Ville, clinging to him desperately while one leg was lifted and curled around Ville’s calves.

Ville pushed back in harder and harder, fucking Bam into the green door behind him and feeling a desperate need for release, and even more need for Bam’s.

Bam screamed, not even caring about the people that could come in. They didn’t even hear the three times men had come in, and had left immediately after hearing the two men slamming each other into the door.

“Bammie, please come for me.” Ville pleaded, feeling his own release approaching, and wrapping a shaky hand around Bam’s cock, stroking him hard and pumping him to release. But Bam was already shaking from his approaching release. Ville was hitting the exact right spot inside of him and made him see stars so bright he had to close his eyes.

“I’m coming Ville, I’m coming.” He sobbed, and threw his head back when he released himself all over Ville’s chest. His whole body tensed, making Ville following him quickly while he spurted his load inside Bam’s warm and willing body.

His whole body jerked from the power of his orgasm, and he bit his lip so hard he tasted his own blood when Bam kept humping him, still coming violently and riding out his climax.

When they finally came down, all they could do was lean against the plastic of the weak door and pant hard into each other skin as their sweaty foreheads touched.

“Bammie, I’m so sorry. I don’t want to go either.” Ville whimpered when he found his voice again, and leaned against Bam’s shoulder, who reached up to stroke his soaked face.

“I know baby, I love you.”

“I love you too.”
They shared a sweet kiss before reality struck them again. “Fuck, what time is it?”

“Your plane is leaving in 3 minutes.”

“Shit!”

They quickly picked up their clothing from the floor as Ville cleaned his come-covered chest with a piece of toilet paper. With still shaking hand they tried to dress themselves as quickly as possible, and then took a sprint out of the bathroom, grabbing each others hand on the way out.

They didn’t even notice the strange looks from the people that had been standing in front of the bathroom, obviously listening what was going on inside, as Ville hold on to his suitcase and Bam’s hand, searching for his plane.

“Passengers for Helsinki. This is your last call.”

“Damnit!”

Bam cached up with him, now leading them trough the crowed and towards the door Ville was suppose to go trough.

“Sir, you need to go with this flight?” A uniformed, blond woman in front of it asked polite, and Bam shook his head.

“My friend, he needs to go with this one.” He panted, pointing to Ville and letting go of his hand.

“Hurry up sir, we are leaving soon.” She warned, checking if everything was ok and letting him trough.

Ville looked at Bam one last time, and pulled him close.
“Bye Bam Bam, I’ll see you soon, ok? And I’ll call you and write you. It will be ok.” He whispered, kissing away Bam’s fresh tears.

“I love you Willa.” Bam just cried, holding onto Ville a little too strong.

“I love you Bammie.”

Ville kissed his lips one last time, and then he was gone. He disappeared trough the white doors that would lead him to the plane.

And Bam was alone.

Ville was gone.

Bam was still here.

He couldn’t hold back as sob as he stood there, in front of the door that separated them.
The blond woman shot him an apologizing smile when she noticed Bam still standing there and walked over to him.
“It’s hard to say goodbye isn’t it?” She said, trying to comfort him while letting a hand rest on his upper arm.

“Yeah.” Bam nodded, looking up to face her and offer her a little smile. But when her eyes widened and her jar dropped, he wished he hadn’t.

“You are Bam Margera aren’t you?”
She squealed, making Bam winch.

“Yeah I am.” This so wasn’t the time.

“And that was your boyfriend?”

She was a little too nosy for Bam’s liking but he tried to stay polite.

“Yes, he is. He lives in Helsinki.”

“Why don’t you go with him then?”

This stupid bitch was getting annoying! Bam just wanted to go home and cry until Ville called him and told him he loved him.

“I can’t…”

“Sure you can, you still have a time to get on board.”

Jesus Christ.

“Look lady I…….”

………….

………….

Wait a minute….

Ville was leaning back in his seat, feeling like he had a huge hangover. This sucked. This sucked so bad.

He didn’t mind going back home to see his band, family and friends again but……He wished Bam could have gone with him. So he could wake up in his arms and……damn. He was already counting the days he would see him again even though he had left him for only a couple of minutes. Life wasn’t fair when you were in love.

People walked past him but he didn’t even look up. The seat beside him stayed empty, since he was in first class. He was glad he was sitting alone. He so didn’t want to talk to people right now.

Some one slipped on the seat behind him, and he groaned in annoyance when the person sat down a little careless and made his chair shake.
“Moron.” He cursed under his breath, and started searching for his MP3 player so he could at least listen to his favourite music on the way back.

But before he had even found it, his cell phone started to vibrate in his pocket, and had him jumped in surprise.

It was Bam….or that was what the screen said. Ville grinned when he looked at it. Already? Damn he loved that boy.

“Hi baby, missing me aren’t you?” He smiled, talking sweetly into the phone.

“Not really?” Bam’s voice replied amused, and Ville cocked an eyebrow. Not really?

“What do you mean not really?”

“You’re not that far away.”

“Not yet no, but the plane will leave soon.” He told him, just before the wheels of the plane started to roll. ” Oh it’s leaving now.”

“Well, still not missing you.” Bam laughed softly, and Ville started to pout.

“Don’t be mean Bammie.” He whined, and frowned when Bam snorted loudly. He also heard a sound coming from behind him, but let it go as he wanted to know what was up with Bam.

“I’m mean? You called me moron only seconds ago.”

“What!? No I…..”

Ville eyes grew wide when he felt the guy behind him kick his chair, and he almost dropped his phone.

‘Oh my god, could it be…?’

“Bam!” Behind him in the chair was a very happy and amused Bam, and Ville gasped in shock.

“Surprise.”

Ville could barely speak; he was so surprised, and almost expected this to be wonderful dream. Bam was looking at him with sparkling eyes, but they way he chewed on his lower lip told Ville he was a bit nervous.

“But…what…how….what?”

“I can’t let you go. I’m not leaving you.” Bam purred, slipping out of his seat and sitting next to Ville.

“Don’t be mad at me for coming with you. I love you.” Ville heard Bam say and chuckled.

“No Bam, my god I love this. You make me so happy.” He kissed Bam’s smiling lips softly and stroked his cheek before wrapping his arms around him, grinning happily.

“But what about your demos? You work?”

“Fuck my demos, I don’t care. I do whatever the fuck I want.” Bam just smiled a little cocky and Ville laughed.

“Ok, if you say so.”

“I’ll work it out.”

“Good.”

Bam nestled against Ville’s chest while the plane was flying them trough thick clouds.

“Oh Bam, I’m so happy.”

“Me too, you do that for me.”

……………….

“God we sound sappy.”

“I know, it’s kinda gross.”

“I love it.”

“Me too.”

They laughed when people turned their heads to look at them and kissed passionately to give them a little show.

“Maybe we should make a stop in London.” Bam suggested with a wink, tickling Ville’s lower stomach.

“Now that is a good idea love, we can search for a nice apartment.” Ville replied, knowing what Bam was getting at, and hoping Bam was serious about this. He would love them to have a house of their own. He stroked Bam curls, twirling strands around his fingers and listening to the slow breaths of the finally calm boy on his chest. He would fall asleep soon, since Ville knew he hadn’t been able to sleep last night from all the stress. He was exhausted. Exhausted, but thank god finally calm and happy again. And so was Ville.

Right before they fell asleep Bam blue eyes popped open and he smiled when a funny thought struck him.

“Ville?”

“Mmm, yes sweetie.”

“We should write a VAM fanfic about our love life.”

Ville kept his eyes closed, but shook when he laughed softly.

“That is a good idea. People will love it.”

Bam smiled before drifting off on top of Ville torso while Ville hold him in his arms. That was how they were travelling, and that was how people would fine them when they would arrive in Helsinki.

There would be bumps in the road, but they would work it all out. This was only the beginning

The End

Tadaaa! So... That was pretty much it! Pretty much because I'm still writing an Epilogue so please come back to check that one out later. What do you guys think? Good end? Not good? Still a happy end cause I'm a sucker for those =P
Oh btw:
greeneyedgirl, sweetie, I wish I could mail you but I can't cause I don't have your email adress =P So I'm not being rude or anything! You can always mail me! Every one can btw!
Raevyn, Happy Birthday to you Honey!!! *throws confetti, balloons and glitter on you* HURRAY! Hope this chapter is ok as a gift =P
Vampire Valo, Sweetheart that is so sweet of you! I never had anything dedicated to me *blush* *huggles* Thank you doll! That made me grin like a moron!
Every one else I wish I could thank you all individually for the wonderful support. You are all so nice to me, and this will def. not be my last fic! Thanks you all! *hugs everyone!* Love you all!
So I'm gonna give you another nice treat, cause you guys need your sugar. Punksbitch (Thank you love for you help and support. You are a wonderful writer!) baked me a VAMcake with some extra sweet VAM...dripping with VAM! So you can all have a piece *hands out the cake* LOL
Ok, hope to hear from all of you and look out for my Epilogue!
Much Love, Karin
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