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Something In My Head	By : Need2ScreamNow Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Avenged Sevenfold Views: 3396 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Avenged Sevenfold. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Zack woke much calmer and very, very comfortably wrapped in Matt’s warm arms.

Reality: We could get used to this
Denial: We got here because of the stupid dream
Sex Drive: Mmmm…worth it
Reality: …a few minutes of absolute terror vs. waking up with Matt…
Denial: It’s not worth it!

Zack pushed worked his way closer to the singer; he reveled in the warmth that radiated from him.
Reality: He’s like our own miniature sun
Denial: Don’t you dare get all mushy and gay
Sex Drive: We are gay
Denial: We don’t have to be flaming gay
Reality: Oh My God, we haven’t told Johnny and Jimmy we’re gay
Denial: There’s no reason to totally broadcast it
Reality: We can’t tell Matt and Brian and leave them in the dark
Denial: They’ve decided to keep their obvious relationship to themselves
Reality: There’s another reason to tell them
Denial: Why?
Sex Drive: So we can get in on some hot action
Reality: No, because we know about them
Denial: So
Reality: Just go find them

Zack wriggled his way out of Matt’s warm embrace and went to find his two warring friends. He stopped by the counter that had officially been deemed ‘the pharmacy’ by Synyster and took his plethora of pain pills and anti-biotics.

Since Zack woke up in the front lounge it was pretty obvious neither drummer nor bassist was there, he checked the bunk section. He found Brian fast asleep but no Johnny or Jimmy.

Sex Drive: All we have left is the back lounge and the door’s closed. Go in quietly and if they’re doing anything, we are totally jumping in
Denial: No, they won’t be doing anything
Reality: Yeah, they’ve been fighting for awhile
Sex Drive: And that calls for make up sex
Reality: Just go

Zack cautiously approached the door, if he heard anything that could be taken as sex he was running back to Matt and going back to sleep…maybe. He opened the door and interrupted the heated conversation the two were currently in the middle of. They both turned to look at him, Jimmy’s face softened a little, but if anything, Johnny seemed to get angrier. Zack took a step back, deciding that Matt’s warm arms were much more appealing than Johnny’s cold glare.

“What is it Zacky?” Jimmy didn’t sound angry, which seemed to make Johnny angry.

Reality: What the hell is this all about?!
Denial: Well, we obviously interrupted something
Sex Drive: Obviously not the something I wanted to interrupt

“I…I need to tell you guys something.” Zack fidgeted, he was really hoping this would go a lot smoother than it had with Matt and Brian, but Johnny was making it really difficult.

“What?” Johnny’s cold snap made Zack bristle.

Reality: God dammit, what the fuck did we do?!
Denial: Fuck ‘em
Sex Drive: I agree 100%
Denial: No, I mean…never mind

Zack growled at the bassist and then shook himself, regaining his composure he felt his mouth go dry and a tight ball of dread began to form in his still queasy stomach.

Denial: There’s no reason to tell, obviously Johnny doesn’t want anything to do with us
Reality: Just fucking tell them, we are not going through this again!

“I told Matt and Brian the night before…the night before we were shot.” He stopped, he was stalling he knew it, but he couldn’t help it, he still felt like they would hate him.

“What the hell is it Zack?” Johnny’s hostility was not helping; Zack lost his patience and snarled, “I’m gay dammit, now you can go back to whatever the hell you were doing!” Johnny froze, it looked like he stopped breathing and then he let loose a low growl and shoved past Zack to the front of the bus. Jimmy stared at him completely surprised, “You’re gay?” Zack nodded hesitantly. Jimmy looked at the door Johnny had disappeared through and heaved a tired sigh before sinking to the floor with his head in his hands.

“Jimmy, are you okay? You don’t care do you, Matt and Brian didn’t…I didn’t think…” Zack felt a tremor race through him.

Reality: Why would he care?
Denial: What the fuck is wrong with Johnny
Sex Drive: I say we go back and snuggle up with Matt

Jimmy’s head snapped up, “No, no Zacky its not you. Well I guess in a way it is…” he sighed again and then stood and walked over to a trembling Zack.

“Zacky,” Rev pulled him into a loose hug, “I don’t care that you’re gay, really.” Just like before Zack pressed his ear to Jimmy’s shoulder and listened to the steady beat of his heart.

“Johnny…” Zack closed his eyes; he hadn’t even considered either one acting like that.

“I’ll talk to him. I have to talk to him about a couple things.” Jimmy ran his fingers down the side of Zack’s face.

“What’d I do?” He really wanted to go curl up with Matt again, but curiosity demanded that he know what the hell was wrong with Johnny first. Jimmy let out a frustrated sound, “You didn’t do anything, he just…” Jimmy looked at the door again and down the short hall of the bunks to the front lounge. “Johnny and I have been dating for a couple months,” he spoke quietly.

Reality: A couple months
Denial: No
Reality: How long is ‘a couple months’?!
Sex Drive: How the hell did I miss *that*

“I…when we started dating I told him…I, I like you Zacky. I’ve had a crush on you for awhile.” Jimmy tensed, waiting to see what he would do; Zack merely nuzzled his shoulder, “S’okay, I’d jump you any time.” He whispered and closed his eyes; Jimmy relaxed and let a soft laugh rumble through him.

Reality: SD!!
Denial: No we wouldn’t and you fuckin’ know it!!
Sex Drive: Are you kidding me!? Have you *seen* Jimmy shirtless, sweating, and banging on those drums?! The image alone is orgasmic, now just picture him naked and banging us, that’s hot stuff right there!

“So what does your crush have to do with him ready to rip my throat out?”

“He thinks I’m spending to much time with you or that I messed around with you at the hospital, fuck I don’t know he’s just being paranoid.” Jimmy growled annoyed.

Reality: Oh dammit
Denial: What
Reality: We just killed Jimmy’s only defense
Denial: No we didn’t
Reality: Yes we did, now they know we’re gay and Johnny thinks we were messing around in the hospital…
Sex Drive: If they break up, he is all ours

“I’m sorry Jimmy.” Zack pulled away from him and looked down to the front with Jimmy. Jimmy pulled him close again, “I’m not gonna stop hanging out with you because he’s freaking out.”

“I don’t wanna make it worse and I think the pain meds are kicking in, I’m gonna go back with Matt.” Zack gave him a light squeeze, Jimmy snorted and pulled away from him, “Don’t worry about Johnny, I just have to calm him down.” They walked to the front lounge together, Zack getting loopier by the second. By the time they walked the short distance Zack was giggling like a school girl and the Rev was trying to keep his laughter to a reasonable level so he wouldn’t wake the volatile Synyster.

“What’d you do to him?” Matt rubbed his eyes sleepily and laughed when Zack started giggling again.

“He said the pain meds were kicking in.” Jimmy held onto his arm so the guitarist wouldn’t topple over.

“Shit I think I’m gonna go take mine that looks like fun.” Matt stood up and pulled Zacky away from the Rev, “Zacky, lay down man, you look like you’re gonna pass out.” Matt carefully sat down with him and then stood up to take go take his own medications.

“Isn’t that the same shit that was making you guys sick?” Jimmy watched Zack lay on the couch and laugh and swat at unseen things.

“Yeah, apparently after it makes you miserable it makes you happy.” Zack laughed and rolled off the couch then laughed again. “Very happy.” Matt and Jimmy picked the guitarist up and put him back on the couch.

Reality: Dude, look…it’s so…dude
Denial: No man, it’s the colors; the colors are what its allllll about
Reality: I think we’re high
Denial: I think Jimmy painted his face just to mess with us
Reality: Look, look!! There’s another one

Zack swatted at the air again and cackled insanely.

“Matt, did he take the right stuff?” Jimmy was watching him worriedly.

“I dunno we’re taking different stuff. None of my meds looked like they’ve been messed with.” Matt pulled the guitarist onto his lap and began combing his fingers through his hair trying to quiet him.

“What the hell are you guys doing?!” Synyster was standing in the doorway glaring at the laughing Zack. Zack looked back at him with a goofy smile on his face.

Reality: Someone’s a lil’ pissy
Denial: He’s jealous ‘cause we can see da’ pretty colors n’ he can’t

“Zacky? Zack are you high?” Synyster moved further into the room and stared at the guitarist incredulously, “What the hell?!”

“I don’t know, he might’ve taken too much of something.” Matt pulled Zack closer as he lunged for more unseen flying objects.

“Zacky, you are totally fucked up.” Synyster’s bad mood was long forgotten as he watched Zack snicker and full out laugh at absolutely nothing.

Reality: What’s dat behind Bri?
Denial: I dunno, nothing
Reality: Yeah-huh there’s somethin’ behind ‘em
Denial: Shadows
Sex Drive: We’re on Shads’ lap, that’s not him
Reality: O.O IT’S THE CORPSE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Reality/Denial/Sex Drive/Zack: AHHHHH!!!!!!!

Zack stopped mid-laugh and stared wide-eyed at the thing emerging from the shadows behind Brian, the tall frame with flesh hanging from it like rags, the empty eyes and rotted mouth. Brian slowly turned to look behind him, “What is it Zacky?” Zack screamed.

“Shit! Zacky what the hell, there’s nothing there!” Brian turned in a complete circle but Zack kept screaming.

“He’s having a bad trip, apparently he sees something there!” Jimmy kneeled in front of the shrieking guitarist and grabbed his flailing hands.

“Shh, Zacky, What do you see Zacky?” Matt’s calm voice pushed the grotesque body back into the shadows.

“Go ‘way, make it go away.” Zack buried his head in Matt’s neck and whimpered.

“What the hell is going on?!” Johnny appeared in the same place Synyster had been totally confused.

“Zacky’s trippin’ and trippin’ bad.” Jimmy spared him a small glance and went back to trying to calm Zack.

“What is it Zacky, we’ll make it go away, what is it?” Matt slowly stroked his fingers up and down Zack’s neck, Jimmy and Synyster were on either side of him quietly whispering and running light touches over his arms and sides. Johnny stayed back and watched them worriedly.

“What do you want to go away Zacky?” Matt’s quiet voice filled his mind and pushed the fear further away.

Reality: Is it gone?
Denial: No, he’s never gone
Reality: Matt said he’d make it go away

Zack peeked from his hiding spot and let out another shrill cry and hid again. The corpse man was next to him, he could feel him breathing on his neck, and he was going to rip him away from Matt and drag him off the bus and butcher him on the side of the fuckin’ road. Zack screamed and held Matt in a death grip.

“Don’t let ‘em take me, don’t wanna go, no!” Zack started to hyperventilate and shake.

“Fuck Zacky, there is *nothing* there!” Synyster kissed his shoulder and wrapped him in a firm hug.

“Zacky nothing’s gonna take you, we’re right here.” Jimmy’s voice whispered in his ear.

“The corpse man, the corpse man’s gonna take me!” Zack tightened his grip on Matt and pressed his body closer to the singer’s.

“Oh Christ.” Synyster held him tighter; Matt started humming quietly, the vibrations from his throat began calming the hysterical guitarist.

Reality: That feels good
Denial: Corpse man’s gonna take us
Reality: The guys won’t let him take us.
Denial: He always gets us, he’s gonna get us

“Don’t let him take me.” Zack felt hot tears fall down his face and stain Matt’s warm neck. Matt continued to hum and rub his neck, Zack’s stranglehold on Matt began to lessen and he fell into a dark dreamscape.

Zack was even more comfortable than he had been that morning, Matt’s arms were wrapped loosely around his hips and he was pressed against the singer’s firm body.

Reality: *nursing a major headache*
Denial: *sleeping it off*
Sex Drive: Hmm…now that you two are out of the way…

A/N: This seems oddly familiar…anyway, the next chapter will be up shortly and its gonna be *spicy* ^_^ and of course, love and hugs for your reviews
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