Slow Motion | By : clandestinecassie Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Panic! At The Disco Views: 2102 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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"you brought us to a strip club?" brendon asked as the neon sign sent streaks of pink and blue across the car. gabe was still grinning when he nodded.
"yeah, seeing the ladies always cheers me up." gabe said as he opened his door and hopped out. brendon and william followed suit. brendon looked back at william and he didn't seem to care either way that they were at a strip club, brendon forgot that william could be considered half straight as well.
"why? you don't wanna be here brenny?" gabe asked as he fixed his white tie and ran a hand through his hair. brendon rolled his eyes a bit.
"you forget i don't like girls gabe?" brendon asked. gabe's face went blank and brendon believed that maybe gabe really did forget. either way brendon wasn't gonna bitch because he was betting that there was a least some cheap drinks and maybe some hot bartenders or something. it would be ideal if he could find someone to take his mind off of pete.
the club was pretty large, three stages illuminated with white and blue lights were in the club. one at each enterance and one in the middle. the stages had the usual: a long runway for the girls to crawl around on and a metal pole in the center. surrounding the stages were lush velvet long wrap around couches.
a good amount of men occupied the couches, their eyes glued to the stage and the girls dancing there. along the back wall was the bar. it's long black counter shinning in the unnatural light.
gabe had his eyes glued to the center stage where brendon could barely make out a thin short redheaded girl dancing on the stage. gabe grinned and headed towards the couch with william following along behind him. brendon decided that he would get the group drinks and gabe told him to put it on his tab.
brendon moved through the smokey club and up to the bar. he sat down on one of the soft black stools as the bartender walked towards him.
"what will ya have?" he asked. brendon ordered three whiskey sours and the bartender nodded before walking away. brendon watched the man, he was short and looked kinda young like maybe he was just barely old enough to drink himself, let alone serve alcohol.
the bartender came back with the drinks and set them down infront of brendon. brendon took his right away and gulped it down. the bartender grinned "another?" he asked and brendon nodded.
the bartender had black hair that fell long on his right side framing his face. it was shorter to the left and kinda spikey. he had brown eyes that almost looked black. he had a nice smile and he was pretty cute, brendon was releaved that the boy didn't remind him of pete.
brendon wanted to know the bartender's name and he knew that he would much rather hang around with the boy then watch the girl on the stage flaunt herself. the bartender returned and set another drink down infront of brendon.
"thanks," brendon began as he drank some of his second drink. "put these on gabe saporta's tab." brendon said as he motioned to the drinks infront of him.
"oh? are you gabe?" the boy asked and brendon shook his head.
"no, i'm brendon." he told the boy, the bartender smiled.
"brendon, that name suits you better then gabe anyway." he joked and brendon laughed.
"i'm nate, by the way." the bartender said and he offered brendon his hand. brendon took it and he tingled as he felt nate's warm fingers brush against his wrist.
"so how come you're not watching the girls?" nate asked as his hand left brendon's. brendon glanced back at the stage where gabe was sitting attentivly watching the stage with william clinging to his side.
"girls, eh they're not really my thing." brendon said as he looked back at nate with a grin. "what about you?" he asked "must be great working with all the girls." he said trying to find out if nate was gay.
"sometimes it's great...but sometimes it's good to be with a guy once in a while." nate said with a smirk.
brendon wasn't sure but he thought that nate was saying that he was bisexual. he wasn't exactly up on the gay code. yeah, he had, had boyfriends before but it was always someone he knew beforehand. never someone he had to actively seek out.
"so, you go both ways?" brendon asked and at that point he didn't really care if he sounded overly bold.
nate laughed, "yeah, basically but it's not often that i meet gay guys here, or guys as cute as you for that matter." nate said as he smirked at brendon.
brendon felt himself blush lightly and he smiled back at nate.
"brendon, bring the booze man!" they heard gabe call from the red velvety couch. brendon glanced at the couch and back at nate.
"i-i gotta go over there now." brendon said. he thought he sounded pretty stupid but nate just smiled and said a simple "okay."
brendon picked up the drinks and with one more look at nate he headed towards the center stage. brendon handed the drinks to gabe and william and plopped down on gabe's other side. gabe and william were still watching the girl on stage intently and brendon too turned his attention to the girl on stage.
from his position on the couch brendon could see the girl well. she was short, and thin and looked really young, maybe a year or two younger than brendon was. she had hair that looked like it was a bright, almost neon orange but it could just be the stage lights making it look like that.
the girl was wearing a barely there top and panties that showed off her fit figure. she had yet to remove any of her clothes seeing as how she was busy grinding against a pole.
gabe was watching her with wide eyes and a smirk on his face, william was watching but brendon couldn't tell if he was interested or not. brendon was watching too but he had his mind more focused on nate the bartender.
it wasn't as if brendon had never been with a girl before. no, before he realized he was gay he had been out with girls. there was one girl in paticular that he had been with. her name was audrey and he had been with her from a little after he had turned fourteen until he had turned sixteen.
they'd been good together, really good and brendon had been happy with her but one day he had realized that he'd much rather be kissing ryan then kissing her. he had broken up with her not long after that and confessed to her that he was gay. she hadn't taken it well but he never expected her too.
what girl wants to hear that the boy they had been with for a good three years was now gay? brendon had loved her though, she was his first kiss, his first real girlfriend, and the girl who took his virginity when he was fifteen.
he didn't talk to her anymore...he still kinda wished that he did.
the girl on stage had taken her top off now, exposing her small breasts to them. brendon heard gabe mumble a low "yeah." as the girl dropped to her knees on the shining almost clear blue lit stage.
the lights flared around the girl and she began gyraiting on stage, touching her boobs and shaking in rythm with the music pumping through the speakers. she started to crawl forward, right towards them and brendon could see her long clear heels reflecting in the blue light.
the girl reached the end of the stage which was right in front of their couch. she laid on her back and lifted her legs sexily. few men to brendon's right began flashing dollar bills and the girl spotted them, and rolled onto her stomach before getting up on her hands and knees and crawling towards them.
she gave gabe, william, and brendon a good shot of her small, pale, barely covered ass as she went. when she reached the men they reached eagerly into the edges of her g-string and placed their money there.
brendon noticed gabe digging into his pockets for his wallet and it was no surprise, gabe wanted her back over here and he would be willing to pay. he pulled out what looked like a ten dollar bill and threw his long arm up in the air waving down the girl.
the girl grinned and made her way over to gabe. gabe was grinning wider then brendon had ever seen and he sat up eagerly awaiting the girl. the girl reached them and got up on her knees, showing off her body for gabe. she was closer now and brendon could see that her hair really was a neon orange and the bangs that fell jagged into her eyes were a bright yellow.
she was pretty but she still looked really young and it kinda threw brendon off, he doubted that he would be enjoying this even if he liked girls.
gabe gave her the money, his fingers tracing the skin of her stomach lightly. she was smiling at him and brendon thought that this probably wasn't their first meeting. brendon was growing bored, the show before him doing nothing to entertain him. he thought about going back and talking to nate again but at that same exact moment a girl showed up at brendon's side.
brendon recongized her as a waitress and she handed him the tall drink that she was carrying on her tray.
"oh, i-i didn't order this." brendon told her as he looked up at her. she was smiling as she nodded.
"i know, it's on the house." she said. she motioned to the bar and brendon turned and saw nate looking at him, smiling. along with the drink the waitress handed brendon a white card and he looked at it as she walked away. the card had nate's name and phone number on it. he flipped it over on the back read a small message.
"brendon, call me sometime." was all it said. brendon couldn't hide the grin that broke onto his face as he slid the card into his pocket. he wanted to go over to nate and flirt some more but he didn't wanna make it seem like he was desperate, or easy. he wanted to take it slow this time.
by the time brendon finished his free drink from nate the girl had finished her set and left the stage. after she finished gabe stood and fixed his tie before he motioned for brendon and william to follow him.
the trio walked to the right side of the club, away from the bar and away from nate. they moved through the dark club, pass other girls who were dancing and the guys who were watching. they reached the far end of the right side of the club where a black door was located. a large man was standing beside the door, his arms crossed and looking tough.
gabe gave the man a nod and he served to nod back. gabe then pushed the door open with william and brendon following along behind. behind the door was what brendon guessed was the backstage area. immedintly in front of them was a staircase that led to an roped off upstairs area. to the right was a door labeled 'exit' and to the left was a long hallway that led to where the ladies changed their clothes.
gabe led them down the hallway where they could already hear girl's voices spilling out. brendon thought that maybe if this was a higher class strip club that they probably wouldn't be allowed back here but no one seemed to mind, not even the girls who were in various states of undress.
gabe navigated the backstage area like a pro and he led them to the very back where a rack of what could barely be considered clothes and a large white vanity mirror sat. the girl who had just been on stage was back there looking into the mirror and fixing her sweaty neon hair.
"gabe!" the girl said as she spotted him in the mirror. she turned around and rushed forward throwing herself into gabe's arms. he wrapped an arm around the short girl's waist. she looked up at gabe like she was admiring him and brendon thought it was strange to see them together.
gabe was insanely tall while she was shorter then brendon. gabe saw brendon eyeing the two of them and he grinned.
"brendon, this is hayley williams." gabe said as he looked down at haley the stripper, a charming smile on his handsome face. she looked back up at him, her hand on his stomach. "and hayley, this is my dear friend brendon." gabe added.
hayley smiled, her teeth were big and kinda crooked but she was still cute. she broke away from gabe's body, much to gabe's displeasure and offered brendon her hand. brendon took her hand and gave it a small shake. haley moved back to wrap herself around gabe and brendon was watching her, wondering how old she was.
it was obvious to him that she knew gabe well. she was turned into him now, her thin body pressed against his. one hand had a hold of gabe's white silk tie while the other was on his hip. brendon wasn't surprised but he never really thought that gabe's taste's ran so young.
"how old are you hayley?" brendon asked suddenly. she turned away from gabe but didn't remove her hands from his body.
"i'm nineteen." she said softly with a smile on her face. brendon was releaved that the girl was over eighteen but he was right, she was younger then him. she turned back to gabe and slid her hands up his chest. gabe had his hands on her waist and he leaned down with a grin and kissed her.
brendon thought vaugely of vicky-t but brushed the thought aside because he had no room to judge gabe when pete was doing the same thing with him. brendon felt a warm hand press into his and he looked up to see william looking down at him, for a moment brendon forgot that he was even there.
"it's only gonna get worse from here brenny." william said as he held brendon's hand. brendon looked at gabe and hayley and saw that it was indeed getting worse. gabe had his hand on her ass and was pulling her into him. "let's get out of here." william said and brendon nodded.
brendon allowed william to lead him out from the changing area and through the hallway. they were heading to the door that was labeled exit. in moments they were outside in the cool night air. brendon let william hold his hand because fuck, he needed to touch someone that wasn't pete or ryan.
they came out at the side of the building. it was dark, save for a few spare light posts that sent orangy light in circles on the ground. the strip club was off on it's own, located in a dust covered parking lot with not a lot but rolling fields around it. it got quite a lot of business though.
the two boys moved along the side of the building that led back to the parking lot where gabe's white sports car was parked.
"i meant what i said earlier brendon." william said and brendon looked up at him. the orange light was catching his dark brown hair and his eyes seemed to glow. brendon thought he must've looked confused because william continued. "about you breaking it off with pete." he said.
"it's better that you did it." he added. brendon looked down watching their feet make footprints in the dirt. brendon didn't say anything so william continued. "it was a really unhealthy relationship. you loved him, i get that but it was almost like he was using you brendon...for the drugs and the sex and he still had patrick...." william trailed off after that but he kept his hand tight in brendon's.
"it was the hardest thing i ever had to do..." brendon said after a moment and william looked over at him. "i still love him will, i loved him even when i was telling him to go away...even when i said i didn't need him, i kinda knew i did." brendon took a deep breath because he was afraid if he didn't he'd start to tear up or something like that.
"i know, and you don't deserve that brendon. you don't deserve a relationship built up on secrets and lies." william began and now he was looking at brendon and brendon was looking back. brown eyes on brown eyes. "you need someone who will love you and be there for you. that's what you need brendon." william said to him.
brendon didn't realize it but they had stopped walking and they were now just kinda staring at each other. it happened suddenly, william's lips were on brendon's and they were kissing. william's long fingers twisted into brendon's t-shirt.
brendon was taken aback but not enough to stop the kiss. his own hands slid up to william's chest, his fingers touching warm skin. william's tongue was in brendon's mouth and brendon pressed himself closer to william. brendon was shorter then will so he had to lean up to kiss the older man.
it wasn't like when he had kissed pete, pete kissed rougher, harder. william was softer, more gentle, more graceful if that was possible. william had wrapped his arms around brendon and held him close. brendon felt like he needed this, and he felt like william knew that.
they broke the kiss moments later but they didn't break apart. william still held brendon close to him. his arms still wrapped tightly around brendon and brendon settled his head against william's shoulder.
"it's not me though, is it?" william whispered and brendon half laughed.
"no." brendon admitted because they had kissed and it was good but it wasn't relationship good. it didn't have that kind of spark that other kisses had had like with pete and ryan.
"i know." william began as he pulled back a bit and looked down at brendon. "it was nice but it wasn't magic...and you kid, you need the magic." william said as he kissed brendon on the cheek.
they pulled apart but william still held brendon's hand. they moved to the parking lot and headed towards gabe's white car.
"so, who ya gonna go for now bren?" william asked as he leaned against the passenger side car door. "you know your neighbor, that young looking guy, he's pretty cute." william suggested. he slid his hands into his jeans pockets and leaned his head back against the roof of the car.
"that's spencer." brendon began. "yeah, he's cute but he's in a relationship...an abusive relationship but a relationship all the same." brendon said. he was leaning next to william against the car door. "but if things go my way then nate the cute bartender will be mine." brendon said with a grin.
william laughed and raised his eyebrows suggestivly. brendon laughed too, for the first time in nearly a week he was happy and it was kinda poetic and fucked up that he was finding happiness in the parking lot of a deserted strip club.
gabe emerged from the club ten minutes later. he was far more desheveled then he had been when brendon and william left him. his face was glittery and his shirt was unbuttoned some, and missing some buttons. he was carrying his white jacket and his tie hung loose around his neck.
"ready to leave gentlemen?" gabe asked with an elated grin on his face. the two boys nodded and the trio climbed into the car to leave.
it took brendon an half and hour to get home. most of the car ride was spent with gabe regaling the duo about the time he had spent with hayley. apparently hayley was a struggling college student who was stripping to pay for her classes.
she had known gabe for a long time now and he had almost single handly been the one paying for her classes due to his frequent visit's and now as gabe put it, the two of them were getting it on, on the side.
brendon had left his house at eleven thirty that night. by the time he had gotten home it was four in the morning. ryan was passed out on the couch and brendon was pretty tired and wanted to go to bed. he stopped by the bathroom and saw his black cell phone flashing.
brendon opened his phone and saw it had at least ten missed calls. most of them from joe but two or three were from andy and one was from matt. brendon thought that was kinda strange, he usually didn't get calls from andy and never from matt. he went to his voicemail and perpaired to listen to the first message.
the only thing he could think was that pete had told them what had happened and now they wanted to bitch brendon out. though brendon did notice the last call he had recieved was at three-thirty that morning. the first message was from joe and brendon leaned against the bathroom door as he listened.
"brendon....hey...it's joe...um, listen man...it's pete..brendon...there's, there's been an accident..."
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