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Unholy confessions of a vampire heart	By : nuclear000rainbow Category: Celebrities - Misc > Slash - Male/Male Views: 1315 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not know Ville Valo or any of the members of HIM, This is purely a work of fiction, I do not make any money writing this. Full disclaimer in chapter 1.

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The dream was back. The wolves surrounding me in a clearing. Blue orbs staring through my soul as if they knew my darkest secrets. Slowly stalking closer to where I sit on the ground, the cold wet snout almost touching my face. Its head tilting to the side in wonder before it lets out a soft growl, the pack retreating to the thick surrounding forest in a quick sprint. The moon shadowed by the clouds as my eyes follow them. Blue orbs staring back at me from the thick brush, suddenly further from the ground. I can only make out the shape of a slender body in the shadows, the piercing eyes never leaving me, a mischievous glimmer flashed my way as it turns away. Taking off into the night. I want to follow them! Please don’t leave me behind!
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“Ville? Ville, wake up!” My eyes shot open to reveal a worried Shadows shaking me gently. “You were talking in your sleep, I got worried!” Looking around the tight space I can see the others starting to stir awake, bloodshot eyes glowing red in the darkness surrounding us. “It’s ok Shadows, no need to worry!” I smile at him, stretching out my long limbs as far as I can in the cramped space. Stiff from a night on the cold ground with two smaller vampires using me as a pillow. I guess I’ve stayed in the same position all night, my unconscious mind trying not to disturb them. “What were you dreaming about exactly? You were mumbling about blue eyes, blue eyes in the dark!” He smirks at me, a brow raised in wonder. “I don’t really know, its been the same kind of dream for weeks now. Blue, glowing eyes staring at me. Surrounded by wolves in a clearing, in a forest I don’t know. They always run off, leaving me with the wish to follow… I don’t really know why I’m dreaming of this. I’ve never even seen a wolf! Let along a blue eyed one!” I laugh, his smirk never leaving his face. “well, it’s probably just a dream!” He laugh, helping Rev off the floor as he’s not yet fully awake. Turning over to Gee and Christ I start shaking them awake as gently as I can, not wanting to startle them. Their eyes all red and puffy, sorrow and hunger apparent in their features. I reach down to grab their hands, pulling them off the muddy floor. “Everyone awake yet?” I ask softly, my eyes scanning the room for everyone, making sure they’re all standing. “It’s nighttime, we need to hunt before we keep going. I suggest we stick to the woods, seeing if we can catch a couple of deer’s. It won’t be as fulfilling as human blood, but we don’t want to leave a trail for the hunters to follow.” Taking charge as I’ve been for the last couple of nights I walk over to the opening. Pushing away the makeshift cover and motion for everyone to follow me outside. The night dark and cloudy, no moon threatening to expose us as we start searching our surroundings. Spreading out we let our senses sharpen, every sound and smell telling us where to go. Our eyes glowing red from the hunger as we let our instinct guide us to our pray. Two steady heartbeats grabbing my attention I motion for the others to follow. My eyes soon catching the form of two beautiful animals by a tiny stream, their heads down, focused on the running water. I feel bad for what I’m about to do, hunting innocent beings is not something we are used to, but I guess dinner is dinner! We sneak up as close as possible, all of us tense and ready to leap at them. A quiet understanding between us as we all attack at the exact same moment, the beautiful beasts never stood a chance. Our fangs tearing through their flesh to sate our hunger before they even have a chance to feel fear. The thick blood running down our parched throats and filling our stomachs, restoring our energy once more. Deep growls emanating from us all in our frenzy to tame the beasts within before they take control of us, desperate to keep our last crumbs of humanity intact. Retracting my fangs from the soon dead animal, I fall back on the ground. My whole body settling in a quiet calm, the beast finally satisfied, allowing me to take control once again. Laying on my back while looking at the cloudy skies I can’t help but worry about what the night will bring. The uncertainty of it all, the threat of the sun always haunting in the back of my mind. The distance we must cover to get far enough away from the village, to get away from the rumors of vampires, the threat of the hunters following us. And most of all, finding a new home! A safe place for my brothers and myself to call our own once again. “Are you alright Ville?” Gee whispers as he sits down beside me, grabbing my hand to seek comfort as always. “I’m alright sweetheart, just thinking. I have to find a way to keep you all safe, but as long as I don’t know where we’re headed it’s all so uncertain.” I tell him the truth, I might be the one taking charge but I’ve got no idea of what is to come! Not being able to make a plan scares me beyond reasoning. “We trust you Ville, you haven’t lead us astray yet!” Syn ads as he wipes the remnants of blood off his face, rinsing his hands in the cold stream. V at his side, smiling at me while nodding in reassurance. Two hands adding pressure to my shoulders from behind, Shadows and Rev smiling at me as they sit down beside me. Christ walking up to us from the stream as he finished cleaning himself up before he joins us on the leaf covered ground. I can feel my eyes clouding with worry, my face hardening not to show my fears. “You’re a born leader Ville, I wouldn’t even think of challenging you! You take charge naturally and all we do is following without question. You kept your head clear last night while we were too torn up to function, you haven’t let yourself shed a tear even though we know you hurt just as much as we do. He was your father too, but you never let his sacrifice cloud your judgement! All you’re ever thinking about is how to keep the rest of us safe! Syn and I always thought of ourselves as strong, as leaders, but when you speak or as much as look at us, we all fall in line. You’re stronger than Harms ever was, so stop doubting yourself! We trust you with our lives!” Shadows speaks softly, his voice low as not to catch the attention of anyone around. “I just hope you’re not making a mistake Shadows, all I can do is try my best.” I speak calmly, my lips in a tight line as I look to the sky once more. Hoping for a sign that I’m on the right path. “Now, if you’re all full and cleaned up. Lets get going, we got a lot of ground to cover through the night!” I say as I stand up slowly, trying to send them all a reassuring smile as I motion for them to follow. Turning north as I take off running. An old tale told by my mother running through my mind. Of a place with long cold nights and short days, an old tale of green fire dancing in the sky in the winter. A tale she once told when I cried as a child when people spoke evil words about the color of my eyes.
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“How much longer Ville?” Rev ask as he lounges at a beam up under the sealing, his blue eyes staring at the old rotting wood above him. We’re lucky tonight as we came upon an old abandoned farm well hidden in the mountainside. A tiny village further down in the valley below. We’ve been running through the night for weeks now, feeding of what creatures we could find to satisfy our hunger, and the promise of human blood so nearby a temptation to us all at the moment. “I don’t know sweetheart, I have a urgent feeling we should keep running, but I think we’re far enough away to rest here for a few days. The rumors can’t have spread this far, so I think we should stay at least one more night and hunt some real food before we go on!” I say, the faces turning to me making me laugh out loud. They all look like kids on Christmas morning, eyes wide and eager. “Maybe Syn should go down there first and do some shopping!” Shadows giggles from the corner at my right, his dimples showing for the first time in weeks as he smile widely at us all. “I think I might! We all look like beggars at the moment! My clothes are barely recognizable as clothing!” Syn smirks at us all, and he’s right! Looking down at myself all I can see is tattered and torn fabric and leather! The seams barely keeping together after the extensive wear through the thick brush of the forests and all the mountains we have climbed! I giggle, the others looking just as messy as me. “I think that’s a good idea Syn, there’s still a few hours until the sun comes up… Do you feel like going on a shopping spree?” His smirk growing as he leaps to his feet, not even caring to say goodbye as he sprints through the door. “And there he goes!” V giggles from his place at the old table in the middle of the room, his eyes shining with pride as they follow his mates retreating form through the door. “That mate of yours certainly have a love for clothing V! He’s probably going to grab everything he can get his hands on down there!” Gee laughs softly from his normal spot at my side, Christ just snickering at his comment. All of us looking amused at the moment, a promise of new clothes a refreshing thought after weeks on the run through the wilderness. “I don’t know about you guys, but I feel like getting a bath! My skin is all grey with dirt and grime, and I can hear a waterfall not too far away from here! Anyone feel like joining me?” Shadows ask, a giddy expression painting all of our faces with the thought of clean running water. A shrill shriek of pure joy coming from above us as the Rev lets himself fall to the floor. “Last one there is a bloodsucking freak!” He cackles as he starts running for the door, laughter booming inside the small house as we all follow. “We’re all bloodsucking freaks anyway!” Christ shouts after us, his short legs not allowing him to keep up with the others tearing through the trees towards the sound of water. I keep my pace by his side, not going to let him stay behind I grab a hold of his waist and throw him over my shoulders. Picking up speed as I gain in on the rest of them I can feel his laughter as I run. Passing V, Shadows and Gee at a quick speed, I let the beast inside take control of my steps. Flying over the ground as fast as my body can carry me with a giddy vampire over my shoulders, the wind whipping at my face making my eyes blurry, but I’m not letting that stop me! Closing in on the Rev as I laugh, the smell of fresh water reaching my nose and telling me we’re close, one last spurt of energy and we leave Rev behind. Crashing through a clearing I take a leap, throwing us both in to the shallow water. A squeal of joy reaching my ears as I stand up, Christ still safely on my shoulder as I find my balance and finally put him down. The cold water only reaching right above his shoulders. “Cheaters!” and a cackling laugh coming from the shore before Rev cannonballs into the water, splashing us in the proses. V, Gee and Shadows following just a second after. The laughter of us all sounding through the clearing, drowning out the waterfall as we all calm down again. Just enjoying the cool water on our skin as we clean up as good as we can without the luxury of soaps or hot water. I can feel the grime dissolving of my body along with the stress of the past nights, a feeling of calm settling in my stomach at seeing my family smiling and laughing around me. The fears and worries forgotten for the first time since that awful night. Ducking under in an attempt to clean my now long and curly wild hair as well as I can, I finally let a couple of tears go. The thought of Harms shooting pain through my heart as I let my mind wander. The water washing away my blood red tears so the others won’t notice. I just stay under for a while, letting the sounds of the thunderous waterfall sooth me before I decide I’m clean enough. Standing back up and heading for the shore I stop to enjoy the sight in front of me, the others having a water fight, splashing and pouncing at each other like playful kittens. I guess we never really grow up, even the oldest of us keeping our inner child alive and thriving. Walking over to a tree right next to the shore I sit down, my back against the thick trunk as I watch the others play. A giggle at my side snapping me into attention, a smirk meeting me as I turn my head against the source. “They’re all having fun, I see! It’s about time they let loose for a while!” Syn says as he dumps the content of his arms beside me. “I think I’ll go join them!” He laughs as he takes a leap towards the water, tackling V in the proses. Yeah, still kids at heart, I think to myself as I giggle to myself leaning my head against the tree trunk and closing my eyes. Almost falling to a slumber a flash of bright blue appear behind my closed eyelids, the sound of wolves howling in the distance have me shooting up on my feet. A feeling I cant describe enveloping me as a shiver run down my spine. “Sweethearts, it’s time to leave! I have a feeling we’re being watched!” The others quickly leaving the water as I motion for them to run back to the abandoned farmhouse. Shadows shooting me a questioning glance on the way past me as he drags both the Rev and Christ along by their hands. “Wolves.” The only word I spoke as his eyes widened and he picks up the pace, shooting through the trees in a blur. I stay behind as I know the others will be safe in the house, laving myself as bate just in case. My eyes scanning the surroundings as my ears pick up the sound of soft paws getting closer by the second. My eyes picking up a movement in the bushes as the sound stops, glowing blue orbs surrounded by a ring of purple catching my eyes with curiosity. My own green emerald eyes staring back without faltering, if it’s a stare down of dominance they want, they’ll get it. “I’ve seen you before, you’ve been haunting my dreams…” I whisper quietly, taking a few steps towards the creature. Its canines bared and snout wrinkling as I approach. The blue eyes never leaving my form as it takes a step back, further into the bushes. A sudden feeling of pain shooting through my head. Words not my own forming in pictures behind my eyes. *I know you, I’ve felt you, why? who are you?* “I don’t know, and my name is Ville.” I whisper to the creature. *Ville* The last thought hitting me like a question as another wolf howls in the distance, the blue eyes snapping its head towards the sound before taking off into the night. My mind full of questions as I turn the other way, my legs carrying me on pure instinct towards my family as my head is cluttered with unanswered questions.
Entering through the doorway I’m met with worried faces, the others looking at me for an explanation. Looking over at Shadows I only give him a shrug. Not really feeling like talking about it all, but the death glare he’s shooting my way demand an answer. “Blue eyes.” I whisper, his face turning to pure shock as the others look confused. “Like the ones in the dreams?” He asks quietly, a nod my only reply. We’ll talk about it as the sun sets tomorrow. My eyes scanning the room to make sure that every one’s there before Syn hands me an armful of new clothes. His gaze questioning but I only shake my head. “I’ll tell you all as the sun sets again, now, it’s been a long night. Let’s get some rest!” My voice stern but friendly as I slide down against the wall, closing my eyes and fall to a slumber as the sun pierces the sky outside. My dreams once again about blue eyes. Questions filling my brain as the piercing orbs lock with my own, sapphire meeting emerald in an unknown clearing at night.
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#Sapphire eyes pov#
The dream was back, bright emerald eyes in a face as pale as marble haunting my dreams. The facial features no longer a blur after tonight, but a work of art, ink covering the left arm in a winding leaf pattern and a heart twisted with a pentagram adorning the pale skin just above the leather pants, covering long slender legs. The questions going through my mind being sent in return. Who are you, what are you, why do I see you in my dreams? The green emeralds never faltering, staring through my soul.
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“Bam! Bam! Wake up! You’re talking in your sleep again! And who the hell is Ville?” Bolting upright from my spot on the floor I growl at the idiot shouting at me. Dunn, my beta cowering under my stare. The rest of my pack staring wide eyed at us in the dark lair we call home. Throwing of the pelts covering me in warmth I stand up quickly, sneering at him as I walk towards the opening. My mood ruined by him tearing me out of my dream, the unanswered questions still floating through my mind. Taking a deep breath to calm myself as I stare into the distance. “Ville is a dream, a dream of sparkling emeralds” I say in barely a whisper as I let myself fall into my wolf form, letting out a howl as I run off. My pack knowing not to disturb me when I head of alone, all of them fearing the wrath of the omega. Letting my nose guide me I soon end up in the clearing with the waterfall again. The enticing smell hitting me like a brick in the face as I stop. Changing back to my human form I walk over to the tree, his sent still clinging to it from last night. Sliding down with my back against it I let my head fall back. My eyes capturing a torn piece of fabric stuck on a broken branch, my hand reaching out for it and automatically putting it to my nose. Inhaling the sweet smell of the green eyed nymph taunting me in my dreams my eyes roll back in my head, I can feel the wolf in me howling in excitement. The wild beast trashing to get free from the human prison, eager to follow the sent. “Why do I dream of you? Who are you? Should I follow you?” I whisper to the empty clearing, the waterfall the only sound around. Grasping the piece of fabric in my hand I stand up, thoughts of last night running through my head as I walk slowly towards my home. My pack waiting patiently for my return as always.
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