Innocent Days | By : soleil Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > SHINee Views: 1135 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 11 -Session 1-
“I think that I am doing a great job at suppressing my justified anger, but I still feel hurt –by both of you and I want to know what is going on between the two of you although I have a feeling that you yourselves don’t really know, so I think that the least you can do is sort that out in my presence.” Key stated and saw both of the other boys cringe simultaneously.
“Minho?” he pressed when no one spoke.
“It’s my fault; I was the one who started it. Jonghyun didn’t do anything...” the younger boy drawled with his eyes fixed down on the cover of the mattress.
“That’s not what I asked and your guilt-trip doesn’t really help anyone. Frankly, I want to know if you have feelings for him.” Key said, already getting annoyed while he waited for an answer from the furiously blushing boy.
“I think I do…” he finally whispered and his face went two shades darker. “Oh.” Key simply said and from his surprised expression it was obvious that he hadn’t really expected to hear that answer but he quickly composed himself and turned to the other boy. “Jonghyun, what about you?”
“No, I don’t.” he firmly stated looking straight into the feline eyes and Key didn’t know if he should feel relieved hearing the sincerity in his voice or if he should pity Minho who just had gotten rejected in such a cold way. “Then why did you let him kiss you?”
Deep inside Jonghyun knew that a right answer to that particular question didn’t exist, but he tried anyway: “I was caught up in the moment.”
“Hm, ‘caught up in the moment’ doesn’t match very well with the ‘I could have fucked him right there’ you proudly told me earlier. Don’t play innocent, we all know that you’re not.” Key said with a raised brow and Jonghyun thought about how sometimes it really sucked that Key had such a good memory, even remembering his exact wording. “What do you want me to say, Kibum?” he finally asked. “I was angry and jealous and I lost my mind there for a minute, that doesn’t mean that I have feelings for him.”
“I notice that you are not denying that you are attracted to him.” Key stated and hiked his brow even further up and Jonghyun tried to defend himself: “He isn’t exactly revolting, it’s only natural to respond if he gets this close.”
“Ehm guys, I’m still in the room and both of you are making me very uncomfortable.” Minho spoke up, the deep red color still present on his cheeks, but Key wasn’t about to let Jonghyun off the hook yet. Simply ignoring the younger boy he continued: “So you’re saying that you’re willing to make out with anybody who is attractive and comes on to you? ‘The King of Skinship’ indeed! Or moreover a potential uber-slut as we are living in an environment with lots and lots of very attractive people!”
“See? That’s why I didn’t want to do this! I so do feel the understanding and support pouring out from your words.” Jonghyun snapped at Key. “You are already prejudiced against me and won’t even listen to what I say, so why bother with this pseudo-group-therapy-nonsense!”
“You’re right, I’m sorry for calling you a slut and I’m sorry for cornering you.” Key admitted remembering that they were doing this to sort their feelings out and not call each-other names. “It’s just that it makes me angry to think that you are so easy. It also makes me very sad.” He added in a calmer tone.
“I’m not easy, Kibum.” Jonghyun said looking at him with his puppy-eyes before glancing over at Minho who was currently pretending that he wasn’t there. He reached over and took Key’s hand in his own. “If I had you I wouldn’t even look at somebody else.” He whispered in his low voice. Key furrowed his brows in deep thought and looked down at their joined hands. “Minho.” He said after a while to get the attention of the boy who was staring intensely at the far wall. “How do you feel seeing this?” he asked him gesturing at their entwined fingers. An exhalation of breath and a long moment of silence later Minho finally spoke in a resigned manner: “I’m not jealous, if that’s what you are asking me. I feel... somehow I feel relieved now.”
“But you told me that you loved me and that you would never let me go again! And now you’re saying that you feel relieved getting rid of me?” Key asked and freed his hand from Jonghyun’s obviously greatly upset. “Please don’t take it the wrong way!” Minho pleaded, panicked that his words had hurt Key. “I mean that I know my place and that I could never live with myself if you lost him because of me; I love you too much for that!”
“So you’re saying that you love me so much that you would put my happiness above your own, even if it means me being with another man?” Key asked straight forwardly and Minho guiltily looked to the side but nodded. At that Key launched himself forward and pulled the other boy into a bone-crushing hug. “That’s the most romantic thing someone has ever said to me!” he said happily and squeezed Minho some more.
“Are you shitting me now?” Jonghyun grumbled incredulously from his corner, which made Key let go of Minho and return to his previous seat. “Your negativity doesn’t help Jjong.” Key grumbled back only to hear promptly: “And this does? Are you seriously expecting me to sit back and enjoy the view of you two confessing to each-other?”
“Well, you could always leave if it bothers you so much, but that won’t make anything better between the three of us.” Key said dryly.
“I still don’t see how any of this will make anything better between the three of us.” Jonghyun retorted. “Except that it boosts up your ego having two guys talking about their romantic feelings for you at once. I bet this is like a wet dream for you.”
“Hey, don’t be mean to him –he’s seriously trying!” Minho came forward and Jonghyun rolled his eyes muttering something that sounded like ‘Shinee-armor-knight-again’ under his breath.
“Don’t fight guys. I think we’ve done a pretty good job for the first meeting. At least we haven’t gone on each-other’s throats.” Key said happily and ignored Jonghyun’s ‘yet’. “I feel as if I will be able to work normally with both of you again. What about you?”
“I kind of feel liberated.” Minho agreed and Jonghyun rolled his eyes again and face palmed himself. “And I say that this is a total waste of time.” He muttered. “We didn’t even establish our relationship status. Are you now with me or him or anybody at all? What good did all the talking do, except stalling time for you to decide?”
“Come on, Jonghyun, don’t be rash! We’ve worked out so many things today!” Key said and began reeling off: “ Minho feels something for you, you are attracted to him, both of you love me and the most important one: we can spent half an hour the three of us without the apocalypse happening. Isn’t that a very good thing? Remember, we have to keep living and working together and you definitely owe it to me! So, tomorrow at the same time?” he asked smiling sweetly.
“…ok.”
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