It was a warm, bright night | By : theProphet Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1502 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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“Did you sense it?” Toshiya asked worriedly looking worriedly at his friend and his lover. They all nodded, looking as worried as Toshiya was.
“It was the whore’s blood…” Toshiya whispered, looking over his shoulder at Kisaki’s retreating form on the stairs.
“Where is Kaoru?” Shinya whispered worriedly, clasping his hands in Die’s. “He hasn’t showed up all last night and day! And this night he’s not back yet!”
“Oh my God, what if something happened to him?” Toshiya cried helplessly and let Miyavi hug him, snuggling in his chest. “Maybe we shouldn’t have interfered… Kisaki seems not to care that Kaoru is gone… What if he… What if he hurt Kaoru?”
“No, he wouldn’t” Shinya immediately interrupted him. “Kisaki wouldn’t hurt Kaoru. He will be back. Kaoru will be back safe and sound. You’ll see.”
But what Toshiya saw was worry clearly visible on Shinya’s face. He just hugged Miyavi tighter seeking for comfort and desperately hoping that Kaoru would be back soon.
***
Why did it hurt so much? Why did it hurt? He couldn’t stop from moaning, gripping the sheets tight in his small fingers, but it didn’t help to ease the pain. The pain was like heated knifes stabbing and stabbing between his legs all the time, making him cry and moan and plead for it to stop.
Somebody appeared next to him and for a moment Kyo thought it was an angel. The person was so white with such wonderful white long hair. The person hovered over him for some time, speaking to him, and then disappeared. After some time Kyo felt as pain subsided a bit and he relaxed slightly. He took in some deep long breaths, feeling relieved as the pain died down.
Kyo closed his eyes and let himself drift unconscious again.
***
It was too bright and the pain woke him up again. It was back, but not as vicious as it was previously. Kyo opened his eyes slightly, feeling confused. Where was he? What happened?
“How are you feeling?” Kyo heard a voice and turned his head to the left side of his bed, where the voice came from. What he saw looked most likely like a doctor, with some papers in his hand. Next to him stood a nurse dressed in white, with long white hair.
Kyo looked back at the doctor, feeling confused and very tired. The pain was getting stronger the more conscious he became.
“We will give you painkillers now” the doctor said and the nurse came closer to Kyo with a needle in her hand. She injected the drugs in Kyo’s hand and excused herself, closing the doors behind her. The doctor looked at Kyo again.
“How are you feeling?” the doctor asked again.
“It… hurts…” Kyo managed to say.
“It will get better, the medicine is very strong” doctor smiled gently. “I will have to call the police to tell them that you finally regained consciousness. They will want to question you.”
Kyo nodded slightly, lowering his eyes and looking at his bandaged hands.
“You have got many bruises all over your upper body and arms. They have been bandaged. Also, you have very bad bruises on your hips, but they will heal up in time naturally. Your rear area was also injured as of what we guess as an act of rape and we treated it as well. Now to the most severe injury…”
The doctor stopped for a moment looking at Kyo with pity in his eyes. Kyo just held his breath, thinking that it wasn’t that bad. He just lost one side of his… of his balls…
“Both of your testicles have been torn off. In your room the ambulance medics found the remains of your testicles, but they were completely squashed. They could not have been saved. We have treated the wounds around you penis area. But I am sorry to say that nothing of your testicle area was left and there was nothing to be saved. I’m sorry to say this, but since now your penis will be able to fulfill only the urination function.”
The doctor fell silent waiting for some kind of reaction from Kyo. But Kyo only gripped the sheets with his hands, not looking at the doctor.
“One more thing. We couldn’t find records of your medical insurance.”
“I have none” Kyo uttered.
“Then you will have to pay all the expenses for the treatment.”
“I know…”
“Well then… Is the pain subsiding already?”
Kyo nodded, trying his best to compose himself and not break down in front of the doctor.
“There’s a button at the side of the bed. If you will suddenly feel bad or if you need something, push it and the nurse will come.”
Kyo nodded curtly, wishing for the doctor to already just go.
“Ok then, I will leave you to rest.”
The doctor finally left the small ward and Kyo closed his eyes. It was too late for crying and cursing the world. There was no point now.
But God, how could he not when his life fell apart so abruptly? What was he now? Certainly not a man anymore…
***
Kaoru worriedly hurried to dress up. It was a forth night and he still had no idea where Kyo has gone. He came back to Kyo next night and found Kyo’s bedroom empty. There was still blood everywhere from the last time, but Kyo was not there. Kaoru tried not to think that at first glance there seemed to be more blood than it should have been.
He got dressed and went downstairs, wanting to immediately go away to look for Kyo. He looked at the park, at hotels, night clubs, places he could only think of, but Kyo was nowhere and Kaoru was getting desperate. He didn’t know where else he could go. The city was huge after all.
Shinya, Die and Toshiya were already up and sitting in the common area when Kaoru went down the stairs. Seeing Kaoru they all stood up.
“Are you going out again, Kaoru?” Toshiya asked and Kaoru nodded.
“Please, give it up” Toshiya said. “Maybe he just decided to go away…”
“No, I don’t think he did. All his stuff and money is at home. I checked. He couldn’t have left especially without his money.”
“Kaoru…” Shinya said and looked Kaoru in the eyes. “We didn’t want to say this to you because we didn’t want to upset you…”
“What do you know? What happened?”
“We saw Kisaki come back home a few nights before, and Die sensed the whore’s blood on Kisaki’s hands…”
Kaoru stared at Shinya and slowly shook his head, not wanting to believe what he was hearing.
“Kaoru, we think Kisaki finished him off” Die said and Kaoru got furious.
“You would love that, wouldn’t you?! You all hate Kyo for some unknown reason! But Kyo is worth so much more! He is worth respect and kindness! He can’t be dead now! He can’t be dead before living happily first!”
Kaoru stormed out not wanting to hear anything else. Shinya sat down feeling miserable and Die sat next to him. Suddenly the laughter was heard and they all turned to look at the stairs. Kisaki was standing there, laughing hard and looking pleased with himself.
“Poor Kaoru! The whore completely messed his head up! Kindness and respect! That whore?!”
Kisaki, still laughing, climbed down the stairs at stood in front of the other three vampires.
“What did you do to Kyo?” Die asked, suddenly feeling brave. Shinya was so miserable lately and Die knew that all of this was mainly just Kisaki’s fault.
“Aren’t you a curious one?” Kisaki sneered and glared at Die. “Kaoru will now visit all the hospitals and will find the whore. He will tell you himself.”
Kisaki looked at Shinya and Toshiya contently and laughed.
“But on the other hand I cannot wait to break the news for you. I have ripped the whore’s balls off!”
Shinya, Toshiya and Die stared at Kisaki in surprise.
“Oh, I am serious, don’t look at me like that” he laughed and glanced at Shinya. “What do you think, will Kaoru be interested in an eunuch whore?”
Kisaki apparently found this hilarious, because a fit of laughter made him even lean on the wall. He was enjoying this so much.
“When you crunch somebody’s balls, it’s almost the same as crunching the nuts. Very curious sound.”
“Please, stop…” Shinya whispered.
“Can’t I have some fun, Shin-chan? The eternity gets boring sometimes.”
Shinya extended his hand for Die and Die immediately took it.
“Am I misunderstanding this, or are you really sorry for that whore?” Kisaki asked, looking first at Shinya, then at Toshiya.
“No, of course not…” Shinya said and looked at Kisaki. “We’re worried about Kaoru.”
“Hmm… Well, everyone loses something once in a while” Kisaki mused loudly, taking a cigarette and lighting it. “And the whore had a luscious body, I must say, though perhaps he had more shortcomings than benefits. But Kaoru will have to deal with it.”
Suddenly Kisaki’s expression became very hard and serious.
“If Kaoru knows what’s best for him, he will forget the whore now. It dragged for too long already and I had enough. I want all of you at home more often than an hour in a week. And Kaoru knows the rules. He is mine. And that hasn’t ever changed. But it seems that I had to remind him of that yet again.”
Toshiya sat on the sofa, farther from Kisaki whishing Miyavi was here. He was so scared at the moment of Kisaki that he just whished for him to go away.
“You, worthless dog, come here” Kisaki said looking at Die. Shinya stared at Kisaki, his eyes huge from fear, but he still let go of Die’s hand. Die stood up hesitantly and went closer to Kisaki and stood in front of him.
“Shinya still seems to be happy with you. And you seem to like being with him as much as you did for the first several years.”
Die nodded, not knowing what he was expected to say or do.
“And I am letting you live here with Shin-chan. My Shin-chan.”
“I am very grateful for that” Die said, trying to maintain the eye contact with Kisaki and show him that he was not scared or intimidated.
“How grateful are you really?” Kisaki asked, looking at Die. “I want you to show me how grateful you are for me and how much you respect me and love me for letting you live here with Shinya, for letting you fuck him whenever you want, for not intruding in your and Shinya’s affairs.”
“Wh-what would you like me to do?” Die asked, feeling weak in his legs. He felt Shinya’s anxiousness and fear radiating from his skinny, tall body behind him.
“Kneel in front of me and thank me properly” Kisaki said, his expression hard and cold. Die nodded slightly and slowly kneeled in front of Kisaki.
“Is that what you call showing respect?” Kisaki sneered and slapped Die on the face. Shinya flinched and Die heard Toshiya trying to keep his sobs inside.
“I’m very sorry” Die said and lowered his whole body down on the ground, until his head touched the cold floor, his hands slightly in front of his head. Silence pervaded in the room and Die understood that this time he did what he was expected to do.
“I am very happy for your kindness, Kisaki-san” Die said, trying to make his voice steady. “I am very grateful that you are letting me stay in your house, that you are letting me sleep in the same bed with Shinya, that you are letting me have intimate relationship with the one who was initially yours. I am grateful for every moment spent here in your presence and with Shinya.”
Die finished, but he didn’t dare to lift his head up, or to even move a muscle. He waited for Kisaki’s reaction. And when he thought he couldn’t take any more of this silence, he heard Kisaki’s voice.
“Remember who you have to thank for being here and still being alive. And this applies to your imbecile lover as well” apparently Kisaki now referred to Toshiya and spoke about Miyavi. “And tell Kaoru to stop running after the whore like he was a fucking dog in heat. It gets on my nerves.”
Then Die heard footsteps and the front door opening and closing. Shinya stood up abruptly and ran up to Die, lifted him and hugged him tightly. He was crying, his hands tightly holding on Die’s waist and Die felt as the front of his shirt was getting wet from Shinya’s tears. Die glanced at Toshiya. Toshiya looked back at him with teary eyes. Die nodded at Toshiya and Toshiya stood up.
He needed Miyavi right now. Then they would all meet and find Kaoru. And this time they had to make Kaoru stop this nonsense.
It was starting to get too serious. It was started to get dangerous for all of them.
***
Kyo couldn’t sleep. He knew now that he was in hospital for already five nights. He was finally fully conscious and receptive. And he didn’t like that at all.
Police came to question him about what happened, but Kyo said that some guy might have followed him home. He broke in when Kyo was closing the doors and… did all that. He said he had a mask on and Kyo had no idea who the man was.
He could never have said the truth. Who on earth would have believed him? They would just shove him in a mad house and forget about him.
Police said that an anonymous person called the ambulance, but Kyo said he had no idea who it might have been. But he was pretty certain it was Kisaki. He said he didn’t want Kyo to die. He wanted to torture me. He wanted me to suffer as much as it was possible…
Kyo sighted and tried to will himself to sleep. But he couldn’t. He looked at his legs. They were spread wide. Whenever Kyo wanted to clasp them even slightly, it hurt horribly and Kyo had to lie like that – legs wide spread.
He hated the hospital. He had to endure the sorry looks of the nurses and doctors. He couldn’t even take a piss without nurse’s help. And when he did, it hurt so damn much he couldn’t even bear not crying out loud.
He didn’t want to ask the doctor how much all of this treatment and operation he had will cost for him. He was afraid it would be a lot. And he didn’t want to know. He saved the money and now… Now without the only job that he knew how to do… How would he survive after he paid the hospital’s bill?
And who would want him now when he was… when he was like this? He doubted he could work again. And it wasn’t like he wanted to show himself naked to anybody now. He saw how it looked when they changed bandages… He cried himself to sleep that evening, feeling so sorry for himself.
What else could he do? Nothing… just feel sorry for himself. He was tired of fighting for his place in the world. He didn’t want anything at all now. Nothing at all…
***
Kaoru checked so many hospitals that the night was already half way through. But when he was heading for another hospital he knew in the area, he saw Die, Shinya, Toshiya and Miyavi heading right at him. He stopped and waited, feeling dread overcome him.
Toshiya was in Miyavi’s embrace and he looked so scared and miserable that Kaoru’s worries doubled. Something was really wrong. Shinya looked especially sad and Die… Die never lifted his head. He just stared at the ground in front of him.
“Kaoru, we need to talk. Let’s go home” Shinya spoke up as soon as they were close enough for Kaoru to hear him.
“I can’t. I haven’t found Kyo yet.”
“We’ll tell you what happened to him Kaoru, but you must go with us home, this cannot go on any further.”
“No, I need to see him!”
Shinya furrowed his eyebrows in anger and Kaoru looked at him questioningly.
“What is the matter, Shinya?” he asked worriedly.
“If you will not go home with us… Kisaki will do something… something to punish us all. And you know as well as I do that he will first go for my Daisuke!”
Shinya’s voice cracked in the end of the sentence and Shinya starred at Kaoru with pleading eyes, tears clouding his vision.
“Please, Kaoru, I beg you, don’t put him in danger. Please! Don’t turn your back on us for some whore! Please, Kaoru!”
“What happened, Shin-chan?” Kaoru asked in a weak voice, looking at Die’s bowed head. Kaoru knew Kisaki most of all hated Die and would not look for a decent excuse to harm him… and Shinya at the same time.
“Kisaki said he wants you home…” Toshiya spoke up, looking at Kaoru. “He said he is fed up with your actions. And if you… if you won’t be back home… we will all have to pay…”
Miayvi hugged Toshiya tighter and kissed him on the head. Toshiya clung to Miyavi tighter, his pleading eyes never leaving Kaoru’s face.
“What did he do to Kyo?” Kaoru asked again, this time in a weak voice.
“He ripped off Kyo’s balls” Shinya said. “But at least he is alive. And if you want him to be this way – not only him but us as well – go home with us right now.”
Shinya was silent for some time, looking at Kaoru’s bewildered expression on his face, and added:
“Please, Kaoru-kun… let’s go home together…”
Kaoru let himself being taken by Shinya’s hand and led back home. He couldn’t think about anything right now. He just couldn’t…
TBC
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