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Nobody's Home	By : EmilyRose Category: My Chemical Romance > Slash - Male/Male Views: 2243 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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A/N: Thanks for the reviews (even though they are getting fewers .___.)
Disclaimer: I own nothing, and the song is by 3 Doors Down.

A hundred days had made me older
Since the last time that I've saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
And I don’t think I can look at this the same

"Well maybe I should just leave!"
"WELL MAYBE YOU FUCKING SHOULD!"
"I HATE YOU!"

That was it. He had had enough and the door slammed shut behind him, just as my own fists made contact with the nearest wall. I was so angry I could feel my veins boil. Why did he have to be such a jerk at times? It had been a morning like every other morning, except Gerard felt that he had to check the messages on MY machine. And well, Dana had left a message. What a good time for her to talk about our relationship.

She said she missed me, and that she wanted to talk about our 'relationship'. Of course I wanted nothing of that sort with her, I was happy with her friendship. Gerard wouldn't listen though. He had raised his voice like he had never done before. And I couldn't keep mine down either. We've had small quarrels before, but nothing like this. Never like this.

Gerard had been staying with me for almost two months, and everyday was bliss. We woke up next to each other every morning, and just that made my heart skip. Every night we fell asleep in each others arms, and I made it a habit to rest my head on his chest so I could hear, and feel, his heartbeats. Things like that were what mattered. Not the big nights out with fancy suits. Well of course those nights were amazing as well. But the nights we would talk for hours, or the nights we'd make love. Or the nights where we just had to rip each others clothes of and have raw sex in the kitchen, or bathroom, or any room where we would be at the moment we decided that our clothes just HAD TO GO.

But today wasn't one of those days. Today was the day we had raised our voices, and called each other names. We always kept out fights nice and cleaned. No matter how angry we got, we never told each other to 'fuck off' or to 'go to hell'. Never before had he said 'I hate you'. Never before. And those words hit me like a ton of bricks. I love him to pieces, and he said he hated me. How could he? No matter how angry I got, I'd never say anything like that to him. Ever.

But all the miles that separate
They disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face

[Gerard's Point of View]

"I didn't mean to say it, it just slipped out" I buried my face in my hands and tried to stop sobbing, but it didn't work. "I need you so much right now" I whispered as I let my fingers trace the words cut in the cold stone. "Oh Mikey, I can't do this" Fresh tears replaced the old ones as I hugged the tombstone. I must've looked pathetic, but I didn't care. "I'm here without you baby" I whispered as I tried once again to stop crying.

I love Frank, So, so much. Everyday with him is like heaven on earth, and I can't live without him. But Mikey will always have me in a sick twisted way. I know that, I can feel it. Even if I have let go, he will always be on my mind every damn day. And that drives me crazy, that I can't let my whole heart be Franks. I know that when I die, Mikey will wait for me. No matter what awaits us after we leave this world, I know that Mikey will be there, just waiting for me. And I'll be with him, wherever he is.

I love Frank, and I want to spend the rest of my living days with him. But I can't help but to long for death, since that's where I'll be reunited with Mikey again. It sounds so sick, and twisted. I can't help it though. I can never help it.

The miles just keep rollin
As the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

I don't know for how long I sat there, weeping by Mikey's grave. It was growing dark, and the cold wind iced my heart. I heard footsteps, but I didn't turn around. I was sitting on my knees next to the tombstone, with my hands entwined in my lap. I bet I looked terrible, my cheeks probably tearstained. But I didn't care.

"I've been looking for you"

Oh that voice, I could recognize it anywhere.

My Frankie.

I turned around slowly to look at him. He also had tearstained cheeks, and it was so obvious he had been crying. I got off the ground and took a hesitant step towards him. My insides were burning, because I felt so ashamed. He didn't move, or make any sign that he was going to speak again.

I knew why, and I understood. It was because the next step was mine, for I was the one who had wronged. I knew deep in my heart that the message from Dana didn't mean anything to him. He had told me about their relationship, and he had told me he didn't want to be anything but friends with her. I didn't really know why I had reacted the way I had.

Finally I couldn't take the silence anymore, or stand to see the pain in his eyes. "I don't hate you" I choked out before my eyes filled up with new tears. I took a careful step forward and hoped he wouldn't back away. He didn't, but he didn't say anything either. "I love you" I tried, searching for anything in his face. Any emotion at all, anything except pain.

"Oh Gee" He let out before he closed the distance between us and held me close. I cried in his neck and whispered words of apology over and over. He shushed me with his lips on mine and I couldn't help but smile.

"Let's go home, kay?" He said and took my hand in his. This is why I love him so much, after an argument all you need to make up is a hug. A warm hug, that expressed how much love we feel for one another. After all, he will always be my Frankie.

"I just have to say a few words to Mikey, will you wait by the gates?"

verything I know,
And anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls,
When it’s all said and done
It gets hard but it won’t take away my love

"I'm so sorry for letting you go Mikey. For not stopping you. For not waking up. For rejecting you. I love you, and I always will. No matter how much I love Frank, nothing can ever compare to how much I love you. You are the one I'm destined to be with, if not in life, then in death. I know you're waiting for me, and I swear to whatever force there is, that I will join you someday. I love you"

I got up, and started walking away, but then I stopped and turned around to say my final words. "I'm here without you baby, and it's killing me"

"Ready to go home?" Frank asked me when I reached the cemetery gates. I smiled and kissed his nose before lacing my fingers together with his slightly shorter ones. "I love you" I said as we made our way home, to our house.

I’m here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams

A/N: The point with this chapter is to show that no matter how much Gerard loves Frank, Mikey will always have a grip on him.
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