Show Me Love | By : starpegasus Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Good Charlotte Views: 2088 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 15:
My insides all turned to ash, so slow
And blew away as I collapsed, so cold
A black wind took them away, from sight
And now the darkness over day, that night
-Linkin Park
Billy’s POV
I sit silently in his arms, my mind thankfully blank. I feel him shift under me and I turn my attention to him. I watch as the light from the fire reflects in the eyes that are steadily watching my every move. He tightens his grip on me for a moment and I blink slowly at him, sighing and turning my attention back to the tiny pin-pricks of light that paint the pitch black sky.
“You wanna go in yet?” His voice is quiet and I shrug, not really caring about much aside from him never letting go.
I nuzzle closer into the warmth of his chest and close my eyes, scared for a moment that he was going to come back. My whole body starts to tremble and I feel Benji gather me in his arms and pull me into the house.
He caries me up the stairs and into our room, placing me gently onto the large bed that takes up a majority of the floor space.
“Why don’t you lay down and get some rest. I’ll be back as soon as I put out the fire.” He kisses me on my forehead before leaving the room.
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So I, I won't be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces
And you
You will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets
Don't lie
-Linkin Park
Benji’s POV
It’s killing me slowly, watching as such a strong and beautiful soul as Billy’s be so completely and utterly destroyed. I honestly don’t know if he’ll ever be able to get past what has happened. I know that we’ve got a long and incredibly painful road ahead of us called recovery.
It hurts so much to know that I wasn’t able to save him from what had been done to him and that deep down I fear that he’s going to question my intentions every time I leave him alone or when I want to just simply touch him. The future is so cloudy right now and I don’t know if our relationship will be able to weather the on coming storm.
I don’t know if I’m strong enough to not go and kill the bastard that dared to lay his hands on Billy. I’m still debating on whether or not to seriously maim him. I know that my dreams will be haunted by what I’d seen as soon as I’d broken down that damned door.
I walk back into the house and upstairs after getting done with dousing the fire, and open the door to our bedroom quietly. I move slowly into the room and sit next to him on the bed, watching him as he sleeps. His skin is so pale, almost translucent and still showing the vicious hand shaped bruises around his throat, arms and torso, the jagged cut that runs from the center of his collar bone to his navel.
He moans softly and his eyes flutter open. The dull ocean blue orbs seem to light just the tiniest bit when he sees me. He stretches and scoots over so that I can sit even closer to him.
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Star: Sorry its been so long since I’ve last posted. Hope you guys can forgive me.
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